:: 2010 6 April :: 4.00 pm

Movie tickets
I have to give movie tickets to my friends in private now because everyone's looking at me and I know people want them. This other guy was like, "How come you give him tickets, and not me?" I told him, "It's hard to get." They come and go very quick for popular movies. I don't want to give to just anybody because people sometimes waste them when they can't make it.

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:: 2010 1 April :: 5.02 pm

Strange dreams
I've been having strange dreams. It was movie related. The other night I dreamt about Horrorfest III and Zombieland 2 was part if it. The dream was pretty long almost like a movie, but all I remember was a giant spider bigger than a building. I saw fire, and it was dark at night.

The next dream I had didn't make sense either. Some guy was holding my right hand and he held this other girl's left hand. We were running away from something. I climbed over the gate. The thing that chased after us couldn't climb so we got away. I actually remember making an effort to climb that gate as if I've done it in real life.

I should keep a notebook near my pillow, so I can write all the details. When I wake up, I forget most of the dream.

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:: 2010 31 March :: 5.07 pm

Today was alright. I went to sell some clothes, but the lady said the clothes "were too conservative." It was given to me, and most of them looked nice. She didn't even tell me which one she took. She could have stolen some from my bag. I thought I had more than that. I should have made a count. Oh well. I didn't buy them. I wanted to clean up the place and get rid of junk and clutter, but it seems impossible because they wouldn't buy my clothes. When they don't buy the clothes, my mom wants to keep them. The closet is way to crowded and I'm sick of opening the door to find bags and bags of clothes that don't suit me. We don't need all those clothes because if we did, we would wear them. I don't see my mom wearing them.

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:: 2010 26 March :: 10.56 pm
:: Mood: creative

Spring break
School's out. Spring break starts today, and I have a feeling that it's going to be filled with work. I worked after school yesterday, today and morning to night tomorrow. I have plans. I'm not gonna sit around in this messy place. I'm gonna sell clothes and dvds. I'm gonna clean out clutters. I can't stand this messiness anymore. It's driving me crazy and extremely inconvenient. I wanted to watch all those zombie dvds that I got through an online contest, but not sure if that's possible. With all the work and organizing to do around the house, will I even have time to watch library dvds too? I sure hope so. I also want to hang out with my friends that I haven't seen. I like movies because it stops me from thinking unnecessary thoughts.

I made a deal with myself today. To stop eating sweets this spring break. If possible, to avoid it as much as possible. This includes sampling. If I sample too much, it's not any different from eating sweets too.

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:: 2010 24 March :: 9.53 pm
:: Mood: touched

A touching film I watched today
White Oleander is a very good film because it speaks to me. It's a pretty old film, but I was 12 years old at that time. My life would probably turn out like that if my mom didn't care about me. She told me that the things she went through was for me. If she made a different decision in life, I would be like the main character. White Oleander speaks to me so much, I forgot that I was watching a movie. I really like this film because the subject is what I talk with my mom about all the time when growing up. She went through a lot in the past for me to have a nice and clean life so I won't get hurt. I can't explain how much I'm thankful for the things she have done. I would never want to be like Astrid.

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:: 2010 21 March :: 4.47 pm
:: Mood: good

Music is so great!
I'm back to the mood of listening to music again! I'm so happy because it makes me happy! :) My sis is getting a new mp3 player, and I think it's almost time for me to get a new one also. I've been using this one since high school in the 11th grade. I'm gonna save up my own money so my mom doesn't have to pull out of her own pockets. She works really hard. I don't feel like asking her for anything yet. I got my black clothes and neck ties for food service this week for school. I got everything with my own money. I'm gonna go back to listening to more heavy metal because I'm in the mood. It was something I always listened to back then. I can rely on it not to bored me because it was my usual music. I'm making a list right now. Trying to refresh my memory what I used to listen to. For some reason, heavy metal makes me feel good. It sounds strange, but I can't help it..

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:: 2010 15 March :: 9.18 pm
:: Mood: tired

Not taking anything for granted
I actually like school, but not the waking up part or the homework assignments and tests. If there were no homeworks and tests, my life would be perfect. I don't mind getting up early. It isn't that bad. Enjoying the morning weather, saying hi to fellow classmates and chatting. I'm glad school isn't ending yet. I took a day off today because I don't think I can walk too far, not feeling well today. I already miss it, and I want to spend every moment as if it's going to end. I make it sound like it's the end of the world, but we should not take anything for granted because we end up missing it later. So I learned to appreciate everything. Time passes by fast, and before you know it, you're dead. So be good to everybody and everyone. School's not forever, the moments are not forever, so I never skip classes. Today was actually the first day I was absent. I didn't want to miss school at all.

It's funny how I hardly find anything offensive. Maybe I don't have that part of the brain to tell me if something was offensive. No wonder I get along with everyone. I barely know what offensive really is.

I look forward to school tomorrow. Can't wait to take that test, and enjoy an hour after that. I like veganism, but I feel like it's taking that part of life away. The part where you enjoy delicious food with friends and family. That's why I don't mind going back to an almost normal diet. Moments to cherish with someone is more important than eating the vegan diet. I miss diner food, hot dog on a stick, burgers, pizza, etc. That was my normal food anyway. It made me happy to enjoy it with people I love.

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