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:: 2004 13 August :: 12.53 am
:: Mood: satisfied I suppose
:: Music: 97.7

I <3 you
I talked to robbie today.. I guess he was confused about whats going on between us too...

but I dunno whats going on.. he's leaving tomorrow to go to NH so I'll just have to wait until he gets back to talk...


Jimmy's Birthday Is Sunday!! :-)

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:: 2004 12 August :: 4.14 pm
:: Mood: waiting..
:: Music: twiztid-wondering why

whats going on with us...
no phone call in 3 days...

no nothing. last time I talked to him I asked him why he doesnt just stay single if thats wat he wanted.. he said its not wat he wants anymore and asked me wat i wanted n i said it doesnt matter wat I want anymore, its up to him....

so I'm guessing he's made up his mind:-\
cause he hasn't called or nothin....

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:: 2004 10 August :: 11.33 pm

if i gave you pretty enough words
could you paint a picture of us that works
an emphasis on function rather than design
arent you tired cause i will carry you broken back
and blown out knees..
i have been where you are for a while
arent you tired of being weak?
such rage that you could scream all the stars right out of the sky
and destroy the prettiest starry night every evening that i die
alone i am exhumed just a little less human
so much more bitter and cold
after all these images of pain have cut right through you
i will kiss every scar and weep, you are not alone
then ill show you that place in my chest where my heart still tries to beat...

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:: 2004 10 August :: 10.14 pm
:: Mood: high as a cloud
:: Music: Nas-Ether

HAPPY 8/10
I LOVE MEG AND MANDA :-)

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:: 2004 10 August :: 3.47 pm

things just aren't how they used to be...
kels7216: ok so y dont u stay single then
regulator420i: u want me too
kels7216: it doesnt matter wat i want anymore
regulator420i: to me it did

.........

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:: 2004 9 August :: 11.48 pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: Young Buck-Let me in

8.9.03


Happy 1 year < /3

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:: 2004 8 August :: 10.50 pm

haha background made by Manda =)

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:: 2004 8 August :: 12.08 pm
:: Mood: restless
:: Music: Staind-Warm safe place

la la la



yeah well I don't think anyone bothers to read this lol cause its just a bunch of boring crap and no one really cares so I don't know what to write anymore..........yeah.......

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:: 2004 6 August :: 11.47 pm

New sn...
kels7216 --add it




So lay down...
the threat is real

seeing red again..
seeing red again..


chevelle

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:: 2004 4 August :: 4.34 pm
:: Mood: anxious
:: Music: Yellowcard-Only One

I've made up my mind...
Now I just need to talk to him..
and I don't know what I'm going to say..

but that's good cuz I'm just gonna speak on impulse.. no planning ahead no thinknign no nothing.. from now on I need to deal with things as they come.. and no making assumptions or anything anymore.. NO ANALYZING no nothing.. I really need to stop.
and thank you to those of you who noticed before I did




krazykelc 1: you kno what i noticed
krazykelc 1: people dont hurt other people
krazykelc 1: people hurt themselves
krazykelc 1: if u dont expect too much from someone you cant get hurt.. its people who expect too much who get let down n thats how they get hurt
krazykelc 1: and u really cant be hurt emotionally unless u let urself.. cuz its not psychical pain its mental and u control your own mind..

its true, people only hurt themselves by expecting too much from others... if only people thought that way... then they would never get hurt

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