i dont know what is upsetting me.. but im leaving tomorrow and im excited but i feel like people are just gonna get along without me and when me and lizzy get back people wont wanna hang out with us anymore not naming any names but it happened to johnny and i dont want "someone" to do it to me too...

just thinking about shit lately has given me this horrible feeling in the pitt of my stomachejust thinking about the past and the future whats gonna haopen i cant handle it i really cant..

"why are we so blind to see that the ones we hurt are you and me?"

So be it, I'm your crowbar
If thats what I am so far
Until you get out of this mess
And I will pretend
That I dont know of your sins
Until you are ready to confess
But all the time, all the time
I'll know, I'll know
And you can use my skin
To bury your secrets in
And I will settle you down
And at my own suggestion,
I will ask no questions
While I do my thing in the background
But all the time, all the time
i'll know, I'll know
Baby-I can't help you out, while she's still around
So for the time being, I'm being patient
And amidst this bitterness
If you'll consider this-even if it dont make sense
All the time-give it time
And when the crowd becomes your burden
And you've early closed your curtains,
I'll wait by the backstage door
While you try to find the lines to speak your mind
And pry it open, hoping for an encore
And if it gets too late, for me to wait
For you to find you love me, and tell me so
It's ok, dont need to say it

editi think im hanging out with jimmy and dana tonight when lizzy get shere end edit


new song!!!!!!!

your in my head again
for another night in row
this is getting to comfortable for me
i need to be able to let you go

ill use you up while you use me
no one gets hurt it sounds so easy
ill breath you in youll breath me out
thats what intoxications all about

you be the knife ill be the vein
hold me close while im driven insane
useless is this medicine
feel better in the arms which make me hurt

(chorus)
twilights
of reds and whites
slowly coloring you in
mystery
haunting me
as your cooly playing your guitar

piano notes are echoing
and the showers still running
the beds still unfolded
and your pictures still so stunning

im numb because youve shot me up
im dumb because i fell in love
i broke because i need your help
im here because you do me well

cant let you get into my heart
sex and love are best kept appart
i know your body i know your face
to give up now would be a waste

(chorus)

the scent of skin has filled the room
my body you have begun to consume
im lost in you heaven take me now
youve locked me here i dont know how

your in my head again
for another night in row
this is to comfortable for me
i cant let you go..

you used me up while i used you
keeping my heart wasnt easy to do
i breath you in while you breath me out
thats what this game is all about...

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