♥-Kim-♥

♥-Kim-♥

:: 2004 15 May :: 1.08am
:: Mood: stressed
:: Music: Shania Twain - UP!

Hey everyone!!! I bet you just love readin this thing as much as I like writing in it. LoL! I only get the urge every now and then. Anyways...last weekend was prom and my mom n dad had to go, so I stayed with Bobbi and we went to see Mean Girls (which was awesome) then on Tuesday when we didn't have school, me and Cody went to see 13 going on 30...it was also really good. The Shania Twain & Emerson Drive concert was Thursday night. It was really fun and we were WAY closer than I woulda ever imagined. There were 4 rows on the floor and then we were on the lower level...11th row and Cody was right behind us. I think I may have gotten some pretty good pictures. I am really upset with the shirt I got though I told them I wanted the same one Jenn got, which was the same on the front but not the back, she got an 03-04 one and I got an 03 one GRR! that old hag probably did it on purpose. Anyways...I was like in a really big hurry cauze we were way away from our section and Emerson Drive was already singin the 1st song and everyone knows i'm in love with them! *Brad* ahhh! (I took 15 pictures of him!) lol. Shania did really awesome. Me n Jenn felt special cuz we knew all of the songs. =] YAYz...I don't think Cody was too fond of it all...lol. This guy got to go onstage with her n he was like OMG Shania u are my biggest inspiration. My favorite song you sing is "Man! I feel like a woman" LmBo...I felt so happy for him cuz he was up there like freakin out! hehe! Right now...i'm watchin Shania Twain's UP! concert tour in Chicago on CMT and this guy just got to go on stage and propose to his wife n they are dancen up there to her new song "When you kiss me" so swwwwwweeeet! hehe. I have to go to Kentucky tommorow to see my brother n his woman. I really wanna see them cuz I havent seen em since January but I hate the ride down there. It's 3 hrs away. BLAH! I really hope my dad don't have to take that freakin stupid truck to take the grill out there. I guess i'll jus have to get over it if he does. I think we may be spendin the nite. Eh. Oh yea, to those of you who kno what i'm sayn...I just love it when people write retarded comments in your journal. If you have something to say to me, leave your name or don't say it at all, as a matter of fact, if you have a problem with me...you shouldn't be readin my journal in the first place. Betcha as soon as someone reads this...there will be a stupid comment. I guess that'll just go to show how dumb people really are =] But...on another note theres only 13 days left of school. 11 if ya take out days for field trips...and less for me cuz theres a day or 2 that we're out for the play...yay! =] I am so sick of that school it's gonna make me go crazy *4th period!!!* and some other stuff has been on my mind! It's gonna blow lol!...Well I think i'm gonna get outta here. I hope ya'll loved this entry. HA.
XOXO - Sh@m@

Bout' 1 month til the Beach!
Only 2 months and 9 days til I see Kenny, Joe Don, Jay, and Gary! =]

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amber07

:: 2004 8 May :: 9.18pm
:: Mood: excited

FLORIDA HERE I COME!!!
HEY EVERYBODY!!! I'm kinda hyper right now...if you haven't already noticed...lo!!! The Hannan Band will be leavin for Florida in less than 24 hours and itz gonna be great!!! Most of my friendz are goin although there are a couple who aren't!!! I'm gonna have SoOoOo much fun...even tho I'm kinda mad at somebody right now...that person knowz who they are and if you don't know who they are well too bad for you...lol...j/k if you really wanna know I'll probably tell you if you just ask!!! Anywayz I'm SoOoOoOo not gonna let that ruin my trip!!! Well I guess imma go...I'll ttyl!!! Lotz of love peoplez...XOXO!!! AmBeR

Herez sumthin I got off preciouscreationz that I thought was cute and SoOoOo true ...

-*-26 things a *Perfect* guy would do-*-
1. Know how to make you smile when you are down!!!
2. Try to secretly smell your hair, but you alwayz notice!!!
3. Sticks up for you, but still respects your independence!!!
4. Give you the remote control during the game!!!
5. Comes up behind you and puts his arms around you!!!
6. Plays with your hair!!!
7. His hand alwayz find yours
8. Be cute when he really wants something!!!
9. Offer you plenty of massages!!!
10. Dances with you, even if he feels like a dork!!!
11. Never runs out of love!!!
12. Be funny, but knows how to be serious!!!
13. Realizes he's being funny when he needs to be serious!!!
14. Be patient when you take forever to get ready!!!
15. React so cutely when you hit him and it actually hurts!!!
16. Smiles a lot!!!
17. Plans a romantic date full of cheesy things he wouldn't normally do just because he knows it means a lot to you!!!
18. Appreciate you!!!
19. Helps others out!!!
20. Drive 5 hours just to see you for 1!!!
21. Alwayz gives you a peck on the cheek when you depart from each others company, even when his friends are watching!!!
22. Sing, even if he can't!!!
23. Has a creative sense of humor!!!
24. Stares at you!!!
25. Calls for no reason!!!
26. Quit smoking, chewing, drinking, or drugs, just because he loves you that much to quit it!!!

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shama06

:: 2004 5 May :: 3.56pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: Keith Urban - You're not alone ronight

Hey everyone...Oh my! I haven't updated forever, it seems like! I'm sure you're all devestated because of it. LoL! Naw...i'm just usually really busy. Well weekend before last, I went to Tabi's Saturday nite and we chilled out n went to Church the next morning, then last weekend, My grandma stayed the night Friday and then Saturday...Me, Cody, Jenn n Tabi all went out to the Bluegrass thingy for football and acted like tards...you know. The usual! It was kinda boring at times but the majority was kinda fun cause we made it fun...lol. After that, My parents n Me, Tabi, n Jenn went up to Embassy Suites to stay the night cuz my dad had a school meething up there and he wanted my mom n I to go and I wanted Tabi n Jenn to go, so we got in the sauna, hot tub n pool a lil and went shoppin at the Charleston Town Center on Sunday cause it's right by the hotel, and I got a new purse in Wet Seal, A shirt in Steve & Barrys, Some Care Bear sandals & some Capri's in Aeropostale. After I got home I kinda *accidentally* -don't ask...lol- went to Church at Guyan Creek to see a chalk artist. Anyways...school hasn't been that bad lately, surprisingly. Only bad things are gettin up at 7 and hearin Mr.Grady accuse me of stealin cookies...haha *don't ask* We get off school early on Monday and then we don't have school Tuesday and I may only go a half-day on Friday cuz of the concert Thursday night. During 3rd period, some convicts from the Lakin womens correctional facility came to talk to 10, 11, n 12th grade today n...they were talkin to us about not going out to prom n stuff and getting drunk, doing drugs, and driving. I felt really sorry for those girlz...it was awful stories to hear. One of em was only 22 and she had been in the prison since she was 19 so bad on drugs that she passed out in her car, lost control and ended up runnin down a 10 year old lil gurl n killin her, i'd say that was the worst becuz she was really pretty and it's so sad she had to be locked up n stuff I couldn't live with that all my life. Another 1 was only 26 - an alcoholic n a couple years back she was out partying and got drunk with her best friend n ran into a house and her best friend died. N another gurl got drunk with her aunt and cousin and ran into a brick wall n telephone pole n killed her aunt. That gurl had 3 kids...can u even imagine? That'z so sad...I've thought a lot about it! Don't drink n drive! AnYwaYz in 4th period I was 4 sure Me, Emily, n Sarah were gonna get kicked out...cause we couldn't stop laughin. LoL! They told Mrs.Bowen my birthday is Saturday and she believed us n is lettin us have a party thing the last half of class Friday becuz of it...LMBO! haha...but yeah, I think Cody's last day of school is like this Thursday...that'd be tommorow. HAHA. He SuCkZ! But at least he will be home more. =]
I have a Shania Twain concert comin up next week! YAY! And last Saturday, My aunt, Mom, Me & Cody all got tickets to the July 24th Kenny Chesney, Rascal Flatts & Uncle Kracker concert. I CAN'T WAIT!!! O yea and i've been goin to the tanning bed working up my tan for when me and Mander go to the beach in less than 2 months =] I can't wait for that either. I'm gonna have an awesome summer!!! Well I think i'm gonna go now. That's all I can think of to update ya on. I'll update sumtime soon! =]
LoVe, SH@M@

~18 days left of school!
~8 days til the Shania Twain n Emerson Drive concert!

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amber07

:: 2004 2 May :: 5.14pm

Hey Hey everybody!!! I know I haven't updated in like forever!!! This weekend has been ok...coulda been better but I'm not gonna complain!!! Brittany came over yesterday and we watched the Texas Chainsaw Massacre...a really really good movie and today we went to my grandma's then to the mall!!! I'm so excited we leave for Florida a week from today...itz gonna be so great!!! Anywayz I don't really have anything else to say I guess imma go!!! Lotz of love everybody...XOXO!!! AmBeR

Herez some lyrics...

My Dear Son, it is almost June,
I hope this letter catches up to you, and finds you well.
Its been dry but they�re calling for rain,
And everything's the same ol� same in Johnsonville.
Your stubborn 'ol Daddy ain�t said too much,
But I�m sure you know he sends his love,
And she goes on,
In a letter from home.

I hold it up and show my buddies,
Like we ain�t scared and our boots ain�t muddy, and they all laugh,
Like there�s something funny bout� the way I talk,
When I say: "Mama sends her best y�all."
I fold it up an' put it in my shirt,
Pick up my gun an' get back to work.
An' it keeps me driving me on,
Waiting on letters from home.

My Dearest Love, its almost dawn.
I�ve been lying here all night long wondering where you might be.
I saw your Mama and I showed her the ring.
Man on the television said something so I couldn�t sleep.
But I�ll be all right, I�m just missing you.
An' this is me kissing you:
XX�s and OO�s,
In a letter from home.

I hold it up and show my buddies,
Like we ain�t scared and our boots ain�t muddy, and they all laugh,
'Cause she calls me "Honey", but they take it hard,
'Cause I don�t read the good parts.
I fold it up an' put it in my shirt,
Pick up my gun an' get back to work.
An' it keeps me driving me on,
Waiting on letters from home.

Dear Son, I know I ain�t written,
But sittin' here tonight, alone in the kitchen, it occurs to me,
I might not have said, so I�ll say it now:
Son, you make me proud.

I hold it up and show my buddies,
Like we ain�t scared and our boots ain�t muddy, but no one laughs,
'Cause there ain�t nothing funny when a soldier cries.
An' I just wipe me eyes.
I fold it up an' put it in my shirt,
Pick up my gun an' get back to work.
An' it keeps me driving me on,
Waiting on letters from home.

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sweetiepie2006

:: 2004 30 April :: 2.52pm
:: Mood: happy

Aw...Guys!! I am so happy! Me, Tabi, Ben, Amanda and Dan just got invited to be in the National Honor Society. It's complete greatness!! haha!! Yeah well, I wish there coulda been room for a few more people. At first, I didn't think that I was gonna make it...cuz they came in here and was like yeah inviting Tabi n such, and then they closed the door...I was like OMG!! I almost cried, for real. Every1 in this class was like...aww poor Jenn...it was depressing, lol. Then they knocked on the door and i was like YES!! haha then they invited me...and me n tabi like grabbed each others arm and i was like about to scream...we went to go talk to Mrs.Edmunds, we have like a meeting Monday at 12. I'm so happy....she told me that she told them to close the door on purpose to make me freak out....lol. This is like the happiest I have been in a while. Mom is picking me n Tabi up at Ashton this evening and we're going to the Mall. We deserve to go eat at somewhere great...:)...me n tabi are gonna be hyper all night. I believe I deserve to be un-grounded from the internet now and be paid!! haha...ttyl...bell gettin ready to ring!! Ly!

bye bye!!

~*Jenn*~

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shama06

:: 2004 23 April :: 11.46pm
:: Mood: okay
:: Music: Usher f/ Lil Jon & Luda - Yeah!

What? Yeah! OKAY!!!
Hey every1! Seemz like I haven't updated forever! It's been a week or 2. I guess a lot has happend since then...we have been havin lots of play practices becuz the Oklahoma play is on the 4th. I'm so scared we aren't gonna get all done in time, but i'm excited too. Mixed Emotions! lol Anyways...We finally finished up all our buddy league games up, which is really sad. I'm gonna miss those little kids. Especially Zac (even tho he goes to my church) I was just gettin to know em then poof! It's overwith just like that. Sooo depressing! Last weekend was great! On Saturday, my Aunt n Uncle & Tabi n Cody came over cuz we were havin a cook-out type thing, and we went exploring and Cody wanted to go up n look at this "field" by my house so me n Tabi stayed back n waited...like 15 mins. then we went lookin for him...cuz it wasn't that far away n he was caught on briars...LmBo. It was like the funniest thing I have ever seen. GREATNESS! It was so sad tho cuz he was bleedin n stuff. But yeah...later on, my aunt, well...she had a bit too much to drink n we were all talkin n the mic on the internet n she said some pretty intresting stuff. HAHA. Oh boy...anyways Tabi stayed the nite that nite then the next day we went to Church. I haven't really done much lately other than go to practice, and to gamez. We went to a play at Marshall yesterday to see To Kill A Mockingbird. It was okay but a few parts of it were kinda boring. At least we got outta school for it! But yeah, Today Cody came over here after school at like 4 and we went to Pizza Hut and got some pizza n well...he and I got in our first argument the other day (in almost 4 mos.) and becuz of it he bought me a movie i've been wanting for awhile (Cheaper by the dozen - with Ashton Kutcher & Hilary Duff) It's pretty good. Not as good as I thought it would be, but it's alright. Ashton isn't one of the good guys in it tho so for me, that's probably 1 of the reasons it isn't the best movie ever. LoL...Tommorow at 1 I have a tanning apt and then I think i'm gonna go to Tabi'z n spend the nite and then go to Church Sunday morning, as usual. Then, I won't be at school Monday, cuz I got a dentist apt. at 10:30. YaY! No school! That's awesome! Play Practice all next week...BuZy, BuZy, BuZy with that! Well I think it's time for me to get outta here for now! CyALL!
~I Love Cody~

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amber07

:: 2004 18 April :: 8.19pm
:: Mood: excited

Hey hey everybody!!! This weekend has been pretty good!!! Yesterday me and Brittany went with my mom and Mrs. Schoon to the Charleston town center because Mrs. Schoon needed maternity clothes and a bathing suit for Florida...it was so fun helping her pick them out...lol!!! Then today my dad took me to the Locks and Dam to drive...it was so much fun...until I kinda went into the ditch then it was pretty scary...lol!!! I like freaked out cause I thought I got the truck stuck there...my dad thought it was pretty funny tho...lol!!! That was pretty much all I did today!!! Anywayz I can't wait til the night of mini prom...me and Sarah are havin a party...my dad said we could have it here and have like a big fire and stuff on the river bank...itz gonna be pretty much lotz of fun...I'm pretty much sOoOo excited!!! I can't wait til we go to Florida either therez only like 22 dayz...itz gonna be the best since most of my friendz are going...lol!!! Well I guess imma go since I can't think of anything else to say right now!!! Lotz of love everybody...XOXO!!! AmBeR

Leave me some commentz...

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amber07

:: 2004 13 April :: 8.14pm

Hey peoplez!!! I'm havin a really really bad day and I'm not really sure why!!! I guess where itz rainin and stuff it makez me all sad!!! Anywayz I don't really know why I'm writin in this freakin journal...itz not like I can say any of the thingz that are botherin me cause it will just make people mad and make my life a lot worse than it already is!!! Well I guess imma go!!! Lotz of love everybody...XOXO!!! AmBeR

Herez some quotez I found...

If a smile was a minute i'd give you an *hour*
If a kiss was a petal i'd give you a *flower*
If a word was a droplet i'd give you the *sea*
If love was a person i'd give you *me*

*True LoVe is Not 2 Souls Coming Together,
But it's One Soul...Finding it's Other Half*

WhEn Ur HoPeLeSsLy In LoVe...U tHiNk iT's TrUe
WhEn He'S aLL uR tHiNkiN oF WhEn ThErE's NuThIn eLse 2 Do
Do UrSeLf A FaVoR *n* ThInK tHe wHoLe ThInG tHrU
..AsK YoUrSeLf A QuEsTiOn..
Is He ThInKiN oF u ToO?

*Just the thought of being with you tomorrow...*
*is enough to get me through today*

.Know Love.
.Know HappIness.
.No Love.
.No Happiness.

~You are everything i never knew i always wanted~

Immature Love sayz:: i Love you because i Need you
Mature Love sayz:: i Need you because I Love you

*Love is when you take away the *FeeLinG*, the *RoMaNcE*, and
the *PaSsiOn*, and you find that you still care for that person*

ThE MoRe YoU *JuDgE* ThE LeSs U *LoVe*

Love iS Lovinq sOmeOne uncOndtiOnaLLy
. . .especiaLLy aT theiR Lowest mOmentS

I think thatz enough for right now I might put some later but I dunno...

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amber07

:: 2004 11 April :: 11.59am

HAPPY EASTER!!! Well I know I'm a pretty big loser for bein' on here on Easter but my momz cookin dinner and I'm so freakin bored...lol!!! I can't believe spring break is already over...the only thing good about it is the sooner we go back to skool the sooner we go to florida...yay...I'm so excited we only have like 28 dayz left til we leave...I so can't wait...lol!!! Well I guess imma go since I don't really have anything else to say...lol!!! Lotz of love everybody...XOXO!!! AmBeR

Herez the lyricz to one of my new favorite songz...

Floorboard is filled with baby toys
and empty coke bottles and coffee cups
Driving through the rain with no radio
trying not to wake her up

Cell phone says low battery
God what if I break down
I'm just looking for an exit with a lot of lights
in a safe little interstate town

Just a cheap hotel
with a single bed
and cable TV
is good enough for me and Emily

Someday when she's old enough
she's gonna start asking questions about him
some kid at school brings his dad for show and tell
and he gets her little mind wondering

Where's my daddy, do I have one
does he not love me like you do
Maybe I'll find someone to love the both of us
and I'll tell her when she's old enough to know the truth

Will it break her heart
will she understand
that I had to leave
that's what was best for me and Emily

The house was never clean enough
his dinner never warm enough
Nothing I did was ever good enough to make him happy
So I guess he gave me what he thought I deserved
but it would kill me if he ever raised his hand to her

Bigrigs are throwing rain on my windshield
And I feel like they're laughing at me
Finally the storm is letting up
and the morning is breaking free

It's a brand new day
It's a second chance
yesterday is just a memory
For me and Emily

Floorboard is filled with baby toys
and empty coke bottles and coffee cups
Least there's one good thing that he gave me
and she's starting to wake up

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shama06

:: 2004 9 April :: 9.43pm
:: Mood: weird
:: Music: Keith Urban - You're not alone tonight

Hey everybody...hope your spring breaks has been great. Mine has been okay but it hasn't gone as good as it coulda been. Wednesday my Aunt and Grandma came over to visit n stay the nite then later on that evening, I went to church and it ended up bein a business meeting n like no one knew so we just sat in the back and talked. Then on Thursday I got up at like 10 and we all went shoppin, I had to get something to wear to church Sunday morning, N I got Jenn n Bobbi's birthday presents, which i'll tell ya bout later so they don't read this and know what I got em. LoL. I saw lotsa ppl I knew at the mall, n when I saw Amber Adkins she told me that the church youth group was havin a sleepover at my neighbors so me Tabi, n Kim decided to go, so it was us 3 and Amber n Brittany S. It was lotsa fun. We were all dead by like 1...lol. Anyways, I came home n slept and then went to the tanning bed n came home. Me n Cody didn't get to talk today til like 7:30. I dunno what was up with us tonight but we just couldn't get along, n then we got off the phone at 9:30 and he's supposed to call me back here pretty soon...I feel so bad, we promised we were gonna get along when we get back on there. I think it's my fault tho, i've been grouchy this week.....craziness! There's so much I wanna say to him. I dunno why I just don't...lol okay forget that!!! Tommorow morning I think i'm gonna get up really early (10:00) HAHA, n go with Cody to help Jeanie with the Easter egg hunt at Church. It just sounds SO FUN. lol...at least it's something to do. But yea later I guess he will probably come over, and then Sunday morning...well ya know Church, then I think Sunday evening we are going to go eat Easter Dinner at my Grandma's. And then it's back to school, which is so sad to think about! Oh well there's not that many days left. Well i'm gonna leave ya'll with a snazzy lil' Easter song cause I won't be updatin before then! Hahahaha. Awww...you GOTTA love the Toys R Us commercial...here ya go!!! XOXO

*Here comes Peter Cottontail, hoppin down the bunny trail, hippity-hoppity Easter's on it's way!*

35 days til Shania Twain n Emerson Drivez concert!

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amber07

:: 2004 9 April :: 9.10pm
:: Mood: anxious

Hey peoplez!!! Don't have anything to say so herez this thing I got off AIM girl that I think is pretty funny...lol...

"You know the world is going crazy when the best rapper is a white guy, the best golfer is a black guy, the tallest guy in the NBA is Chinese, the Swiss hold America's Cup, France is accusing the U.S. of arrogance, Germany doesn't want to go to war, and the three most powerful men in America are named 'Bush', 'Dick', and 'Colon'!!!"

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amber07

:: 2004 7 April :: 7.15pm

Hey everybody!!! I haven't updated for a while but thatz because I don't really have anything to say!!! Yesterday was ratings and we got fourz on a scale from 1 to 10...1 being best and 10 being worst!!! We so coulda did a lot better but we coulda did a lot worst too...lol...so I'm not gonna complain...it was a pretty funny day...lol!!! I'm so glad we're on spring break!!! I hate skool...itz so boring...I can't wait til we go to Florida!!! Itz gonna be so freakin fun!!! Well I guess imma go!!! Lotz of love everybody...XOXO!!! AmBeR

I got this off AIM GIRL and thought it was cute...

STATEMENT OF LOVE~THE KISS
1. Kiss on the hand...I adore you
2. Kiss on the cheek...I just want to be friends
3. Kiss on the neck...I want you
4. Kiss on the lips...I love you
5. Kiss on the ears...I am just playin
6. Kiss anywhere else...lets not get carried away
7. Look in your eyes...kiss me
8. Playin with your hair...I can't live without you
9. Hand on your waist...I love you to much to let go

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shama06

:: 2004 5 April :: 10.19pm
:: Mood: lazy

Hey!! yea well i'm pretty ticked as we speak! Well, a lil bit ago, me and Tabi started talkin bout people at our school, they are sooooo dumb! The major thing thats makin me mad is how all the guys will talk to certain girls and be like, oh you're not big enough to be a cheerleader at Hannan. I dunno if they are BSing me or what but when they are around me they say, "Oh, we weren't directing it toward you Shama." I don't care if you are, or aren't! That is just SO RUDE, n I don't care who you are! I just don't know what to think anymore...like today, we all came to school to see caution tape around Mrs.Bowen and Mr.Eliots rooms. Over the weekend someone came and busted all the windows, and went in Mrs.Bowens room and flipped her desk over, broke her computers, messed up all the desks...Why in the world would someone do something that dumb? It's like Tabi said...people wanna call our school skanky and little, well...wonder why? I dunno how we are gonna maintain the new school we are gonna have by 2006 or whatever. I find it very amusing, to some point. Anyways...off of that subject. I only went to school til 10:00 today and I came home and went to sleep! hehehehe! We had a buddy league game today (instead of tommorow) and once again, WON. I am sooo proud of those little guys n galz. They are so awesome! We have pics tommorow. FUN-FUN. I am soooo glad that tommorow is the last day of school for the rest of the week, but I have play practice after school...I just wanna go home at 3 and stay there for good....lol. I'm still awaiting summer VERY impatiently. I jus found out a few dayz ago that we may be going to the beach in the 1st week of July. YAY! I can't wait. EeeeeK! lol. I gots to go shoppin this week. I got $20 for grades, and I need to get Jenn & Bobbi b-day presents and I need sumthin to wear to church on Easter. Well I dunno what else to say so i'm gonna go. I'll update sumtime soon! XOXO!

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sweetiepie2006

:: 2004 5 April :: 2.29pm

Hey everybody!

Here's a quiz that I stole from Tabi's journal who stole it from someone elses, lol.

[spell your first name backwards] refinnej or nnej
[age] 16
[where do you live] WV
[four words that sum you up] I�m pretty much greatness
[wallet] lil pretty brown leather 1
[jewelry worn daily] a cross necklace, usually 1 other necklace, diamond ring, tanzanite ring, class ring, bracelet, earrings and my watch, lol
[pillow cover] Light Purple�I guess lavender
[coffee cup] Blah..no
[shoes] K-swiss
[cologne/perfume] some kind or body spray or my luvly perfume from hot topic
[piercings] Ears.
[clothes youre wearing now] Aeropostale hoodie and jeans

MIXED QUESTIONS:

[wishing] Momaw was alive
[after this] going home
[talking to] myself and Tabi
[eating] nothing
[fetishes] ?
[some of your fav. movies] Lots
[somthing youre looking forward to in the upcomin months] Going to the Beach w/ Tabi�and maybe going with Bobbi, and going other places during the summer n such
[something youre hella afraid of] fire, cancer n death
[if you could have any animals as pets what would they be] pink flamingo, koala bear
[three cities you wouldnt mind relocating to] Knoxville, TN�Myrtle Beach, SC�Charlotte, NC
[some of your fav. foods] mashed taters, chicken fingers, and roll
[something you wish you could understand better] like everything
[miss someone you havent seen in a long time] I dunno

DO YOU...:

[like candles] yeah sure
[like incense] why not
[believe in love] yeah
[believe in soulmates] yep
[believe in love at first sight] nope
[believe in forgiveness] yes
[want to get married] yes
[want to have kids] yes
[believe that you know the person that youll marry at this point in time] um prolly not

IN THE LAST 24 HOURS HAVE YOU:

[cried] yes
[bought sumthin] yes
[gotten sick] nope
[sang] of course
[eaten] yep
[been kissed] no
[felt stupid] well yeah
[wanted to tell someone you loved them, but didnt] nope
[met someone new] no
[moved on] nope
[talked to an ex] no
[missed an ex] um no
[talked to someone you have a crush on] yayse
[had a serious talk] yeah
[missed someone] yeah�momaw
[hugged someone] yep
[fought with your parents] not yet
[dreamt about someone you cant be with] no

SOCIAL LIFE:

[best girl friend(s)] Tabi, Bobbi, Shama, Mander, Amanda and Kim
[best guy friend(s)] Cody, Ben, Joe, Alan
[boyfriend/girlfriend] no
[if none, current dating partner]
[hobbies] talking�running my mouth�haha..j/k�talking on the internet�shopping
[pager/cell] cellular calling device�lol
{wallflower/center of attention] Neither really�in between
[car you drive] my daddys purdi truck
[would you rather be with friends or on a date] either
[job] I wanna work at kohls now, be a nurse later
[attend church] yeah every now and then
[like being around people] yeah most of the time

WHO...:

[have you known the longest] Shama
[do you argue with the most] Tabi
[do you always get along with people] um�usually�I pretend like im mad a lot tho, lol
[who is the most trustworthy] any of my best ones..well at least i hope so, lol
[who makes you laugh the most] Bobbi
[who is the nicest girl(s)] Me�j/k�I dunno
[who is the nicest guy(s)] ?
[who has the coolest parent(s)] I have no idea
[who has the coolest sibling(s)] none of us have cool siblings, lol
[who is the most blunt] Crystal
[is the smartest] we all have our subjects

PERSONAL:

[who is your role model] I dunno�my cuz?
[pet peeves] ?
[ever liked someone you had no chance with] I reckon
[ever lied to your best friend] who hasn�t?
[ever wanted to get revenge on someone b/c they hurt you] yep
[Cried over the opposite sex] yeah
[have a certain "type" of person you go after] I don�t guess
[rather be dumper or dumped] both are bad
[rather have a relationship or "hook-up"] relationship
[what is your fav. part of your physical appearance] eyes? I dunno
[what is your fav. part of your emotional being] my craziness
[are you happy with yourself] yeah I guess
[are you happy with your life] sure
[if you could change one thing what would it be] have both momaws alive, not just 1

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ANGER
1. Who did you last get angry with? Amanda S
2. What is your weapon of choice? I dunno
3. Would you hit a member of the opposite sex? yeah
4. How about of the same Sex? Um yes
5. Who was the last person who got really angry at you? Its seriously hard to tell�could be anyone
6. What is your pet peeve? Wasn�t that already asked?
7. Do you keep grudges, or can you let them go easily? I usually don�t stay mad over like 5 minutes�lol

SLOTH
1. What is one thing youre supposed to do daily that you havent done in a long time? Nuthin?
2. What is the latest youve ever woken up? like 6
3. Name a person youve been meaning to contact, but havent? Amber S. I guess
4. What is the last lame excuse you made? I can't do my English Assignments cuz the internet isn't working right.
5. Have you ever watched an infomercial all the way through? yeah
6. When was the last time you got a good workout in? ?
7. How many times did you hit the snooze button on your alarm clock today? None, but I fell back asleep 2 times
GLUTTONY
1. What is your overpriced yuppie beverage of choice? Vodka�haha�I dunno?
2. What is the greatest amount of alcohol youve had in one sitting/outing/event? LOL�I had a strawberry thingie b4
3. Have you ever used a professional diet company? nope
4. Do you have an issue with your weight? yeah, I wish I were smaller.
5. Do you prefer sweets, salty foods, or spicy foods? Not spicy
6. Have you ever looked at a small housepet or child and thought food? Um no�that�s a weird question.

GREED
1. How many credit cards do you own? zero
2. Whats your guilty pleasure store? I�m not guilty of any store,
3. If you had $1 million, what would you do with it? buy a house, a car, SHOPPING SPREE, save a few dollars for college, lol
4. Would you rather be rich, or famous? Rich
5. Would you accept a boring job if it meant you would make megabucks? Not sure
6. Have you ever stolen anything? I don�t think
7. How many MP3s are on your hard drive? I dunno

PRIDE
1. What one thing have you done that youre most proud of? I dunno
2. What one thing have you done that your parents are most proud of? grades
3. What thing would you like to accomplish in your life? Get married, have kids, and be a nurse
4. Do you get annoyed by coming in second place? no
5. Have you ever entered a contest of skill, knowing you were of much higher skill than all the other competitors? Um no
6. Have you ever cheated on something to get a higher score? I think we all have at one point in time
7. What did you do today that youre proud of? I did a math problem today in pre-calc by myself�SHOCK!

ENVY
1. What item (or person) of your friends would you most want to have for your own? Shamas Dell�lol
2. Who would you want to go on "Trading Spaces" with? Not sure
3. If you could be anyone else in the world, who would you be? I dunno.
4. Have you ever been cheated on? I don�t think so�hard to tell
5. Have you ever wished you had a physical feature different from your own? yep
6. What inborn trait do you see in others that you wish you had for yourself? High self-esteem
7. Do you wish youd come up with this survey? Nope, not really
8. Finally, what is your favorite deadly sin? None�I�m an angel

FAITH
1. What religion do you follow? Christianity
3. Do you believe that forgiveness is a religious property, or a human property? both
4. Do you believe in magic? No, I don�t believe so, lol
5. What was the last promise you broke? I don�t remember�so maybe its been a while.
7. Do you believe that anyone could be perfect? Nobody here on Earth

HOPE
1. Did you get everything you wanted over the last holiday season? Everything but a new car and new computer
2. Regarding your future, what is the best thing you could hope for? To be really happy
3. Do you let yourself get your hopes up for something even if you know that there is a large chance of failure? yes
5. Have you ever bought a lottery ticket? No, not with my money
6. Do you gamble? no
7. Have you ever had something called off on account of bad weather, but then gone ahead and done it anyway? I don�t guess?

TEMPERANCE
1. What do you have the hardest time moderating yourself on? I dunno
2. Do you collect anything? Things from vacation spots
3. Are you addicted to anything? I like music a lot�I dunno if I�m addicted
4. Have you ever put anything on layaway or used an installment plan? Yeah, when I was like 12
5. Whats your preferred method of paying for things? cash
6. Tell us one thing you wish you hadnt let yourself do? i dunno

PRUDENCE
1. Who is the wisest person you know? my momaw knew everything
2. Have you ever participated in a vigil? ?
3. Do you take advice when its given? ocasionally
4. What area are you wisest in? ummm no where I don�t guess
5. Do you drive defensively? Um no
6. Have you ever had unprotected sex outside of marriage? Oh yes, let me tell u�if u are 1 of my friends then im sure u kno the answer, lol
8. And of course, what is your favorite heavenly virtue? Not sure

I guess a lot of things have happened...like big things since I have updated....
My momaw who lived right beside me died like 5 days before my b-day....my b-day was yesterday....2day is hers....I guess I'll be ok tho..its just still really sad cuz i loved her a lot. I still love her tho.

Yesterday was my 16th B-day...go me...I think that sounds a whole lot older than 15, lol. Tabi told me yesterday that she wants me to go to the beach with her...and I'm gonna go...We're gonna have a lot of fun, it's like the 3rd week of July I think, I cant wait. Bobbi told me today in 2nd period that she wants me to go on vacation with her too. She's going to Pigeon Forge, TN...thats where my family always goes on vacation but we weren't gonna go this year so maybe i can still get to go there...The Britney concert that me and Bobbi talked about a lot...thats in cleveland...ended up being the day of my momaw's viewing at the Funeral Home, so i didnt get to go with her...i really wanted to go but i had to go see my momaw and be with my family...anyways...Bobbi went to Cleveland and was at the hotel getting ready to walk out the door when the tv announced that the concert was cancelled. Bobbi said that she wasnt sad cuz i get to go now....it was rescheduled for June 29th I think...I can not wait til school's out. I'm so sick of everything...and the druggies are really getting on my nerves...I can't walk across the parking lot without people smelling like pot and it stinks really bad and makes my head hurt constantly....blah! And I can't believe that people would come out here and vandalize our school like they did over the weekend..people are so retarded...Me Tabi N Bobbi talked about transferring to Gallia Academy at lunch today...for our last 2 yrs of high school. I have always wanted to go to school there...its where my Pa went, lol...he always talks about how much better it is than Hannan...and if I say I wanna go then maybe he'll let me cuz he works on 1st avenue and the school is on 4th avenue so he could drive us to Bobbis mawmaws house with is on like 3rd avenue i think...we could walk to school...it'd be tons of fun...I just wish it could actually happen so we could leave this place...I like a lot of things about Hannan...but then theres the idiots here that ruin everything for us. I hope I have fun at the fair this yr. Me and Tabi..and our feeder calves...hopefully we will own everyone...GREATNESS....and theres gonna be good singers at the fair n such...so we shall have fun. Oh yeah...1 more thing...I loved everything i got from everybody yesterday...thank yee!

~*Jenn*~

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shama06

:: 2004 3 April :: 5.22pm
:: Mood: indescribable
:: Music: Billy Currington - I got a feeling

HeLLo losers! haha...naw j/p I hope your week hasn't been as boring as mine! Our team won both of their games Monday and Tuesday, they are awesome!!! They're so little n just really great at it. I'm very very proud of em! We have another game Tuesday....yeaa, well it was pretty much rainy all week and it warmed up a little today. I hope it feels really good next week cause of spring break. I don't think i'm gonna go to school on Monday. Jus cause I don't wanna! lol...but i'm goin Tuesday cause of the lil kids' game & rehearsal. I'm too cool for school...ugh! lol...j/k oh yeah I got my report card and got all A's and B's - 3.6 GPA. I'm so proud! Anyways...yesterday, I got sick and ended up stayin home all alone all evening. BLAH! Well I am bein really confusing so i'm gonna go, Cody's on his way over here anyways!!! BYEBYE...(enjoy a quiz.)

[spell your first name backwards] Amahs
[age] 15
[where do you live] West Virginia
[four words that sum you up] happy, caring, friendly, short
[wallet] well...I only carry one sumtimes
[hairbrush] I use different ones
[jewelry worn daily] here we go...necklace Cody got me...a hoop and diamond in each ear, rubberbands, belly button ring, n sumtimes mine & Cody's class rings
[pillow cover] grey with flowers
[coffee cup] I hardly ever drink it
[shoes] K-Swiss'
[cologne/perfume] pearberry
[piercings] ears n belly
[clothes youre wearing now] Disney world shirt and yellow pj pants with blue stars on em

MIXED QUESTIONS:

[wishing] that I can be eternally as happy as I am now
[after this] bed!
[talking to] nobody
[eating] nothin
[fetishes] my baton
[some of your fav. movies] Sweet Home Alabama, The Parent Trap, Freaky Friday, School of Rock
[somthing youre looking forward to in the upcomin months] SUMMER BREAK, Shania Twain/Emerson Drive concert, the beach, the fair, my birthday
[something youre hella afraid of] spiders
[if you could have any animals as pets what would they be] monkeys n dolphins
[three cities you wouldnt mind relocating to] Myrtle Beach, Gatlinburg
[some of your fav. foods] mashed potatoes, turkey, mac n cheese
[something you wish you could understand better] math
[miss someone you havent seen in a long time] Lee and Amber S

DO YOU...:

[like candles] yep I have like a million
[like incense] they're okay
[believe in love] definetly
[believe in soulmates] yepz
[believe in love at first sight] yeaa
[believe in forgiveness] yeaa
[want to get married] FOR SURE
[want to have kids] yeaa sumday
[believe that you know the person that youll marry at this point in time] possibly

IN THE LAST 24 HOURS HAVE YOU:

[cried] no
[bought sumthin] yeaa
[gotten sick] yeaa
[sang] all evening
[eaten] yeaa
[been kissed] nope cuz I didn't see me Cody today!
[felt stupid] yeaaaaaa!
[wanted to tell someone you loved them, but didnt]
[met someone new] nope
[moved on] from what
[talked to an ex] yeaa
[missed an ex] no
[talked to someone you have a crush on] if you consider ur bf a crush
[had a serious talk] yea
[missed someone] YES
[hugged someone] yeaa
[fought with your parents] not really
[dreamt about someone you cant be with] yeah

SOCIAL LIFE:

[best girl friend(s)] Jenn, Tabi, Bobbi & Mander
[best guy friend(s)] Cody, Ben, Alan, Ryan
[boyfriend/girlfriend] yeaa
[if none, current dating partner]
[hobbies] cheering, hangin out, singin
[pager/cell] cell
{wallflower/center of attention] neither really
[car you drive] 89 chevy cavalier
[would you rather be with friends or on a date] both would be nice
[job] probably won't have 1 til 2005
[attend church] yeaa once or twice a week
[like being around people] yea unless i'm ina bad mood

WHO...:

[have you known the longest] Alan
[do you argue with the most] Luke
[do you always get along with people] HAHA!
[who is the most trustworthy] Jenn
[who makes you laugh the most] Tabi, Crystal, Mandy...all them skanks haha...j/k guys
[who is the nicest girl(s)] Bobbi
[who is the nicest guy(s)] Cody
[who has the coolest parent(s)] Alan n Bobbi
[who has the coolest sibling(s)] RYAN...haha
[who is the most blunt] I dunno really
[is the smartest] Tabi or Amanda

PERSONAL:

[who is your role model] Jessica Simpson probably
[pet peeves] um?
[ever liked someone you had no chance with] yep!
[ever lied to your best friend] a couple times
[ever wanted to get revenge on someone b/c they hurt you] UM YES lol
[Cried over the opposite sex] many times
[have a certain "type" of person you go after] not really
[rather be dumper or dumped] i'm not really sure
[rather have a relationship or "hook-up"] relationship
[what is your fav. part of your physical appearance] I dunno
[what is your fav. part of your emotional being] i'm an emotional wreck when it comes to that kinda thing
[are you happy with yourself] sometimes
[are you happy with your life] right now it's great
[if you could change one thing what would it be] i'd live close to cody so I could see him whenever I wanted

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ANGER
1. Who did you last get angry with? my mom
2. What is your weapon of choice? I ignore ppl
3. Would you hit a member of the opposite sex? if they pissed me off bad enough yea! lol
4. How about of the same Sex? it just depends, if i'm really mad then I probably would
5. Who was the last person who got really angry at you? geez, I can't remember
6. What is your pet peeve? ?????
7. Do you keep grudges, or can you let them go easily? sometimes I let go too easy but theres a few people I still have grudges on from like 2 years ago lol

SLOTH
1. What is one thing youre supposed to do daily that you havent done in a long time? taken a shower...haha naw I duno really there isn't ne thing
2. What is the latest youve ever woken up? like 5
3. Name a person youve been meaning to contact, but havent? Lee
4. What is the last lame excuse you made? I duno lol
5. Have you ever watched an infomercial all the way through? yeaa it was one on CMT bout a country classic cd
6. When was the last time you got a good workout in? I did sit ups n stretched n went outside on sSnday
7. How many times did you hit the snooze button on your alarm clock today? I don't set that annoying thing ne more

GLUTTONY
1. What is your overpriced yuppie beverage of choice? um mello yello?
2. What is the greatest amount of alcohol youve had in one sitting/outing/event? in the past...I wish to not talk about that!
3. Have you ever used a professional diet company? no...
4. Do you have an issue with your weight? I wish I could lose a little weight all over maybe like 10 pounds...I jus wanna be like 115
5. Do you prefer sweets, salty foods, or spicy foods? any
6. Have you ever looked at a small housepet or child and thought food? haha that's great...um no, I don't think I have!

GREED
1. How many credit cards do you own? zero
2. Whats your guilty pleasure store? clothes!
3. If you had $1 million, what would you do with it? buy a car and clothes and other stuff that I don't really need! lol
4. Would you rather be rich, or famous? I dunno...cuz if I was famous i'd most likely also be rich
5. Would you accept a boring job if it meant you would make megabucks? nope
6. Have you ever stolen anything? I don't think I have
7. How many MP3s are on your hard drive? well I have like 400 songs on here

PRIDE
1. What one thing have you done that youre most proud of? good grades
2. What one thing have you done that your parents are most proud of? grades
3. What thing would you like to accomplish in your life? fall n love, get married, n get a good job n a nice home!
4. Do you get annoyed by coming in second place? well yeaa...haha bowling.
5. Have you ever entered a contest of skill, knowing you were of much higher skill than all the other competitors? maybe?
6. Have you ever cheated on something to get a higher score? haha YEA
7. What did you do today that youre proud of? got my report card today and had a 3.6 on it

ENVY
1. What item (or person) of your friends would you most want to have for your own? Bobbi's Grandpa's house...HUGE and VERY pretty!
2. Who would you want to go on "Trading Spaces" with? Jenn Tabi or Sarah
3. If you could be anyone else in the world, who would you be? I wouldn't really wanna but if I had to pick, i'd be Britney Spears or Jessica Simpson
4. Have you ever been cheated on? I don't believe so
5. Have you ever wished you had a physical feature different from your own? yeaa
6. What inborn trait do you see in others that you wish you had for yourself? courage
7. Do you wish youd come up with this survey? uh?
8. Finally, what is your favorite deadly sin? what...?

FAITH
1. What religion do you follow? Christianity
3. Do you believe that forgiveness is a religious property, or a human property? It's both
4. Do you believe in magic? I dunno...
5. What was the last promise you broke? probably when I told sum1 I wouldn't tell sumthin, but I really did lol
7. Do you believe that anyone could be perfect? nope

HOPE
1. Did you get everything you wanted over the last holiday season? no
2. Regarding your future, what is the best thing you could hope for? to be very successful in life
3. Do you let yourself get your hopes up for something even if you know that there is a large chance of failure? yeah
5. Have you ever bought a lottery ticket? lol no
6. Do you gamble? noooooo
7. Have you ever had something called off on account of bad weather, but then gone ahead and done it anyway? I don't think so

1. What causes do you support? lots of em
2. What causes have you given money or time to? the church, different things at school, buddy league
3. Have you ever worked in a soup kitchen or done another kind of outreach for the homeless? nope
4. Would you ever consider joining the Peace Corps, Amnesty International, or another travel? I doubt it
5. Do you give money to the homeless on the street? I've thought about it, but no
6. Have you ever helped out a friend with basic needs, like rent or food? ???
7. Whats the greatest extent you've gone to help a friend in need? i'm not sure

FORTITUDE
1. What are you most afraid of? spiderz!
2. What did you do today that was really brave? nothing! lol
3. Who is your favorite superhero, and why? Superman? lol
4. Would you put your life in danger to rescue someone? I liek to think so
5. If you were to face the Wizard, would you want more courage, more brains, or more heart? It's hard to choose between courage n brains cause I already have a big heart. I think God gave me too much brain and not enough of anything else lol
6. Have you ever gotten stage fright? yeaa
7. Do you consider yourself to be a leader or a follower? depends on who i'm around

JUSTICE
1. Have you ever been summoned for jury duty? nope
2. If they reinstituted the draft (for both genders), would you go, or would find some way out of it? I would notttttt go!
3. Do you support capital punishment (the death penalty) depends on the crime
4. Do you believe that Dubya is rightfully President of the USA? yeah
5. Have you ever written a letter to a politician? nope

TEMPERANCE
1. What do you have the hardest time moderating yourself on? i'm not sure
2. Do you collect anything? I collect Eeyore stuff
3. Are you addicted to anything? twirling
4. Have you ever put anything on layaway or used an installment plan? yeaa
5. Whats your preferred method of paying for things? cash
6. Tell us one thing you wish you hadnt let yourself do? start chewing on my nails

PRUDENCE
1. Who is the wisest person you know? my mommy or daddy
2. Have you ever participated in a vigil? ?
3. Do you take advice when its given? every now n then
4. What area are you wisest in? history, reading n such
5. Do you drive defensively? no I drive CAREFULLY
6. Have you ever had unprotected sex outside of marriage? i'm a virgin!
8. And of course, what is your favorite heavenly virtue? faith or hope!

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amber07

:: 2004 2 April :: 5.43pm

Hey everybody todayz been a pretty interesting day...boring but still interesting!!! In first Mr. Grady wasn't there so we had to go to Elliot's room...we watched this movie called To hell and back...it was real live stories that people were tellin about how they died, went to hell and came back...it so totally freaked me out!!! In second we were in Mr. Linger'z room...we had to do a worksheet for Mrs. Green...it was so boring!!! In third we didn't really do anything and in fourth we worked in the shop...the highlight of my day...lol!!! Thatz about all I hafta say right now since I have like the most boring life ever!!! I might update later but I dunno...lol!!! Lotz of love everybody...XOXO!!! AmBeR

Leave me commentz people...

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amber07

:: 2004 31 March :: 4.13pm
:: Mood: happy

Hey everybody!!! Todayz actually been a pretty good day!!! First period I didn't take gym cause I felt like bein lazy so I wrote a paper on Wiffle ball for extra credit, then in second we had to be in the computer lab for Mrs. Green...it was kinda boring but o well, in third we got the person we hafta do our 800 word essay on...I hafta do mine on Barbara Bush...o wow great fun!!! Fourth period was probably the best cause we went in the shop and I got to use the saw...we're makin push sticks and itz really fun...lol!!! We got our report cardz today...I got 3 B's and an A!!! Well thatz about it!!! So imma go ttyl!!! Lotz of love everybody...XOXO!!! AmBeR

I got this off aim girl and thought it was realy cute...

30 things Girlz want Guyz to know

1. We want to be hugged all the time no matter what!!!
2. We want you to show us affection even when people you know are around!!!
3. If you piss us off, we WILL kick you there, so don't push it!!!
4. Don't take us for granted!!!
5. If you like us, make your move before someone else does!!!
6. Not to sound selfish, but we'd much rather YOU call US!!!
7. If you don't shave, don't expect us too!!!
8. Don't make bets about us, because one of your friends will tell us, if you don't!!!
9. We don't care how sexy your ex was!!!
10. We absolutely do not care about how hot you think other girls are even if we're not going out with you!!!
11. Even though you almost never are, we'll pretend that you're right sometimes!!!
12. Its not our job to make all the plans!!!
13. We understand that size doesn't matter!!!
14. We're not as shallow as you think we all are!!!
15. PMS is ALWAYS an excuse so get over it!!!
16. On that note, anything we say or do during that 4 days to a week each month cannot be held against us!!!
17. Tim McGraw IS hot, so get over it!!!
18. We like it when you say that you're sorry (even if its not entirely your fault)!!!
19. The excuse "I can't dance" is absolutely unacceptable...we'll appreciate the effort!!!
20. Make fun of us...prepare to DIE!!!
21. The "little things" are really the biggest things!!!
22. No girl just wants to be "your friend with benefits"!!!
23. Don't smoke and expect us to kiss you, its gross beyond words!!!
24. When we trip and or fall, throw yourself upon the altar of sacrifice and humiliate yourself to make us feel better!!!
25. We're sensitive!!!
26. Don't lie to us...ever!!!
27. If we take the time to write you cute notes, write us back, we really like that!!!
28. Hold our hand!!!
~*~THE MOST IMPORTANT~*~
29. Don�t ever just say I love you if you don�t mean it!!! We�re not stupid and we can tell if you mean it!!!
30. At least 98% of you guys who are reading this REALLY should take our advice, it'll make your life a lot easier!!!

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shama06

:: 2004 28 March :: 1.45pm
:: Mood: anxious
:: Music: Billy Currington - I got a feeling =)

I don't wanna rush this thing
I don't wanna jump the gun
I really wanna say those three little words
But I'm gonna bite my tongue

Yeah, I'm just gonna lay on back
Leave it on cruise control
I'm gonna hold it all inside
Till the right time comes down the road

I got a feelin'
My head's a reelin'
My heart is screamin'
I'm about to bust loose
Bottled up emotion
It's more than a notion
It starts with an 'I'
And ends with a 'You'
I got a feelin'
Are you feelin' it, too?

I guess I've all but said it now
So much for hopin' you'd go first
Don't leave me hangin' out here on a line
Baby, it's your turn
Say you couldn't sleep last night
Swore that you could feel me breathe
Had you wantin' me there by your side
Yeah, baby I know what you mean

I got a feelin'
My heads a reelin'
My heart is screamin'
I'm about to bust loose
Bottled up emotion
It's more than a notion
It starts with an 'I'
And ends with a 'You'
I got a feelin'
You're feelin' it, too

Bottled up emotion
It's more than a notion
It starts with an 'I'
And ends with a 'You'
I got a feelin'
You're feelin' it, too
You're feelin' it, too
Yeah, you're feelin' it, too
Feelin' it, too
Oh, yeah

Yea, GREAT song =) - he's gonna be at the fair!!! AWESOMENESS! Anyways....
Hello to all you losers who read this thing! j/k lol, i've done a little bit of nothin this weekend! Friday night I just layed around and yesterday Cody came over n stayed til like 11 and today I didn't get up til 1. Later on me and Mander are gonna go to Church. I'm really excited right now because the Keith Urban concert thingy, -Who wouldn't wanna be here- is comin on CMT at 2...I forgot to watch it yesterday. This is great...lol. Yeah there's an Aussie commercial on with the Sabre Dance song on it that the band does. LoL...it's funny. Bet you just loved that little peice of information! lol....I really don't wanna go back to school tommorow, i've decided that it isn't quite as dreadful with the weather being as nice as it is. It's almost 75 degrees out...I just hope it stays like this! Lately, everything is makin me think of summertime. I can't wait til I can lay out n get a tan, and swim in my pool, and stay up late, and get up late, and go to the beach, n the fair...YAY! awww hehe. I hope the weather is really nice during my spring break...It starts on April the 7th....(only a week and a half away!) Can't wait! O yeah...buddy league games start tommorow, everyone should come out at 5 n see our little team play...lol. I have to stay after school for basketball cheerleading pics...crap! lol
Well..i'm gonna post a quiz I stole from Ben, have fun with it n i'll update ya'll later. xoxo

[BASIC...]
name = Shama
piercings = ears twice and belly button!
tattoos = none
height= 5'3
shoe size = 8
hair color = dark blonde
siblings = brother

[LAST...]
movie you watched = Radio
movie you bought = gosh, I dunno. lol
song you listened to = well now Brad Paisley - Little moments is on so...
song that was stuck in you head = Britney Spears - Toxic
cd you bought = Clay Walker and Shania Twain
cd you listened to = MELT...Rascal Flatts
person you've called = Cody
person that's called you = Cody
tv show you've watched = room raiders

[DO...]
you have a crush on someone = yesses!
you wish you could live somewhere else = yea sumtimez
you think about suicide = no
you believe in online dating = not really
others find you attractive = I don't know
you want more piercings = kinda...but I can't til i'm 18
you like cleaning = no!
you like roller coasters = yea, some
you write in cursive or print = both

[FOR OR AGAINST...]
long distance relationships = against
using someone = against
suicide = against
killing people = against
driving drunk = against
gay/lesbian relationships = I'll go with Ben...not my thing

[HAVE YOU...]
ever cried over a girl = no
ever cried over a boy = yeaa
ever lied to someone = yeaa
ever been in a fist fight = no

[WHAT...]
shampoo do you use = pantene
shoes do you wear = pink k-swiss'
are you scared of = losin someone I love

[NUMBER...]
of times I have been in love = I don't think I have been
of times I have had my heart broken = 2
of hearts I have broken = 1
of times my name has appeared in the newspaper = a million times because I went to the library by Hannan when I was little...and some because of the honor roll at Ashton
of things in my past that I regret = oh there are a few

[DO YOU THINK YOU ARE...]
pretty = yeaa
hot = no
friendly = yeaa
amusing = yeaa
ugly = no
loveable = yeaa
caring = yup
sweet = very...haha
dorky = I can be

[FAVORITE...]
5 letter word: um...that's just odd
Actor/actress: Ashton Kutcher/Kate Hudson
Candy: reeses peices
Cartoon: scooby-Doo
Cereal: cheerios (dry)
Chewing gum: big red or the wrigley's spearmint kind
Color(s): pink & yellow
Color nail polish: like a pearly, glittery, white color
Day of week: friday and saturday
Least fave day: monday
Flower: pink roses
Jello flavor: I don't really like jell-o
Jewelry: 1 hoop n diamond in each ear, necklace Cody got me...sumtimes mine & his class rings, my other rings, rubberbands, belly ring, and sumtimes a watch Special skills/talents: I dunno...
Summer/Winter: SUMMER

[PERSON WHO LAST...]
Slept in your bed: meeee
Saw you cry: myself
Made you cry: no one made me cry, I just cried cuz Cody couldn't come over...lol what a whiner!
You went to the movies with: Jenn, Tabz & Cody
Yelled at you: prolly my mom
Sent you an email: MR.LAMBERT!!!!! yesterday!

[HAVE YOU EVER...]
Said "I love you" and meant it: yeaa
Gone out in public in your pajamas: haha yup
Cried during a movie: yes...omg. Passion of the Christ!~!
Planned your week based on the TV: haha i've planned a day based on it
Been on stage: yep
Been to New York: no
Been to California: no
Hawaii: no
China: no
Canada: no
Europe: no
Asia: no
South: yeaa
Australia: no
Wished you were another gender: not really
What time is it now?: 2:11 yep once again looked at the clock when it said 11 after

[THIS OR THAT...]
Apples or bananas: bananas
Blue or red: blue
Walmart or target: wal-mart
Spring or Fall: spring
What are you gonna do after you finish this?: go watch tv
What was the last meal you ate: stromboli
Are you bored: yes
Last noise you heard: a gurl sneezin on a kleenex commercial
Last smell you sniffed: the cherry snow sucker in my mouth

[FRIENDSHIP/LOVE...]
Do you believe in love at first sight: kinda
Do you want children one day & if so, how many: yea I do...I dunno maybe 2 or 3
Most important thing to you in a friendship is: fun, support, trust

[OTHER INFO...]
Criminal record: no
Do you speak any other languages: I know a lil spanish
Last book you read: Alice books...not sure which 1
Name some of your favorite things in your bedroom?: computer & tv
Worst feeling in the world: being let down
Who do you love: family, friends

[YOU...]
Nickname(s): UmMmM...
Initials: SDW
How old do you look: my age I guess
How old do you act: my age I guess lol, sumtimes olderr sometimes younger...depends on who i'm with lol
Glasses/Contacts: contacts
Braces: no
Do you have any pets: yea 6
You get embarrassed: pretty easily
What makes you happy: music...cody...friends...the sun!
What upsets you: lots of things

[FINISH THE SENTENCE...]
I love to: sing and be happy!
I miss: summertime
I wish: someone would tell me somthing happy lol
I hope: class is easy/fun tommorow
I'm annoyed by: retarded people
I am: bored
I want to be: prettier
I would never: do anything purposely to hurt sum1 I care bout
I'd rather be: at the beach
I am tired of: SCHOOL
I will always be: me

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amber07

:: 2004 27 March :: 5.35pm

Hey people I know I already updated today but I found this stuff on AIM girl and just thought I'd put it on here for you to see...

*FACTS OF LIFE*
1. At least 5 people in this world love you so much they would die for you!!!
2. At least 15 people in this world love you, in some way!!!
3. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep!!!
4. You mean the world to someone!!!
5. Someone that you don't know even exists, loves you!!!
6. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you!!!

**Why do we always run away from the people who try to make us happy, but we always fight so hard for the ones that make us cry???

**One day you'll come to me and ask me what's more important: you or my life, I'll say my life and you'll walk away never knowing that you are my life!!!

**It's funny how you go through a year day by day and nothing seems to change but when you look back...everything's different!!!

**Love starts with a hug, grows with a kiss, and ends with a tear!!!

**Sometimes all you can do is smile and go on with your day...hold your tears back and pretend everything's ok!!!

**When you have a smile on your face and a twinkle in your eye only a true friend knows when you're about to cry!!!

**If you're asking if I need you the answer is forever, if you're asking if I'll leave you the answer is never, if you're asking what I value the answer is you, if you're asking if I love you, the answer is I do!!!

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amber07

:: 2004 27 March :: 1.55pm
:: Mood: upset

Hey everybody!!! I know I haven't updated for a while but I haven't felt like it lately!!! I don't really feel like it now either but I'm like really bored!!! Well this week has actually been ok...kinda boring but thatz normal!!! Yesterday was like the worst tho...if u don't know why then 2 bad for u!!! I still feel horrible but I'll feel better eventually!!! Anywayz I don't really have anything to say to anyone right now so I guess Imma go!!! Lotz of love everybody...XOXO!!! AmBeR

I found this quote on AIM girl and I love it...

If you look inside a girls heart, you'd see how much she cries, you'll find secrets hidden, best friends, and lies. But what you'll see the most is how hard it is to stay strong when nothing's right and everything's wrong!!!

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shama06

:: 2004 24 March :: 3.48pm
:: Mood: confused
:: Music: Jessica Simpson - Take my breath away

Hey!!! Gosh I haven't updated this thing forever! I'm probably not gonna be writing in it much til this summer. Maybe not even then. I never have time, I hardly even get on the net ne more! It's depressing! Oh well! LoL. At least i'm falling into the zone where I actually have a life, I got things to do n look forward to almost every day. I went bowling with Cody, Sarah, n Adam Sunday and my arm is hurtin soooo bad it hurts to write lol. Last weekend me n Tabi stayed with Jenn...it was lotsa funness!!!! Yesterday we had West Test practice quizzes in every class (EW) I'm doin pretty good in all my classes, I think! And i'm very happy to know that theres less than 50 days left of school. I CANNOT WAIT TIL SUMMER!!!!!!!!!! AHH! Anyways...on the down side, havin a few probs with friends, it's so retarded, I wish it all didn't have to be like it is, I mean we're supposed to be friends - not enemys. I just really need a break, but yeah, there's only like 11 days til Spring break so maybe that will be okay for a lil bit. Yeah I went shoppin yesterday n got my hair cut and spent bout 200 dollars in all...GOSH I love shoppin! It's great! We finally got our buddy league basketball team started, they're lookin pretty good. Our 1st game is this coming Monday, we've had 3 practices and got 1 more on Friday. We have GREAT TIMES at practice hahaha Me, Tabi, Ryan, Cody, n Travis. Big Coaches...LOL! Yeah...tonight i'm goin to Church n then ima come home n lay around n watch American Idol and talk on the phone, go to bed and then go to stinkin school tommorow, blah! I have 2 subs tommorow though, I think Mr.Grady n Mrs.Schoon will be gone all week. *TeArZ* haha. OKAY well, i'm really bored and i'm sure i'm boring you too! So i'm gonna go! Sorry this is so short! C~yALL!

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amber07

:: 2004 21 March :: 9.09pm
:: Mood: cheerful

Hey everybody!!! I know I haven't updated for a couple dayz but I don't really have any need to!!! Anywayz Friday me and Sarah weren't gonna go to the Youth Expo but we changed our mindz at the last minute and decided to go!!! Then yesterday was pretty boring we stayed home all day and I did absolutely nothing!!! Today we went to the mall and I got this cute pink skort...we went to D&D Outfitters in the mall and I saw this awesome shirt but they only had a large and and extra large...I was so mad...the guy said to check back in like two weeks so I guess I'll hafta wait...something very complicated for me to do!!! Anywayz thatz about it!!! I guess imma go!!! Lotz of love everybody...XOXO!!! AmBeR

Leave me some commentz people...

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amber07

:: 2004 18 March :: 6.50pm

Hey all u people that are dumb enough to read my boring journal... lol...j/k!!! I know I haven't updated for a while but itz not like I have anything to tell you that you would actually want to read!!! Well today was the Youth Expo...it was kinda boring and some people kinda got on my nerves but I'm not gonna give any namez!!! I've been in a pretty bad mood lately and if I've been really mean to whoever you are for no apparent reason...I'm sorry!!! Anywayz I'm gonna go since I have nothing else to say and I have to take care of my goat!!! Well I'll ttyl!!! Lotz of love everybody...XOXO!!! AmBeR

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shama06

:: 2004 14 March :: 1.37am
:: Mood: content
:: Music: Inside Fame....Brad Paisley singin sum songs!

Today, Me, Cody, Jenn & Tabi went to see The Passion of the Christ. Oh my gosh I have so much to say about this movie, so here goes.

While I was watchin the movie I had soooo many different emotions. I was angry with Peter for denying Jesus, Judas for betraying him, and with the guards for beating him. I was upset about the people spitting on him, I wanted to stand up n just yell! I couldn't understand why no one would stand with him. Me n Tabi were sobbing loudly thru almost the whole movie. But, I really lost it when I watched the part where Jesus fell because he was weak and the cross was heavy, and Mary was watchin and she had a flashback of Jesus falling when he was a child. She rushed to him and said: "I'm here Jesus." And even after all the stuff he had suffered, the whipping, beating, and pressure, he calmy said "Behold mother, I do this to make all things new." As he was being whipped, and beaten with the ball lookin thing with spikes on it I just closed my eyes, because I was already crying so bad that I couldn't take it anymore, I thought I was gonna have to walk out of the movie right there, it just made me wonder how people could be so cruel to someone, constantly, like that. I want to live everyday feeling partly like I do now, wanting to be a better person. I've realized that the message he wants us to know is that it isn't about hate and violence, it's about loving people no matter what they do to you, "Love your enemies." As he says while he's on the cross "Forgive them Lord, for they know not what they do." He wants us to see others as he sees them, I mean, it's natural to see someone and be aggravated by them. I always knew that he died on the cross to forgive sins but once I actually thought about it, I really didn't have any idea at all about how much he suffered for our lives. When I walked out of the theatre I felt really weired, and when I was walking to the car, I thought about it, and i've been thinking about it all evening -on the verge of crying- about the path I should be following. Jesus is still there waiting for you, being patient. Faith is something that either you have, or you don't. For those of you who have it, Praise him and our Heavenly Father. I suggest everyone see this movie. It could open peoples hearts and minds who don't believe, and bring in faith to many people in this world.

Well that's enough typing guys. I'll update ya on other stuff later. XOXO.

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