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The world without logos

:: 2005 22 January :: 8.13 am

I woke up 15 minutes ago from some random crazy dream that had Kyle, Tracey, and Benoit in it. Joy.

It's my bithday today. I'm 18. w00ts.

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:: 2005 22 January :: 12.42 am

Thanks
I had a great time tonight. Thanks for bearing with me. You guys are awesome.

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:: 2005 21 January :: 1.52 pm
:: Music: Heroin, she said-Wolfsheim

I took my math exam today. I love how Rhinhart put totally different material than what he had us study on it. Damn him...but mehnehmeh, I don't have math anymore!!!! *balloons and confetti fall from the ceiling*

I just came home, and the grandparents aren't here *w00t* but the tool boz is out. I'm very slightly alot paranoid. What did they break now, if anything?

Tomorrow I turn 18. Hee, I'll be able to buy porn and cigarettes.

Edit 15.57

My aunt is coming up from Stephensville to stay with me and Andy, and to give us a break from the grandparents. I don't want them to feel unwanted or hurt, but I'd rather have Aunt Doodah (what I call her) stay with us. She knows that we're trying to be independent.

Wolfsheim's "Heroin, she said" is awesome.

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:: 2005 20 January :: 4.57 pm

Dad did get some infections. A surgical infection and a bowel infection. That's [probably] why he has taken so long to recover. At least we know what's wrong with him now. I just want him to get healthy again...

The exams today were okay. Running for 20 minutes while listening to Rammstein was fun. Lil' Ben got me a Bawls. Danke danke.

I talked to Herr Pickerd during lunch today, just so he'd know what was up w/ my family. He said a prayer for dad and my family.

Sorry if I've been all moody lately.

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:: 2005 19 January :: 5.05 pm

I'M GOING INSANE!!!!!! <--caps lock = screaming

The heats back on, but now Grandpa broke the water! Ben turned off the water for us before we went down to his house, so the pipes wouldn't freeze. Grandpa attempted to turn the water back on and is now blaming Ben for the situation. I know that it was Grandpa though, anything he touches or tries to fix breaks.

I'm crazy. I want to scream. Tot tot tot, ich mache dich tot.

Edit 7:29

I'm calmed down now. Some friends from church (the lady cuts my hairs) came over and the lady's son fixed our water. w00ts for them.

I have so much to appreciate. I'm so selfish.

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:: 2005 19 January :: 9.41 am
:: Mood: Grr-ed
:: Music: Moskau-Rammstein

Andy's gone crazy on me. Our heat won't turn on, so he started screaming and kicking at the furnace. Now he's up in bed. I'm gonna make sure that he stays away from the knives for a while.

This week has turned out just lubberly. Mum and Dad are stuck in the hospital, exams are this week, I get to be the head of the household, a snowday today, and now the heat has gone kaput on us. Scheisse. Well, I've had worse. Today seems like it might be a good day to watch Rachel's "Ghost in the Shell".

Thanks for taking the time to read this selfish rant, sorry I've been such a bitch lately.

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:: 2005 19 January :: 6.22 am

Great, the one day I actually want to have school (so I can get exams done with), it's closed because of snow. Damn you snow!!! I may like you, but you're getting in the way of me and the end of Gen. Psych and Sports Activities!!! *insert rant about studying a lot yesterday and last night here*

Well, at least I get some more sleep now. And more time to study.*gag* And more time to be bored and alone home with Andy. Joy.

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:: 2005 17 January :: 8.05 pm
:: Music: Explosive-Bond

Dad's doing fine, he's hooked up to an i.v. at the moment and hopes that he'll be let out tomorrow. He sounded a lot stronger today on the phone than yesterday. He and mum hope to be home on Wednesday. Andy and I put together a treat basket for them; I. Robot the book (I love that book, and so does dad), I, Robot the movie (Dad loves the movie), Curious George goes to the hospital, and uber amounts of candy. A balloon boquet from my aunts just came, it looks awesome in our kitchen.

Bond is awesome, they're a string quartet that sound awesome. Beyond awesome. I think I'll be looking for their CD sometime very soon.

Here's a poem for Rachel from this book of Tim Burton's. I'm tempted to buy it next time I see it.

Life isn't easy for the pincushion queen, when she sits on her throne pins push through her spleen.

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:: 2005 16 January :: 7.08 pm

My mum and dad were going away to Chicago for the weekend just the two of them, a mystery trip as a Christmas present from my mum. They were going to see a musical and walk around Chicago and be cool, sight-seeing people. Dad was having stomach pains all night though, and the next day they went to the emergency room (the hospital was conveniently 2 blocks away) and found out that he had appendicitis. His appendix was über inflamed and swollen. Gott sei dank the surgeons got it out in time.

So instead of the get away weekend, my parental units have been hanging out in the hospital and being operated on.

I don't have zero hour tomorrow *cheers* but the bus doesn't sound that great at all. Benoit, would it kill you to give me a ride all this wekk? Bitte? I'll give you gas money (even though we live in the same neighborhood). I lurve you?

Mir ist kalt.

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:: 2005 11 January :: 4.41 pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: Mein Teil

Mir ist kalt, so kalt...
Today=exhausting. Plus mum want me to go with her to the financial aid meeting tonight at school. I smell boredom!

We got to play speed ball today in gym, I was on my friend Joe's team. He's pretty cool. My team lost, but we were pretty good.

Japanese presentation tomorrow, I'll be wearing something nice for a change.

German exam on Thursday, I'll be exhausted afterward.

I drew a comic about my hilarifying yet pathetic experience last night. I was thirsty, so I got some juice. After attempting to open the durn bottle (using everything I knew that could open it like water, the rubber thingy that opens most stubborn jars, etc) for 5-10 minutes, I finally gave up and decided to stab it. Andy stumbled down, gave me this "You're pathetic" look, reached over, and opened the bottle for me in a matter of 5 seconds. Mum was in the other room laughing at me. That's why men were put on the earth, to open the stupid bottles and jars that we can't open. <---what I said while pounding on the juice jar

Ich bin rührend.

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:: 2005 2 January :: 6.45 pm
:: Music: Glass in the trees-Dead Poetic

[insert rant about American roads and how awful they are because of all the potholes here]

Tomorrow we get to go back to school. Someone kill me now. 5:30 is gonna come early.

Andy wants to thank Jackie for letting him come to her party, and Ray for giving him Bawls. He also wants to know when he can get our DVDs back. As long as they do get back I'm fine, except for the Spiderman 2. That's a friend's and they might be wanting that back soon sometime.

I saw Mona Lisa Smile yesterday. I kinda liked it.

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:: 2004 30 December :: 5.00 pm

Victory is mine!
I know that this is gonna sound sad and everything, but I just got my ACT scores for this time around and...I got one point higher than before!!!! Ha!That showed dad sommat, he thought that I was going to do much worse because I hadn't studied. Meh, life goes on.

My grandma is doing fine, and my other grandma (the one who was married to my now-deceased grandpa) is okay as well. It was hard for her around Christmas though, with grandpa being gone and all. I tried to treasure this visit with Grandma because I know that this might be the last Christmas that we get to spend with her (though she might live a lot longer).

The lack of snow here depresses me.

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:: 2004 26 December :: 10.05 am

Merry Christmas late! I hope you all had an awesome time yesterday! ^_^

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:: 2004 22 December :: 2.50 pm
:: Mood: kinda homesick

I just got done messengering with Michi and Tina. Gott, it's been ages since I last talked to them. I miss them so much.

Jackie stopped by earlier and we exchanged gifts. It was great seeing her again. Danke danke Jackie-chan!

Looks like another day of doing nothing, except later I'm going to church.

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:: 2004 20 December :: 1.49 pm

TSO
Holy smurfing moo, TSO is 73h r0x0rz live!!!! Awesome! Geil! Amazing! It was the best first rockband concert that I've ever been to!

First, my family and I went to the B.O.B. An interesting place, though it was hard finding something that I would eat on the menu. Especially since I was in a finicky mood yesterday about food.

Then we went to the Van Andel Arena and found our seats in the nosebleed section. I didn't mind though, at least I was able to go.

The concert was breath taking, I love TSO/Savatage even more now. Especially with the guitar solos, drum solo, some Led Zeppelin and the upcoming CD that TSO is working on. Nothing like 'O Fortuna' in heavy metal!

Afterwards, mum and dad bought Andy and I 2 t-shirts and programs (and dad bought the new album to add to his collection) and we got them signed!!! One of the members, Steve Broderick, gave Andy and I each a signed guitar pick. 73h r4wk!

My grounding has lessened a bit, I'm allowed to have friends over. w00t.

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