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2005 13 July :: 1.05am
:: Mood: vexed
Ugh, so writer's block has officially infected me down to my core. I've tried writing pretty much anything I can think of, and I've come up with one big-ass blank, and a considerable heap of paper soiled with some of the worst garbage I've scrawled since I started trying to write my first book way back in middle school. (in case you're wondering, my first book ever, which I scrapped before ninth grade was essentially an X-men rip off with dialogue that was surpassed in quality by that of most B-level action movies. The only typed copy was -thankfully- deleted about two years ago.)
Ugh, so now I'm just listening to NIN while running through the plots of my current projects. Once, I finish this entry I'll probably run through all the notes I've ever written on my stories (which amounts to roughly 50-60 written pages for what I've written in notebooks, and about 20-30 pages for what I have stashed away in my computer). Honestly I don't really mind that at all, in fact, I'd rather enjoy it, if not for the fact that I know it will take me hours upon hours upon hours just to properly read, analyze, and piece together everything. *sigh* and the fact that I wrote everything out of order and between notes I took for classes, is not going to help things...
...particularly when I get to the part of my one notebook where I started writing backwards, and alternating stories...
...Ah well though, I'll have to do it sooner or later.
Hmm, so otherwise, my life has been extraordinarly boring. My mom left the house this last week, so I get the house to myself during the day, though I have to take care of our insane dog that hides in the closet all day, and water the flowers. Tomorrow I also have to bring my dog to the groomer early in the morning.
Somehow I think tomorrow is going to be one of those really long days. For some reason they seem to keep getting longer on me, along with the nights. Ugh, and I swear there is nothing to do this late anymore. Adult Swim is nothing but reruns except for on saturdays...
...and if I'm lucky I can find a single person to chat with online.
Well, that's pretty much it for now.
Va con dios amigos.
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2005 12 July :: 8.25pm
Why are people soo stupid to assume and conclude from what they hear on TV and read in the paper. I just love how blatenly obvious things seem to be to people when they see it on tv or read it, yet they completely forget that these trusty newspapers are owned and ran by people who have their political agenda's and rely on income from certain investors who are a little more loose when they recieve beneficial publicity. Oh and television don't get me started there. People get such rediculous ideas based on what is sold to us on the tube. The whole point of tv is to tell us what we want to hear, and make us think what they want us to think, and keep us from leaving our seats for as long as possible so that they can get paid, by companies of questionable ethical quality, for guarenteeing a certain amount of people will see their next wonder idea to take money out of our pockets, but if you ask me these defenitly can be considered realible sources of information to judge and concluded and possibly even condem people that we haven't even met for a few second in our entire infintesimaly wise lifes.
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2005 12 July :: 7.03pm
:: Music: Nine Inch Nails
The flame's entrails of ash
I unlatch my jaw to let you see down inside of me.
Do not look away.
I need to see the fear in your eyes that reflects from your soul.
Do not pull away.
It is your fear I feed on more than your flesh.
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2005 12 July :: 3.38am
WoW
I attempted to run Gnomer with a friend and some people we didn't know.
The tank wouldn't tank, the healer insisted on fighting (and therefore dying so she couldn't heal or rez any of us) and then someone rolled on something that both my friend and I wanted/could wear only to disenchant it.
It ended with the healer jumping off the area we were all standing on, thereby aggro-ing everything, dying, then getting pissed off at us and leaving the group. Then the tank jumped down to help her, died, yelled at us and left.
The rogue was the only nice guy.
I really hate grouping with people I don't know.
And Gnomer is a sucky instance.
Good news: Rumor has it that the new patch comes out tomorrow/today!
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2005 12 July :: 2.45am
I got lost in the jungle (in FFXI) for 45 minutes and no one would help me out. ;_;
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2005 11 July :: 2.57pm
Woo! I just submitted a couple of photos!
The server at DA today is really slow. Grrrrrrr...
A friend of mom's asked me today if I was out of my black phase. I gave her a look (trying not to give her the evil eye) and informed her very coldly that I wear other colors as well.
Sometimes grownups can be so dumb. I hope I never become one of them.
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2005 11 July :: 11.05am
I found someone to go with me to the Dear Friends concert. I would like to go to Michigan's Adventure on Saturday though and then go to the concert on Sunday, I just don't know how well Shayna's mom will like it. :/
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2005 9 July :: 4.37pm
:: Music: Gatsbys American Dream - Shhhhhh! I'm Listening to Reason
Skin graft, tattoo pinprick, and the needles gift of ink
How'd you feel with all that caution tape wrapped around your face? And the barbed wire binding your hands together, keeping them in place.
That must have been nice. So secure.
How did you like all those splinters of shattered bone working their way into your muscles and nerves? Did that feel good? Do you like it when it burns?
That must have been nice. So warm.
Gagged with a rag drenched in kerosene. Did it feel good to let all the pain out in muffled screams? Did that quench your hunger for flames? With something so flammable coursing through your veins.
Oh I wonder how it felt. It must have been so nice, so nice.
Draining you of all vitality and life left within. Could you feel every pinprick of the thirsty needles as they drank blood from your skin?
All that attention, you must have loved it. I'm jealous.
Did you even hear the sound of your own head hitting the cold slab of steel? Were you already unconcious, or could you still feel? Just because your eyes are closed and you're not breathing, that doesn't mean you're dead. The way you laid there so still, the curve of your hips just whispered and begged.
So jealous.
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Wrote this a few days ago and posted it on a different website that not all of you read, so I figured I'd put it on here too.
By the way, I do like constructive criticism, so if you don't like something, tell me. I hate just hearing good things about my work, my head is already too big. (It's really the hair, not the skull, but still.)
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2005 9 July :: 2.56pm
My succubus comes on command!
You know it.
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2005 8 July :: 4.01am
Ha. The fifth result down. You know, the Davenport one.
EDIT: I know Russell Stein! I went to elementary school with him! How many people can seriously have that name and be in my grade?
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2005 7 July :: 6.40pm
Bodice-ripper. That's what they're called.
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2005 7 July :: 11.48am
I need new inking pens. My microns are all worn down to the metal protector thingy.
Does anybody know how much they cost? Hopefully not as much as COPIC markers. Those things are freaking expensive!
Inking page zwei of Juice. Using a regular pen and one of the marker/pens that I found at Grandma's house.
I think I'll check out the Ninjai site.
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Success! Finished inking page 3 of Juice and am now being a submittage whore on Deviantart again again again.
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2005 7 July :: 10.47am
Babysitting got cancelled.
So I woke up early for nothing.
Sigh.
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