If the blue poppy's petals are swaying without any wind
It's all thanks to my sigh. I don't know for sure, but it's gotta be.

Wrapped up in the darkness of every day, chained by my freedom
The dreams we had together were so bright,
I could no longer look myself in the face directly.

There's only one thing I can see in my filthy mirror
A light that's no illusion... you are my light.

Taking off my twisted armor, I'm a snail who's started on a journey
Getting struck by the rain wears me out, but I'm not turning back.

Once again, I've been spit out from a town-colored mirage
I'd like to just laugh it off and make the excuse
That it's all because my toes are too big, and they got in the way

No matter what kind of shoes I wear, if I walk, I leave footprints
And until one day they stop, they're the proof that I'll finish...
...One life

Some day, all those memories we can't touch, we'll lose them
But even if you leave no shape behind... you are my light.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

my head hurts...

rachel and i walked downtown today w/ benoît and ears today...

it was fun...

we ate our "piece of heaven" aka glacier...

we walked back up...

it was a day...

a nice day...

my head hurts...

i wuvs all y'all...

cheers

hnnnn...half day today!!!! and i don't know what to do...mum said that i couldn't have anyone over, but she didn't say anything about me going to other peoples's houses!!!! Muwahahahahaha!!!!!!!!!


i think i'm gonna walk downtown...yep, definitely...should i look around the shops or not....i want another one of those things that Rachel and i shared that one day once upon a time ago....durn it! i can't even remember what it's called....oh well *shrugs*


so, have fun on your half days! cheers!

Nihilist Bear


Which Dysfunctional Care Bear Are You?
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how very amusing...

w00t!!! i've got a new beautiful journal setting!!!!!! I've been feeling like FLCL for awhile...


whee!!!! small group tonite!!!!


i'm illegally on the computer right now!!!


i'm talking to andres and brett!!!!


i'm done! cheers

hnnn...sorry to ask this outta the blue, but do any of y'all know of any part-time jobs i could apply for??? Mum and dad and andy decided to inform me that i should get a job so i can earn the $500 dollars i need to pay for going to germany this summer...then i'll be able to try to earn spending moneys...fun fun fun...


oh, and yesterday i found out that i'm not the only ticklish person in the group/school!!!!!! w00t!!!! cheers

i saw this on Mina's journal so i thought "what the hell..." and decided to fill it out meself ^_~
//name; Kt
//birth date; January 22
//sign; aquarius
//eyes; pick a colour, they change a bit
//hair; either dirty blond or light brown
//pets; my lil brother
//bf/gf; not at the moment

'' favorites ''
//band; too many to count, i'm too lazy...
//singers; i dunno...
//music genre; heavy metal, rock, jpop, jrock, stuff
//color crayon; blood red
//cereal;cinnamon toast crunch! booyaka grandma!
//jolly rancher flavor; grape
//color m & m; blue, tho they all taste the same to me...
//hangout; anywhere w/ anyone
//day; saturday, i get to sleep in
//month; erg...august?
//season; fall
//shoes; bare feet!
//restaurants; mongolian bbq!!!!
//cars; dunno, dun care
//kitchen appliance; my precious knife...
//color of lava lamp; red
//person to talk to online; lotsa peoples
//person to talk to on the phone; Jessie and rachel and benoît and ray and...ok, lotsa peoples
//memories; Jennifer's party and everytime i get to see Jessie

|this or that|
//boxers or briefs?; boxers
//plaid or striped?; plaid
//alt or rap?; rap can burn!!! i take alt
//ska or punk?; punk
//classical or country?; classical, who likes country!?
//salt or pepper?; salt
//coke or pepsi?; root beer
//dr. pepper or mr. pibb?; dr. pepper
//sprite or 7-up?; sprite re-mix
//skittles-original, tropical, or wildberry?; tropical
//m & m's-regular, peanut, peanut-butter, or almond?; peanut-butter
//bleh or blah?; both and all 3
//okay, ok, or o.k.?; okeydaykeuhoh
//shake or stir?; malt
//bright colors or dark colors; dark
//snap, crackle, or pop?; BOOM!!!!
//half-empty or half-full; broken!
//sunshine or rain?; rain
//sun or moon?; moon
//silver or gold?; silver
//frogs or toads?; snakey!

:: short answer ::
//left handed or right handed?; right
//are you smart?; nopes *looks up from her regular u.s. history book*
//whats your middle name?; i'm not sayin, and rachel chan don't tell anyone!
//how many personalities do you have?; i dunno, i lost track at 1
//how many piercings do you have?; 2, but i want more *sigh sigh sob cry*
//tattoos?; none
//what was your first word?; *insert loud, juicy raspberry here*
//do you read your horoscope?; nein
//do you believe in that stuff?; hnnn...
//can you do a cartwheel?; nope, i'm a moron and can't even stand up straight w/o falling over
//can you drive?; yes...muwhahaha!!!!
//do you keep a journal?; duh
//what languages do you know?; a few, bits and pieces, whatnot
//do you like cotton candy?; yeup
//do you like pina coladas?; yum!
//what do you sleep in?; old gym shorts from 8th grade and a shirt
//how many pillows do you have?; 1...well 2 if you count pikachu
//how many times have you moved houses?; once
//is your room messy?; yep
//do you like your handwriting?; nopes
//do you like to fingerpaint?; whee!!!!
//do you sleep with a stuffed animal?; yeppers
//are you ticklish?; er...i think everybody knows by now that i'm extremely ticklish
//did you go to preschool?; uh huh
//are you a morning person?; no way in hell, i prefer my sleep and the night

"hard questions"
//would you rather burn to death or freeze to death?; burn, i love fire
//would you eat a bowl of live crickets for $40,000?; eck! nein nugat!
//if you had a band what would you name it?; hmmmm...rejects of society???nah...blood bath, yeah, i like that one
//where do you want to live?; anywhere and everywhere
//if you had to dye your hair right now, what color would you make it?; outside hairs red and inside black...kinda like that girl from "beyond" in the animatrix
//if you had to get a body piercing right now where would it be?; eyebrow or upper ear
//if you had to get a tattoo right now, what would it be?; bat wings on my back, barbed wire around my upper arm, or a tear below my left eye
//Spell your name backward; tK
//If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be?; black panther
//Ever been to Belgium?; nopes
//What's your favourite coin?;uhhh...i dun care
describe your..
//Pillow cover; dark blue
//Coffee cup; i don'ts gots one
//Sunglasses; matrixy
//Shoes; bare feet for the time being...i think i'll either repaint my toenails that pearlish colour or paint em black
//Favorite top; happy noodle boy? i dun care
//Favorite pants; my black pair
//Cologne/Perfume; what ever cologne Dan wears cuz it smells yummy!
//CD in stereo right now; Feind Flug, pure joy...*sighs*
//Wearing;invader zim shirt and black jeans
//Makeup; don't make me laugh


appearance
//hair; either diry blond or light brown
//height; 5'3"
//thinking of; stuff....nah nah nah! i know what i'm thinking and you don't!

last thing you...
//bought; skittles, taste the rainbow!
//read; uncle tom's cabin for english *makes a face*

either / or
//tea or coffee; both
//beer or cider; wo ist mein Bier! j/k, i like cider...
//cats or dogs; kitty!!!!
//single or taken; single
//pen or pencil; pencil
//gloves or mittens; armwarmies!
//food or candy; candy...w/ some food intermixed
//cassette or cd; CDs, cassettes are a lil out of date nows....


whee!!! that's me!!!!!!!

ouchies!!!! mine head hurtsen!!!!!!! ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


ok, i done. Ack no, i lie! OW!!!!!! Ok, now i'm done...


hope school was "wonderful" today, twas as school like as usual for me, except for the fact that fred makes me rather grumble-y the first thru third days, so if i snap at y'all in the future, just say "bad kitty!" and i'll know that i'm going over the edge....and if this is TMI for all of you guys out there, JUST DEAL WITH IT!!!!!!!!


Oh, you know what's great? I'm SO making my boyfriend wear a skirt sometime, when i get one....my friend Brigette's boyfriend, Kenny, wore a skirt today at school...he had his trench coat on but Brigette had told me that Kenny was wearing a skirt today so when i passed him in the halls i looked down n low and behold, he was wearing a skirt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!loo!!!!!!


well, i'm gonna vroom...my head hurts too much...cheers

erg...sorry aboot the earlier entry, i was pissed off at the world at that time...^^;;;


Anywhos, i had a pigroast at church today, got home...and woke up at 4.45!!!! Eiiiia!!!! I can't believe i took such a long nap! It'll take forever for me to get to sleep tonight!!! Meh, oh well, i need to read chapter 9 of 'uncle tom's cabin' anyways...


Yesteray was much funness, the race had a good turnout and i hung out w/ Rachel for the remainder of the day, w/ bits of charlie and kyle mixed in. Rachel and i walked downtown to Art in the Park, waved at everybody passing us, got called 'whores' by some cocky kid, so w00t, now i'm a wave whore!!! Rachel and i shared a glacier at the custard place, it was heaven. Now we're gonna try all the other flavours! ^_~


To keep this short and sweet, i played w/ a magnifying glass, learned how to burn things w/ it, and now i'll have it w/ me wherever i go!!! muwahahahaha!!!!! i'm gonna have alotta fun at lunch tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Hope y'all had a fun weekend, have a peachy week.cheers