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this night, walk the dead
in a solitary style
and crash the cemetery gates.
in the dress your husband hates
way down, mark the grave
where the search lights find us
drinking by the mausoleum door
and they found you on the bathroom floor

i miss you, i miss you so far
and the collision of your kiss that made it so hard

back home, off the run
singing songs that make you slit your wrists
it isn't that much fun, staring down a loaded gun
so i won't stop dying, won't stop lying
if you want i'll keep on crying
did you get what you deserve?
is this what you always want me for?

i miss you, i miss you so far
and the collision of your kiss that made it so hard

way down, way down
way down, way down
way down, way down
way down, way down

i miss you, i miss you so far
and the collision of your kiss that made it so hard

i miss you, i miss you so far
and the collision of your kiss that made it so hard
made it so hard

way down, way down
way down, way down
way down, way down
way down, way down

way down

ARRRGGG
sorry i havent written in a while...finals and me ya know...TIME TO VENT

speaking of finals i took my english today and im really worried i didnt do well on it and im just really frustrated that ive worked this hard and in the end i just threw it away...i really dont want my mom to be disapointed in me again, last time was too hard for me. but now i just cant stop thinking about it. pleaz god make me do well on it pleeeeaaaazzzzzz...i wish i didnt have to dwell on things like this all the time. fuck. i probably didnt get into MUN either since im an idiot and forgot the time of the meeting...shit shit shit, it doesnt matter as much to me as much as english does but its just bothering me and sitting in the back of my head. now i have the pressure of math because i fucked up there and shit i have no idea of wat im getting in bio...i dont know how this happened, i cant believe im letting everything fall to pieces...

im really sad to see him go...more than anything i just enjoyed getting closer to him. it was hard for me for a while but its gotten better for me...not great but ive learned to ignore it. he'll soon be gone and i wont have to think about him anymore...but thats the thing, i think about him all the time now, im pretty sure he's gonna pop into my head from time to time...i wish i had never fallen for him, he prob doesnt feel the same way and im making a big deal out of nothing. i really really really want to know exactly how he feels tho...ive been so confused by him lately i dont know wat to think, he's driving me insane. tomorrow's pre-prom and im goin to have to see him...prob for the last time before he goes :( i guess its tomorrow or never to find out how he feels, but i dont know if ill have the courage to do it

on a happier note i had a good time tonight...its been a while since ive just hung out w/ friends and laughed...helped me get away for a bit. i also got to play my new guitar today since school is over. I LOVE IT SO MUCH...anyways i gotta get up early to STUDY more...shit shit i have to do well...damnit ok im out

<3 Kloppy

got some pics from spain! <3 you amanda!

WOOT! International Day!
today was a super duper international day! :) im so glad it wasn't raining...its so much better outside, the past two years were awful. im so excited for senior slave day! get ready alex! lol

STAR WARS WAS AWESOME! it was sad too...all the poor Jedi's :( WORD UP MERI! haha

got the picks from my party>>>click here to see em!
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ok its gettin late...goin into the city tomorrow to get my new guitar! bb

<3 Kloppy

POCKY

You Are Strawberry Pocky

Your attitude: fresh and sweet Comforting, yet quirky ... quietly hyper You always see both sides to everything

DAMN IT FEELS GOOD TO BE A GANGSTA
today was the most crappiest day EVER...blah GIVE ME SUNSHINE! i hope it's nice for international day! WOOT! so much foooooood...

sometimes i really don't know what to make of things...i get so confused. i wish i could just know some thinhgs, so they would'nt have to be constantly eating away at me. i guess im not too good at reading people. the one thing i want the most is to just know what's real and what's not

i am extremely proud of myself that i have not managed to put off my english paper until the last second...i feel relieved. who knew working could feel SOOOO GOOOOD (tgs all the way)

i need to get better and start exercising again...when i don't do sports i eat alot, then i get in bad moods and then i get really bitchy during disection labs in bio class (hehe love ya nez!) oh geez...thank god that's over

anyway it's gettin late. im gonna hit the shits...laterz

<3 Kloppy

haha I LOVE PUNS
"a marathon runner who wears bad foot-wear is most likely to suffer the agony of DA-FEET"

LOVE THIS SONG
Ice-age heat wave, can't complain.
If the world's at large, why should I remain?
Walked away to another plan.
Gonna find another place, maybe one I can stand.
I move on to another day,
to a whole new town with a whole new way.
Went to the porch to have a thought.
Got to the door and again, I couldn't stop.
You don't know where and you don't know when.
But you still got your words and you got your friends.
Walk along to another day.
Work a little harder, work another way.

Well uh-uh baby I ain't got no plan.
We'll float on maybe would you understand?
Gonna float on maybe would you understand?
Well float on maybe would you understand?

The days get shorter and the nights get cold.
I like the autumn but this place is getting old.
I pack up my belongings and I head for the coast.
It might not be a lot but I feel like I'm making the most.
The days get longer and the nights smell green.
I guess it's not surprising but it's spring and I should leave.

I like songs about drifters - books about the same.
They both seem to make me feel a little less insane.
Walked on off to another spot.
I still haven't gotten anywhere that I want.
Did I want love? Did I need to know?
Why does it always feel like I'm caught in an undertow?

The moths beat themselves to death against the lights.
Adding their breeze to the summer nights.
Outside, water like air was great.
I didn't know what I had that day.
Walk a little farther to another plan.
You said that you did, but you didn't understand.

I know that starting over is not what life's about.
But my thoughts were so loud I couldn't hear my mouth.
My thoughts were so loud I couldn't hear my mouth.
My thoughts were so loud.

HELLO EVERYONE!
WOOT! first journal entry! I never know what to say in the first one...

Today was ok. I don't understand why it's almost June and it's 40 degrees outside...i had to stand outside and watch my sister's lax game today and i thought my hand was gonna fall off. I might have a word with mother nature

Blah lax=my life is over...I HAVE NOTHING TO DO BUT EAT AND DO WORK (but i actually don't really do the work, i just pretend to)

STILL SICK...bleh, it'll be over soon...ok english paper calls :)

<3 Kloppy