:: 2012 27 September :: 2.28 pm

I felt depressed for a couple of days at work because it's low season. It's been raining everyday. I felt lonely and bored. Eversince I came here, I haven't met anyone who I can trust completely. It's hard to meet someone who will understand you. Back in SF, there were people who understood me. So I've figured out what I should do when I'm bored. Brainstorm new ideas like, learn new cooking methods + take notes, listen to music, etc.. Most of the stuff I do will always be in my head. I'm thinking about maybe talking less, do some effective clean up, make sure everything is tidy, and more. Cleaning is always good when you have nothing to do. I want to go on a diet again now. I'm eating 2 small meals everyday. I lost some weight and will continue to lose more.

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:: 2012 2 September :: 12.58 am
:: Mood: restless

It's been almost a year since I ever updated. I'm starting to focus on the more important things in life like enhancing my skills in cooking and work. Everything I do is self-taught now. I study as much as I can in Mexican cooking. I don't like to slack off at work, but there's not much to do. I can't be reading a book or listening to music because it's imappropriate at work.

Anyways.. off subject. I got started on watching American Horror Story. There are so many great shows and movies. My sis really liked the show. She hates the horror genre, but this was an exception for her. She said it was very good. I got started on it a few days ago and love it. It had all the gothic horror elements. To name a few ghosts, haunted house, secrets, past eras, ancient, etc..

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:: 2011 20 September :: 8.45 pm
:: Mood: blah

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I lived in Bangkok for 2 weeks now. My honest feeling is that I'm not liking it as much as I should, but I have to stay here for now. My mom has plans of moving to an island in Thailand. I grew up in San Francisco, and even though I complain about it all the time, I truly miss it. I can't stop thinking about the old days where I used to hang out with my friends in Downtown. I miss the independence, the freedom, the environment. Bangkok is nowhere near that. I have feelings of nostalgia. SF was freezing cold weather, but I still miss it. Today, it would be so difficult to make new friends. I miss SF friends. People used to ask me to hang out with them. I would get lazy, stay home and not hang out. I can't wait to move out of bangkok. It's a terrible city. Terrible traffic. =(

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:: 2011 14 September :: 9.48 pm
:: Mood: hopeful

Bangkok, Thailand
I moved out of Salt Lake City, Utah about a week ago, but I still check timezones for SLC and SF at this website. http://www.timetemperature.com/

Now I'm living in Bangkok, Thailand. It's a big change. Everything seemed funny at first. I'm getting used to the surrounding. The food is undoubtedly amazing. I don't think I saw or ate anything that great in my life. The surrounding is forgiven. Moving here changed my life. I used to only watch films, but now I'm going out more and seeing things. Eating different foods was nice. There's still so much more too see like the beaches. Of course, in my free time, I watch dvds if I can't go out. I'm glad I brought all of them with me on the plane. Updating woohu reminds me of the old days. Not sure what's next after Bangkok. My family will only settle when they know the place is right.

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:: 2011 10 August :: 1.45 am

Free day tomorrow. Yay. I hope I get passes for Night Fright. I loved the original. The remake will be interesting. I can't wait. It'll be just another vampire film, but I'd love to check it out.

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:: 2011 9 August :: 1.22 am

Good
This temporary job has been going well. A server job is definitely an easy job. It just requires a lot of multitasking, paying attention to every little thing and speed. I have done so much multitasking when I was in San Francisco. It was a busy city life. Sometime during next month, I'll be looking for a new job. I'm finally confident that I'm not a slow worker. I imagine that I am because in the past, I daydream so much during work and wasn't able to get things done. Now, I don't really have anything to think about. I didn't need to dream of Utah anymore. I'm here. So I'm able to focus. Nothing much to think about anymore. A good sign. Finally a calm mind. The type of mind I never had. Even though server jobs are boring and doesn't require any skills, it's still a job that helps you pay for rent, electricity and food. Today was good because I didn't feel a bit bothered.

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:: 2011 8 August :: 1.27 am
:: Mood: creative

About films
I saw (500) Days of Summer for the first time yesterday night. I haven't seen it because I was silly. So it happened around July 2009. I got a screening ticket to go see summer. I went to the theatre to wait, but there was a line for Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince right next to the summer movie line! My sis saw the line and kept saying, "Awwww. We should be watching that movie." Truthfully, I don't care about any of the Potter films. I just watch 'em just to look cool so I can write on FB that I saw it and everyone will be like, "You're so lucky." That was my second intention. Of course, my sister was dying to see it so I did something that I didn't think I would do. Ask people if they had extra passes. Some guys were nice enough. Gave us 2 passes and let us cut for free even though we bribe them with popcorn and sodas. So we got in and saw it. I thought all Potter films are so-so except for the first film because I saw it when I was 11 years old. For a little 11 year old, movies like that are exciting and scary. I liked it when I was young. As I was getting older, I realized I needed to be true to myself. I followed what my sister does, and liked everything she liked. I realized I never liked Harry Potter. haha

So yeah. (500) Days of Summer was the movie I should have seen a long time ago, but I probably wouldn't understand anything about love. So I guess it's right that I have seen it now. Back when the movie came out, I wasn't really into the lovey dovey romance, drama and comedy films. I watched mostly horror and sci-fi. I have opened up to many romance flicks. I don't watch all romance. Only some that are worth checking out. (500) Days of Summer was a terrific film. So great, perfect and realistic.

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