Jesus Girls: Strength, Hope, and Love~Live for Him

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:: 2004 22 August :: 4.22pm

I'm going to be selling most of my old dance dresses. I'll have pictures soon enough, but if anyone is interested in buying either leave a comment saying so or email me.

:: 2004 21 August :: 12.39pm
:: Mood: tired

Ughh nice fucking way to say a damn word you haven't said all summer

*screams*

ughh im gonna kill someone

:: 2004 20 August :: 11.29pm

I love you Jess, you don't think you're that great, but I know I would never be who I am this second without you. I know that I wouldn't have made it through anything without my best friend. Our problems today will be nothing tomorrow , promise.

STROKE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)

~jess

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:: 2004 20 August :: 12.29pm

My schedule
Monday-Wednsday-Friday
Intro to French Language and Culture
1:29 pm - 2:27pm in South Foundation Hall 272

Composition 1
10:40 am - 11:47 am in South Foundation Hall 370

Tuesday - Thursday
Intro to Computer use (substatute for math class)
8 am - 9:47 am in Dodge Hall of Engineering 200

Shakespear
3 pm - 4:47 pm in Wilson Hall 105

Tuesday class
Intro to Computer use
2 pm - 2:50 pm in DHOE 245

:: 2004 20 August :: 11.50am

One week.

:: 2004 19 August :: 1.38pm
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: Kenny Chesney-I go back

If I could tell the world just one thing I would tell them not to worry because worrying is wasteful
One Tree Hill starts again Tuesday. *smiles* You don't know how much that excites me. It is the best show, ever. I'm totally obsessed. Anyone who doens't watch it should die. It's on Tuesdays at 7. DO IT!!!

I went tanning last night and I went in the "Mega Ultra" and you stand for like 15 minutes and I swear I felt soooo sick. So I got out. Pathetic huh? I have a scardom of tanning booths.

I finally talked to Dan last night. That made my day.

But JESS needs to return a phone call, you stupid hussy!

that's all

~jess

:: 2004 19 August :: 3.13am

Today (yesterday, I suppose), was really fun. Picnics, bowling, DDR, what a day.

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:: 2004 18 August :: 6.10pm
:: Mood: aggravated

Yesterday kate came and got me and we went shopping. Stopped to see Andy at work. He's a pain in the ass, but I love him. Then went to Jessica's, and we went to the soccer game. Saw Mike play. Then went to see Heidie at work. Came home, got bitched at. Now i'm grounded. ha imagine that.

~jess

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:: 2004 17 August :: 11.53pm

Nick, this here's something for your sister to worry about.
Read more..

:: 2004 17 August :: 1.01pm
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: Kelly Clarkson-Breakaway

I just want to breakaway because one of the worst feelings in the world is hiding your pain and frustrations from the people you love
I didn't have to work today. It was really screwed up anyway. I just know I SHOULD have been there though, because I need moeny. Ughhh!!!

Yeah so my Grandpa's not doing so good anymore. Now he's having heart problems. Seriously let the poor man catch a fucking break.

Ughhh *screams* I'm just soooo sick of ..everyone...everything...shit. I'm sick of it.

*sigh*

Espically my mom. Ughhhh I swear she has no compassion or heart , or concern for anyone other than herself. She can be such a cruel bitch! ughhh I just cannot stand her. EVER! The only time that I'm actually calmed and relaxed is when she's not home. Which she's home A LOT! due to certain circumstances which really blow. She is just so un-greatful and selfish. I cannot stand how rude she is, I just can't tolerate it anymore. She's my mother, and yes I love her, but I seriously want to tear her head off and throw it out into the bushes. UGHHHHH *SCREAMS* IM SICK OF EVERYONE!!!

I really hate when people are so stupid that they are going behind your back doing something that they think you have no clue about, but couldn't say it in a more clearer place than day, and are totally pretending, and decieving you, and most importanlty LYING to you, and yet they *STILL* after all this think that you are clueless. And of all people..UGHHH I WANT TO KILL YOU !!

So Katie's coming to get me and we're going shopping then I'm going to Jess's again with Erika and Becky..or so I think that's the plan. So maybe that'll make me not so bitchy. We'll see.

~jess

:: 2004 16 August :: 9.24pm
:: Mood: anxious
:: Music: Skye Sweetnam-Billy S

Wake up tiered, Monday morning's suck, it's way too earlie to catch a bus. Daddy Daddy No I don't want to go to school, I don't need to read that Romeo and Juilet
I went to Jess's last night. I haven't hung out with her for almost two weeks because of band camp and then she went on vacation so I was happy to see her. Went to the movies, came home, and pretty much went and talked in bed lol and then went to sleep we were both really sleepy and had to get up earlie for work in the morning. Work sucked. Ughh sooo bad. It was a really long field and I just didn't want to be there. I didn't get to go tanning, *sigh* not to sound like a total airhead, but I pretty much wasted my moeny because my mom's too big if a bitch to ever take me when I want to go, not that she has anything more important that conflicts with running me into town. Sure would be fucking nice if I could drive. ughh yeah so Piage, and my uncle and aunt left today. I'm going to miss that little girl. She's the sweetest little kid, she's the calmest baby and I love her to death. Ahh she's adoreable. As much as I bitched about babysitting it had nothing to dow ith her, just the conflict with my time. I'm just afraid now that everyone's gone, family wise, no one else is visiting, that my Grandpa is going to get even more depressed than he arleady is. ughh. djflkajsflkj I just don't even want to think about it. I miss talking to him. I really do. I don't know when I suddenly became not good enough for one of my best friends. ughh oh well, now i know how jess feels. I need to stop spending all my moeny, but I don't really have a choice seeing as how my parents insist that now that I have a job, I am responsiable to pay for everything! what is that?? I have to pay for everything, clothes, make up, hair gel, i dont use the same toothpaste as my parents, so who has to buy it? ME!! ughh WHAT IS THAT?!? No wonder why I'm craving my next paycheck. ughh I'm just drained from the past two three weeks. I haven't really sat down and just thought about all my thoughts, sorted them out, I just keep going on , dealing with issues, having fun, adding more to the pile of thoughts. That's the way to screw yourself over. Oh well. What can ya do. Erika, we need to go shopping this week or im going to come kidnap you! Just a thought. Katie and Jessica came over today. That was really the only high light and that only cheered me up for about 5 seconds. ha. wow, i need to just sleep. so im going to go

goodnight

~jess

:: 2004 16 August :: 2.30am

I'm a little over half way through of "The Da Vinchi Code" and it is so good I could barely put it down. The only reason I did was because my head hurts a lot and I'm quite tired, and I wanted to tell all of you to read it if you ever get the chance. It's like an action/adventure/mystery/history-type book. Really good though.

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:: 2004 15 August :: 11.07pm
:: Mood: bouncy
:: Music: Lean Back Midget

I WANT 18 QUATER BURGERS PLEASE....PULL UP TO THE FIRST WINDOW
Me and Jess went and saw Little Black Book. It was really cute. We're such whores. We up our legs up on the row in front of us when we're wearing skirts. Lol. Yeah. haha

I get to work with pappy tomorrow yay! Anyone want some applesauce?? lol

~jess

:: 2004 15 August :: 10.34pm

From Rachels journal
Recap of what happened last night. From Rachels POV.

"At around 8, Jackie called and said she was bored, so we were all going to hang out around 8:30.

Around 9, I asked Jackie if she could give me a ride because my mom didn't want to take me and I didn't want my dad to drive. And I didn't want to drive.

Kyle and Brett had a roaring bonfire going when Jackie, Katie and I showed up. We hung out around the fire, eating stale marshmallows with Brett and Kyle occasionally throwing boards (and cabinet doors) into it.

After a few camp songs from Kyle, we went inside and made pasta. At around 10.

Katie went home around 10:30. Kyle, Brett and I played Tenshu until they left at 11:30ish.

Ben showed up around who knows when. Jackie, Ben and I played Soul Calibur 2 until we tired of it and Jackie went to take me home while Ben went to drive home.

Here's where it gets really fun.

Ben, on his way over to Jackie's, helped Jackie's brother out of the sand. There's construction on Jackie's road with sand on one half of the road and dirt/gravel stuff on the other.

Irony struck as we pulled out of Jackie's road.

Ben was stuck in the sand. Really really stuck.

After trying to get him out, we decided to call Nick, since he has his dad's truck, so he could help pull Ben out.

I must have called his house ten or fifteen times before his sister picked up and said he never came home from work. Ben had the brilliant idea that Nick might have stopped by his house. I called Ben's house and his sister said Nick went to eDEN.

I told Jackie that I didn't know eDEN's phone number but that it was on their website. Jackie called her brother and had him look up the phone number.

I called eDEN and got a hold of Nick.

Eventually, Nick came (almost got stuck in the sand himself) and pulled Ben out.

We hung around for a while talking then decided spontaneously to go over to Meijer's. At 3:30 or 4 in the morning.

It was fun. Really fun.

We sat around in Jackie's car listening to music until Nick decided he was tired."

Everyone else was tired too so we all went home. Yay for us.