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2004 6 September :: 3.23pm
:: Mood: cold
:: Music: hey mama...
:-)
so last nite Katie came over and got to FINALLY see all my camp pictures! lol then Ryan and Alix came later on..they only stayed for a lil bit tho. . .
today i went shoppin with mi madre :-) ahh one of my favorite things :-)
Happy 19th Birthday Mark!!!
sooo...tomaro i start classes..i only wanna go cuz i wanna see whos in my classes, and to see certain people ;-)
well im bored...so im prolly gunna go bug mark cuz its his bday and i need to annoy him like.. 10 times more :-) im the greatest sister
byez
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2004 5 September :: 2.19pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: worlds greatest :-)
la la la
so yesterday i went out to lunch with Nikki and her family, for her last day in NaTiCk lol then i went back to her house and chilled there until like 10 or sumthin...my wifey has left now :-( she left this mornin at like 5..
I ALREADY MISS YOU!!!!
haha yes and for all u people that didnt read her comment for the entry b4 this one hahahaha...shes havin MaH bAbIeZ!! mwahahaha....
wow nikki good times, good times!
yupp so today i donno wat im doin. . . .
tomaro is Marks 19th Birthday!! lol i got him a card, cuz im so nice like that!
no school tomaro :-) shweeet!
well im iz-out! haha wow good times....
oOoBuBbLeSoOo
leave love!
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2004 5 September :: 1.02am
:: Music: hellz pit fucker :)
"Why not? Why would you wanna die?
Okay, you have feelings inside your head, okay
I understand that
Feelings lead to depression
When you have depression, you have a lonely void inside of your heart
Okay? And your heart means everything to the world
Okay?"
Your name is... manda
Your kiss is... breath taking
Your hugs are... gentle
Your eyes... light up a day
Your touch is... irresistable
Your smell is... exotic
Your smile is... entrancing
Your love is... unique
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emmyd
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2004 4 September :: 10.47am
:: Mood: groggy
:: Music: nothin..
my stomach hurts :-[
im so tired. . .
well yesterday i went to Ryans and chilled there with Derek and him. . .
ryan ur lil sister is the cutest thing ever!! lol
ughh so today i prolly have to clean around the house and get ready for the party next week for my dad, its supposed to be a surprise so we have to clean up the house wen hes not here :-\ and of course ill prolly have to be my moms bitch for the next week, yea thats pretty fuckin gay....
haha im watchin BoonDock Saints :-) hmm...good times, good times ;-)
wow my stomach hurts AGAIN...wtf i hate my stomach haha it hurts every fuckin day
hmm yes i have a new icon now :-) haha
MADE BY KELLY!! lol yes it says bubbles!! lol Nikki made that name up for mein Florida then every1 in shop started callin me that haha..thank you kelly for the icon! :-) luv yaa
well im gunna go lay down and maybe my stomach will stop hurting....
leave love...
oOoBuBbLeSoOo
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2004 3 September :: 6.42pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: the trouble with love
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i have just gotten back from hampton beach. i had a fun day while u were all in school haha...to tell the truth i would have rather been in natick tho :-/ . i went on all the water slides and stuff there..it was fun. lol i got burned on my faceand it hurts when i make expressions lol! well thats all for now...
darien
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2004 2 September :: 7.29pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: eminem..
baa
no school tomaro :-) wahooo
maybe i will be able to see people :o)
yea so shop this week was wicked boring...got classes on tuesday...
my stomach hurts again :-[
ughh having no IMs makes me sooo mad...and my dads gunna be home tonite so i cant even talk to anyone!!! tonite i not gunna be a pussy lol and im gunna ask him to make it so i can have them back on EmmyD89.... :-\ lol thats the one thing we DONT do in my family...we dont ask dad to reverse sumthing he did for a good reason, but even my mom thinks its about time lol...i dont think im grounded anymore tho, but i donno i dont wanna ask and then get in a big ass argument cuz i asked a fuckin question...
well im gunna go be bored and lonely...
leave love...
emmyd
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2004 2 September :: 4.43pm
:: Mood: nostalgic
:: Music: lol my new clip on desk fan :-D
boredom
hello, i just cam,e back form the surprsingly large mall and shopping center in nh...got some clothes, and accessories for my new room. i wish i could move my house to natick...i cant help crying when i feel so alone here. evrything is so different. it still feels like im only on atrip, and that im gunna come home, i know its gunna take so long to adjust...and im not prepared. i just wish this never happened...i just never imagined it would...ive seen this situaion from the outside looking in, but now its the opposite. i feel liek ive complained enoiugh abotu this, but its all i feel...and all i can think about iguess....idk
*darien
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2004 31 August :: 10.29pm
no one gives a shit.
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2004 31 August :: 9.22pm
:: Music: me :-)
we start school tomorrow :-\
ickyyyyy well im sitting here in a towel haha with my ponds pore strip on my nose haha im a geek... well this summer had its ups and downs.. but over all i think that we had a good one..which came all too quickly to an end...so heres to summer 04' which i wont too soon forget..
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oh yeahhh i wrote a new song today :-)
starring into your eyes
wondering what life has in store for me
take a look through the lies
and see that you were always by my side
wanted to be eveyrthing that you could see
the one youd leave.. and say you loved
i dont know what the problem was
i couldnt have you.. no
(chorus)
i wanted you
i needed you
and you dont love me...baby
trying to be what the world just wants to see
looking the same as everybody else
nobody knows whats deep in my soul
nobody looks beyond these curls
brown eyes hypnoitized by the light
for so long living in darkness yeah
i dont know what to do...
(chorus)
i just want you to know
im gonna be alright now
dont need you by side now
i will be strong
i will hold on even without you here..
even without you here
even without you im moving on
moving on to a brighter day
(chorus)
baby kiss me
baby love me
tell me all your deepest sins
just hold me.. in the darkness and then
tell me everything will be alright baby
ohhh tell me its ok
ohhh just tell me its fine
ohhh im tired of crying
just want you to be mine..
i needed you...yeah
and you dont love me.. dont love me.. no
you just wont ever love me..
gotta let it go...
gotta let you go..
your gone..
- manda
http://www.soundclick.com/util/streamM3U.m3u?ID=1558453&q=Hi
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2004 31 August :: 8.48pm
:: Mood: completely alone
:: Music: none
i dont know...
ive been either furniture shopping, unpacking, organizing, or cleanin g for the past four days. the rest of my time was spent in my room crying, and wishing i could come home. there isnt nething i wouldnt do to come home, and go to school with all of u tomorrow. i miss u so much and ive been here for less than a week.
please write to me or just call me, u have no idea how much it would mean to me.
ill try and update as much as i can, but who really cares if i dont?
i dont belong here, i know i never will.
i have no one.
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