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Shinigami

:: 2005 19 April :: 9.34pm

I need a good title for my presentation. It's powerpoint and I suppose I could use one for my paper as well. It's about Western influence in Japan since the Meiji restoration until now. Any suggestions?

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Shinigami

:: 2005 19 April :: 8.50pm
:: Music: Hamasaki Ayumi - 30th Consert Tour

I look out my window at the pond and see all kinds of people out there. There are some playing out in the grass, there are others walking along side the banks, and there are couples sitting on blankets watching the sun set. As I watch them sitting at my computer I want to be able to join them. I want to be able to go down, meet my friends and have a good time for a change. I want to go down and be with Mat, just be with him without having to worry about a time limit or when I'll have to return to school. I don't want to be cooped up in my room anymore.

I had a terrible dream this morning that Mat had died. I got to see him one last time in the dream, and then he told me to move on. Then I woke up. I started crying, and I couldn't stop. I was crying so hard I started to hyperventilate. I tried to calm down, but I couldn't. I kept thinking about the dream. Eventually though I was able to calm down enough to try and call Mat. He didn't answer, so I started to hyperventilate again. I either passed out or calmed down again and feel asleep.

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shinigami

:: 2005 15 April :: 11.54am

If any of you ever gets the chance go to Ichiban, good food, awesome show, little expensive though. It was really fun. :D

And yes, I am home, no, I can't do much because I have to write my stupid final paper for my stupid rhetoric class. :(

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Shinigami

:: 2005 15 April :: 12.27am

There's more than one way to skin a cat, but any way you do it...

You finish the sentence.

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shinigami

:: 2005 13 April :: 9.33pm

Um, I got really bored.
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shinigami

:: 2005 12 April :: 6.33pm

I have a fricking exam on my birthday.

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shinigami

:: 2005 11 April :: 9.24am

I had some really crazy ass dreams last night...
The first one was about these weird aliens that came to earth in space pods, but they were so small it wasn't necissary to have them as big as they were. The aliens were a cross between a crab and a scorpian. And for some reason my co-workers were there in my team trying to destroy the aliens before they destroy the world. But when the team leader (and my general manager, Marti) tried to shoot it with her gun, it hardly did anything! So then I was escorting my family somewhere and I was a little gun happy while doing so. Why they let me have a gun I will never know. Then it went back to the co-workers where Marti and Vana (ones of the salutas) was looking for spells to kill the aliens with. But for some reason there were only two people in the entire world who had a summon strong enough to take out many of the aliens, everyone else would just use magic, but sending out people on the front lines (because they don't have any magic and were protecting the people using magic) was like suicide because weapons didn't hurt them much. That was my first dream.

My second dreams was that I was a waitress at a resturant (it was actually called Macaroni Grill) but the resturant was changed from a house to the resturant so there were all kinds of different style rooms, like one of them was a 70's theme, another was a dance room theme, and there was even a maze. For some reason there was a beach and some cute guy was hitting one me, but I don't know why. Oh yeah, there were more of my co-workers there, but they didn't do much. Um, that's all I can remember. ^_^;

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shinigami

:: 2005 6 April :: 11.37am

Um, I dyed my hair last night from light ash brown to medium ash brown. I guess my hair really liked the color 'cause it took to it very well.

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shinigami

:: 2005 4 April :: 2.51pm

Well that was embarassing. I just cried in front of my French professor.

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iron-cipher

:: 2005 4 April :: 9.34am

Abigail, btw it is Greek for God is joy

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shinigami

:: 2005 1 April :: 12.45pm

To keep or not keep this shirt? Tell me what you think.
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Shinigami

:: 2005 31 March :: 4.26pm

I'm sorry, I lost the DDR tournament. I have shamed all of woman kind...

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shinigami

:: 2005 28 March :: 8.04am
:: Mood: Bittersweet

Mat just left. Now I have to wait a whole week until I get to see him again. *sigh*

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shinigami

:: 2005 26 March :: 12.02am

I GOT INTO GVSU!!

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shinigami

:: 2005 23 March :: 10.49pm

And now I have the exact same fucking schedual as last weekend. I'm going to pass out on someone.

[edit @ 1:20am]
New layout time. Bleachness.

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