friends | profile | guestbook


Don't look back, you can never look back.

recent entries | past entries


:: 2004 31 May :: 3.26 pm
:: Music: 3DoorsDown-The road I'm on

The funniest thing ever



krazykelc 1: omg wanna hear the funniest story ever

x we4k inside: wat? lol

krazykelc 1: last night i walked in to honeyfarms with jessie and amanda and we got visine. and amanda had to spend more than 10 dollars or somethin like that cuz of her visa ... so we got lots of candy bars n stuff. and we walk up to the cash register and there was marcus and his friend or something.. and they were both staring at us and wen it was our turn in line we put the stuff up on the counter and then i was high so i didnt realize wat they were saying but then jessie turns to me and goes "omg did u just hear wat they said?" and i go no... so then i started to listen and all of a sudden one of the guys goes "i remember when i used to have the munchies....i would get 11 sandwiches go upstairs then come back down around 11:00 for more.. the worst part was looking at my parents though.. oh man" and jessie turns to me and starts laughing her ass off. and they were like "visine... yep that stuff doesnt even really get the red out.." and we turned to leave and start laughing and then they go "you girls got the munchies?!" as we were leaving

krazykelc 1: and then like an hour later we walked by honeyfarms with ice cream and slushies...ahahaha and they saw us and started laughing... then one of the guys gets in his white truck and drives by us and yells "STILL got the munchies?!!?"

x we4k inside: LOL!!!!!!!!





2 <3//s | [xXx]


:: 2004 26 May :: 8.17 pm

glass heart
Heart of Glass


What is Your Heart REALLY Made of?
brought to you by Quizilla

1 <3// | [xXx]


:: 2004 24 May :: 4.14 pm
:: Mood: blank
:: Music: Fat Joe ft. Remy Martin-Lean Back

Blahhh Monday



Friday was interesting.
My advice to anyone who's ever kept their feelings inside as long as I have - its to just let them go. And if the person who your feelings are directed towards doesn't care, then you shouldn't either.
The sad thing is, is that it shouldn't take people enough to be intoxicated in order for them to tell people how they feel. But I'm glad I did because now it doesn't bother me anymore for some reason. I've just given up on caring about ppl who don't care themselves. And a conversation with Meg the other day led me to remembering all the people I've become close with in the past... and have had to let go of somehow. And if I can move on and love new people as many times as I did before, then I can again.

Dont miss anyone from your past..
Theres a reason why they didn't make it to your future.


To Katelin, Amanda & Meaghan..
I love you three so very much thank you for standing by me through the years... Out of everyone you have been the ones to carry on our friendship the longest.

Emily-We went through so much 6th through 8th grade and there are so many memories between us and I know they won't end this year... This year has been a big change for us because of the schools but I know you are always there for me whenever I need you

MajkL* Your my everything I really don't know where I would be without you..
*Meg*Amanda*Jessie*Kelsey*Lizzy
BFF girls I'll never leave you

2 <3//s | [xXx]


:: 2004 22 May :: 11.44 am
:: Mood: emotional
:: Music: Do or Die w/Twista-Do U

what a sad drunk night..



Tried to forget you
I tried to move on
But the deeper I feel it
The harder I fall
Nothing else matters at all
Let me tell you


You don't what love is
Till you lose it
You don't know what love is
Till it slips away
Leaves you alone in the dark
Takes you and tears you apart
You don't know what love is
Till it breaks your heart.

[xXx]


:: 2004 20 May :: 3.35 pm
:: Mood: excited
:: Music: d12-40 oz.

5*21



TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!

=)

[xXx]


:: 2004 18 May :: 9.17 pm
:: Mood: PMS
:: Music: Eminem Obie Trice 50 Cent-Luv me

New Background..



Thank you piggy! :-)

I still need an icon though.. if any1 has anythign that matches let me know! thanks

new addition to the family... JaSmiNe
R.I.P. lil one, peter, cici, marilyn, & marley =(


1 <3// | [xXx]


:: 2004 17 May :: 8.15 pm
:: Mood: so fresh n so clean
:: Music: Usher-Confessions Part II

Quiz/Survey thing from meg's journal



[four beverages you drink frequently]
1: orange soda
2: chocholate milk
3. pepsi
4: water

[four things to do when you're bored]
1: smoke
2: talk online
3: clean/organize
4:

[four things that never fail to cheer you up]
1: pot
2. my lovely friends :o)
3:
4:

[four things you can't live without]
1: my girls
2: my mommy
3: computer
4: cellphone

[about ten years ago ]
1: I was carefree
2: drug-free
3: ignorance was bliss

[about two years ago]
1: I was in 7th grade
2: my best friends were katie amanda n meggy
3: my biggest dilemma was what I would wear to school the next morning

[about one year ago]
1: I was in 8th grade
2: I was still best friends with katie amanda n meggy
3: I fell inlove for the first time - with Joe
4: I had lost the only love I ever knew
5: I hung out at the mall every weekend with my friends n Framingham boys, instead of downtown or @ johnson..

[today...]
1: I got high during lunch
2: Sat at Johnson for hours
3: came home

[3 things you dislike]
1: fakeness
2: guys who dont care
3: caring so much about ppl who dont care about me

[four CD's from your collection that you will never get tired of]
1: 3 Doors Down
2: D12 world
3: all my burned shit
4: RHCP californication

[four vacations you have taken]
1: Wells, Maine
2: Disney World
3: Cape Cod
4: Lake Winnepesawki, NH

[Three things you'd like to learn]
1: how to do that thing meg can do with her bowl
2: how to be happy with what I have
3: I'll come back to this...



What is your favorite...

gum: Eclipse

restaurant: Friendly's

drink: Orange Soda, Corona

season: Summer, Fall

type of weather: sunny but not hott

emotion: feeling loved

thing to do on a half day: chill w/ppl

late-night activity: drink smoke n chill

city: boston

store: abercrombie weathervane wet seal

When was the last time you...

cried: a few days ago

laughed: today

hugged someone: today I hugged robbie &jimmy :)

felt depressed: dont remember

felt overworked: umm I dunno..always

faked sick: dont remember

What was the last...

word you said: "ya mom"

thing you ate: Wendy's

thing you drank: Orange Soda

song you listened to: Usher-Confessions part II

place you went to: Wendy's

movie you saw: Thirteen

Piercings: 3 lobes 1 nose

Tattoos: none

Height: 5'2 ish

Hair Color: blackish

Siblings: 2 brothers

Natural Hair Color: dark brown

Hair Color Currently: black by mistake

Eye Color At Birth: blue

Eye Color Currently: blueish I guess

Glasses/Contacts: no

Birthdate: July 21

Sign: Cancer

Current Age: 14

Siblings names: Ryan n Brett

School: NHS


Current Grade: 9th

College Plans: umm fuck

LAST
Song that was stuck in your head: Do or Die w/ Twista- Do U

Person that called you: ummmm Meg earlier today

TV Show you watched: not sure

Person you were thinking of: who am I always thinking of? :-\


DO
You have a crush on anyone: ya

Wish you could live somewhere else: rarely

You think about suicide: not on a regular basis

Others find you attractive: prob not

Want more piercings: not right now

You like cleaning: yes wen I'm bored

You like roller coasters: yes

Who...?
Have You Known The Longest: Andrea Jessica

Do You Argue The Most With: Amanda haha

Do You Always Get Along With: Meg n Kate

Is The Most Trustworthy: all my friends are basically

Makes You Laugh The Most: Jessie n Meg

Always Has A Man/Woman: JESSIE HAHA I LOVE YOU

Is The Most Sensitive: dont know

Has The Coolest Parents: Brittany

Has The Coolest Sibling(s): Amanda

Is The Most Outgoing: Amanda n Lizzy

Is Most Rebellious: Meg n Jessie

Is Most Likely To Become Famous: Amanda

Is Most Likely To Become Rich: I dont know.. a drug dealer

Is Most Likely To Wind Up In Jail: I have high hopes for them

Is Most Likely To Have A Million Kids: I can picture Lizzy having a large hick family

Always Wears A Smile: Jess

Without Thinking About It, Who Do You Think Would Die For You?: no one

Complains The Least: kate

Do you want to die: I could only name a few

Biggest Flirt: Lizzy

Never EVER Betrayed You: no1

Biggest Pimp : JIMMY

2 <3//s | [xXx]


:: 2004 15 May :: 12.07 pm
:: Music: Krayzie Bone & Adina Howard- Freaks

bah!


wtf somehow my pretty background got deleted so now im PISSED......

if anyone has purple backgrounds or something let me know, thanks

[xXx]


:: 2004 14 May :: 7.30 pm
:: Mood: exhausted
:: Music: Do or Die w/Twista-Do u

wow I haven't written all week...



It's been a long week...
I made alot of irreversible mistakes these past few days..
for example my hair, which I HATE it is not me at all. And for those of you who don't know the story I dyed my hair and it came out wayyy darker than I wanted. The problem is that it's permanent - although all dyes fade eventually. hopefully this won't take too long to because I REALLY hate it and it's not me at all. But thats what I get for not being satisfied with my hair... when now I see my old hair as nearly perfect, because of how baddd it is now. But I'm gonna have to deal with it for a while I guess.... and if I seriously CANT stand it any longer I guess I'll just have to bleach it and start over... but that's worst case senario.

Nothing else is really new. theres fighting between the friends once again.. but what else is new.

23's like Jordan on the Escalade (escalade)
Got a pound of dro girl, if you wanna blaze
You can let your hair down, while the AC blow
Before you get in, I just need to know

Do you? (Do you? Do you? Do you?)
I'll keep it on the low
Do you? Do you?


good song download it Do or Die w/Twista-Do u

[xXx]


:: 2004 9 May :: 11.25 am
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: RedHotChiliPeppers- Scar Tissue

Happy Mother's Day



I feel like such an ass... I didn't get my mom anything for mother's day. And yesterday was also my mom & dad's anniversary.. my nana sent up a card from Florida.. does that mean I was suppose to get them something too? :-[ wow I'm a horrible daughter. Well atleast I'll be spending Mother's Day with my mother... both my brothers and just about all of the men in my family are going to the Red Sox game in Boston... I hate baseball.

1 <3// | [xXx]

Woohu.com | Random Journal