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2004 29 August :: 9.30am
1. Smoked? NO
2. Been Drunk as hell? NO
3. Screwed someone of the opposite sex? Yes
4. Screwed someone of the same sex? NO
5.! Shoplifted? YES
6. Lied? YES
7. Betrayed a friend? YES
8. Been to jail? NO
9. Smoked weed? NO
10. Done LSD? NO
11. Done any other illegal drug? NO
12. Given oral sex? YES
13. Received oral sex? NO
14.Screwed something not of the human race? NO
15. Screwed something not alive? NO
16. Cheated on someone? NO
17. Used someone? YES
18. Paid someone for sex? NO
19. Been paid for sex? NO
20. Played strip poker? YES
21. Skipped school? YES
22. Skipped school to get high/drunk? NO
23. Danced naked? NO
24. Danced naked in public? NO
25. Flashed someone? YES
26. Mooned someone? YES
27. Kissed someone? YES
28. Kissed someone of the same sex? YES
29. Held hands? YES
30. Hugged someone? YES
31. French kissed? YES
32. Had sexual fantasies? YES
33. Had gay/lesbian fantasies? YES
34. Stolen money? YES
35. Stolen money from family? YES
36. Stolen drugs from family? NO
37. Been convicted of a crime? NO
38. Dated someone because you heard they were'easy'? NO
39. Had someone date you because they thought you were 'easy'? NO
40. Been called a whore? YES
41. Been called a bitch? YES
42. watched porn? YES
43. Taped porn? NO
44. Watched porn you taped? NO
45. Kissed someone in a moving vehicle? NO
46. Screwed someone in a moving vehicle? NO
47. Used sex 'toys'? NO
48. Tried to kill yourself? YES
49. Tried to kill someone else? NO
50. Told someone you hated them? YES
51. Told someone you loved them and didn't mean it? NO
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Shinigami
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2004 29 August :: 1.23am
Apprently there's already a rumor going around about me on the 7th floor (I'm on the eighth). That I'm a chick that likes anime but hates Dragon Ball, and for good reason. There was a guy that dropped by at like 12 'cause he was bored and I guess he likes anime too, and plays basketball.
Stupid Rockford people. That puts the count up to 6, including me. Dang, and I thought I'd be so far away from them no one would know my name.
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2004 29 August :: 12.54am
Why? I can see it in your eyes. I know...
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Shinigami
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2004 28 August :: 7.25pm
So I went and got my books today. I had to get six books for my Shakespeare class. Granted, five are just the plays themselves, three of which I have read, and the other I haven't really looked at but oh well. The most expensive book, though, was my French book, at $135 new, and it came with a dictionary, two workbooks, and a CD to go with the book. Yay! I even found a kanji dictionary here. Yay again! Mat really would love it here, he would go crazy over all the different history books there are. I saw the Irish history book he was looking at the class for, I was tempted to buy it, but maybe I'll get it for him later. Alright, I need to go to the pool tomorrow, and check for the Japanese teacher. Pray I get my major class and a job!
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2004 28 August :: 6.16pm
:: Mood: bouncy
Looks like we'll be staying another night. *kicks kate's ass.
lol. 6 o'clock are you kidding me?
What the heck. Everytime. It's about you. Just get over it. You have no reason. You don't. No one will ever be able to help you untill you help yourself. Ever. Think about that, because no one else will be the answer to your problems. No one in the world. Only you. I'm sorry this isn't what you like or what you want, but it's my choice and I choose this. I like this. So either be there or don't. That's it.
I wanna goooooooo. I'm fine, I just need to shower. I feel dirty.
I don't know what I think about it yet. I just think it's best not to worry because that's what got us into this whole mess to get back here in the first place. I hope something good comes from it, but I'm not going to sweat it because that's just retarded and bound to cause problems.
"He's a babe go momma!"
BAHHHHHHh
~jess
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2004 28 August :: 4.38pm
:: Mood: exhausted
Last night was the best.
9 and 10 hah
Grounded.
Kate is a little punk. I love you.
Sticky Bun.
"Junior in college, high school. Abort Mission Dude"
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2004 27 August :: 10.12pm
So, I finally have an internet connection. After a long day of almost fainting going up 6 fleights of stairs over and over, sweating my ass off (Mats and everyones elses too), going through the hastle of driving through Detroit area roads, and having my computer be a pain in the ass while trying to connect to the internet with my wireless connector, all was good. But I have to clean my dorm now, so maybe I'll get some pictures later (if I can afford a nice one time use digital camera) and post them for you all. Either way I'll update when new things happen. Oyasumi nasai!
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2004 27 August :: 3.45pm
Me and Kate are goin up to Mount Pleasent tonight. Should be fun. Unless we get lost again lol.
~jess
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2004 27 August :: 12.46pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: Keith Urban-Your Everything
This is the most beautiful song I have *ever* heard. You're an idiot if you don't download it after you read this. lol just joshin ;) Love you.
Your Everything
The first time I looked in your eyes I knew
That I would do anything for you
The first time you touched my face I felt
Like I've never felt with anyone else
I wana give back what you've givin' to me
And I wanna witness all of your dreams
Now that you've shown me who I really am
I wanna be more then just your man
I wanna be the wind that fills your sails
And be the hand that lifts your veil
And be the moon that moves your tide
The sun coming up in your eyes
Be the wheels that never rust
And be the spark that lights you up
All that you've been dreaming of and more
So much more, I wanna be your everything...
When you wake up, I'll be the first thing you see
And when it gets dark you can reach out for me
I'll cherish your words and I'll finish your thoughts
And I'll be your compass baby, when you get lost
I wanna be the wind that fills your sails
And be the hand that lifts your veil
And be the moon that moves your tide
The sun coming up in your eyes
Be the wheels that never rust
And be the spark that lights you up
All that you've been dreaming of and more
So much more, I wanna be your everything...
Be the wheels that never rust
And be the spark that lights you up
All that you've been dreaming of and more
So much more, I wanna be your everything...
I wanna be your everything
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2004 27 August :: 11.57am
*sigh*
Thank you.
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2004 27 August :: 11.40am
:: Mood: anxious
:: Music: Ryan Cobrera-Last Winter
Geese!!!
Last night was fun.
Got my paycheck today and it was more than I was expecting :)
It's okay. I understand why you can't do it.
Leave it be.
"Hey do you see that big goose in my yard?" *laughs "Jess, that's not a goose, it's a turkey." lol
~jess
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Shinigami
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2004 27 August :: 8.27am
:: Music: Kajiura Yuki - fiction
This is my leaving entry
So I'm leaving today. In an hour or so, actually. I'll miss you all. I'll be sure to update about the importent things like my Japanese class and Anime Club. See you all again sometime.
Bye.
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Shinigami
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2004 27 August :: 1.26am
The last night in my bed for a long time.
So my mom forced me down the stairs, not really knowing why. She pushes me into my brothers room, Joe, who's 20, to say goodbye to him because he's leaving for work at 7 tomorrow, and I'm getting up at 7:30. Anyway, he hugs me, and I thought it was just going to be a quick hug and I'm outtie, but he hangs on for a while. He is probably the most likeable one out of my family, that I like anyway. He's cool, but of course he is, he's my older brother.
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2004 26 August :: 5.02pm
yay! you picked up the phone and things are good.Thank you for understanding.
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2004 26 August :: 4.43pm
:: Music: Ryan Cabrera-Lost Again
This morning I woke up at 6 to get redy for work. Called Dan before I left to wake him up for work. Now I'm someone's personal alarm clock. Lol how great. Who wouldn't want some crazy red head to wake them up in the morning? ;) Went up to work and no one was there. I'm so mad at myself for not going to work yesterday. That's 150 dollars I need for my car. *smacks self*
Anyway so I got home and went with my mom to get her tests done. Not all that fun. Hospitals smell so nasty. Like urine. It's just gross, and it totally grosses me out.
Tonight I'm going to go out with Kate cos if I don't I'm going to stay at home talking on the phone all night wishing I had only gone out.
Then I have to babystit Sat. Then I'm going to Amy/Chad's don't really know anymore, little party w/ Erika hopefully. Otherwise Dan. Or I'm going to need a ride, and will end up not going. Sounds like fun :)
I need a real job so bad. I hate depending on the next check to make my pathetic teen payments. Ughhh I hate being 15.
How sad is it that I'm ONLY 15?!? I'm a junior and I'm only 15 and will be for another half a year. Most of the kids in the grade below me are older and can already drive. Who really wants to pick me up when I hang out with friends. I feel bad, espically sinc eI livein the boomies. Jimmy, Myles, Devon, and Jenna are the only people close to me, oh and The Johnsons. It occured to me the other day that I'm going to be 17 when I start college. I won't even be legal lol oh well.
Speaking of school, this year I'm determinded to get all straight A's, even in math if it kills me. And even if it means no socail life besides work and school. And I'm going to take hard classes senir year. Hopefully get into Ferris, and go into computers and Secondary Education. I want to be a teacher/b-ball coach, bt I wnat something to fall back on, that I enjoy. Like computers.
Just pick up the phone. It's not that hard. You use to do it. I'm not going to bite.
"her ass jiggle for more" haha I will never forget that. I haven't laughed that hard where you cry in *sooo* long.
Grrr I'm all out of smelly perfume. Got get me some more. Just something else I need moeny for.
I was getting pictures out for mine and jess's locker and I started looking at all my pcitures form New York and realized I barely have any. Nrs. Martino still has them all. Ugh that makes me mad, I have like two , if that.
So I went to visit my Grandpa and I was talking to my Grandma and she said she notcied I've been getting a lot of color. I told her about how my tooshie and tah tah's always get burnt when I tan and she said "You better be carfeul Jessie breat cancer run in the family" lol wtf?!? I love my Grandma but ahhh lol it was so funny.
My room is fianlyl clean. It too me lliek a eweek to finish. yay!!!
I don't hate you. I dont care anymore, I never really did.
I'm out of things to talk about
~jess
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