What Am I Doing Here Again?

:: 2004 27 January :: 3.01pm

i'll listen

:: 2004 27 January :: 2.47pm
:: Mood: blah

gabs u rlly suck

:: 2004 25 January :: 7.11pm
:: Mood: blank
:: Music: got a white skin friend..look like michael jackson..got a light skin friend..look like michael jacks

hey holler at me not studying for my global test or n e other of the 324867168 tests i have this week for that matter....

ive had a good weekend..hmm i forgot wat i did but i kno that on fri nite i saW along came polly..it was really cute i enjoyed it alot! alec baldwin is hilarious in it..

i hope there is NO SNOW DAY tomorrow...i dont need one, i have too many tests tuesday for there to be ANOTHER one now cuz of n e cancellation....please God, dont let it snow dont let it snow dont let it snow..

i think that ive had about as much drama as i possibly can for the rest of my school yr..i rarely have n e drama in school and now its all over something sooo stupid and yet no1 seems to understand what I am saying..ok mayb 1 person..and i <3 her for that..KP ur my life

ite my bro needs the comp....
until next time..

signing off i am sheldon,
Briggs<3

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:: 2004 24 January :: 5.15pm
:: Mood: aggravated

yeah so that little chest pain i had wed. afternoon turned out to be a full blown disaster.

thursday i was having really bad asthma and even had a little attack ugh. then just as my chest was starting to feel better here comes the sore throat and that means a cold!!! yay!!!

thursday nite was one of the most uncomfortable nites ive ever had and friday i wanted to kill myself (except that plasma tv got installed que chevere!)

not only was i sneezing, coughing, sore throating, having asthma attacks, being cold, but it was my moms birthday and i feel like i totally ruined it. we couldnt go out with our neighbors and i felt so bad...that always happens, but after she had a drink and got these gorgeous diamond earrings and a cute card from me (all in spanish athank you) she was okay and i felt relieved, but still yucky.

fri. nite was better i suppose and today i just have a complete cold, and im coughing up all this shit and used up like 10 tissue boxes and as i sneeze for the 80,000th time as theres NOTHING on TV!!! i HATE being sick...i havent been sick in such a long time i was doing soooo good...

if i didnt get my flu shot this would probably be pneumonia like i had in 4th 5th and 6th grade...oy... think of that nightmare and i suppose it could be worse.

i mite not be able to visit grampy tomorrow :(

and now im gonna have to catch up with so much schoolwork and

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

i havent been outside in THREE DAYS!!!!!

thanks for listening mr.woohu

ooh i feel so much better

not

achoooo

snow day on monday pleeeease

:: 2004 23 January :: 9.44am
:: Music: rockell- can't we try

kk im udating--

gabs hope ur feeling better, ugh too much drama for me to take alone..i wish u were at school wit me to back me up! cuz NOBODY else ever does...

wait danielle wants to go to the cafeteria...HOLD THAT THOUGHT!

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:: 2004 21 January :: 6.22pm
:: Mood: wheezy

Where have all the woohuers gone?
yikes its been a while since someone's updated

this weekend was fun...my aunt being here was great...friday night was funny, my mom found out shes not actually talking about a milkshake lol, sat was stage crew which was actually a lot of fun... night fam, monday day off thank god for martin luther!

yesterday i tutored (aww) thanks to erica for totally saving my ass..i owe you!

today i feel like crap...had to do nebulizer ugh bastard...have the option of not going to school tomorrow...should i suck it up and save it for when im dying?...hmmm contemplating...i suppose i'll figure it out manana.

omg one tree hill is my life!<(pulling a danielle) i am totally obsessed! though im a little dissapointed in the american idol bad auditions not so hilarious.

so everything's going good...im getting really physced for feb. break...and its soooo soon...just 16 days of school!!!

dammit did the cleaning lady throw out my horoscope from the post yesterday? it was so good...
but basically my main mantra in life is: always keep an eye on the big picture

big kiss~gabs

..and for God's sake will someone update???

:: 2004 18 January :: 2.24pm
:: Mood: content

HoLLeRR wINtEr WonDerLaNd...
today was a little treat when i looked outside my window..i <3 the snow..i like watching it, not any interaction with it...i was suppose 2 go to church today but cuz the snow we didnt end up going lol- o well
i havent written in a while, i know..ive been preoccupied lately, but its all good and hayyyyyyy to the 3 day weekend..

basketball practice kinda blowed yesterday but it was aite not terrible..gersh..u are my LIFE!! lol..

last nite me and emi hang out i went to her house than we ate at candelite and than came bak to my place it was a nice calm nite to an exhausting day!
i wanna go to the movies tonite and see along came polly! it seems like a nice nite to catch a flick..

alrite than..not too much on my mind today..

catch u l8er,
Briggs<3

:: 2004 15 January :: 7.59pm
:: Mood: uncomfortable

yesterday was a totally weird day, thanks brig i would not have made it without you.

i hate bad dreams..they affect my whole day and make me depressed and weirded out.

and it makes me sad that it happened...i don't know why but it makes me so sad.

sigh i wish it wasn't a snow day today...i mean its great and all but i really wish i was like in a mood where i really really needed it...i would've been fine with a delay.

and i think its about time i figured myself out...i've been ignoring it for too long. i need to get myself together.

<3*

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dmlxoxo

:: 2004 14 January :: 5.35pm
:: Mood: confused

it shouldnt be this hard
ive been feeling a lot of emotions lately, yet every time i go to write them here, my fingers freeze and they just dont type. im having a block and since i cant express, i cant ask for advice.

i hate things when theyre hard.

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:: 2004 13 January :: 5.52pm
:: Mood: amused
:: Music: Excuse Me Mr.~No Doubt

Randomness...
"Roger The Rat!"

"What an Asstro!"

^^^haha God I <3 the NY Post

I'm so excited my aunt is in town i am soooo soooo soooo excited.

And I can't wait for the weekened (murderor+bigfish etc...)

And I really hope we have a snow day on thursday. C'mon Mr. Weiner My Trusty Weatherman make it snoooow!

And I can't wait for more football (go cults!!!!!!!!)

and i really cannot wait for the superbowl! that is like my favorite night in the whole world!

ooh ooh ooh...
so much waiting
yet soon it will all be a distant memory

xoxo

:: 2004 12 January :: 6.34pm
:: Mood: pissed off

noooooooooo!
no not roger too no please

this absolutely blows

36 days til pitchers & catchers...when a huge void will be clearly visible

ughhhh

stupid texans!!!!!!!!!!!

:: 2004 11 January :: 7.26pm

oh yeah and by the way except for senora estufe, who else is totally OUTRAGED at the fact that Britney Spears, Beyonce AND Ashton Kutcher (ew) beat the SG Johnny Depp on VH1's hottie list???

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dmlxoxo

:: 2004 11 January :: 5.26pm
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: best of me- the starting line

tell me what u thought about when u were gone and so alone....
although most of it was spent in front of a computer screen typing things for english and having my face stuck inside a book (not that i minded that, harry potter is the best), i must say that it was a pretty good weekend.

yesterday i went to the mall with meredith and stephanie, there was nothing at the mall but we did manage to run across the street between the mall and the cheesecake factory 3 whole times in 6 degree weather. we were originally gunna eat there so they told us to come back in a hr to get our little pager thing (ran to mall time #1), we came back and hr later to get our pager (run to cheesecake factory #2), lady tells us that its another hour, so we tell the lady umm no and we got some YUMMY cheesecake and went back to the mall (run to the mall time #3), we ate our "designer" cheesecake lol meredith with ranch 1 and then ran around the mall saying MAH-HAH really loud as we passed people and discussing the origin of cherilyn and merediths word GNA. good times girlies good times. i heart meredith's facial expressions during her GNA fits.

GNA GNA GNA GNA GNA GNA GNA GNA GNA GNA GNA GNA GNA GNA GNA GNA GNA GNA

i also discovered a new song thanks to miss lizzy which i absolutely love...check it out:

"Best of Me"-The Starting Line
tell me what you thought about when you were gone and so alone
the worst is over you can have the best of me
we got older but we're still young
we never grew out of this feeling that we wont give up

here we lay again on two separate beds
riding phone lines to hear that familiar voice
and pictures brought from memory we reflect on miscomunication
and misunderstandings and missing each other two
much too without you, let go

we turn our music down
and we whisper
say what your thinking right now

tell me what you thought about when you were gone and so alone the worst is over you can have the best of me
we got older but we're still young
we never grew out of this feeling that we wont give up

jumping to conclusions
made me fall away from you
i'm so glad that the truth
has brought back together me and you

we're sitting on the ground
and we whisper
say what your thinking outloud

tell me what you thought about when you were gone and so alone
the worst is over you can have the best of me
we got older but we're still young
we never grew out of this feeling that we wont give up

we turn our music down
and we whisper
we're sitting on the ground
and we whisper
we turn our music down
we're sitting on the ground
and next time i'm in town
we will kiss girl
we will kiss girl

tell me what you thought about when you were gone and so alone
the worst is over you can have the best of me
we got older but we're still young
we never grew out of this feeling that we wont
feeling that we cant
we're not ready to give up

we got older but we're still young
we never grew out of this feeling that we wont give up

:: 2004 11 January :: 2.37pm
:: Mood: annoyed
:: Music: White Flag~Dido

The weekend was really fun...
But also really weird and upsetting...

I got out so many feelings about people it made me feel so relieved yet so shitty.

it was hard not listening to my conscience...it's gonna take some getting used to...but im glad i did cos i realized im not ready to let go of that part of me yet, and it's a huge relief, and i'm actually really happy that it didn't work out.

i've decided that i don't want to deal with people anymore. i'm going to be as nice as i possibly can because as much as some people love it, i hate it and i can't deal with people and drama.

and i may have been wrong all along...and for once my second instinct might be right, and that makes me so much happier because this is how i wanted it deep down.

i need to stop worrying about everything and just enjoy myself and life for it's a beautiful thing.

christmas decor is coming down :( its so depressing.

freezing love~gabriella