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dmlxoxo

:: 2004 14 April :: 6.41pm
:: Mood: quixotic
:: Music: champagne supernova- oasis

[make it up urself]
okay so i guess ill start out with my vacation---
went on a cruise with my family and the glickmans and had the most amazing time everrrrr. i honestly dont remember the last time i had so much fun. just the thought of being out in the middle of the ocean with no where to go and no one to disturb you is just so relaxing, and thats the one word i would use to describe this vacation. despite the fact that i got back to the room at 2 every night and woke up early every morning i must say that i came back refreshed as ever. theres nothing like a taste of summer to brighten my day. we met this girl jaclyn who was absolutely awesome and we hung out with her every night, we all skipped from group of friends to group of friends until the last night, and with each group finding a new joke or something to laugh about. wow i wish i could go back, and OMG do i miss that food! everything about it was just perfect, it was one of my favorite vacations.
All My Crusin Buddies:
*French Harvest
*J-Dawg
Kirk Cameron
Kirk Cameron's brother
Jorge
Big Poppa
Capers
Japers
FEVESSSSSSSSS
Chew-n-spit
"Jake"
Hot kid with glasses
Hot Brad
Hot Pennsylvania Andrew
South Carolina
Devil Children 1 and 2
Fat Bitch
Fat Bitch's sister with the baby lobster
Hot kid i wanted to meet but never did
PA Brittany
Loser Slut
Girl With Big Teeth
George/Frank

________________________________________________________________________
and back to the wonderful world of edgemont.....my first day back was okay, ive talked to josh a few times which was good after not hearing from him for a week, god i missed talking to him :)
its interesting---i always knew that i loved the guitar, but today when we were sitting in english the guitar advocacy was in the next room and i could hear them thru the wall. that instrument is absolutely INCREDIBLE. my mind just wanders when i hear it, and honestly, when i hear the sound i just smile. i feel like such a doof, but omg i just LOVE it. its so soothing, so---ahh, i cant even describe it. it almost brings tears to my eyes. its so beautiful. im definetly going to learn how to play one day.

**********and i said baby, ur gunna be the one that saves me, and after all, ur my wonderwall **********

----dml

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goobs827

:: 2004 14 April :: 6.47pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: William Hung~Bailamos

OMG THIS CD IS THE SHIIIIIT!
hahaha it's awesome! He has little inspirational words in between, it's so beautiful hahaha.

go buy it!--but if your in a cheap mood I'd gladly burn it for people...so comment if you want me to burn it--seriously no inconvenience at all. I'm happy to.

weeks going pretty good. only 2 more days.
so physched for the weekend!! Not for any particular reason nessesarily, just learning to appreciate the weekends much more.

ummmm wow i wish there were more to say.
oh! of course:

omg one tree hill sooo good..cant for oc/ai/apprentice (KWAME KWAME)!

hahaha i got onto campus (not like its hard to do lol) yay! (congrats eliz lol) and i finally had my peer interview--phew.

sort of hesitant about this whole gay meeting thing at school tomorrow--oh well, get out of earthy and gym.

and whoa mega cool news of the day: my daddy, joe torre, and tony soprano (and someone else from that show) are now officially "partners" owning this horse!

LET THE RHYTHM TAKE YOU OVER BAILAMOS
TE QUIERO AMOR MIO TE QUIERO
hahah i luv it!

and happy bday to my bffffffff's staz and gershbauk.

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goobs827

:: 2004 12 April :: 9.33pm
:: Mood: amused

Wawi999: I can wait to zoom with the Sun Pass at the toll. I will shoot a birdie to the other drivers.

^^^lmao how fucking cool is my grandma? (notice her horrible grammar hehe)


hahaha

God, i miss Miami already

oh well

tomorrow is the last d-day of the year--thank GOD!!! so if anyone's sad think of that i suppose.

ill update about it tomorrow
<33

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goobs827

:: 2004 11 April :: 9.55pm
:: Mood: indifferent

Easter Funday! (haha)
Easter was nice and cute, i guess...played with some small children and ate...not too brutal.

LMAO im watching this jessica simpson variety show thing and she is totally spazzing out singing hahahahahahahaha FREAK....

sad i have to leave :( oh so sad :( but still it's okay--like my uncle said, when we fucked up the boat yesterday and were all pissed: "if your biggest problem right now is about a boat's engine, then you're pretty damn lucky" holler at that--it's all about putting things in perspective...

YES the yankees won! and YES im going to the red sox vs. yanks game next weekend ScOrE!!...and i might have a few extra tix--so be extra nice to me and you never know! :)

and don't you all think this woohu argument is getting a little silly? I think everyone had some valid points, but let's just agree to disagree, not hold any grudges, and move on, it's some good thoughts but i think it's getting to a silly point...and cheri--keep on writing, i think your journal is great!

much<3luv

ps--and lauren: down with the christmas/easter churchgoers!!! grrrr! lol.

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briggs17

:: 2004 10 April :: 8.50pm

HAPPY EASTER



Hey everyone!!..aite well the retreat last nite at the church was great..i had a really good time stayin up...((..tryin to stay up))..and doin these diff. activities w. the soyo and few adults..it was a great experience-- i did fall asleep i must admit..but i got a lot out of it-- and not to mention how amazin Good Friday service was..i love the chanting...its my favorite thing to do ever!!

tonite is Midnite mass!! ahhhh after tonite im done w. tempations with a mr. otis spunkmeyer and lays.....o mann o mann im ganna try and cut down this was a good experience and i realized i can soo live without junk food but man o man do i have absolutely NO will power.....tonites ganna be funn..we walk outside and ring the bell in triumphantness!! CHRIST HAS RISEN..INDEED HE HAS RISEN!! and i love seeing all the neighbors of the church peekin their heads out the window to watch..lol it's great!!

hmm so yah this whole week ive gotten so much in touch with my religion and im so happy and ive changed so much..im sure u all kno that too if uve been reading! lol..its great, it really is....i feel like a completely different better person..

alrighty than...off to church I go! wanna get a front seat!..next time we shall speak i shall be a very happy camper..I hope!!


love you all...God Bless
and Happy Easter

<3 Briggs<---


goobs827

:: 2004 10 April :: 6.01pm
:: Mood: calm

1 of those long boring questionarres--dont read it if u dont want to! its a long one!
† name - gabi
† piercings - just the good old ears
† tattoos - nope
† height - idk...almost 5' 4''
† shoe size - 9
† hair color - brown
† length - medium
† siblings - none
LAST
† movie you went to see -- home on the range lol
† movie you bought - dont remember
† song you listened to - my band--in the boat
† song that was stuck in your head - No Doubt, New...yeah it was in there for a while, but at least its a good song!
† cd you bought - i get my cds for holidays--but i plan on buying william hung's in the near future..
† cd you listened to - christina a--stripped
† person you've called - catherine (florida friend)
† person that's called you - catherine
† tv show you've watched - the apprentice (SO good...)
† person you were thinking of - hmmm...
DO ..
† you have a bf or gf - no
† you have a crush on someone - not a realistic one
† you wish you could live somewhere else - actually no. i really like new york, i love it down in miami, but there's no place like ny
† you think about suicide - NEVER
† you believe in online dating - if it makes u happy, sure.
† others find you attractive - idk
† you want more piercings - fo sho on my ears--im so scared though
† you drink - not to a dangerous point
† you do drugs - NO
† you smoke - nah
† you like cleaning - i like organizing--not cleaning
† you like roller coasters - yes yes!
† you write in cursive or print - print! (i dont even remember how to do script)
† you carry a donor card - no but i will
FOR OR AGAINST ..
† long distance relationships - for...if you can make it work then God bless u--but i find it highly unrealistic
† using someone - is a very very bad thing. against!
† killing people - ummm id say for
† teenage smoking -against!! im very against smoking and try to stop anyone who i know who does. its okay to try now, but even if u say ure an occassional smoker...you will def. become a regular, so you might as well not start.
† premarital sex - i wish i didnt feel this way, but i think its part of life..i cant imagine lasting til marriage...sorry, but, for. like samantha says "gotta take a car for a test drive before you buy it."
† driving drunk - very bad, no no no. against!
† gay/lesbian relationship - absolutely for!
† soap operas - i don't care for them. but sure, for.
FAVORITE ..
† food - good Lord..everything i <3 food: i like salty things..not sweets though.
† song - oh boy, favorite song is such a hard hard hard decision. there's so many i just luv. but its gotta be madonna~like a prayer..fucking classic.
† thing to do - hang out with friends, be with family, be on vacation, relax, anything fun..
† thing to talk about - whatevers interesting at the time.
† sports - i like to watch baseball and football, and i like to play most . . .
† drinks - COKE, materva(spanish soda), milkshakes, water!
† clothes - oooh anything....just not juicy couture shit...wouldnt be caught dead wearing something juicy..[[shudders]]
† movies - i like so many...
† band/singer - i think most consistently: no doubt, but i love many. and most ive ever liked a band: spice girls, bsb.
† holiday - christmas, by a landslide!
† new nerdy saying - perhaps, suppose lol ha idk.
HAVE YOU ..
† ever cried over a girl/boy - yes
† ever lied to someone - oh yeah i have.
† ever been in a fist fight - i'm not sure i'd call it that. cat fights? ::meow::
† ever been arrested - nope!
NUMBER ..
† of times I have been in love? - none
† of times I have had my heart broken? - 0..been dissapointed but ive never given my <3 so theres no way it'd br broken
† of drugs taken illegally? - grr no no no zero.
† of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends? - feelings change every day but basically 5.
† of people I consider my enemies? - i don't really consider anyone an 'enemy.' i'm over having enemies--i like everyone..its a better way to live.
† of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? - ha idk.
† of scars on my body? - one big one from that oven incident! lol.
† of things in my past that I regret? - a lot of things. i try not to, but how can you live without regret if you've made mistakes, which everyone has?
FAVORITE ..
† disney movie - i love em all but all time: the Little Mermaid--omgg obsesssedd..but i love nemo and monsters inc and beauty and the beast etc... ...
† scent - ooh so many
† word - quixotic....lol i luv the word "luxury" omggg. and "crisp" and "creamery" haha
† nickname - mine? or just in general? for me i like gabrielle lol. goobs i guess, aci.
† guy/girl name - so many for girls...i'd name my son Liam or Tyler though.
† eye color - girl? bright blue or green. guy? ditto. but im cool with brown...holla.
† flower - rose i guess. i like tropical ones too.
† piercing - it really depends on the person.
† actor -- ooh ummmm George Clooney--yum.
DO YOU THINK YOU ARE ..
† handsome/pretty - on some days
† funny - yeah sure
† hot - errr SEE ABOVE.
† friendly --yes, much more so than i used to be
† amusing - sometimes
† ugly - i wouldnt go that far!
† loveable - after a while maybe
† pessimistic - sometimes
† optimistic - sometimes
† caring - yes.
† sweet - mostly.
† dorky - sometimes.
† spell your first name back wards - ibag, elleirbag
† the story behind your user name - old nickname+birthday
+are you straight - yep.
† where do you live - westchester, ny
† four words that sum you up - just a good girl.....hahahahah i figured it out!
DESCRIBE YOUR -
† wallet - i dont really have a wallet...but lil lite blue coach thing for $$ at school
† toothbrush - purple crest spinbrush
† pillow cover - white, green flowers at end
† blanket - green flowery things...but soosy is my blankie and my fave thing ever!
† coffee cup - i dont have a specific but this lil sanrio pochacco one is close to my heart
† sunglasses - always lose em..so cheap ones.
† shoes - not too many--shoes are overrated
† favorite top - my new "everyone loves a --- girl" ones..but that's just for now not in general def.
† CD in stereo right now - none
† what you are wearing now - a towel
† hair - it's usually brown and medium length and very thin...but i used to dye it and in the sun it gets highlights
WHO or WHAT (was/is/are) -
† in my mouth - my teeth (check)
and tongue (check)
† in my head - a pounding heachache
† wishing - oh, just to be happy
† after this - shower, go out to dinner
† talking to - no one.
† eating - nothin.
† fetishes - ummm...i sort of have a hand fetish--i love hands!
† if you could get away with it and murder anyone, who and for what reason - ooh id never...but i suppose maybe if someone did something just so horrible but still no!!
† person you wish you could see right now - none really, when i get home itll be the ppl im with now...but i want to see my friends i guess.
† is next to you--some floor...and this weird bench thing...and a bed
† something you're looking forward to in this upcoming month - closer to summer...warmer...friends..."celebrations"lol, and wearing new clothes (gotta be excited to keep yourself happy)
† something that you are deathly afraid of - dissapointing people...spiders (taken me a while to be able to say their names) and being under deep water...not fear of drowning just deep blue cold water
† do you like candles - love em'.
† do you like hot wax - ha sure.
† do you like incense - yeah i guess.
† do you like the taste of blood- eww
† do you believe in love - absolutely!!
† do you believe in soul mates - without a doubt.
† do you believe in love at first sight - yes [[smiles romantically]]
† do you believe in forgiveness - yes...one of the most impt. parts of my faith.
† do you believe in God - of course
† what do you want done with your body when you die - above ground casket..whoa crazy i know that so quickly.
† who is your worst enemy - myself.
† if you could have any animal for a pet--i love kitty cats...so i guess more--i love doggies too :) but those are the only animals i like..and horses
† what is the latest you've ever stayed up - all-nighter.
† ever been to Belgium - heh nope.
† can you eat with chopsticks - just barely
† what's your favorite coin - dime
† what are 5 cities you wouldn't mind relocating to - MIAMI, Paris, Honolulu, maybe SF,...except that right now id def. mind relocating..but maybe later...miami is the only place where i wouldnt be devastated to move to right now.
† what are some of your favorite pig out foods - everyyyyyything
† what's something that you wish people would understand - me.
† what's something you wish you could understand better - other people. oh and why people like to ski, and why ppl like Jon Stevens from AI. and why certain people think certain people are hot/pretty.
† anyone you miss that you haven't seen in a long time - when i get home..it'll be the folks here, my cousin Alina...and my grandpa.

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briggs17

:: 2004 9 April :: 12.59pm
:: Music: roses- outkast **sooo freakin goood**

Holy Friday!
hayy everyyy1
o man I've had so much church this month its crazzzyyY!! but for the first time in my life, im actually excited to be going-- ive learned alot and started to pay more attention and i realized how beautiful all the services are..tonight after Good Friday service((which is gorgeous)) we're having an overnite vigil...all the teens sleep at the church and we just chill and pray and read stuff allll night..im actually goin to try and stay up all nitee! lol it'll be interesting..we'll see how it goes

lax has been goin well! eexxhaustingggg tho..i woke up like an hr ago..it felt goood..Wednesday nite was great!! i had an awesome time w/ my girllss..hehehehehh.....

annywaayyyzzz....im downloading songs and i'm just over all in a pleasant mood..its a little sad that vaca is almost over but hayy its mid april we have like 2 months of schooL left!!!!! hollerrr..

SOngs of the week:
Roses-OUtkast
Last Train Home- LOst prophets
without you-nilsson (oldie, good!)

God Bless
--->Briggs<3

ps: GO YANKS!!


goobs827

:: 2004 8 April :: 6.58pm

wooooohuuuu the yankees win!!! yayayayayayayay! thank GOD baseball has arrived....wooohuuu...i was supposed to go but im here obviously but yayayayayayay!

Happy Holy Thursday!

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goobs827

:: 2004 6 April :: 9.18pm
:: Mood: happy

this trip seems to be getting better by the minute--and its not even halfway through!!!

last nite/this morning me and madre were in a fight, but now it's better...today i went to south beach and shopped on lincoln road (missing briggy) and i saw joanna! and we mite see each other tomorrow toooo.

a family friend's mother died so my aunt had to go to the wake tonite instead of watching american idol and making pizzas, but my cousin her bf and friend watched it with us so i was happy...tomorrow we'll make pizza's and thursdays we have Joes Stone Crabs yayayayay! and my daddy is coming tomorrow!

they got this little boat that they take out and we can go tubing on so my cousin and her bf are gonna take me and my friend out im so excited!

and friday everyone is going to the track with the babies!! and were going to garcias

and whooooaaaaa im so happppyyy..but like whoa i really need to tan MAJOR--everyone down here is like ahh ure so pale and pasty ughh...stfu u dont have to suffocate in the freezing tundras of ny--they like need a sweater if its below 75...haha they dont know our pain.

my cousin went to the marlins opening game today--marlins, what a joke--but everyone down here tortures me, its oh-so cruel.

and OMG i got 2 "everyone loves a ----- girl" shirts!!!!!!!!! (catholic & latin) i just couldnt resist... the latin has like hot peppers haha.

im not even watching 1 tree hill ahhhh...

lol sorry this was a mad boring post, but i was feeling so shitty before that i just had to get excited about something...

happy passover

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briggs17

:: 2004 5 April :: 4.20pm
:: Mood: energetic
:: Music: my immortal

hola every1

so as you may have guessed- i did not end up goin to south beach..o well, next time...
and I now know that there were very very good reasons for staying..it's all good..gabi dont get too dark without me! ;-) say hi to ur aunt...and tell her bush is bad!!

yesterday it was Palm Sunday-- it was a very nice day, after church we all got together at my uncles house in upstate Rockland and it was a very enjoyable time..:) cnt wait for easter and the overnite service at my church ;-) lol

this morning was our last scrimmage-- it was vs scarsdale..i think we played okay...we have a lot to work on..including myself definately..we should have won..but good job n e way girls..and remember....theyre all a bunch of f---ing whores...

signing off..i am sheldon,
<3Briggs<--


goobs827

:: 2004 5 April :: 11.47am
:: Mood: excited

ahhh this computer keeps kicking me offf...

ok so this is the last time im starting this post.

spent the last couple of days with my moms friend and her babies--soo cute but im all bruised lol. but i <3 them so much.

now im at aunts--feels very uninhabited and different....but they got a new boat where we can tube and stuff so that should be fun.

havent seen my cousin since summer..she makes me kind of jealous sometimes..always been so pretty and sweet and has the hottest bf's and mommy and daddy let her live at home (which happens to be like a gorgeous mansion on the ocean) til she figures herself out... ugh it makes me and my other cousin-her sister-wanna hurl..i wish taht cousin were here--i always used to like amanda better but alina is sooooooooo funny--she insanely reminds me of someone in our grade. i guess someone in our grade reminds me of amanda too--someone you wanna be jealous of but cant cos theyre so nice.

but now im going to the mall then i shall tan and swim--yay starting to sound like home again.

we saw these huge forest fires--they were sickkkk...im surprised i havent gotten sick from all the ashes...

cant WAIT to see jojo

and maybe? brig? lol maybe?

happy vaca tramps ~xoxo

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briggs17

:: 2004 3 April :: 6.57pm
:: Mood: giddy
:: Music: i hate everything about you

HOLlllAAA vACCaATIooN
bout to go out for sushi w. the parental units.. so imma only write a bit..

happy vacation every1..it feels good..hope every1 has an amazing time no matter where they are or what they do..

cnt wait till wed. nite....my lax girls no wat im sayin.. (: ..but than again my mom keeps remindin me that theres still **chance** we mite go to south beach..so im like not makin n e thing 100%-- either way i will b a happy camper..i just wish i knew for sure..


kk..time for sum sushi..
<3briGgs.<--

ps: hil just informed me she saw nordlinger at the mall...LMAO!!


dmlxoxo

:: 2004 2 April :: 10.44pm
:: Mood: ecstatic
:: Music: phantom planet- california

VACATIONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN
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I adopted a cute lil' giraffe fetus
from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus!



ahh yes, the joy a fetus can bring to ones life, i cant help but smile when i see this "fetus" lol. im leavin for my cruise tomorrow....wayyyy excited!
love love love and more love- dan morgan

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goobs827

:: 2004 2 April :: 10.29pm
:: Mood: relieved
:: Music: jus the screamin grandparents!...

wooohuuuu im finally here...graciasadios

so warrrrm...ok so the groundation is lifted.

its funny how when i come here its like home automatically and i dont remember ever NOT being here...

well happy vaca everyone...i'll update later of course

<33

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briggs17

:: 2004 1 April :: 11.09pm
:: Mood: cheerful

dont think im goin to s. beach n e more..
but it's all good-- im not rlly devastated..i kno its weird..but i'll live through the week.. it's all good

havent updated in a while i know-- i have moods when i wanna..and i guess now..at 10 46 pm..i haven't started my hw..but i dont care cuz WHO NEEDS IT! and omg wat happened today in math and my whole average..im really glad rite now its crazzi how the smallest things can make a big diff-- (: thanks erica you f--king rock!!

k wanna go watch the end of er....

hope every1 has pleasant vacations..
God Bless
<3briGgs<---

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