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2005 5 June :: 4.14pm
:: Music: Mars Volta - Roulette Dares
Exoskeletal
Charging through layers of fabric, pushing through skin so reluctant to give in, but tearing easily despite it's defense. Such a tease. Crack the bones, rip the skin.
Wrapped around me, veins like electrical cords, surging through, I can feel the current. Was all this blood supposed to be a deterrent? This is not a dream. This is only a dream. Not a, (only a) dream. Choke.
Hair matted, sticking to the side of your face. Eyes rolled back inside of your head. Rug burn coating your knees. Bruises, soft reminders of the fun we had. When pain turns to pleasure, who calls the police to tell them to disregard the last call? Don't worry, I'll take care of it. You just go back to sleep.
Go back to sleep.
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Open your eyes, your tattooed eyes.
-------------I told you that you'd rise.
Good morning.
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2005 5 June :: 2.30am
Life's pretty good.
Yeah.
Anyone know if Jessa's had her baby and how she's doing? I know the baby was due on the 30th, I'm kind of nervous about calling some chick I don't know to ask if she's doing okay. But maybe tomorrow I will.
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2005 3 June :: 3.35pm
I just took a german online placement test for my orientation at Western in a couple of weeks.
Holy scheisse, I could go into GER 3160 or GER 3170, or higher! That's good, right?
Mom was having a fit at me today, telling me to brush my hair and lecturing me on the appearances I give. And we were just going to walk downtown to get stamps! Sigh, I'll worry about my appearance and the impressions I give people later.
I love inspiration, and Star Wars. Mmm...Star Wars...
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2005 2 June :: 9.03pm
so 2nd night in a row that ive had a nosebleed, not just a little trikkle, but a constant drip that doesnt let up, today it got to bad some drained down and came out of my mouth, its weird, and i dont like it
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alastar
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2005 2 June :: 8.30pm
:: Mood: contemplative
:: Music: A Perfect Circle - Rose
Dash
Jump from thought to thought, watch them fall
- thinking never got me anywhere
My mind lies latent in instincts I have yet to act upon
and
emotions I have yet to convey
and
things I have yet to percieve.
Discontinue this
-dissonance.
The farthest distance is the not the hardest to reach
It's the walls in my mind I have trouble trying to breach
Climb
Crush
Crack
Crumble
Throw a rope around the sun, pull myself up
[itsnothighenough]
- nothing is.
I want to leave, to go out of my mind.
I want to run wild.
I want to seefeelheardosayexperience everything.
There’s a jungle out there full of brick and concrete. Full of people who’ve seen it all and people who are blind to the world. Full of murderers and saviors. Full of light and dark and those who shine the brightest within shadows. Full of shattered and stained glass. Full of black and white and every other color in the spectrum. Full of love and hate and those who love to hate and hate to love. Full of hot and cold. Full of soft whispers and softer screams. Full of emotion and apathy. Full of open space and claustrophobia endusing confinity. Full of those who thirst for fame and those who drown into obscurity. Full of disease and infection. Full of cures and protection. Full of clocks and yet not enough time. Full of things that are used up and others that haven’t even been discovered yet.
I want to experience it all.
The sun has dimmed and gone cold. The moon is burning a whole in the atmosphere. It's raining ashes. All that's left from the fire are drops of water. Buildings have collapsed. Mountains have sunk into the ground and become craters. Gravity is pulling us into the sky. [It was nice to know you.]
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2005 2 June :: 1.05am
:: Music: "Graduation" by Vitamin C
Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there? Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
As we go on, we remember
All the times we
had together
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2005 1 June :: 12.08pm
Hey Tracey, look familiar?
Go Baeng
That was a good store, too bad Rockford doesn't have it.
Sigh sigh sob cry.
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Shinigami
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2005 1 June :: 4.30am
Tonight has proven to be a very interesting night. More details tomorrow.
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alastar
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2005 30 May :: 11.10pm
:: Mood: sore
:: Music: Mars Volta
Sweet Tsunami Sour
Excitement flows from your mouth in the form of laughter and permeates my skin. It pulsates through my nerves and veins. I can feel it like an electrical current, surging through my entire body. I am saturated in this liquid, thrilling feeling.
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2005 30 May :: 8.23pm
Apperently my dad thinks Mat and I are having sex. Ha! I made a promise to myself that I'd wait and that's what I'm going to do dammit.
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2005 30 May :: 10.28am
:: Music: The Used - I Caught Fire
Let it Flow
You may have put out the fire,
But I still have the ashes
I still have the scars from your scratches
And I’m picking away at the scabs
Causing memories to flow out like blood
All these memories flow out like a flood
I hope you don’t think of this as unforgivable
Do you regret it, beautiful?
It was exciting and thrilling and emotional
Do you regret it, beautiful?
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2005 30 May :: 1.21am
Apparently, Rammstein played at the Orbit Room in Grand Rapids on July 26, 2001 and at the Van Andel Arena on Oct. 28, 2001. How come I wasn't notified?
Rammstein isn't touring in the U.S. at all this year. Grr. I really want to go to one of their shows. That's one of my big dreams.
I watched XXX for the first time today. Partially because I saw that Rammstein was in the beginning scene. Mmm, pyrotechnics. XXX is actually pretty good. I liked the action and explosions.
Back aches and Fred suck. Males suck as well. At least right now.
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2005 28 May :: 9.13pm
:: Music: Brazil - Hostage
Silence in the Storm
I'm not in the mood. It's become a nightly ritual.
You've got your own chant, and I have my own dance.
And you repeat it, while I move my feet and, we fall asleep on opposite sides of the room. You usually take the window seat, you've always liked the view. That leaves me with either the door to the hallway (a perfect escape route), or the closet (safe, secure, and cozily cluttered). Not caring whether or not I'll be able to shed the confines of coziness if a fire started, (though I doubt it could, there are no sparks in this bedroom), I take the closet.
Silence.
Silence so loud that it hurts. I hear you slowly exhale and it sounds like thunder. A tear falls and it splashes against your cheeks like rain on the roof.
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