What Am I Doing Here Again?

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:: 2004 13 March :: 7.34pm
:: Mood: sniffly

Oh what a beautiful moooooooorning!
hi!

last night was very fun and also very intersting...except for being sick.

ugh tomorrow is anastisia's baptism...gross. well, not that gross, grandma is not gonna be there thank God. but i have to get up before 10...and thats harsh...

crew was so much fun today..idk why but im like having the best time with it. and i cant wait for hell week (i know i know 5 extra hours at school eww) but idk i just remember hell week being so much fun from the good ol' fatima plays..sigh i really miss those--they were sooooo much fun..seriously i had the best time ever.
in fact i think im gonna go watch into the woods--def. staying in tonite.

3 weeks and ill be in *miami* hollaaa

snifflys snifflys go away and dont come back another day
grrr

sneezy luv<3

:: 2004 11 March :: 9.57pm
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: avril song bout her not losin it to some punk...

I LOVE LACROSSE
I LOVE LACROSSE
I LOVE LACROSSE...

ok, now that that is out of my system..

hey did i mention i love lacrosse?

so its thursday nite holler at that..tomorrow is gunna be a good friday..thank GOd for shakespear people!!!! holllllla!! and advocacy!! holla!!!! and 3 on 3 basketball tomorro nite is gunna b sickk..me mish and emi...holllllllla!!!!!! this is gunna b a good weekend if all goes well i really hope it does! i need some nice relaxation non- stress times!!

---------------------<#) I love this sport!

i love life-- i love mr alters philisophies b/c they make me think so much and make me have a better aspect of life in some way..which might be weird since he's all about how corrupt and backwards our society is ...but i dont know, i just care less about things that use to stress me out soooooooo much-- i look on the bright side of things! its great. and i love everyone..
everyone is loved by me!! i dont have ne dislikeness in my heart right now and i love it...i hope every1 else feels the same way!!!

<3LIVE EVERYDAY AS IF IT IS YOUR LAST......B/C ONE DAY IT WILL BE <3

-SOOOOO MUCH LOVE-
---->Briggs<----

:: 2004 11 March :: 7.03pm
:: Mood: chipper
:: Music: No Doubt~New (cant get enough of this cd!)

good Lord i love this weather...
i hope theres no more coldness but yeah right.

so i talked to a usually very personal friend today---i was surprised at how much she opened up...it was so sweet but sad, i could tell how upset she was...i felt so bad. i dont like to see her sad, she's too good of a person to deserve that. <3 u claire!

so my cool news of the day: JOE TORRE might BUY half of one of my daddy's horses...how freaking cool is that??? free tickets alert!

im excited for crew tonite...i really hope we order the shirts...the play is gonna be sooo much fun.

what else?

not much...

im MUY excited for the weekend..but hey when am i not...and they never turn out that good.

xoxo~g

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:: 2004 9 March :: 5.15pm
:: Mood: amused

*Hell hath no fury like the family*
(love those sopranos ads)

but that quote is easily pertainable to my family as well...Physco uncle is calling--he says hes gonna come up to ny for God knows what...im really scared hes going to come kill us in the middle of the night. i seriously would not put it past him.

Grandma sent me an obnoxious letter--didnt ask how i was doing with grandpa and all--i know they were divorced but she should care about her kids and grandkids losing someone they love. shes probably coming up for my cousins christening this weekend--ay caramba! i thought i'd never see her again! dammit why does there keep having to be weddings and babies?? frickin italians.

Good Lord...

xoxo

:: 2004 8 March :: 4.39pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: yEaH yEah

weekend was pretty okay...i hate doing things on sundays...it totally screws me up. but pillows and the other stuff were fun.

National Spanish Exam was hard as shit..i did so bad.

i am so bored

yeah and im really kind of mad at myself...but surprisingly not really...i don't know why the aftermath of it hasnt been as big of a deal as i thought it'd be. i feel worse for not telling them...but i'd really piss em off.

eeeeeeeaaaahhhh 4 more weeks til vacation ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh...i HATE march...it was like warm 2 days ago now its freeeezing.

i really need to have a good week.
otherwise--idk...i'm feeling more and more of that part of me slip away--but it's not bothering me..but it should be..

i hate thinking!

and im sensing a major fight with my parents coming up.

oh jeez~new coach and lesportsac bags are making me go batty--must..control..urge..

holy mary 2 more months and school is like over!

yes the yankees beat boston!!!!
omg thank God baseball is coming soon to save me!

i keep editing this entry--lauren those poems--esp. that 1st in ure last post--awesome..i absolutely luv it

happy birthday danielle!

kisses

:: 2004 6 March :: 11.18am
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: blink

DON'T WASTE YOUR TIME ON ME YOUR ALREADY THE VOICE INSIDE MY HEAD
hey its saturday i just woke upp..feeels pretty good-- the school week went by prettyyy fast and thank God for that..one full week gone and a few more to go...

yesterday i went to gabs straight frum school chilled there w. her and kate than went to kates house and gersh jo and stacey were there too it was fun

today im hoping to do something fun..like shop (: heh..of course...it'll be like my last completely free saturday for a while..since LAX starts Monday..holler!!
(:

quote to ponder..

The peace we seek to win is not victory over any other people, but the peace that comes "with healing in its wings;" with compassion for those who have suffered; with understanding for those who have opposed us; with the opportunity for all the peoples of this Earth to choose their own destiny.- Nixon

peace in the middle east,
<3BriGgs<--

:: 2004 3 March :: 11.47pm
:: Music: dido

im in love and always will be<3<3

me w/out you is like a broken pencil-- completely pointless <3forever

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:: 2004 3 March :: 5.58pm
:: Mood: blank
:: Music: your sex was whack!!! haha i dont know the name

Hello~

So basically probably the most serious problem of my at-home life, which has been going on for 3 years...is seeming to work its way out, and thank God for that.

But of course the other problem's are always arriving just on schedule!

sometimes i really hate being an only child.
sometimes i really love it. Lately, I hate it.

a lot of the time i feel like i dont belong in my own self. i feel like i should fast forward through highschool and college and just be doing what i love and have my life figured out. sometimes i wish i could skip these "best years of my life"...yeah they havent been so freaking great

and i wish that people would start caring about someone else but themselves. i absolutely just love it when someone you wouldnt expect, is nice.

and i wish i werent so misunderstood. yeah, thats the biggest wish...i wish i could re-establish myself in everyones minds of who i really am, because i honestly dont think anyone knows me, and i hate that.

im not sad or mad or depressed or anything, just pondering these things.

on a lighter note omg 1 tree hill omg

and i cant wait for the weekend.

and omg march SUCKS (danielle, i mean thats TOTALLY excluding the 8th!)

this was kind of a random journal entry~well at least someones updating lol

besitos

dmlxoxo

:: 2004 2 March :: 7.20pm
:: Mood: pissed that sweet hotties live in MD

::WiShIn' I lIvEd A tAd FuRtHeR sOuTh!!::
MARYLAND BOYS ARE OH SO EXTRA SPECIAL YUMMY!!!!

SoCalSurfin9: heylo my lovee
SoCalSurfin9: whats upp
DML xoxo: hello my love
DML xoxo: i ct i have to finish studying, ttyl tonite though?
SoCalSurfin9: ok

Auto response from DML xoxo: just click it

SoCalSurfin9: later days babe
SoCalSurfin9 is away at 6:20:53 PM.
SoCalSurfin9 returned at 6:20:56 PM.
SoCalSurfin9: hey i dont like that away message!!!!!!!
SoCalSurfin9: i clicked that
SoCalSurfin9: lol
SoCalSurfin9: but its true O:-).... I Love Danielle she is my life! ;) haha
DML xoxo: haha thanks ;-)
SoCalSurfin9: heyloo
DML xoxo: i love mike and he is my life! :-)
DML xoxo: lol
SoCalSurfin9: np
DML xoxo: that should b my new away message
SoCalSurfin9: hahahaha
SoCalSurfin9: dude i saw your pictures in your foto gallery thingy
SoCalSurfin9: and damnn
SoCalSurfin9: your really hot!
DML xoxo: haha thanks ;-)
SoCalSurfin9: like REALLY hot
DML xoxo: hahaha yea well u know, i work out haha :-)
DML xoxo: as i tell u all the time
DML xoxo: ur quite gorgeous urself
SoCalSurfin9: lol
DML xoxo: but u dont like to hear it, idk y, its just the truth ;-)
SoCalSurfin9: lol
SoCalSurfin9: did i tell you about my school play
SoCalSurfin9: the musical one
DML xoxo: no! do tell mikey!
SoCalSurfin9: well i never did a play before so i didnt know what to do and like i never sang before in front of people and i never had voice lessons
SoCalSurfin9: and i got the lead part
SoCalSurfin9: i was so excited
DML xoxo: omg im so happy for u!!!!!
DML xoxo: im sure ur awesome, ur all musical and stuff like that
DML xoxo: ur gunna be great i know it ;-)
DML xoxo: what play is it?
SoCalSurfin9: iunno but thats what the guy said too
SoCalSurfin9: its a stuopid religoius play
SoCalSurfin9: godspell
DML xoxo: never heard of it lol
DML xoxo: like a christian thing?
DML xoxo: one of those jesus christ-y thingaroos?
SoCalSurfin9: yeah
SoCalSurfin9: its like the passion of the christ
SoCalSurfin9: except
SoCalSurfin9: its older
SoCalSurfin9: lol
DML xoxo: haha did u see passion of christ?
SoCalSurfin9: yeah
SoCalSurfin9: thats a powerfulmovie man
SoCalSurfin9: i dont like sad things i like happy things:-D
SoCalSurfin9: and that was sad...:-(
DML xoxo: lol i didnt see it, im not all into that whole religious thing, i personally think it just causes problems
DML xoxo: but thats just my theory lol
DML xoxo: like im jewish but i never went to hebrew school or n e thing and never got bat mitzvahed
SoCalSurfin9: im with y9ouo on that one but i needed a movie that wasnt rated r
SoCalSurfin9: lol
DML xoxo: hahaha
SoCalSurfin9: yeah i never got confirmed into the church
SoCalSurfin9: i think organized religion is gay all it does it cause like wars n stuff
DML xoxo: omg u seriously r my life
DML xoxo: lol
SoCalSurfin9: rong im there?
DML xoxo: haha nope ;-)
SoCalSurfin9: o...i dont get it?
SoCalSurfin9: lol
DML xoxo: my am was i love danielle she is my life and so i said i should make my away message i love mike he is my life and then u agree with me on like everything especially this religion thing which most people dont agree with me on and then i said wow u really r my life lol
DML xoxo: get it?
SoCalSurfin9: o.....wow i guess im kinda slow lol
DML xoxo: haha nah its cool, it happens to the best of us
DML xoxo: ahh lol im so happy for u that u made the musical and got the lead!
SoCalSurfin9: me too
SoCalSurfin9: hahaha
DML xoxo: our musical is oklahoma and i was gunna try out but then i didnt and now i do stage crew :-( lol
SoCalSurfin9: o well thats ok :-)
DML xoxo: yeaa its not so bad
DML xoxo: i get a "crew" shirt lol
SoCalSurfin9: im sure youll be the best stage crewer
SoCalSurfin9: hahaha
DML xoxo: haha thanks!
DML xoxo: we have to like get up early on saturday and move really heavy backdrops and feaux buildings
DML xoxo: its a barrel of fun mike, i bet u cant even imagine lol
SoCalSurfin9: lol
DML xoxo: i was supposed to go skiing this weekend, but the weather is messing everything all up :-(
SoCalSurfin9: that stinks
DML xoxo: i knowwww
DML xoxo: lol
DML xoxo: so u saw my pic site huh?
SoCalSurfin9: yeah:-)
SoCalSurfin9: and i lovveddd it hahaha
DML xoxo: haha thanks ;-)
DML xoxo: did u think n e of my friends were hott? they all think ur soo hott im sure theyd love to hear that u think theyre hotties too
DML xoxo: theyre all like danielle mike is so hot and i was like omg i know! lol
SoCalSurfin9: well then tell them i thought they were hot too
SoCalSurfin9: lol
SoCalSurfin9: but hey i hafta go for now
DML xoxo: haha
SoCalSurfin9: ill be on in a little bit okeydokey:-)
DML xoxo: okay ttyl my love xoxoox byeeeee
SoCalSurfin9: by ebye babe
SoCalSurfin9 signed off at 6:59:07 PM.

LATER THAT NIGHT....
SoCalSurfin9: heyyyy
DML xoxo: except for those two but they dont count bc theyre hu sluts lol
DML xoxo: woah
DML xoxo: ur not sarah lol
DML xoxo: sry wrong im
DML xoxo: hey mikey whats poppin
SoCalSurfin9: apparently your friends are
SoCalSurfin9: lmfao
DML xoxo: haha
DML xoxo: just talkin about how disfunctional our grade is
DML xoxo: and how sad and behind we all are
SoCalSurfin9: lol
DML xoxo: its actually rather sad lol
SoCalSurfin9: hahaha ibet.....my grade is just like i except there all "pimps"
DML xoxo: haha see its the opposite here
DML xoxo: its like u either get all or nothing
DML xoxo: theres no happy medium
SoCalSurfin9: why not
DML xoxo: and in my grade so few have anything
SoCalSurfin9: thats so stupid
DML xoxo: i know it is
DML xoxo: but its like
DML xoxo: edgemont is a world of random hook ups
SoCalSurfin9: hahaha
DML xoxo: and if u want more than just a hu ur screwed
SoCalSurfin9: well ill come up and meet you
SoCalSurfin9: and we can be random together
SoCalSurfin99: lol
DML xoxo: wowww i would REALLY like that lol ;-)
DML xoxo: speaking of hu's, hows everything with u and megan?
SoCalSurfin9: ok i guess
DML xoxo: well thats def a step down from the "unbelievable" i got from u the other day...what happened?
SoCalSurfin9: haha nothin im just tired
SoCalSurfin9: i dunno
SoCalSurfin9: shes awesome but i dunno
DML xoxo: ud rather a hottie ny chick like me ;-) haha jkjk
SoCalSurfin9: she doesnt have that personality sparkle kinda that other people do
SoCalSurfin9: like
SoCalSurfin9: you have it
SoCalSurfin9: definately
SoCalSurfin9: i dunno how to explain it?
DML xoxo: awww ur so sweet ;-)
DML xoxo: i know exactly how u feel lol
SoCalSurfin9: hahah
SoCalSurfin9: really?
SoCalSurfin9: well good then someone understands me
DML xoxo: seriously if u could clone urself and senf the copy up to NY i dont think i could b n e happier lol
DML xoxo: of course i understand u
SoCalSurfin9: lol
SoCalSurfin9 is away at 8:32:32 PM.
DML xoxo: things get old, the excitment fades and u see how things really are, then u dont no what to do bc u know that theyre a great person and u dont wanna hurt them, but u know its not whats right for u to stay in the relationship

Auto response from SoCalSurfin99: pj time haha be right back

DML xoxo: haha
SoCalSurfin9: yeah exactly....i meen i still like her a lot and i wanna stay with her but the little * is gone
SoCalSurfin9 returned at 8:34:12 PM.
DML xoxo: its so sad how i can relate everything back to an episode of friends, but its just like monica said, the new-ness fades and the spark is gone with that newness
DML xoxo: lol
SoCalSurfin9: yeah
SoCalSurfin9: i just saw friends:-D
SoCalSurfin9: lol
DML xoxo: i LOVE that show
SoCalSurfin9: me too
DML xoxo: do u watch a lot? or r u just one of those "i watch when its on" people
SoCalSurfin9: i try to wqtch itbut im never home:-(
DML xoxo: where r u my love?!
SoCalSurfin9: huh?
SoCalSurfin9: o you meen where am i during the show/
SoCalSurfin9: AT SCHOOL hahahahaha
DML xoxo: what r u doing at school at 8 on a thursday night?
DML xoxo: lol
SoCalSurfin9: play practice
SoCalSurfin9: member i have the lead roles
DML xoxo: ahh yes, my little stary
SoCalSurfin9: lol
DML xoxo: lol
DML xoxo: star*

Uggh i love it haha. hes so sososoosos cute!
birthday in 6 days......thats less than 144 hours of being 14 for meee! ahh way to excited!!
-danielle

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:: 2004 1 March :: 12.08am
:: Mood: pissed off

fucking shit lord of the rings!!!!!!!

i hate the lord of the rings!!!!!!!!

go die you little freak hobitts!!!!!

and you fat piece of lard peter jacskon!!!!

ahhhh!!!!!!!!!

but yayyayay charlize!!!!!!

and renee!!!!

and yay johnny depp looks so hot!!

i hope he wins!!!

must go find that out!!!!!!

AHH LOTR NEEDS TO DIE

:: 2004 29 February :: 3.18pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: Maroon 5~This Love

!!!
Yay i'm so happy right now!

ITS OSCAR DAY!!!

AHHH!!!!

THIS IS LIKE MY FAVORITE NIGHT EVERRRRR! even though the nominees suck this year i absoulutely love the oscars! gonna go print out ballots right now and choose the winners...

omg and me staz and elise also got our "mrs." shirts ahhh no johnny or george though :(

and i got my a-rod jersey!

and its getting WARM outside!

and i LOVE this song so much!

and that US weekly commerical where theyre like "im gonna get christina on him...no take it to the next level go shannen"
omg that is soooo me! hahaha.

anddd ahh idk i love these moods so much!!!!

happy oscars everybody (go johnny!)

:: 2004 28 February :: 12.53pm
:: Mood: thinkin bout alot..
:: Music: i miss u

~Frost Valley 2004~
yes, just like every1 else im going to make one whole journal totally devoted to talking about my "9th grade outdoor experience" aka..9th grade camp

The first day we got there, and did all of the activites and settled in i thought that it was going to be a fun trip..i didnt really enjoy my activites the first day-- than again they were like project adventure which was really boring and not that nature related as I had expected...but n e ways-- the nite made everyything worth while, i was having such an amazing time competeing and just watching all the teams compete..and oh yah..i was the captain of the green team..holler ya'll..GgggGGgg UNIT!..i lovedd my team!!

wed. nite was crazziii funn there was bonding between so many different people and the teachers were having fun and everything turned out great...i LOVED snow shoeing w. mrs. a..we had nice discussions..amazing hike..beautiful..im still a little sore..hehe..and cross country skiing w. hoover..haha priceless moments..lmao..2 funny to talk about-- and not to mention how hott Tim was!! pplz gotta stop makin fun of him he was hott hott hott... (:

thursdays activited rocked..i mentioned them above..thursday nite talent show..HILARIOUS..everrything..i was dying omg they made fun of the teachers and impersonated some sooooo well..haha mr smith dich and hoova..lol poor guys!! lol me gersh and mish participated in a wonderful little dance-- time after time-- lol..we invented post its..!!!....the dance was soo much fun too..every1 was up and having an amazing time i loved just chillen wit my gurliez..LOL watching the teachers dance was wat made my nite complete..not mentioning any times..but some ppl gata get outta the 80's...::cough:: dich...

brief overview:
more food for me cuz im like the only one who ate..holler..obsessing over SOME teachers a little bit..wiping out in the snow in various activites..crossing that wire bridge..hell yah!..uncontrolable laughter the first nite makin every1 in the bunk wanna murder me..havin 3 men hiding in our shower..watching ian become de flowered by gersh..performing in show..watching egg break in justines hand..g unit poster..holler it was the shizznick..pondering those oh so inspirational quotes...uhh go to the ocean..and umm forget about shore..got 2 thro marshmellows at ppls faces..getin sandwiched by senior guys..stayin up w/ a full cabin till 4..wakin up 3 hrs later..spinning w. dorina..being DQd in events..getting ice-acles (cant spell!)..omg soooooooooooo many moreeee!!!!!!!!!!!

altho im really sad that its over...i had the most amazing time with the most amazing people and now we have so many memories together--<3<3 wouldnt change anything for the world...one big happy family

-until next time-
<3briggs<--