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2004 24 November :: 9.10pm
ahh.. so it's Thanksgiving already, eh?
Well, tomorrow it is.
It's just so sad that I have to work and wont get to spend quality time with my lovely family. Tragic news.
I was glad school was cancelled today, I needed time to clean my room, closet.. everything else. It was a day to catch up. But, the snow left a mess outside after it melted.
I was just watching random people have plastic surgery on television. It really seems as if it is a quite ignorant thing to do. Is it just me that thinks that?
Next weekend, adventure to Springfield to stay Friday and perhaps Saturday night with Terri and have a grand time.
Well, I'm pretty sure that is it. Everyone that likes family oriented gatherings.. have a grand Thanksgiving.
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2004 21 November :: 6.50pm
:: Music: Cumbersome - Seven Mary Five
Well, my friend that was in the car accident died. I had his funeral to attend yesterday. It was pretty sad. I hate funerals.
So.. anyway, I also went Christmas shopping this weekend. I spent over $40 on shoelaces.
It's been a pretty decent weekend.
Mrs. H found out she was having a boy. Little boys are so cute, little girls are just stupid.
I love how it gets dark before 6 p.m. It's freaking awesome.
I probably wont be on much this week due to basketball practice every day for the fourth week in a row. So, you guys will have to stick with me until I can get back with you.
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2004 14 November :: 6.10pm
Is the weekend really over already?
I have practice at 5:45 in the morning. Then the athletic banquet tomorrow night.. sometime.
I got a new cell phone yesterday.. but I need everyone's phone numbers again unless it is an inconvenience.
One of my friends from 'almost Springfield' got in a car accident last night and I went at about umm.. 11 or so and made sure his mother was doing alright.. so, I got home late then got up at 5 for work.
And, by the way, Godric.. sorry about calling so early. I just wanted to hear your voice.
That's all..
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2004 12 November :: 9.00pm
well.. my cell phone was stolen.
so, those of you whom connect through that with me.. no longer will it work.
atleast not until i get another one..
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2004 11 November :: 8.00pm
'you don't see the bad days in photo albums'
I'm good at messing up things I end up regretting and needing later. Actually, i'm just quite perfected at fucking everything up. Period.
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2004 11 November :: 7.50pm
I have not felt this bad in a long time. I just feel death stricken. I've no idea why...
I think one of my friends may have killed himself.. either that or he ran away.
I can't get ahold of the only one that can make me feel better..
I can't go to sleep yet, maybe I'll just take a handful or two of.. something.
-edit-
five minutes later..
I miss the way I felt when you and I connected. I want that back. I dont want to be afraid. I dont want to feel like I still have something to lose for I feel losing anything else would leave me with nothing.
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2004 5 November :: 7.00pm
the week is merely over
it's been an extremely long one..
my parents are driving me nuts today.. over things on the damn news.. honestly, i believe they are both capable of taking enough responsibility of watching it if they freaking want to..
im in some massive pain right now.. that had better end soon.. otherwise, amputation.
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2004 31 October :: 1.35pm
I'm in a really bad mood.
I wish my parents had not have came back so soon. I hate the way they think all they know is all there is to know.. the way they are always right. But, who doesn't hate that, right? Yeah..
I don't know why i'm so pissy right now.. Maybe i'm just tired of being here today.
Maybe i'll just leave.
-edit-
*shrug*
I've hated this day more than any i've had for quite the time. One of the worst parts, not knowing what made it so horrible. I just got tired of people, my parents mainly.
It was the most impossible day to find something to do.. I fucking swear, everything was against me.
Everything I said was turned around, and everything I did was worthless. It was a jolly ole time. Just fucking grand.
I'm leaving, again.. before I decide giving up is best.
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2004 28 October :: 8.20pm
"You know, I feel like commiting suicide but I have so many problems I don't think it would solve them all."
-edit-
I'm still thinking of attempting to play basketball.
I've two choices.. unless things work out better than expected.
-a- Play and satisfy myself for the moment.
-b- Not play, keep my ability to walk.
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-c- Play, come out lucky..
Which am I decided upon is another story. I've not. Several factors are involved. If -c- would work, that'd be lovely. But...
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2004 26 October :: 7.30am
:: Music: The 69 Eyes - Radical
Another A.M.er.
So.. basketball isn't going to work out.. my knee is basically shot as far as ever being back to normal or so my doctor saiy s. Surgery perhaps in a couple of months.
I've that nervous feeling this morning. I'm not liking it too much.
My cell phone is recieving calls, text messages, or voicemails at the moment.. the local tower is, once again, not working correctly.
I hope there are no grapes at lunch today.
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2004 21 October :: 7.30am
Ahh!
An update in the A.M. Unusual, eh?
Yeah.. nothing really to to say..
*ponders*
I had a good night.. had a good conversation about alot of things with someone that knows how it goes.
blah, blah, blah..
Well, I'm out.. everyone have a good day.
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2004 18 October :: 3.50pm
It has been quite the day..
I've actually been rather happy all day.. but, for no reason.
Ellen said I was 'finding the smallest things amusing'...
*shrugs shoulders*
I don't know what to say...
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2004 15 October :: 6.50pm
What a week it has been.
It seemed as if it wen't extremely slow.
I love it when i'm sitting here with nothing to do and your name pops up in the corner of my computer screen.. it just makes the day seem so much better.
I'm having a hard time filling in a Christmas List this year.. I don't know what I want.
Any idea's?
Tomorrow - work in the A.M., later Springfield to purchase some new shoes. Then, Terri, Evan and I will most likely do something.
Hmm.. 'Tis all for now.
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2004 13 October :: 3.35pm
A horrible day made all better by Ellen, the best friend ever.
Because Ellen brought me hot chocolate.
Thank You!
--edit--
Happy Birthday Terri!!
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2004 12 October :: 8.20pm
I did have alot to say...
I'm trying to think of a phrase, quote, or single word to put on a shirt. It can include basically anything.. any color.. and any combination.
Any idea's?
I had open gym today.. it was hard. I've not played an actual game in so long.. i'm horrible at basketball.
Tarantula.. I'm drinking that. It's strange tasting.. one of those beverages that stings your throat.. because of the Tequila I would assume.. but yeah. It is a Blue Margarita mix.
I need someone to keep me warm *shudder*.. because it is cold.
.I am barely breathing.
.and I can't find the air.
.I don't know who i'm kidding.
.imagining you care.
.I could stand here waiting.
.for another day.
..I don't suppose it's worth the price..
..the price that I would pay..
-but-
.i'm thinking it over anyway.
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