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2005 14 September :: 11.00pm
:: Mood: depressed
So yeah... I haven't updated in a while...I should do that.
Life is ____________.
Lately I'm not really sure how to fill in the blank.
I'm back at Ferris. I'm glad to be out of Cedar most of the time. I miss some of my friends, yet there are others that I really don't miss at all. Sad I know, but when they don't even care to ask why I'm not happy with them, why should I believe I'm their "Best Friend" and give them my time? ....Does that make me sound like I'm 14 again?...
School has been slightly stressful thus far. Three weeks in and I'm behind on homework, and already not wanting to get up for class. I deffinately need to figure that issue out before it becomes a huge problem.
I am meeting a lot more new people so far this year. Which is nice, I need to expand my circle of friends beyond Cedar and a few other small unknown places in Michigan.
Speaking of small unknown places... My friend Bobby (aka my casual sex guy from our senior year and this summer) from Ithaca, is leaving for basic training for the Navy on Tuesday, Sept. 20th. He's having a going away party Saturday, I can't wait to see him, but leaving will be hard. I'm really going to miss him. I've gotten used to talking to him at least a couple times a week lately and now I won't be able to talk to him for 9 weeks, then he'll be gone another 4 years.... Damn the government and their ways of getting people to do things for them with the promise of money for college....
Anyway, back to new friends. I'm actually spending time with my suitemate, we shared a bathroom last semester and hardly talked to each other. My roomate has a couple people that come over to our room a couple times a week so I'm becoming friends with them, and I've met up with some people that I haven't seen in 5 or 6 years and have been hangingout with them. Maybe if I play my cards right I could end up with a boyfriend out of the deal...
I'm deffinately sick of being single, yeah casual sex works for the moment but it's not what I really want or need anymore. I want a real relationship and to stop putting myself into situations that just end up hurting me.
Well I think I'm done with my update for now. The chance that anyone who actually reads this will care about much of it will be pretty small anyways. So yeah..
Life is _________. Still happening.
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2005 14 September :: 8.34pm
So yeah, everything is so far working out ok. Sounds like everyone is doing well at college too. Which is good. And when I get some free time, I'll try and call you guys. Yakusoku. (I promise.) ^_^
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2005 12 September :: 7.29am
I don't understand my math homework. I've done fuction before, I don't understand why it's giving me so much trouble now. And the thing is I can't go and ask someone to help or go to the student tutors because everyday I'm not working at Macaroni Grill I'm working at Carino's. So I'm a little screwed.
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shinigami
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2005 10 September :: 12.12am
Warning! Dead animal picture ahead!
So I get home from a tiring day of work and school to find this on my carpet. The beanie baby is to compare size and show how big it actually is.
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2005 8 September :: 5.00pm
I got a new job. ^_^
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2005 6 September :: 2.03pm
Well I have my second interview today in about, oh, 30 minutes. Wish me luck, I hope I get the job!
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2005 2 September :: 12.20pm
So, it seems Mat does love me. That's always a good thing.
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2005 1 September :: 8.02am
I don't remember how I got to bed last night. I tried to think of it but I can't. The last thing I remember is being on my computer. Odd, no?
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2005 30 August :: 1.49pm
I have an interview at Jonnhy Carino's at 2:30. Wish me luck!
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2005 28 August :: 9.33am
Mats family reunion was fun. ^_^
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2005 22 August :: 11.41am
Hm. Anyone know why my table background isn't transparent like it's supposted to be?
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2005 21 August :: 11.45am
Last night was fun. Right Ben? :P Just kidding. It was cool though. I called Ben when I got out of work and used the rain-check to go play pool with him. For some reason we were both sucking last night, so Ben won, but not by much. I did win the first game afterall...but yeah, Fridays was ok, not a big fan, but they do make one mean roast beef sandwich. :D
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2005 16 August :: 6.11pm
:: Mood: depressed
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2005 16 August :: 3.27am
Good. Lord.
I r0x0r my own b0x0rs at pool now. Yay for guys that like me that work at the pool hall. ^_^
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2005 15 August :: 2.42am
Shopping is fun. Who doesn't love it?
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