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2005 26 September :: 7.12pm
You We could never forget.
There's ink pumpingflowingcoursing through my veins and into my heart from the notes you write to me. And it bleeds from my fingertips when I reply. You are the apple of my eye.
Pupil? Iris? Metaphor?
Subtle and difficult; oh how we care for one another.
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2005 26 September :: 5.58pm
:: Music: Bright Eyes - Digital Ash in a Digital Urn
If I had a pen of my own, I'd drain it
You sinksanksunk your knife into the sentence, and I watched as you cut the words and stabbed the letters. Everything went silent when you killed the conversation. Screams fell into whispers which faded into the air.
You sinksanksunk your teeth into the hour, and I watched as you chewed up the minutes, and swallowed the seconds. Everything went motionless when you consumed the clock. Time slowed and stilled and stopped.
But after it all,
Our hearts still race and rush,
And our tongues still taste and touch.
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2005 26 September :: 1.07am
Someone tear my heart out. Just make the pain go away...
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2005 25 September :: 9.37pm
Well then....
So tonight was very interesting. Remember that guy I was gushing about a couple weeks ago? Well I went over to his dorm today and we talked about The Prophet, which is a really good philosophy book he told me to read. But it's kind of weird talking about philosophy with someone you have a crush on because we were talking about love and what is love and what is it's nature and I was thinking "I'm in love" the whole time. But this guy has such a way of coaxing ideas out it was amazing. I learned a lot and it was euphoric. I probably looked ridicoulous walking home because I had a huge shit-eating grin on my face. He lent me some books and next week we're gonna talk about philosophy some more. Which is awesome.
When I got back to my dorm my roommate saw me come in but didn't say anything, which is weird. So I was wondering what was going on. So then I was changing cuz I got absolutely drenched on the way back and I heard the RA come in and tell my other roommate to take deep breaths and keep her eyes open. So I knew something was wrong. So then I came out of my room and saw my roommate lying on the floor in her room. We're still not sure what happened but she might've passed out or something. So the RA called 911 and the cops showed up and everything, and long story short she's at the hospital getting tests done. We all want to go see her but none of us have a car. Fuck it all.
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2005 25 September :: 8.06pm
What words get bleeped out on the radio? I'm looking for songs to play tomorrow and I'm wondering if I can play songs with "damn" or "bastard" in them.
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2005 25 September :: 5.50pm
Uber-Christian people creep me out.
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2005 25 September :: 12.04pm
Ooookay people, this is Katie running on four hours of sleep.
Andy's in the hospital. He's getting his appendix taken out.
So I'm being a regular big sister and freaking out slightly because a) This is Andy, he doesn't need anymore holes and scars in him b) Of what happened the last time a family memeber got their appendix taken out c) Because I'm in Kzoo right now and can't see him immmediatly
I'll be up in GR to see Andy today with the grandparents. Please keep Andy in your thoughts and prayers.
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2005 25 September :: 6.27am
Wow. Tonight was great ^_^
So I was on the intereweb when the "confirm person as contact on msn messenger" window popped up. I said yes and went online to see who this person was. We ended up having a random conversation starting with DDR and ending with....man, I can't remember. Either way, we agreed to meet in the TV room.
It ended up turning into an almost 5 hour DDR session (nobody else was using the TV in the TV room), a walk to 7-11 for a slushie and back, then haning out in my room.
So I finally have a friend in the Garneau/Harvey area. His name's John, his RA is the guy that I think is gay (who I also squeal over because of said gayness). This has been an awesome night. I'm going to be a bitch when I wake up in the morning.
Screw doing laundry.
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2005 24 September :: 8.41pm
Black ink scribbled across history notes
Seh' ich echt so hesslich aus, dass
neimand will bei mir setzen?
Meine Augen sind nass
ich will wienen
Warum seid
ihr so gemein?
So ich trage schwarz.
Du trägst blue, du braun
und du rosa.
Keine Mädchen setzen sich
bei mir
heute,
nur Männer.
Er riecht wie Seife.
Er redet mit mir.
Dass ist gut genug für mich.
Jetzt fühle ich nicht so
allein.
Heute Nacht
flieg ich frei-Megaherz
It's amazing how emo I can be at 10 in the morning. And in German, no less ^^"
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2005 24 September :: 4.17pm
:: Mood: Rammstein-induced craze
Rammstein Rammstein Rammstein Rammstein Rammstein
Their store has a Keine Lust patch that makes me think of Tracey.
I really want to get a Mein Teil shirt, Rammsten hoodie, and Rammstein jacket. Ich brauche Geld für Einkaufen!!!!!
Bored, but not so bored because of my wonderful Rammstein blaring throughout the dorm room.
Gib mir Benzin!!!!!!!
Thank you, this has been a broadcast brought to you by the ravings of a local Rammstein fan.
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2005 24 September :: 10.15am
:: Mood: disappointed
So I was supposed to go to a Rennaisance fair today but apparently I wrote down my ride's phone number wrong. So now I am stuck here with nothing to do.
Fuck.
Anyone wanna come visit?
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2005 23 September :: 6.46pm
!i
"...but you just want to fall apart."
I'll never look at you the same, with the way you crumbled into pieces on the ground. Now hold yourself together, girl. I'll give you supplies:
(1.)Staple[s] your eyelids shut.
(2.)Tape up all of your imperfections (more like mummification, if you ask me).
Twist (3.)Screws through your throat.
(4.)Nail[s] your muscles to your bones.
That should due.
Now,
-you've been running all day and night. And contrary to popular belief, you've been (you can run but you can't) hid(e)[ing] too. But I know all your special places. I know all your tricks from childhoodgames and masquerades; you can't fool me. I will look in the:
Hide in (1.)Shadows until the daylight breaks.
Smother yourself with (2.)Smoke.
Wrap and curl the (3.)Fog around your limbs.
Cover yourself with (4.)Veils and cloaks.
Oh I've used this before, but here it takes on a whole different meaning, when before, it was almost meaning(use)less.
Staples.tape.screws.and.nails
Shadows.smoke.fog.and.veils
A stylemuse.
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2005 23 September :: 12.12pm
:: Mood: hungry/thoughtful
:: Music: Violin music
Random thoughts
I hear someone playing their violin.
I want to find them and sit at their feet while they play. I want to watch them close their eyes and play like no tomorrow, body gliding like a dancer's as they sweep the bow against the strings.
I love the violin. It's one of the most beautiful, and sad, instruments that I've ever heard. Hearing it makes me want to swoon with delight. The tone, the quality, the beauty of it all.
A guy sat next to me in history today. He smelled like soap. It smelled good. I thought that I was going to be sitting all by myself because there weren't as many people there today. It's my lonely class because I don't have anyone to talk to in it.
I should probably get food. Or get ready to leave for math. But all I want to do is just sit back and listen to the music. And try to find the vioinist.
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2005 22 September :: 9.46pm
:: Mood: bleck/sick
Well today was eventful.
We got to have chocolate (sadly not German though) in my German Conversation class because it was some guy's birthday last week. He's probably 24 or something.
We get to do our first roleplay in class on Tuesday. It's supposed to be about dating. I'm with this one kid that's a senior at the local high school. He's so fricking adorable!!!! He's got freckles, and I love freckers. We'll be going out to a dinner and a movie. He's going to be a jerk and I'm going to be violent.
In my German Conversation class we actually laughed. It was probably the best class so far, other than the first day. Had another quiz that squeezed my brain.
In English we just researched stuff for a paper we'll be writing. We got let out early by at least half an hour.
Amanda and I ordered pizza from Dominos tonight because her roommate said that the food in the car wasn't good today. So we had cheese pizza and bread sticks. Then played a video game (Guilty Gear X, I think) on her ps2 in their dorm room.
Now I'm back and popping pills because it feels like I'm coming down with something. Blegh. My sinuses hurt. And I feel tired and like shit.
I should eat breakfast in the caf sometime. I really should. Someone make me. Or even better, come and eat with me *pleading look*
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