There is an annoyance that does not leave me alone
Because there is an annoyance that will not leave me alone, I am left unable to enjoy life. Finish later, much love!

Life and it's many... events...yea
Well, I'm sick... Yeah not fun, I shouldn't have come to school today... my mom was trying to get me to stay home but I have so many tests and quizzes to do/ make up today... not cool.... Sigh... Oh well...

I asked Brandon to Sadies yesterday, he said yes! Yay! Then he asked me what Sadies was.... Oh Brandon, my little quirky buddy.

Oh yeah, I'm grounded... again... two weeks left... Why? Oh, I didn't have my celli on and so I didn't call my mom and she got p-i-s-s-e-d major time... :) Oops.... hehehehehe

And yeah... that's all...

Much love,
Deanna

Tennis... such a wonderful sport
Well yeah, we have a concert today... not very excited about that... Yeah... That's it on that...

So yesterday we had a CC practice after school and I ran into Ducky and Erica T. and they were talking about the tennis games. So atferwards I stayed at school for an hour and watched Brandon and Gal play a Saratoga double (B and G lost 0-8 I think, Magi lost 2-4). So, Brandon kept turning around to talk to me and yeah, it was fun. I felt kinda bad becuz I am a loud person and apparently on the courts quiet is a virtue... hehehehehe opps... So since I didn't call my mom I got in trouble... hehehehe.. .yeah... Was worth it. :)

Yeah... Yee gave me four more pics of her bro... One was hilarious cuz he apparently hit her in the face with a snowball and so she was on the ground and yeah... it was funny...

Much love,
KirbyDee

I hate my mother...
First of, let me rant about the whole Yee thing. So my mom won't ever let me go to her house 'cuz she's like you'll get raped or killed or something. So, I can never got to her house and it's pissing me off. Plus, the bitch is like "She's a bad influence on you." Hello!? She has better grades than me and is in a sport right now. GRRR! Anyhow, yeah... Bitchyness....

I kept having recurring thoughts about Vova... I felt so safe in his arms and yet I want him to die.... Sigh.. men...

I wish I could just be in a man's arms... mostly just Koh's but still... *Sigh.*

I tech. got grounded, hoping I can still go to the movies with Koh and Yee and whoever else may come this weekend. I lied to my mom about asking Brandon to the Sadies dance because I was sick of her pushing me to do it and it bothers me that she has to control my life. Bitch! Grrr.... So yeah... Gah... I'll aks him when I'm willing and ready damn it.... *Sigh*

Plus I am just harboring all this anger towards people and it's starting to kill me... I wish I could just explode... AHHHH! People, die!!!!!!!!!! Okay... Yeah... namely this one person who doesn't get it... gah! Yeah...

My kitty is like spazing... It's sad... sniff... yeah.. she has more mood swings than I do... OMG! Yesterday she got herself locked in a closet then ripped open the vent and got trapped down there cuz in her events to open it and get in she knocked a suit case over it and it was sad... Thank goodness I heard her, otherwise who knows what could have happened to her... Sniff, if something happened to my kitty I'd die...

Damn it, must go to bio...

Much love,
KirbyDee

Men...
*Sigh* My parents want me to ask Brandon to Sadies but I don't want to... What if I ruin a perfectly good friendship? He doesn't even like me in that way.... *Sigh* I don't think he likes dancing anyhow...

Koh's b-day is Sept. 12th, 1980. I know his sn and his phone number as well. :) Hehehe! Yee sent me like 5 pics of him frolicing in the snow! Ew! Nanci said the nastiest thing... Don't want to type it though.... yeah....

Much love,
~*~KirbyDee~*~

Why am I like this?
I hate myself, like Ill think that I like a guy and so I flirt with him right? Right. But then I realize I really don't like him the moment he figures out that I am flirting with him. This is sooo sad, and mean. I'm soooooo evil! No... Anyway, I've already mentioned my new "crush." Plus my fond liking towards Koh, Yee's 23 year old brother.... hehehehehehe.

Yee and I are getting very close, it's nice. We have so much stuff planned for the summer and this weekened her brother *dreamy sigh* is taking us to Eurotrip. NOt fond of the movie, but the company is kick ass. Plus we are going to go to the same summer camp and hopeful do Redwood Grove counsouling. Plus a trip to Raging Waters and who knows how many movies we'll see. It's awesome, even when I was friends with Molly anf Louise I wasn't this close to them. It's kind of nice.

Still trying to decide whether or not I'm going to audition for Alice at LAYT or not.... Not sure if I should pitch it to my mom plus all of my acting friends are doing Once Upon A Mattress which I wish I was doing. How sad, eh?

Did I mention I LOVE KOH?!?!?!?!?!

Much love,
KirbyDee

Guys.. gotta love them.
Dirty Dancing... ahh so romantic.... I need a guy who can dance like that... *dreamy sigh* And once again over another guy and onto another. I like B more than G now, I feel bad. I always lead them on and then like someone else... I'm sooo mean...

So, after the movie we went d-town and got starbukcs and headed back to my house. We played that little soccer game thing, fooseball or something, and the gals beat the guys barely! Then B had to go home so G, Y, and I played ping pong 'cuz we didn't want to take it off and play pool. Then G walked home and then a while later we took Yee home. But then they graciously invited me to their uncle's b-day and I met her cousins and brother. It was awesome, I love meeting the families of my friends. It makes me feel really close to them in a sense. But the person I was most glad to meet was... *blush blush* Yee's brother... hehehehehe What can I say, I find him attractive. He drove us back and we were blasting the music... It was kinda sad cuz my dad used to do that (blast the music in the car) and then the first song was Dance With My Father Again. *Sigh* DId I mention I find him very attractive. Yee and my plan is to have him buy us tickets for Eurotrip since she wants to see it badly and I hope he sees it with us. :)

Much love,
Dee

Really long survey (I'm bored)
First bow down to the goddess!

Become a God or Goddess. by zerogirl
Name:
God/Goddess of	Mystery
Element:	Earth
Animal Companion:	White tiger
Weak against	Coffee
Weapon:	Trident
Created with quill18's MemeGen 2.0!

1) Using band(or singer names, spell out your first name: Um... yeah... dunno

2) Have you ever had a song written about you?- I would die from elation the day it happens... I'm still alive... Point being NO! I WISH! WAH!

3) What song makes you cry?
"Tough Little Boys"- Gary Allen and "American Soldier"- Toby Keith

4) What song makes you happy?
"I Got A Feeling" - Billy Currington and "Little Moments" -Brad Paisley

5) What do you like to listen to before bed?
"The Bear: The Bay Area's New Home For Country" 95.7

6) Name a song by Coal Chamber:
Who is that?

7) Who was/were your idols when you were younger?
My dad, singer wise I was a huge fan of... um... I dunno :)

8) First album you ever bought?
I think it was... Spice Girls when I moved to Los Altos and they were the craze of the year. HAHA!

9) Name a song that reminds you of someone and why:
"There Goes My Life"-Kenny Chesney reminds me of my daddy 'cuz when he got my mom pregnant it kinda of halted their worlds but in the end they were glad to have such wonderful children.

HEIGHT: 5'3"
HAIR COLOR: blackish brown with blonde hightlites that need redoing
SKIN COLOR: coffee with two things of cream light mikly brown baby!
PIERCINGS: none

r i g h t n o w

WHAT COLOR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING?: black
WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO?: "I Got A Feeling"- Billy Currington (been listening to it for like 30 minutes, gotta get all the country in my head before torrow when I'll be country deprieved!)
WHAT IS THE TASTE IN YOUR MOUTH?: coke, meat lasagna, and yummy garlic made (all prepared by moi save for teh storebought coke...)
WHATS THE WEATHER LIKE?: night time, kinda cold not really. was really sunny.
HOW ARE YOU? Alright, today wasn't as bad as days that came before. SO overall, pretty good. Pissed at D and amused with Brandon's sick voice and lightheaded from Gal.

d o y o u

GET MOTION SICKNESS?: sorta, not really. i get headaches and nausia but nothing ever makes its way out
HAVE A BAD HABIT?: yup, working on it. i like to pick at my nails...
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS?: welfor the most part, just this past month has been anything but the most part
LIKE TO DRIVE?: can't wait 'til i'm old enough, no need to get rides from my idiotic family who hates driving me...

f a v o r i t e s

TV SHOW: Degrassi Next Generation, Saddle Club (shut up!), and Smash Hits on CMT
CONDITIONER: um... i have this luster's pink thing (i change shampoo+condit. a ton) and it seems liek cocnut so that one
BOOK: Odyssey of Homer
MAGAZINE: YM all the way!
NON-ALCOHOLIC DRINK: hm... staying with water
ALCOHOLIC DRINK: don't think i've ever consumed anything with alcohol in it...
BAND OR GROUP: if it's country, I love it! if it's japanese I love it too!

l o v e

BOYFRIEND: *sigh* nope
GIRLFRIEND: no...
SEXUALITY: straight.
CHILDREN: none, but i can't wait to be a mommy... i have a wierd maturnal instinct
CURRENT CRUSH: Gal *blush blush*
GONE OUT WITH A SOMEONE YOU ONLY KNEW FOR THREE DAYS: well... no seeing as how i've never gone out with anyone

r a n d o m

DO YOU HAVE A JOB: no
YOUR CD PLAYER HAS IN IT RIGHT NOW: six cds of randomness... some thai... some random...
WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY?: hugs, preforming, writing, thinking of what good things life has in store, most of all my kitty kits cleo!
WHO MAKES YOU THE HAPPIEST: memories of old, esp. the times i had with my dad
WHAT'S THE NEXT CD YOU'RE GONNA GET?: not big on buying cds... i'll burn a cd of my fav country songs when my internet is up and i'm ungrounded
WHO DO YOU CONSIDER GOOD FRIENDS?: well, all my ex-besties were kickass friends, mel, emi is semi good... that's bout it...
WHAT DO YOU LIKE TO DO?: things that make ME, yes ME, happy

w h e n / w h a t w a s t h e l a s t

TIME YOU CRIED?: two days ago when i was telling my mom about how i wanted sharon to choke me to death and how i went semi-anerexic
YOU GOT A REAL LETTER?: um... dunno...
YOU GOT EMAIL? email from someone at the rodeoattitude message boards about my post
THING YOU PURCHASED: cat treats just today, just 3 hours ago
TV PROGRAM YOU WATCHED: Smash Hits on CMT
MOVIE YOU SAW AT THE THEATER: took my little bros to "Catch That Kid" the day it came out... I'm such a good sis.