:: 2003 21 April :: 12.45 am

i am sick of getting kicked off my computer so i am going to try to go back to bed. i kinda want to leave the house....
anyway
night
i hope

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:: 2003 21 April :: 12.22 am

really late
its extremly late. i couldn't sleeo so i came down stairs. so blah blah blah. and i am really sick of getting kicked off. i think i will go and play video games or something for a while. bye bye.

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:: 2003 20 April :: 12.18 pm
:: Music: kid rock/ sheryl crow "picture"

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:: 2003 20 April :: 12.08 pm

i walked home from church today. i would turn left to go home. but i wanted to go right.

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:: 2003 19 April :: 9.50 pm

i just got back from the bean. trying not to break into tears on the way. i went so i could talk to thumby. when i saw him i told him that i wanted to cry. and i started crying. i started explaining, but then we got in his car and drove away to talk. i told him what happen, and i was in tears the whole time. he told me that he didn't know what to tell me. then we got back to the bean, i got a tall kinder and a drink that was named after me. whenever i my upset if i add caffine, people would think i was either drunk or high. i have never been high and i have never been drunk, i have drank before but not to the point were i would get drunk. i felt a little better but there was/is still something missing in my heart. when i got home, i ran outside into the rain. i ran around the house twice, barefoot, then i just stood there and asked the sky questions. but the sky didn't answer. so now i am back inside, changed into some dry clothes and i am going to write a song. the title is "dancing in the rain" i might post the lyrics when i am done, but i dont think i will be done tonight. oh well. bye.

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:: 2003 19 April :: 8.29 pm

i saw an old friend today. someone i usally only see in the summer. "earwig." so i thought that was kinda neat.

i do feel like shit right now. do not ask why, because i will not tell. but it destroyed me inside.

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:: 2003 15 April :: 4.13 pm

GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!! my computer is really starting to tick me off. it kicks me off like every 5-8 min. GRRRRRRRRR!!!!!

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:: 2003 11 April :: 10.43 am

this week
monday- saw mallrats (good good good good good movie)
ate birthday dinner at hucks
-interesting meal
-i was glowing :)
tuesday- saw basic. (another good movie)
wednesday- hung out at the bean
thursday- watched hollow man and shaft
friday- going to greeville soon (cowgirl hat)
might be seeing a movie later

and somewhere in that week i did 2 paintings, and half of one of my art projects is done.
now its off to greenville. later.

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:: 2003 6 April :: 9.52 pm

i find it amazing how it can be someones birthday, at their house, a party for them, and yet everyone pays more attetion to the older sybling

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:: 2003 3 April :: 9.00 pm

My insulting name is Tammywobble Llamaswallower!
What's yours?

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:: 2003 3 April :: 3.32 pm

MY SISTER IS A STUPID B**** AND NEEDS TO STAY THE F*** OUT OF MY LIFE. ESPALIILY WHEN SHE HAS NO F***ING IDEA ON WHAT THE H*** SHE IS TALKING ABOUT!!!!!!!!

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:: 2003 30 March :: 8.41 pm

1 week

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:: 2003 29 March :: 9.51 pm

i was sitting in the computer room, writing in my notebook journal and all of a sudden the wind made the window sqeek and it scared the crap out of me.

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:: 2003 29 March :: 5.13 pm

i found out how interesting thumby is when he is driving. hes funny, as usual.

kinders buy me time

i get to go eat at my grandma and grandpas house. OH JOY!(not really)

sigh*

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:: 2003 26 March :: 9.30 pm

today is my sisters birthday. people treat her the same way most of the time. it kinda makes me mad. oh well no big. not much else to say that i will write so later.

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