:: 2013 2 June :: 6.00 pm

No one understands me. At this point. I'm not sure where to go. An easy thing to do is to not think. That's all. I have to pretend to not think. I have to go back and start doing my own thing again.

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:: 2013 24 May :: 2.00 am

I hate cell phones. People are annoying. I also hate talking.

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:: 2013 20 May :: 4.37 pm
:: Mood: blank

Like a week ago at my work place, there is this customer guy who ordered a salad and tacos with crispy shell that I made. He looked like a cross between David Bowie, my classmate and Frank Tovey of the Fad Gadget. The guy was drunk. He was staring back at me like we knew each other, which was weird. He wanted to talk to me, but I avoided talking to him because I was in a bad mood. This guy is from Australia. Apparently, he played the drums and is a chef.

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:: 2013 3 May :: 1.19 am

Sometimes I feel like I want to remain a solitude forever and ever. I don't like to be around people. They make me feel insecure. I never liked people from the beginning.

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:: 2013 29 April :: 11.24 pm
:: Mood: blank

I'm tired of people prying into my business and personal life. I learned the hard way. I thought I needed people, but now I'm sure that I don't need them at all. I was an outcast and always will be. It's not what I want in life, but that's how everything's going to be. I guess I went out seeking for something and knew that I shouldn't be seeking. Now I know the answers to life. I didn't need to run anywhere, but just stay put and do my job. That's the way things should be. I'm not going anywhere anymore. It's time for more movies, music, art and recipe searching....

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:: 2013 29 April :: 10.44 pm
:: Mood: tired

As of now, I'm putting the past behind me and not remembering who did what that went wrong. I'm moving forward. I tell myself each day to move forward and to not dwell in the past. Sometimes I think there is a problem with myself. I don't know what I want because people always tell me what to do. Of course, I do know exactly what I want but I don't even know if I could make it happen. I should pray more and more each day for God's direction.

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:: 2013 29 April :: 1.57 am
:: Mood: irritated

When I thought I could trust someone, there's a barrier. I'm destined for solitude. I should be alone forever and ever. There are too many barriers between me and many people. The only people I could be around with are my family. As for me and people, there's a huge wall that can't be broken. I can't talk to them. There must be something wrong with me. I talk about facts, reality and movies.

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