<3 My Babygirl <3
so like ok, I have a girlfriend now, and I know your all like, kunta omg wtf did you do. Well, to say the least, im happy, so happy that words can't describ it. Ive met the girl of my dreams and I couldn't be any happier then I already am. We go well together, we finish each other's sentences, we just look so adorable together! she can make me smile by just looking at me, and to get a smile out of me is very rare. her eyes are amazing, I could just sit there for hours and just stare at her, she might think im goofy but she knows she is too! shes not some prissy bitch either, shes just like me, she doesn't take any shit and she doesn't fucking care what other people think. I love everything about this girl and I hope to be with her a very very very very long time. I have to thank my long lost elementary friend for even giving me the chance to meet this wonderful person. Thank You Bre, I don't think we could be any happier.
Miss you melisa, you are the best

Sigh !
OK, Kunta has broken a promise he made to himself a long time ago, someone decided to bring down his wall of hate and open him up again. Feelings are everywhere and I can't control them =( part of me wants to feel like this again and part of me doesn't because I don't want to get hurt or hurt myself again, Im sick of all the pain. But those eyes just got me hooked and I can't help it, Im so confused, Im torn between 2, and I don't want anyone to be mad. sigh what to do...

Incomming Bitch Fest !
ok, all I have to say is WTF. I was looking through some news forums this morning and found this one that was labled UNICEF teaches children about bombins and terrorism. So I opened it up and to my surprize the video showed kids with out legs and limbs etc. Everything was fine blah blah until about 40 seconds into the video the smurf theme song comes on and you can hear them singing, (keep in mind its in towl head tongue) soon enough bombs come flying down from the air and blow the hell out of everything and it depicts the smurfs bloodly and crying etc. It was fall by the most fucked up thing I have seen in a long time. They are actually showing children this video to teach them about bombings? are they fucking insane ? Smurfs ! happy people ! getting blown up ... yea thats great UNICEF, you guys rock !

Fuck You UNICEF and your Orange Donation Box Too !

won't post the article but if you want to see if IM me

hmmm
ok so I've gotten myself into this new thing myspace.com non-sense.
everyone seemed to be doing it and I indeed was bored enough to jump on the bandwagen. So I've been doing a search throughout there achives and I tell ya, I never knew there were so many beautiful girls in my area. Its simply amazing, I'd actually like to get to know some of them better.

nothing much going on in kunta's life, work is about it, still being a lonely guy. Nothing exciting at work either, Im due for a good call here soon, maybe a 8 car pile up or something. Well its almost 9 o clock and I gotta get up at 3am so Im off to watch some tv and fall into some dreams.

Wedding Fun !
well this past weekend I ventured out to Canton Ohio for a wedding. My friend Dana that I grew up with who I haven't seen in 10 years was getting married and it wasn't to me :( even though she promised me when we were 10 that we would. lies !!! .. anyway the wedding was really cute and she looked awesome. The guy she married seemed pretty cool so as long as shes happy thats all that matters. The reception was sweet, After about 7 or 8 white russians, my drink of choice, I got down and bad with myself on the dance floor. It really was alot of fun, met alot of new people and a whole new family. After the reception we all went to the Hampton Inn for the After Party and my mother went to her friends house so they could catch up on shit. I didn't plan on having a room there or anything and was just gonna crash on someones floor. So after about 8 or 9 or 10 beers, I really lost count at this point, I was ready to pass out so I went down to the desk and asked my boy who I just met Joul if he wanted a beer, he was workin a 16 hour shift so he said hell yea and we drank some brew. I asked him to hook me up with a room and he said no problem man, ill work something out. So about 4 in the morning me and this other dude who didn't have a room decided to pass out in our free room ;) way to save $130 bucks kunta w00 w00. over all it was a blast and I had a great time, it was relaxing to get a break from work and just enjoy myself. Only part that sucked was everyone there was already with someone and its a damn shame cuz most of them were beautiful. Damn, I really need to get a girlfriend, its time to make time ! god damn work

Lack Of Updates !
ok I been slacking again, so sorry, hah. Nothing new going on, was on the news last friday cuz some moron fliped his tri-axel. Work is the same old shit just a new day kinda thing, nothing exciting. I guess we can discuss Rita since it hit a few days ago. I was kinda upset that Rita dropped from a 5 to like a 3 when it hit, I wanted to see mass death and chaos again. It gives me a great laugh when I see God say "hey, you sin, you loose, bitch". well maybe he doesn't say that but still Rita did fair amount of damage, I just would like to have seen more like Katrina. So your gonna say oh kunta, you heartless bastard and Im gonna say, those people had there chance to leave and get far away but oh no they stayed like stupid mother fucking southern pricks they are. enough bout that whole mess, it too early for me to get fired up yet. Its like 814 and I gotta go to work at 9 for another non-exciting day. this past work week has sucked because I requested the 1st and 2nd off to go to a wedding in ohio. Im gonna get plastered off my ass and hit on every braidsmaid. I don't care if there ugly or not, f it.
im out, so enjoy your wonderful day

Oh Nos !
ok, not much of anything new, work, work and more work nonsense. Jeff finally hooked up with the hot girl from Frick, after I got her number for him cuz hes a big coon. They went out on there 1st date tonight, yay. he brought her here after dinner and we watched "the Girl next door". I have to say for once that I actually like this girl, normally I hate the girls he goes out with for one reason or another but this one is different, I don't know that much about her yet but she can tolerate me so thats a plus in my book. Shes very pretty, but not all there in the head if ya know what I mean. Hope everything will work out for them, and now that Im gonna loose time with my best friend I think it could be time to comit to a relationship of my own ... oh nos .. look out now, kunta could be back on the prowl ...

ya, that rymed .. do sumthing bitch

Remedy
Throw your dollar bills and leave your thrills all here with me
And speak but don't pretend I won't defend you anymore you see
It aches in every bone, I'll die alone, but not for you
My eyes don't need to see that ugly thing, I know it's me you fear
If you want me hold me back

Frail, the skin is dry and pale, the pain will never fail
And so we go back to the remedy
Clip the wings that get you high, just leave them where they lie
And tell yourself, "You'll be the death of me"

I don't need a friend, I need to mend so far away
So come sit by the fire and play a while, but you can't stay too long
It aches in every bone, I'll die alone, but not for pleasure
I see my heart explode, it's been eroded by the weather here
If you want me hold me back

Frail, the skin is dry and pale, the pain will never fail
And so we go back to the remedy
Clip the wings that get you high, just leave them where they lie
And tell yourself, "You'll be the death of me"
Frail, the skin is dry and pale, the pain will never fail
And so we go back to the remedy
Clip the wings that get you high, just leave them where they lie
And tell yourself, "You'll be the death of me"

Hold your eyes closed, take me in
Hold your eyes closed, take me in

Frail, the skin is dry and pale, the pain will never fail
And so we go back to the remedy
Clip the wings that get you high, just leave them where they lie
And tell yourself, "You'll be the death of me"
Frail, the skin is dry and pale, the pain will never fail
And so we go back to the remedy
Clip the wings that get you high, just leave them where they lie
And tell yourself, "You'll be the death of me"

Renaissance Festival Fun !
Today I ventured off to west newton where the Renaissance Festival was going on. I promised my nephew I would take him and being the good uncle that I am we went. Besides the fact that it cost 15 bucks just to get in it was amazingly fun! Watched a joust go down which was pretty sweet, bet money on kids beating the shit out of each other, sniffed 3 hot different women's breast's (don't ask) and played alot of sweet games like throwing an axe, ninja star, and knife at walls. Also tore up some archey which included 5 bullseyes and did some crossbow action as well. I think if I lived in the 1400's I would most deff be a ranger weilded with my trusty bow and attuned to nature. Over all it was a fun and good experience for me and my little buddy.

When the Past comes and Bites you on the ass.
The other day I was showed a vision of the past, and although I'm very scared to admit it, but I want to see it in my Future again..

Ive tryed so hard to push my feelings aside, and I feel that ive done a very good job so far, My feelings were finally almost gone, then in one blink of an eye they came back strong. Theres alot of anger built up inside me, a ton of stress, that I wish I could just release and tell you exactly how I feel, but as you could imagine its beyond hard. I sometimes dream and visionize that you will be there forever with me, till the end, but after all, there only dreams. Alot of time has passed and alot of new things are in our lives now, but I know deep down inside, bottled up, stored away, how much I really do feel. I want you to just be happy, and aslong as you are happy I will keep smiling. Even if I don't agree with what you do with your life, I will still support you 100% and hide my feelings with a smile. There was a time I could tell you anything in the world, as you would me, but I could'nt do it now. "These times they are a changin" - Bob Dylan. I can't look in your eyes anymore and tell you how I feel and don't know if I ever will be able to do it again. I do know for a fact that no matter what, no matter were we end up, no matter how it ends, I will always Love you forever and always, till my grave. I just want you to know that I'll always be there.

Women's BooBies
Ok, I have given this alot of thought and brought the subject up with Jeff tonight to expand on the issue. One night I was bored and started to rub my man boobs, to my surprize, it didn't feel good at all, no sensation what-so-ever. I tickled my nipples alittle and that was alright. My question is, what do women get out of it? I mean you watch all these porn videos with guys going to town on some titties and the woman is all in to it, bullshit, I don't buy it at all, it fucking hurts. Do women have little sensors in there or something that makes it feel good ? Maybe mine are broke ? or are they normal and are girls tits tottaly different from guys tits ? Please, someone explain the logic behind the titty grab and why girls enjoy it, because from my point of view it fucking hurts and theres no sensation whats-so-fucking-ever !

I am being searious by the way, I must Know ...

Fuck Iraq
Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not started by Islamic people who brought it to our shores on September 11, 2001? Were people from all over the world, mostly Americans, not brutally murdered that day, in downtown Manhattan, across the Potomac from our nation's capitol and in a field in Pennsylvania? Did nearly three thousand men, women and children die a horrible, burning or crushing death that day, or didn't they?

And 'm supposed to care that a copy of the Koran was "desecrated" when an overworked American soldier kicked it or got it wet? Well, I don't. I don't care at all.

I'll start caring when Osama bin Laden turns himself in and repents for incinerating all those innocent people on 9/11.

I'll care about the Koran when the fanatics in the Middle East start caring about the Holy Bible, the mere possession of which is a crime in Saudi Arabia.

I'll care when Abu Musab al-Zarqawi tells the world he is sorry for hacking off Nick Berg's head while Berg screamed through his gurgling, slashed throat.

I'll care when the cowardly so-called "insurgents" in Iraq come out and fight like men instead of disrespecting their own religion by hiding in mosques.

I'll care when the mindless zealots who blow themselves up in search of nirvana care about the innocent children within range of their suicide bombs.

I'll care when the American media stops pretending that their First Amendment liberties are somehow derived from international law instead of the United States Constitution's Bill of Rights.

I'll care when Clinton-appointed judges stop ordering my government to release photos of the abuses at Abu Ghraib, which are sure to set off the Islamic extremists just as Newsweek's lies did a few weeks ago.

In the meantime, when I hear a story about a brave marine roughing up an Iraqi terrorist to obtain information, know this: I don't care.

When I see a fuzzy photo of a pile of naked Iraqi prisoners who have been humiliated in what amounts to a college hazing incident, that assured that I don't care.

When I see a wounded terrorist get shot in the head when he is told not to move because he might be booby-trapped, you can take it to the bank that I don't care.

When I hear that a prisoner, who was issued a Koran and a prayer mat, and fed "special" food that is paid for by my tax dollars, is complaining that his holy book is being "mishandled," you can absolutely believe in your heart of hearts that I don't care.

And oh, by the way, I've noticed that sometimes it's spelled "Koran" and other times "Quran." Well, Jimmy Crack Corn and -- you guessed it -- I don't care!

Wedding Crashers
So today I went and saw wedding crashers again because jeff hadn't seen it yet. Over all he enjoyed it alot and said how funny it was. If you haven't seen the movie yet, let me break it down. Its a typical comedy/love movie. It fools the public into believing that there is true love in the world and that there is someone out there for everyone and all that bullshit. Everyone knows my views on True love so we won't get into that nonsense. The movie starts off very funny, so funny that you want to piss yourself, then moves on to the mushy trash. There is a plus to seeing this movie as a guy you can get some smooth fucking lines out of it and pick up some chicks for a 1 night stand thingie. There is a scene with some titties and to every guy that always gets a smile, so a big thank you from the guys of the world to the director for throwing those lushest tatas in there.

Now if your already in a relationship and you think that your with the person of your fucking dreams then this is also a perfect movie for you to go see. Once your hunny see's this movie I garuntee you will get laid after the show because she will be in tears its so romatic... what nonsense. If something actual happened like this in real life everyone would be living there own fantasy then. When are they going to start making movies based on true life? Observe

Heres Billy and Susan. Billy Loves Susan and Susan Loves Billy, but along comes Jimmy and Susan Sleeps with Jimmy ! oh nos, Billy Finds out and is heartbroken, Susan Doesn't Care and crushes Billy . The End

See no one wants to make a movie about that cuz it happens everyday and people see it everyday. You know what Im talkin about, the topics are endless. They need to make a movie where the bad guys actually win. Blow the world up or whatever. Now that would be a movie

rant off

Self
Just think of this and me
as just a few of many things
to lie around
to clutter up your shelves
And I wish you weren't worth the wait
because there's some thing's
I'd like to say to you...

I don't think that
you know what
you've been missing
Cuz I don't think that
you know what
you've been missing

I dare you to forget
those marks you left
across my neck
from those nights when we were both
found at our best
I could make this obvious,
and you, you could deny me
all in one breath
you could shrug me off
your shoulders...

I don't think that
you know what
you've been missing
Cuz I don't think that
you know what
you've been missing

Hey, lush, have fun
It's the weekend
Hey, lush, have fun

Hey, lush, have fun
It's the weekend
Hey, lush, have fun

I don't think that
you know what
you've been missing
I don't think that
you know what
you've been missing

Just forget me
it's that simple
Just forget me
it's that simple

Lego's Rock
I found something interesting that was posted on one of the forums I visit daily. The Bible ... Build in legos ...

http://www.thebricktestament.com/

check it out - its the sweetest thing ever done by lego's ! Its great for kids to learn instead of making them sit down and readin the actual bible.

In other news, Im a big pussy and missed out today on asking 2 different hot girls out tonight ... Maybe if i had some balls or something .. I dunno .. fuck it .. I got snuff and movies

News Flash
Well My other Video got moved to the 2nd page so no more music on page 1 !! well we had to fix that asap .. so I introduce my 2nd video ! hahaha

I crack myself up sometimes ... lol

Enjoy

Boredz
Ripping the Dead Flesh off my Shoulders is so ... attractive, don't ya think :)
well my sunburn is leavin, as well as my tan from the beach so Im turning into a white boy again :( I should start tanning daily or something cuz I look sexy as hell with a tann. Ive caught myself looking in the mirror like 5 times and going ... damnz your sexy kid. I miss the beach alot. After not going last summer and going this summer ive realized how much I do like it there. I hate hot weather but its so much fun. Ive thought about moving down there and getting a job in the EMS system. There always busy and never a dull moment, plus I would get to look at the babes during the summers and of course .. the ocean would be at my doorstep. I would eventually buy a boat and live the good life. No one knows what there future holds, maybe I will meet someone and all my plans will be washed down the potty. Ive also though about moving far far away like the other side of the country but that thought soon left my mind cuz I would miss Jeffy way too much :( and some other people ;)

Work today was insane ... 18 calls .... 12 hours of nothing but running around saving lifes ... wtf .. people need to stop dying and getting old .. someone really needs to discover the elixier of eternal life or something !

Think im going to end my night watchin a movie by my lonesome and doing some thinking

Lovers Delight
As an Artist I Have Become Convinced of the Inadequacies of the
Writtin Language When it Comes to the Description of Feelings or Emotions
for Quite Awile. However, There are Times When You Simply Must Say Something When the Creation of Art is either not convient or practical. So, it is With a Heavy Heart that I am Forced to Express the Feelings that I Have for This Gir, Because I know that these Emotions are Poorly Served by the Simply Words I Must Use. It is Not Enough for Me to Say That I Love Her. I Have Used This Same Word to Describe my Relationship with Milk, My Television, and Those Little Bagel Things With the Pizza Inside. So, to Use It to Describe the Immense Feelings and Emotions that She Elicits in Me Seems Wrong. However Because I am an Aritist and Not a Writter I Have No Other Words to Available to Me at This Time. So I Will Use it Under the Condition That Anyone Reading This Knows That the Word Love is a Mere Shadow of the Feeling I Have for Her. That No Matter How Beautiful it Might Be it is still only a Shadow. The Feelings Itself, That which casts the Shadow is More Brilliant and Colorful Than You Could Possibly Imagin........

Grandfather
Buried my grandfather on tuesday .. how you think im feeling ... he was the closest thing I had to a father..


A Soul has left for realms we know not,
A Soul so fine, so dear,
That oft I think this soul was sent,
to show that God was near.

A saintly soul within a man, who in his earthly span,
proves once again that God's within us,
since Cosmic time began.

From dust thou come, to dust returneth,
a speaker of words has said.
Not but the ashes complete the journey,
the Soul is never dead.

And so, take comfort family mine,
our Theo lives on high.
Embraced in Heaven, his soul was lent,
to teach that God is nigh.

the Girl
I picked you out of a crowd and talked to you.

I said, "I like your shoes."
You said, "Thanks can I follow you?"
So it's up the stairs and out of view-
No prying eyes
I poured some wine
I asked your name, you asked the time...
Now it's two o'clock-
the club is closed and we're up the block
Your hands on me; pressing hard against your jeans
Your tongue in my mouth, trying to keep the words from coming out
You didn't care to know who else may have been you before

I want a lover I don't have to love.
I want a girl who's too sad to give a fuck.
Where is the kid with the chemicals?
I thought he said to meet him here, but I'm not sure
I got the money if you've got the time

You said, "It feels good."
I said, "I'll give it a try."

Then my mind went dark-
we both forgot where your car was parked
Let's just take the train
I'll meet up with the band in the morning
Bad actors with bad habits
Some sad singers they just play tragic
and the phone's ringing and the van's leaving
Let's just keep touching; let's just keep, keep singing...

I want a lover I don't have to love
I want a girl so drunk she doesn't talk
There is the kid with the chemicals
I got a hunger and I can't seem to get full
I need some meaning I can memorize
The kind I have always seem to slip my mind

But you..
But you...
you write
such pretty words
But life's no storybook
Love's an excuse to get hurt
and to hurt

Do you like to hurt?
I do, I do
then hurt me..
then hurt me...
then hurt me...

New Year
so my xmas was alright, besides saving some old ladies life... didn't get what I wanted but its cool Ill just buy it myself sooner or later.. Haven't updated in a long time. Been way to busy in real life doing important shit. So its a new year and time to reflect on the past. 2004 wasn't that bad I guess, coulda been worse, nothing really exciting happened to gloat about so nothing really to say. not really even in a typing mood.


going to play ball ... later

Notta Damn Thing
Sorry for the lack of updates, I haven't even really been busy, Just, not in a writting mood I guess, nothings new, not a damn thing. Minus the fact that someone I thought I knew and trusted lied to me, and the best was me catching her in her own lie. That my friend is one of the best feelings you can have. Jeffy and I went and saw "Team America: World Police" tonight, it was interesting to say the least. That movie offended every nation in the world in some shape or form. It also offended alot of other problems in the world such as AIDS, etc. It was deff funny and a go see movie

( jesus titty fucking christ )

hahha

on a lighter note and I got bored and did something stupid cuz I think Im diggin on a new chick....

check this out, I doubt Ill update it ever, maybe once in a blue moon or so
http://www.livejournal.com/users/garlaanx/

Anything
I feel your eyes on my back
Making the attack
Its easier to stab me
When im not looking
How could you do this to me?
I feel your skin on mine
This is our last goodbye
The hardest part of letting go
Are the things i'll never know
How could you do this to me?
How could you do this when
I'd do anything
I'd do anything anything
For you i would die just
To breathe you
For you i would scream
Just to hear you
For you i would burn just to feel you
I'm dieing...i'm screaming
Til my last dieing breathe
I have fought till the end
Hear of ghost of truth
Het these words haunt you
How could you do this to me?
How could you do this when
You just turn and walk away
You just turn and walk away
And we fall
And we bleed
And we lie
And we cheat
I've been cut too deep
I've been losing sleep
Brought down to my knees
As i beg and plead
You just turn you back
Turn your back on...me

work
so I quit my job at sony tonight, but on the happy side of things I flipped shit on my boss because he has no people skills what so fucking ever.... anyway, some girl decides she wants me hardcore style like. but the thing is, shes frickin already wit someone. like whoa.... but whatever, I can't frickin deal wit it cuz I want her badly but I am forcing myself to control myself.... shes kissed me, and I was in shock, but I did however like it..... but yet again had to force myself to control myself, so I don't know what to do about it and theres more details in it but I can't say everything on here cuz its public for christ sakes and don't wanna give out names.... so whatever ...


sigh

Angel
It's been five months since you went away
Left without a word and nothing to say
When I was the one who gave you my heart and soul
But it wasn't good enough for you, no
So I asked God

God send me an angel
From the heavens above
Send me an angel to heal my broken heart
From being in love
'Cause all I do is cry
God send me an angel
To wipe the tears from my eyes

And I know it might sound crazy
But after all that I still love you
You wanna come back in my life
But now there is something I have to do
I have to tell the one that I once adored
That they can't have my love no more
Cause my heart can't take no more lies
And my eyes are all out of cries

God send me an angel
From the heavens above
Send me an angel to heal my broken heart
From being in love
'Cause all I do is cry
God send me an angel
To wipe the tears from my eyes

Now you had me on my knees
Begging God please to send you back to me
I couldn't eat, I couldn't sleep
You made me feel like I could not breathe
Now all I wanted to do was to feel your touch
And give you all my love
But you took my love for granted
Want my lovin' now
But you can't have it
God

God send me an angel
From the heavens above
Send me an angel to heal my broken heart
From being in love
'Cause all I do is cry
God send me an angel
To wipe the tears from my eyes