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:: 2003 12 March :: 4.41 pm
:: Mood: kt-like
:: Music: Evenstar

story time cont.
She twitched on top of her stoney perch as the shadow half slithered, half crawled into the milky light of the moon. A faint hiss escaped her dry lips. The shadow was no rogue vampire or slayer, it was a teenage girl. The rusty, sweet smell of blood entered her nostrils, the girl was wounded, there was a knife sticking out of the back of her back and blooded flowed freely to the ground, puddling around her hands. A faint groan escaped the girl's lips, and she looked up pleadingly at the vampiress. Her eyes begging her to save her.
She looked down sadly at the wounded human and shook her head slowly, black hair falling in front of her eyes, blinding her from the view of the perishing human. She remembered a time when she was the girl on the ground, she was the one begging to be saved from death by having eternal life, or rather, eternal death. She had been mortally wounded by a gang a century ago, and left for dead in this very cemetery. She remembered crawling on the ground, trying to find anyone who might help her. A young vampire took pity on her and changed her, making her the first, and strongest, of his fledglings. She soon rebelled, hating the feeling she got when she drank blood, seducing and killing her prey. She left her creator's coven of fledglings and fled to the place of her change, to live amongst the catacombs.
Soon others came, those who also hated drinking blood and killing innocent people. She became a leader, fighting against those they called the "rogue" vampires, those who killed for pleasure.
She looked up as the girl took her last breath, blood bubbling at the edges of her mouth. Grief wracked her now dead heart as she realized she could have saved the girl, but she was too afraid that she'd kill her to think about it. She cried silently, tears like diamonds streaming down her face, as she took to the sky, flying in the light of the moon.

Are you willing to make the ultimate sacrifice?


:: 2003 9 March :: 12.44 pm
:: Mood: storylike
:: Music: Riders of Rohan

Story Time!!!!!!
The air was cold, damp, and musty inside the coffin. It always was. She leaned back into the grave dirt, hissing as she glanced up and saw the last glimmer of sunlight shining discreetly in the catacombs. All around her, others were beginning to wake and stretch, their red eyes shining w/ the thirst for blood. She straggled out behind the others, trying to ignore her own hunger for blood. She glanced around, the others had already flown into the night sky, heading for the city where there would be alot of people to feed upon.
She glanced around the abandoned grave yard, she was the only one left to go and sate her hunger. A tree branch moved in the wind, bringing the stench of the dead w/ it. She cringed, winkling her nose. Suddenly, she whirled around, jumping on the top of a large gravestone as a shadow slowly slithered towards her, its smell masked by the stench of the rotting dead.

Are you willing to make the ultimate sacrifice?


:: 2003 7 March :: 3.23 pm
:: Music: my e-pimp (thaz fer rachel and ben)

oh good moo
Dear Die-ary,
i'm enjoying talking to dave, believe meh, i never really knew aboot flirting until now.
Our topic fer the moment right now is bras (don't ask). It started off w/ my computer, then world domination, then babysitting, then babysitting him, then shoes, now bras.
Here's a tidbit o' the conv:
dave: you could babysit me
kthpkc: it's better than trying to put 2 hyper kids to bed
dave: but i'm horny
dave: you take your pic
kthpkc: eh?
dave: what's eh?
kthpkc: means what? and huh?
kthpkc:j00 ask meh aboot pics 'n such?
dave: i meant choose, take your pick
kthpkc: ahhh
kthpkc: ok, sorry, tired kt=drunk kt=oblivious kt
dave: cool
kthpkc: yep, i'm in the oblivious state
kthpkc: ok, i'm taking my pick
dave: woot
kthpkc: i pick j00 over the 2 kids
dave: yayness
dave: you know what that means, yes?
kthpkc: not really
kthpkc: mebbe i do
dave: means i'll probably chase you all night
kthpkc: ok, i need some exercise
dave: but if i catch you we'll make sweet passionate love
dave: or something
kthpkc: ok
kthpkc: fine w/ meh
dave: ok
dave: gee that was fun
kthpkc: i bet it was
dave: yes
kthpkc: hmmm...mebbe i should bring my running shoes...
dave: nah
dave: you won't be in them long
kthpkc: true
kthpkc: i hate shoes
kthpkc: i'll run around bare foot
dave: they're almost always first to go when i'm around
kthpkc: is that so?
dave: shoes or bras, whichever are more uncomfortable looking
kthpkc: shoes
kthpkc: then the bra later
dave: we likes our bra does we?
kthpkc: is j00 gollum now?
kthpkc: yes, wesa like our bra, those we hates it
dave: i've talked like that since before it was cool
dave: why hateth it do you?
kthpkc: uncomfy
kthpkc: and annoying...
~and that's my life. have fun.~

15 Bites | Are you willing to make the ultimate sacrifice?


:: 2003 5 March :: 1.32 pm
:: Mood: poetlike

What if

I sit on my chair
in a dark corner of my room
thinking...
wondering...
What if?
What if he wasn't what he was?
What if i hadn't done what i'd done?
the questions plague me
drawing me int the depths of human nature
down
deeper and deeper
until i reach my own soul
grim questions intertwine with light thoughts
until one fragment stands in my way
What if...
What if i wasn't who i thought i was?

Are you willing to make the ultimate sacrifice?


:: 2003 5 March :: 1.17 pm
:: Mood: snowdaylike
:: Music: spiders

Snow Day!!!!!!!!
Dear Die-ary,
once again, russia was blessed w/ a snowday ^_^ so i didn't hafta worry aboot another biology quiz today!!! Hopefully my deutsch quiz will be on monday, tho we do have our 3 tests next week. And hopefully the tests fer biology and math will be moveded as well.
Yesterday was a completely hectic Tag. I had all my usual skoolness, then was supposed to have art club afterwards, then go straight to the pool to watch Andy swim, go home and eat, then come back wearing the evil dress i hafta wear fer women's chorus and do a bloody concert.
It didn't exactly work that way tho.
Ar club was cancelled, and i found out a little too late, so i went home w/ Kristy (thanx so much kristy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) and did my homework. I tried some japanese pop or sommat, damn it was good!
Mum picked meh up (she was rather p.o.ed) and we went to andy's swimmeet. Then we hurried home, dropping a friend of andy's off along the way. I had to eat and get dressed fast so i could make it back to skool on time.
I did have a good suprise tho. I thought my friend Drew had quit concerchoir cuz he's in my biology 1st hour, and thaz when concer choir meets. Imagin my suprise when i see 'im dressed up in the tux that men in chorale and chambersingers hafta wear!!! He's now in chorale, and i'm happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Oh well, today i plan on being katielike, tho i'm gonna hafta clean me room and another room of the hause fer mum *sigh*

Are you willing to make the ultimate sacrifice?


:: 2003 2 March :: 1.58 pm
:: Mood: katielike
:: Music: Tank!

Dear Die-ary,
i had much fun at kelly's church dealy yesserday. At first it was only gonna be 4 of us (April,Nate, Kelly, and meh), then brett showed up. He's cute....really cute...sigh.
Anywho's, too bad rachel missed out on alot o' fun. I was able to really talk to kelly, i haven't had time lately to do that. Sigh...did i mention that i've got brett on the mind? well i do!!!! he's so frickin' cute!!!!!
I've been lookin' fer cowboy bebop stuffness, so i'm gonna bore j00 fer the rest of the entry w/ quotes from cowboy bebop^_^
"There are three things that I hate... kids, animals, and women with attitudes. So tell me, why are all three of them neatly gathered on our ship?!" - Spike

"She promised Ed that Ed can be an official member of Bebop... hee hee." - Edward

"And how long were you in there listening?" - Faye
"Too long, you're story needs editing." - Spike

"Men are such idiots." - Faye

"My ship works better when I kick it." - Spike

"So that explains why we can't get along for five minutes." - Faye

"I haven't committed any crimes... well, at least not any bad ones." - Faye

"That's part of the skill of the game." - Faye

"Ed will introduce Ed. Full name: Edward Wong Hau Pepelu Tivrusky the 4th." - Edward
"That's a long name." - Spike
"Who the hell's this?" - Faye
"Ed made up that name for Ed, isn't it cool?" - Edward
"If you made it up, how can you be the 4th?" - Spike

"You know the first rule of combat? Shoot them before they can shoot you." - Faye

"Hey, isn't it bad for you to drink it in one shot, Annie?" - Spike

"The flow is more important... not power. You have to be like the water. You get it?" - Spike

"Looks like all my good karma is finally paying off." - Spike

"Ohh, look, it's Faye Faye!" - Edward

"Bebop no come for Ed, ooo lala..." - Edward

"Hey, all women aren't like you." - Spike

"I'm just watching a bad dream I'll never wake up from." - Spike

"You spilt my egg, I needed that egg." - Spike

"Good story." - Jet

"I hate cats, you know that." - Spike

"Lunk head, lunk head!" - Edward

"Do you have any idea what you look like right now, Spike?" - Vicious
"What?" - Spike
"A ravenous beast. The same blood runs through both of us. The blood of a beast who wanders, hunting for the blood of others." - Vicious
"I've bled all that kind of blood away." - Spike
"THEN WHY ARE YOU STILL ALIVE?" - Vicious

"Bang." - Spike

"What are you going to do, throw your life away as if it were nothing?!" - Faye

"I'm not going there to die, I'm going to find out if I'm really alive." - Spike

"This food is terrible, as usual" - Spike
"For being so bad you sure eat a lot of it" - Jet
"They say hunger is the best spice..." - Spike

"Foody food food. Do you have any? Yes you don't! No you do!" - Edward

"Oh Ed, anything but blue" - Faye

"There is nothing in this world to believe in." - Vicious

"I have no idea and no opinion." - Jet

"Now you will shed tears of scarlet." - Vicious

"Remember, a serpent's venom effects long after the bite." - Vicious

"He was a beast who lost his fangs, that is why he had to die, Spike, and that's why you have to die." - Vicious

"I'm not going to kill Spike, you're going to do it for me." - Vicious

"Hex, Hex, Chestmaster Hex! Edward is playing against him right now." - Edward

"You told me once to forget the past, that it doesn't matter... But you're the one still tied to the past, Spike!" - Faye
"Look at my eyes Faye. One of them is fake 'cause I lost it in an accident. Since then, I've been seeing the past in one eye and the present in the other. So I thought I could only see patches of reality." - Spike
"Don't tell me things like that. You've never told me anything about yourself before. Don't start now." - Faye
"I felt like I was watching a dream I would never wake up from. Before I knew it, the dream was all over." - Spike

"Bonsai, bath toy, wise guy, water boy; lights shine bright in the O-town tonight." - Edward

"What ever happens... happens." - Spike

"Some weird mail came came for Bebop Bebop!" - Edward

"The real lesson: don't leave anything in the fridge." - Spike

"Angels that are forced from heaven must become demons. Isn't that right, Spike?" - Vicious

"Sorry, I'm gonna make a bit of a mess." - Spike

"Please. I beg of you master!" - Roco Benaro

"Hey mister, this's the stairway to Heaven. You know that don't ya?" - A frog
"Obnoxious little frog..." - Spike

"I'm neither one, and both at the same time." - Gren

"I think I know, I don't think I know, I don't think think I know, I don't think I think." - Edward

"Hey, did anybody ever tell you that you don't talk much?" - Miles
"Did anybody ever tell you that you talk too much!?" - Spike

"There once was a tiger-stripped cat. This cat died a million deaths, was revived, and lived a million lives and was owned by many different people he didn't really care for. This cat wasn't afraid to die. Then, one day this cat became a stray cat, which meant it was free and he met a white, female cat and the two of them spent their days together happily. Well, years past and the white cat grew weak and died of old age. The tiger stripped cat cried a million times, then he died too, except this time, he didn't come back to life." - Spike

"Daddy! Daddy Daddy!" - Edward

"So, your finally awake. I told you before, Spike, I'm the only one that can kill you and set you free." - Vicious
"Those words apply to you as well, Vicious. Either way, it's going to end here." - Spike

"Pieces, pieces, all gone." - Edward

"High socks are cool!" - Edward

"Aww, Spike. I told you not to win too much!" - Jet
"That's not it! C'mon, we gotta split!" - Spike

"Hot dog bun! Not too young!" - Edward

"That is no ordinary star. That is the tear of a warrior. One who has finished his battle somewhere on this planet, a pitiful soul that could not find his way to lofty realm that awaits us all." - Old Man Bull

"Do you want to take a shower?" - Gren
"No thanks, I don't know where peeping toms might be." - Faye
"Well, just make sure you aren't one of them" - Gren
"Hm, I can't guarantee that." - Faye

"Satellite from days of old, lead me to your access code!" - Edward

"You sing off key..." - Spike

"See ya space cowboy." - Andy

"Did you see me, master? I was like water." - Roco

"Oldy moldy! History mystery!" - Edward

"You Jet's girlfriend? Does he have a thing for you?" - Edward

"All is fair in love and war!" - Edward

"My Onyx is no ordinary steed. She's a good compadre, who eases my mind and plays a decent game of chess." - Andy
"Horses can't play chess!" - Spike

"Maybe this is it, maybe this is the one I won't come back from." - Spike.
"......" - Faye.
"Heh, just messing with your head. Sooo, will come and save me if I need help?" - Spike

"Open foot, insert mouth." - Jet

"Don't you wanna hang out and waste your life with us?" - Spike

"Lesson, Lesson... If you see a stranger, follow him!" - Edward

"A woman's heart is as fickle as the skies of Ganymede." - Jet

"I brought a few souvenirs." - Faye
"Souvenirs, souvenirs!" - Edward

"I'm just watching a dream." - Spike

"If it's for Mau I'll drink it myself." - Spike

"Do you think... that if we had met earlier in life, that we would be friends?" - Roco

*laughs* "Hey, the world really is a great place." *laughs again* "... What?" *groans* "Oh, wow. Did I just say something?" - A very stoned Jet Black talking to his bonsai trees

"You think I'm Vicious?! You don't even know what Vicious is!" - Spike

"Let's drink to Me, and my lovely reflection in you're eyes." - Andy

"This is Spike-person and Jet-person." - Edward

"I can't tell when your joking or not." - Girlfriend of Red Eye Dealer
"I get that alot." - Spike

"His star is about to fall. I have seen it." - Old Man Bull

"Where's my souvenir?!" - Edward

"Remember, Vicious, a snake cannot devour a dragon." - Elder

"Next episode, Wild Horses!" - Ein
"Woah! He talked!" - Spike

"No. You died three years ago. That's how it works around here." - Annie

"Aww, I didn't get to do anything for the whole preview!" - Jet

"So why are you going? Is it for the girl?" - Jet
"Julia's dead... I'm just going to finish this nightmare of mine..." - Spike

"Just like that... sing for me." - Spike

"There's nothing more cruel than a child." - Jet

"Taking a nap are we?" - Jet
"I had a sweet dream." - Spike

"Are you playing that game again?" - Faye
"Not 'again,' 'still'..." - Edward

"He's a beast who has lost his place, he has no where to return too... he will come." - Vicious

"A man injured his leg during a hunt in the middle of the savanna. With no means to treat the wound, the leg rots and death approaches. The man got onto the airplane that finally arrived and there he sees a land of pure white below him. The place glistening in the light was the summit of a snow-covered mountain. The name of the mountain was Kilimanjaro. The man thinks that is where he was headed. Men only think about there pasts right before their death, as if they were searching frantically for proof that they were alive." - Jet

"Why, we wouldn't of even be able to live here if me and my two buddies hadn't dug that ditch!" - Old man
"We're the two buddies you're talkin' about!" - Second old man
"That we did, we dug like there was no tomorrow..." - Third old man

"I like women who aren't usually feminine, but show it on certain circumstances. I like that." - Spike
"Really?" - Faye
"Chc! I'm not talking about you." - Spike
"Then who?" - Faye
"Maybe it's me!" - Edward
"Next Episode: Jupiter Jazz Part II." - Spike
"Maybe its meee." - Jet

"It's COLD!" - Spike

"This is dandy but you got anything to eat?" - Spike

"So, in the end, Giraffe was killed by some form of betrayal?" - Faye
"Women easily betray others, but men live for honor and duty." - Jet
"Honor and duty, huh?" - Faye
"That's what I'd like to believe." - Jet

"Why, the only reason you can eat here is because of the seeds I planted!" - First old man
"We all helped you plant those seeds." - Second old man
"Yup, we planted those seeds like there was no tomorrow..." - Third old man
"But you were always planting seeds of a different kind." - Second old man

"Faye faye smoke smoke, faye faye puff puff! Yay!" - Edward

"Do you understand?" - Faye
"Hummm! Yes, futile, pointless!" - Edward
"Uhh..." - Faye

"There was a woman. For the first time in my life I saw a woman that was truly alive. That's what I believed. She was a piece of me I had lost. She is my other half that I had longed for." - Spike

"So what kind of woman is she? What's Julia like?" - Jet
"Ordinary. The kind of dangerous, beautiful ordinary that you just can't leave alone." - Faye
"I see." - Jet
"Like an Angel from the Underworld or a Devil from paradise." - Faye

"Do not fear death. Death is always at our side. When we show fear, it jumps at us faster than light. But if we do not show fear, it casts it's eye upon us gently, and guides us into... infinity..." - Bull

"And so, they all passed away; every one. It was a short series, but thanks for your support. That was the last episode. May they all rest in peace, amen. And for the next series, we bring you Cowgirl Ed! Ed is the main character." - Edward
"Hey, wait a minute!" - Spike
"What kind of selfish thing is that?" - Faye

"Ahhh, that's the wrong one." - Edward
"Huh?" - Spike and Jet
"You got a VHS." - Edward
"Huh?" - Spike and Jet
"It won't play beta." - Edward
"Huuuh!?" - Spike and Jet

"Ein, you're a cow-woof-woof." - Edward

"I guess we won't really know what'll happen until the jewel hits him. The whole thing could blow sky high." - Jet
"Kinda makes it interesting. I don't like this setup, Jet. Don't like it at all." - Spike

"Today, Ed goes looking for the spoooooky space creature! Hello Mr. Spooky Space Creature, are you in there!?" - Edward

"Data! Data! Bogus data!" - Edward

"Papa!" - Edward
"NOT YET!" - Jet
"Papa, papa!" - Edward

"You sing off key." - Spike

"So that's the story. And what was the real lesson? Don't leave things in the fridge." - Spike

"It was raining that day as well." - Julia
"And so you didn't come because of the rain?" - Spike
"I was supposed to kill you. It was all set up. If I had, I would have been free." - Julia
"So why didn't you? You chose to be hunted. Why?" - Spike
"Why did you love me?" - Julia

"Shin! Don't follow in your brother's footsteps." - Vicious

"A hundred percent mongrel?" - Spike
"Yeah, that's all the percents there are!" - Jet

"I hate theme parks." - Spike

"You were always there for me, and that's all I needed. Just you. For some reason, I didn't feel sad or broken up, it just didn't seem real. But slowly I realized it was real - that you were gone. And little by little, I slowly felt something inside me go numb." - Jet

"Listen to Ed...? What was I thinking?!"- Faye

5 Bites | Are you willing to make the ultimate sacrifice?


:: 2003 1 March :: 12.43 pm
:: Mood: moo
:: Music: Metro

Dear Die-ary,
hola, i just got back from MSVMA choir festival. We majorly suxord today. What was amazing was that we actually didn't do too bad in sightreading. I hate sightreading. Anywhos, mum and dad were at the festival and dad came up to meh after we sang and spoke to meh in deutsch. The girls next meh thought that i spoke german fluently, tho i told 'em that i was only in deutsch 2.
Now i'm home, waiting fer kelly to come online so i can tell her i can go to her church dealy tonite, i don't wanna use the phone, it's a commie. Too bad rachel won't be commin' tonite, she's havin' fun at ray's today.
Hmmmm...mebbe i'll take a nap again today...i'm tired. I took a nap yesserday fer at least 2 hours, then picked up dad at the airport. He got Halo fer chad, chad'll be happy tomorrow. I wish he's gotten Dead or Alive 3 fer church, but the microsoft home store only had new games, so dad got an NBA game instead. I know fer sure that i won't be playin' that.

Are you willing to make the ultimate sacrifice?


:: 2003 20 February :: 4.14 pm
:: Mood: moodlike
:: Music: Ich bin wieder hier

Dear Die-ary,
Waaahhhh!!!!! Rachel wasn't here again! Sie ist nicht wieder hier!!!! Oh well, she missed a very interesting lunch. I lunched w/ Tracey and Kelly and Kristy and Derick today. Much fun. I ended up having grapes in me lunch, so tracey and i were squishing them into juice. We tried to make Derick drink the juice, be he would do no such thing, so we dumped the whole dealy into the rest of Kristy's apple juice. Derick STILL wouldn't drink it. So tracey and i decided that we'd both take a sip, we did then Derick decided to be brave and try, and kelly also joined in the fun. We dared Derick to chug the rest of the juice, and he tried, but he didn't make it. So then i was trying to find someone gullible enough to drink the rest of the juice, kelly picked it up and threw it away!!! wahhh!!! Then Derick was having fun teasing meh and tracey by flicking a plasic knife at us, so we stood behind him and made *cough* obsene gestures at the back of his head, and i was pretending to stab his back. It was fun. I wish i had 3rd lunch again, so many fun peoples.
Skool was ok, tho i don't want to go to the choral festival next weekend. And now the quote of the day!!!!!
Happy Noodle Boy gives us joy by saying "Heeeey! Waidaminit!! Wait just a polyp picking minute!! I see your game! You will NOT sink my cheerio!! I see what is transpiring here!!!"
power hungry little guy, ain't he?

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:: 2003 19 February :: 7.55 pm
:: Mood: katielike
:: Music: Engel

iHola!iI need a backscratch!
Dear Die-ary,
Wahhh!!!!!! Rachel wasn't at skool today!!!! I was lonely all day, with the exceptions of Ray and others ^_^
I have the urge to wear part of my costume fer Kristy's party on Friday, anybody else wanna join in??? Which reminds meh, i'm nearly finished w/ my costume!!!! I got my breeches and vest today. All i need to do is dye my cloak green! w00t!!!!!
Today's quotey comes from Invader Zim! "The blood of an Invader flows through my veins! It's like... pants!" -Invader Zim

2 Bites | Are you willing to make the ultimate sacrifice?


:: 2003 17 February :: 7.07 pm
:: Mood: blank
:: Music: Tank

I'm not dead!!
Dear Die-ary,
Hola, i'm not dead yet! Rachel just wasn't angry anymore(thank God), and i hardly ever see Kelly *sob*, so no lecturing today ^_^
w00t! i just got finished watching "the labyrinth", i love that movie. I just wish that the goblin king would get rid o' the mullet, and get a better fashion sense. Believe meh, pants don't start at mid-chest. But i'm drawing my version of the goblin king anyways, tho i have no idea what he's gonna wear.
Skool was ok. We took more notes in biology, and we have a test tomorrow. It was really cold in the room, i'm glad i had my coat.
I had no energy in Womens Chorus today, poor Duiven, he was tryin' hard today to get us motivated.
In german i got a 49/50 on my written test, and we're starting a new chapter. And i still can't find my book!!!! Wahhhh!!!! I'm screwed!!!!
Lunch was lunchlike as usual.
Math was boring, we're doing proofs now, and as i'm not logical, it come's semi-easy instead of easy right now.
Debate was boring, at least we'll be researching tomorrow.
English was blah and mleah and many other words w/ no reason.
w000000!!!!! The other reason why i'm happy is that my aunt had her baby today!!!! My aunt's really special to meh, she lives in California, and she's chinese. The baby, a girl named Kaitlyn, was born 2:04pm and was 7lbs at birth. I'm soooo happy!!!!!!!!!!!
The quote of the day is from my shirt that i was wearing. "I think, therefore i get a headache"

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:: 2003 16 February :: 7.35 pm
:: Mood: moo
:: Music: Chop Suey

Why i'm gonna be dead tomorrow
Dear Die-ary,
The reason why Kelly and Rachel are gonna kill meh tommorrow is becuz i met this guy.
I met him when i was at Jessie's house, she'd told meh aboot some dude that kinda scared her, so i said that i'd scare him back. I spoke to him, and...well, he's cute, sweet, smart, and funny. I kinda like 'im and found out that he likes meh =^.^= We talk aboot musik and such, he's really nice. I know i won't give 'im my address or phone number, i'm not that stupid. But i want to be his friend. The only problem is that he's 20 and i'm, well, sw33t 16 and n3v3r b33n k1553d. Thaz the dealy there.
Ugh, mum was bitchin' to meh today aboot how much she'd be scared if she saw any goths and why do i try to dress like 'em. Arrrrrgh!!!!!! She doesn't like how i'm tryin' to dress goth/punk/individualisticness, she wonders what i see in the goth/punk fashion. Mum needs to take a hike! Not to mention take a course in "how to understand j00r teenage goth/punk/individualisticness tochter"
Well, thaz my spiel.

2 Bites | Are you willing to make the ultimate sacrifice?


:: 2003 16 February :: 2.14 pm
:: Mood: dead
:: Music: Mein Hund ist schwul

I'm in BIG trouble
Dear Die-ary,
*cringes* I'm in some major shit right now. BIG trouble. So far Rachel and Kelly will be killing meh on monday, not fun. One thing i've learned from being friends w/ Rachel is that j00 NEVER wanna see her get angry.
So i'm friends w/ a guy that i'm met on AIM, big woop. It's not like we're gettin' married or anything...
Yep, i'm in trouble. Rachel's gonna have my head on a stick. So, if j00 wanna send any last regards, do so now -_-
And now the quote from JTHM!!!!
It's a sad one from Nny today..."By the time I write in this book again, I hope to be as cold as the moon that lights this page."

5 Bites | Are you willing to make the ultimate sacrifice?


:: 2003 15 February :: 3.04 pm
:: Mood: artistic
:: Music: Sonne

It's a saturday!!!
Dear Die-ary,
Yay!!!! It's saturday!!!! I was able to sleep in until 10:45, then dad came in a woke meh up, and found out why mum hates waking meh up. I growl and snarl and am a pain in the ass. Oh well, at least i got to sleep in.
Eins
Hier kommt die Sonne
Zwei
Hier kommt die Sonne
Drei
Sie ist der hellste Stern von allen
Vier
Hier kommt die Sonne
That's from Sonne, i love that song.
I'm feelin' like Rammstein today, and like watching a movie like "The Labrynth", mebbe i'll try to find it after logging off.
I looked at pictures from when i went to Africa, i miss Africa. I'm gonna go back there someday...
We have another quote dealyness from Invader Zim today!!!
Dib: Ms. Bitters? I think a pencil is lodged in my brain. Can I go to the nurse?

Ms. Bitters: How far in your brain?

Dib: Pretty far.
~i have a shirt that has that on there!~

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:: 2003 14 February :: 5.23 pm
:: Mood: ecstatic and katielike
:: Music: Grace~Jin Roh-Main Theme

Hahaha! I've got Nny and j00 don't!
Dear Die-ary,
I usually think of Valentine's day as a halmark holiday. Full of expensive flowers, chocolates, traffic jams, and money being spent. But today i felt more into the holiday, partially cuz i got my 1st valentine's' day flower (from Ashley ^_^), Tracey's lettin' meh borrow JTHM 1,2,3,5,and 6, and act-o-grams that made meh laugh. Don't even think aboot gettin' meh one next year, i will hunt j00 down and tickle j00.
Skool was skool-like. Biology was boring, but at least i got to draw. We sang in Womens Chorus today, working too long on Psalm 100. I hate that song now.
In german we watched Dr.Doolittle 2, i read Nny instead.
Lunch was lunchlike as usual.
Math was boring as usual.
In debate the class was divided into 2 parts, sadly Rachel and i were separated. And we had to debate over video games. I had to be on the "against video games" side. I was basically the "weakest link" on my side cuz i like video games. Andrew Turner was an ass as always, and i curse him.
English was dull and stupid. Oh well, but i got to watch 4 preppies get act-o-grams. That was rather funny.
I've noticed something, whenever people are interviewed on that one stupid skool tv news showness at skool, they are always preps, jocks, or the extremely popular. They aught to start interviewing Steve Stolicker and his gang, they'd probably have a better opinion than most on certain topics.
w00t!!!!! A painting of mine is in the little art gallery just outside the cafeteria and auditorium!!!!
And now, a scene from Invader Zim!
GIR: [eyes light up red, stands up, saluting Zim.] GIR, reporting for
duty!

ZIM: [confused] GIR? What does the "G" stand for?

GIR: [eyes turn blue] I don't know. [his tongue hangs out. Zim stares
at him. Suddenly, GIR begins punching himself in the head, screaming
stupidly.] Weeee-hee-hee-hoo! Weeee-hee-hee-hee-hoo! [the screaming and
punching continue in the background, as Zim tries to think of a way to
put his question.]

ZIM: Um.....is it supposed to be stupid?

TALLEST 2: It's not stupid...it's ADVANCED! [GIR has begun to bounce on
his head, screaming still. They snicker as the scene zooms out.]

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:: 2003 13 February :: 6.48 pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: The song on Arjuna that i'm obsessed with

Boredom
Yep, i'm bored. I'm sooooo bored that for the first half hour i was watching this Jin Roh trailer over and over again. Now i'm watching Arjuna in japanese w/o subtitles. I don't mind tho, even if i can hardly understand a word that the people are saying. Plus i played the "whack" part and the part w/ my song on it over and over again. Now i'm just gonna let it play. I'm glad i'm home alone right now, mum would've been after me head just fer watchin the Jin Roh stuffness.





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