What Am I Doing Here Again?

:: 2003 23 November :: 10.00pm
:: Mood: tired

yeah im free, free fallin'.................

:: 2003 23 November :: 11.43am
:: Mood: peaceful

Its been a really fun weekend...and it's even better knowing that is a very short week.

i went to the cheesecake factory yesterday for like the 3rd time in a week lol and then i saw Love Actually...oh my God it was soooooo cute..it put me in such a good mood
and got me soooo excited for christmas

1 WEEK UNTIL ADVENT!!!

now im going to church (im wearing black cordoroys and a nice turtleneck BRIGGETTE! lol)

i have soooo much work to do today ahh

and theres nothing more to say other than i am a very happy person! ((knocks on wood))

ciao<3

:: 2003 21 November :: 6.33pm
:: Mood: bouncy
:: Music: rings...

ohmigosh...talking to 3 people on 2 phones at the same time is soooo fun lolol

still figuring things out for my weekend..

but TGIF!!!!!!!!!!!

8 left in nov+24 in dec=32 DAYS TIL CHRISTMAS!!!

ahhhh everyone be merry and bright its almost here!!!

ahhhhh im so hyper rite now ahhhh

ohmigosh TARGET is the best store EVER..the 1 here is SO much better than the 1 in miami

que bella es el fin de la semana!

have fun!

Ciao!

briggs17

:: 2003 21 November :: 11.33am
:: Mood: blank
:: Music: JOSH GROBAL ALBUM IS THE SHIIITTT!!

heyy, im in english right now, just finished my in class essay thank God..yah, so I made the basketball team! im soo happy, but im also a little sad bout how things turned out, but o well---
anywayz tonight i might c love actually w/ some fat girls, so that will be fun-- umm yah staceys a wild one! man she kicked me when i was down now thats a sore loser..well she kind of..umm "thrusted" me when i was down *yah go me! fencing terms!* anywayz-- its really quiet in this room right now, umm i just had a spanish quiz and I got to correct my own paper, i got an 85 grrr..o well, thats what you get for missin class in the morning, it was worth it! (; Josh Groba is frikkkkinn amazing, my mom got me the album last night, well sort of..i kind of took it from her, but n e wayz its soo good im going to marry him, the songs are amazing his voice makes me melt!!..i cantt wait for christmas!! im ganna write that everyytime until christmas, but im kind of glad its comin slowly so it wont be over so soon!! the season is coming, thanksgiving is in less than a week and my cousins from michigan are coming, i lovve them! theyre the best company I love them with all my <3..theyre the coolest..we always go to NYC when theyre here, probably that Saturday night or something, it'll b chill--
alright well i guess thats all for now, hmm this entry wasnt too bad, i had sum stuff to say! (;

signing off, i am Sheldon
<3Briggs<---

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:: 2003 21 November :: 11.22am
:: Mood: miserable
:: Music: rustling of papers from peoples english essays...

...and every day is the worst day ever...
i dont think that today could have gotten any worse. honestly, i feel like i want to cry. to start the day off, i come into school and 2nd period i go to gym. i do my usual routine of prancing around on the balance beam and making my klutzy attempts to do any sort of trick with my feet in the air. the period finally ends so i go into the locker room. i find my backpack on the floor totally open (which i made sure it wasnt when i left it there) all the zippers open as well and my north face jacket gone. someone also went through ellens jacket pockets and took her lipgloss and eyeliner. we were really mad. to anyone whos sweatpants i have ever taken from the lost and found this is an apology for that. it doesnt feel good to be stolen from. okay so i thought nothing of the fact that my bag was on the floor open, but the fact that my $150 fleece was missing made me wanna scream. who the fuck would take that?!? its bad enough that someone stole ellens stuff and went through my bag, but took my jacket?? so i walk to spanish where i open my bag to find that all of the money that i had in my bag is GONE, and i hope to god that i letf my phone home today because that is no longer there either. gabi, kate and briggette said that their bags were on the floor of the locker room too when they got back from gym, so i know i wasnt the only target. i wanted to cry. i sat there for about 10 mins while mrs. lehv called the gym and told them about my money and jacket, when i realized that i had wore my jacket into the old gym and left it on the bleachers. so i went back to get it and thank god thats where it was, bc if i had gone home without my jacket i swear my parents would not have let me see tomorrow. so i got my jacket back...day brightens up a little bit, but i am still $15 in the hole and another $90 if my phone was in my bag 1st period.
time for the spanish quiz. 4 activities. on the 1st 3, i get not a single one wrong. i fuck it up on the last activity getting 3 wrong, landing myself with an 85. uggh god. i want to go home, scream into a pillow, cry, go under my covers and never come out again....
in the words of one of the best childrens books ever written...
"it was a no god, very bad day..."
- Alexander And The No Good Very Bad Day

:: 2003 20 November :: 8.12pm
:: Mood: working
:: Music: friends...

1st period: Earth Science...would be less bored sitting in a white room all day

2nd period: Fencing, fun but eww smelly

3rd period: Spanish quiz dont know the stuff, Ms. Lehv's voice ugh

4th period: English, Essay Sproule gross

5th period: Global, Essay, Don't even know what it's on

^^^^this is my schedule for tomorrow...could it get ANY worse???

6,7,8 period are good...i really like math and ceramics...(ok i know im weird i like math but we all have our weird interests)

This week went by WAY too slow, and it's not even over.

And I have to get up at 7:30 tomorrow...yikes!

And I think that I may go postal soon with school...

sigh

:: 2003 20 November :: 4.40pm
:: Mood: lazy

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lol i dont really like kyan oops

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:: 2003 19 November :: 10.06pm
:: Mood: split moods

sports awards suck

global sucks

34 days suck

having to see my grandmother who I do not like next week sucks

missing my cousins and other family sucks

when friends are mean sucks

boys suck

me+briggette+ceramics+emotions=hilarious

science sucks

target=GOOD

Cheesecake Factory=awesome

getting our christmas cards = fun fun fun

rich girls+one tree hill+oc+qeftsg=GREAT television

NO WEED commercials= funny

no being able to go to math early=yucky

bachelor verdict in 1 hour=too long to wait

michael wacko jacko molesting children=haha freak

no yankees=BAD!!!

giants+knicks=God awful

being confused, don't like

ugh

i hate this

no

i love this

AHHHH GOODBYE!!!

briggs17

:: 2003 19 November :: 10.05pm
:: Mood: anxious
:: Music: Country road- john denver!! whoooo

omgggggggggg im sooooooooo nervous about making the basketball team, i know I said before that i wasnt but omg i am i am i am i am..im dying right now..i'm not gonna b able to sleep tonight, im soo scared. ugh.!!! why cant i fast forward life to tomorrow morning and get it over with this anxiousness is killinn mee!!!! sports awards were kinda dull tonight but o well, i finally returned my uniform..just had baskin robins new margerita ice cream stuff, not bad...umm..yah so i think i pulledd my thigh frum lunging (fencing)..but hoover seems to disagree so whatever i dunno-- yah i hope i make basketball, in case you dont realize that by now..i cant stop thinking about it, i havent dont homework i keep thinking about it, i wouldnt b this frikkin nervous if not everyyonee and theiir mom comin up to me like "omg u nervous u nervous" ugh!! i cant wait till this is over....unless i get cut than that just sucks b/c im gonna get even fatter in the winter and b outta shape for lax..

ok let me see if i can get through some of global, thats the least i can do
ttfn

<3 one and only..
Briggette Martha Erdman<3

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:: 2003 19 November :: 10.53am
:: Mood: pissed off by the rain
:: Music: listening to adam laugh bc of "flaming bag of poo" uggh oh god lol

squeeze, in the middle, smack dab in the middle.....
okay, so 2 of my friends r fighting. they both come to me and complain about eachother and i really dont know what to do. as far as im concerned, theres no way for me to get out of this since they both come to me to vent. i try and stay as neutral as possible by just saying "oh" and just saying stuff like "why dont you talk to her". although they always come to me for this type of stuff bc god knows ive been in enough fights of my own, no matter how many times i tell them to work it out and have them tell eachother how they feel. i understand what its like to feel like forgetting someone because tjhey're causing you so much anger and frustration but letting go is not what you need to do. if you have any advice on this situation for me, please post a comment...i need as much help here as i can....
-dml

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:: 2003 16 November :: 5.02pm
:: Mood: cranky
:: Music: No Doubt-the new song idk its name..i like it

a quick update
why are the giants so bad? why? what's wrong with them? in the words of my dad, fassel is such a chicken shit faggot. its so sad. baseball is long gone, football is a total waste. sigh.

im so excited, were having t-day here. i cant wait to make pretty menus and pretty decorations!!! i live for stuff like this lol i love entertaining.

this person who i used to be very friendly with, i dont know why, but i have grown such a deep dislike for. its not someone you would think either. its weird..i guess i never really liked them in the first place lol.

i have a feeling the next 10 days are gonna go by snail slow. and nothing makes it go faster.

im livin on a prayer...

hugs and kisses

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:: 2003 13 November :: 7.44pm
:: Mood: amused
:: Music: my mom attempting to sing milkshake ha

omg im lmao--this is soo funny..for ne1 whose ever heard my mom sing, ya its pretty hilarious, she's like :

"ooh my milkshake makes them want to come to the playground.. they love my milkshake..its not ure milkshake its mine and the boys love it, damn right im gonna charge you oooh"

hahaha

ok feeling pretty good...im just contuing with my random highs and lows--on a higher end of the spectrum, which is good..hope it stays that way.

im looking very much forward to my weekend!

and it just keeps getting closer! (the holidays not my weekend lol)

and i had a good successful talk with a friend today..and she should NEVER doubt me lol..glad we talked that out

and im going to the gap tomorrow yay

and im soooo much better off without basketball..it was a tough desicion, but im a happier person and much less stressed..i hope it continues to pay off.

much love*

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:: 2003 13 November :: 6.17pm
:: Mood: discontent
:: Music: U2- stuck in a moment

like other things, i just dont know...
i dont believe i couldve picked better music for this entry...right on target. lately ive been feeling like the world has frozen me in time. everything is changing and i feel just the same...i dont change with the times. i feel like im being left in the past, feet stuck in the mud, and i cant break free of that. i want to run and just jump back into the moving picture, but i cant get out of this freez frame. no, forget that. i am the freeze frame, stuck inside a moving film. i want to be part of it but i cant free myself from this invisible box which has bound me in. to those of u who can relate, u understand this feeling...

I'm just trying to find, a decent melody,
A song that I can sing,
In my own company,
I never thought you were a fool,
But darlin' look at you,
You've gotta stand up straight, carry your own weight,
These tears are going no where baby,
You've got to get yourself together,
You've got stuck in a moment,
And now you cant get out of it,
Don't say that later will be better,
And now you're stuck in a moment, and you cant get out of it
And if the night runs over,
And if the day won't last,
And if our way should falter,
Along the stony pass,
It's just a moment
This time will pass...
-U2

on another note, aaron is coming home in 2 weeks and i cant say that im not excited. i miss him so much! i talked to him on the phone the other day for 45 minutes and i miss his voice. he told me that hes getting converse shoes and growing his hair out. he also stopped wearing his hats :(. i hope that CA hasnt jaded him too much lol. well hes still my homie n e way lol. god i cant wait until thanksgiving week! so much good is coming within those days...food friends, days off......what an awesome time. i absolutely cannot wait.

It's just a moment
This time will pass...

love love and more love...
danielle

:: 2003 12 November :: 8.52pm

k i know i just updated but this looks like fun:

just surveys...
What song...
Fits your life as it is currently the most?: livin on a prayer
Reminds you to be grateful for the little things?: idk
Makes you wanna get up and dance?: cant touch this
Makes you reach for a box of kleenex?: songs dont affect me that much
Reminds you of something you've lost?: ill be missin u
Is the one you secretly like but would NEVER admit?: invisible..wait did i just admit that?
Reminds you of your crush/boyfriend/girlfriend?:-
Is the most depressing?: -
Can put you in a horribly depressing mood?: wtf? didnt you just ask that?
Can put you in a hyperily happy mood?: anything christina lol
Inspires you?: fighter
Makes you kinda horny?: danger high voltage~electric 6
Is your all-time favourite?: there are soooo many
Makes you calm and rather content?: just missed the trian~kelly clarkson

Sing a Song... brought to you by BZOINK!The signifigance of color...
What does the color navy blue make you think of?: deep ocean water
What emotions to you associate blue (normal tone) with?: cold, distant
What do think of when you see the color red?: evil
Which color would you say best represents the feeling of physical pain?: red
Which color would you say best represents the feeling of true love?: white
What does the color orange make you think of?: uniquness
What natural setting to grey colors remind you of?: dullness
Is yellow a "hot" color for you?: no
What do you first think of when you see the color brown: ewww
What does the color pink make you think of: a little girls room
What emotion do you associate with the color green?: natural, content
What color do you associate with your signifigant other and/or best friend?: im not sure
What is your favorite color?: idk

Your Perceptions brought to you by BZOINK!
Eat fried ochre/Drink cat piss?: eat fried ochre
Go to jail/Watch infomercials?: watch infomercials (i do that anyway)
Eat a roach/Drink blended squid?: drink blended squid
Have sex with a complete stranger/Your brother: um pass
Biuld a bridge/Biuld a house?: build a bridge
Now For The Tough Stuff...
Would u give up a day of u life so som1 u never met could live?: yes
What if this person would become an ax murder & kill a # of ppl?: no !
What if it was a year of your life, not just a day?: then, no
Which would ya save first/ u 100 y/o self, or a nwborn baby?: a newborn baby
If your house was burning, & u could go back 4 1 item, wh@ would u take?: my blankie
If you were to dye your hair, what color would you dye it?: red or black

Would You Rather brought to you by BZOINK!
red sox or yankees: YOU HAVE TO BE SERIOUS!
diet or regular: reg
caf or decaf: caf
curly or regular (french fry): both
chocoloate or vanilla: chocolate
single or taken: single
summer or winter: winter
beach or mountains: beach
city or town: city
school or sleep: sleep
swim or run: swim
bike or walk: walk
rain or snow: rain
dog or cat: cat
tall or short: never got this 1

?THIS OR THAT? brought to you by BZOINK!

Dad or mom?: yikes
Friend or foe?: pal
Girl or guy?: guys are easier mostly
Love or lust?: love
Bald or hair?:... hair
Boxers or briefs?: boxers
Bike or car?: car
Life or death?: LIFE
daughter or son?: 2 daughters 1 son
Math or Science?: math
Choir or PE?: pe
walking lawn mower or riding lawn mower?: riding
Trick or Treat?: treat

ok really bored sry congrats if u read all of that!