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:: 2015 17 February :: 7.43am

Seriously... maybe I should just give up on that dream. Maybe I should just... let go and accept that it wasn't meant for me.

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labyrinth

:: 2015 15 February :: 1.00pm
:: Mood: blank

Happy Valentine's Day. I've been staying home everyday now. I resigned from that last job at Novotel when I knew I wouldn't pass the probation. It was a boring job. I couldn't really stand it. The shirt they let me wear was tight and uncomfortable and I had to wear that everyday before. I had to stand 8 hours everyday for 6 days a week. It was exhausting. There were barely any guests either. The general manager and executive assistant manager was really rude to me also. Mostly, I had a bad experience so I was glad to be out of that place. I have seen so many nice hotel somewhere else, so this one really feels dated and old.

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goodbye

:: 2015 1 January :: 10.36pm

Time is so arbitrary.

Aging is not. Meat rocketships don't last forever. Fuck.

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goodbye

:: 2014 7 December :: 12.51pm

I'm a shitty person.

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labyrinth

:: 2014 6 December :: 11.09am

This year is coming to an end so quick! I'm glad. I feel like an intern working at Novotel. I'm just waiting until I work here for a year and get a work certificate then resign. This work place isn't terrible, but some of my co-workers are a bit hostile towards me or am I just imagining it? Somehow I don't seem to do things right in front of this one guy. He always has something to say. I wish I was somewhere where all of co-workers are more friendly and approachable. The end of this year, I'll be complete with 4 months working at Novotel. Then I would know if I will pass the probation period or not.

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labyrinth

:: 2014 1 December :: 5.52pm

Grandpa's funeral
I attend my grandpa's funeral on Saturday and Sunday. It was a buddhist ceremony, but I'm not buddhist though. Last day was Sunday. Before they put him into the oven, they open up his coffin and my relatives and I saw his corpse. Before they took him out, they put him in the coffin freezer. I touched his dead body and it felt hard and cold. I don't know him as much as my cousins, but he's still my grandpa. Most of the ceremony was a drag and was slow. The weather was hot with no wind or breeze. The house felt different without him. He was 90 years old when he died, which was like 3 days ago. My grandma is pretty old too about 86 years old.

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labyrinth

:: 2014 27 November :: 3.36pm

Funeral on Saturday and Sunday
My grandfather passed away this morning. My dad received the phone call from my mom. I was sleeping and had to wake up. I'm going to attend his funeral on Saturday and Sunday. I work on Friday and get off at 4pm. I'm going right after I get off from work. I like to take off from work when I get the chance because work has been boring and unfulfilling.

Today is my day off. I feel that it's too short. My day is almost coming to an end. I didn't get enough rest. *Sigh* I don't enjoy my job at all. I used to look forward to going to work all the time back when I was at Phuket. I loved my job and could stay there for over 10 hours. But here, when it's 4, I quickly leave and change off of my uniform right away.

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