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2015 2 June :: 12.17am
I might be buying a new phone in about 4 months. The cheap one I bought with an unpopular brand name isn't doing it for me. It lags a lot and the battery reduced so much. From 75% to 19% in 3 hours. That's insane. I always have at least 10% left. If I want to make a call immediately, I can't. After I touch one of the buttons, I have to wait a while for it to come up.
Work was ok. Today is Buddha day in Thailand, so many place was closed. I had to eat microwave food.
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2015 30 May :: 12.09am
I fuck things up. That's all that I do. Just fuck things up.
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2015 24 May :: 7.05pm
Today is my day off and I'm spending it alone. I woke up at noon to do the laundry then went to sleep until the laundry finishes. After it finished, I went back to sleep again but I didn't fall asleep completely. I had that laxative tea and it gave me a stomach ache until 5pm. I went outside to do some shopping on stock up on some canned food in case I can't go out for any reason. Sometimes I get off late. I had my air condition on. Tomorrow, I won't have to buy any food. I'll be eating the leftovers for lunch. Then some tuna and crackers for dinner. I spent a lot of money today to get all the shopping done. I won't be spending more tomorrow. My salary is enough to get by on my own. If I save up and not eat too much, I would be starving and eventually end up binging, which happened before. Trying to enjoy resting before going back to work tomorrow. Work isn't challenging, but I'm the new staff so they don't let me do everything even though I could, but I would be doing it soon anyways when someone goes on a vacation. It's so easy being in front of the grill, stove and deep fryer. Who doesn't know how to make hamburgers?
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2015 18 May :: 4.59pm
:: Mood: hopeful
My friend posted this today:
Whatever holds you back: forgive yourself, let go, start over. It's always a new day.
Fuck yeah!
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2015 13 May :: 4.12pm
People make choices that are better for them in the end, they care little of the effect it has on someone else. I have and so have others. And I'm not going to stop living because someone has decided to not keep me in their life. If they really cared about me, they would have stuck around. Goodbye past, hello true present, I'm not quite ready for you, but you've been thrust upon me. How could I not have remembered the whole reason why I made this journal in the first place?
"Things change. And friends leave. And life doesn't stop for anybody."
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2015 30 April :: 11.37am
Going to have a nice and peaceful day today.
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2015 14 April :: 12.37am
I lived in the states longer than I lived in Thailand, but I felt that where I grew up felt lonely. Maybe it's because I was young. When I actually started to grow up, I wasn't as passive as I used to be and I moved to Thailand. I felt comfortable living in Thailand, but something I never tell anyone is, I miss the food and environment of living in the states. Thai people don't like to eat American food, but that's something I grew up with and I felt full eating a normal American meal. It's something I don't let anyone know or else it will make me different and they're look at me weird. Thai food is good, but sometimes I want to eat something else like Mexican, Mediterranean, etc.. Something good about Thai food is that they use fresh ingredients and they're low calories.
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