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2004 9 August :: 10.50pm
Whoo! Two unusual things in one day.
Yeah so I was walking around town with Terri and Shane someone.. and we walked down to Shelby's.. then were coming back, this guy busts out of his house and asks for a phone.. that a woman is trying to commit suicide. So Terri calls her mother who calls the ambulance and I ran across the highway and got a police person.
He, in no hurry, sais thanks and gets in his car.. drives slow to the house.. and then asks what happened. Why in the fucking hell wouldnt you try to save the damn girl first? Yeah, he had no concern at all.
So, it turned out the guy that was this womans boyfriend is the one that ran out and asked for the phone.. and he has a warrant for his arrest. So, he left her there.. with his brother.
*shakes head* *throws up hands*
PEOPLE
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2004 9 August :: 6.30pm
:: Mood: amused
Ahh!!! Nudists.
So.. Ellen and I went to Coopers Cove, yes? Yeah.. and there were some there when we arrive.. we swim.. talk.. those people leave.
We were there for a while by ourselves.. the sound of cars coming and leaving came now and again.. then we thought someone was stealing my car, or the stuff in my car. So we walk up there.. to find everything okay. So we go back to the beach.
Later on, an older couple arrives. At this time we are still in the water.. messing around. They were drinking. Another older male arrives later as well.. he swims around does some strange exercises.. and eventually leaves. Then not too long after that.. the woman from the couple comes up to us and simply asks 'My 'partner' was wondering if you would mind if he took off his shorts, we're nudists and we weren't expecting anyone to be here' ..*Ellen and I nod.. and agree that it will be fine* 'He's a little *woman points to her head*'.
Ha!! So they strip down and wade in the water, the man is drunk as hell.. he can hardly walk. Then when they come back out.. the guy wades around in the nude then throws himself down.. then he gets up and takes a piss in the water.
They finally get ready to leave and mutter a few words of thanks to us for allowing their nudity. Ellen and I still continue laughing about the entire situation and conversing about the long ass beard the man had.
And.. That's about the end.
Finally after being sunburned and Ellen being hungry.. we left.. with this amazing story to share with all of you.
Aren't you glad?
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2004 8 August :: 5.20pm
[:. Moby :: Evening Rain .:]
..I cant stand to see the morning come..
..While the evening rain's still falling..
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..Like the day..
..Saw the same..
..All the problems..
..I follow..
..I run away..
..Saw the plane..
..The grey life..
..Tomorrow..
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..But I can't stand to see the morning come..
..While the evening rain's still falling..
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..I close my eyes..
..It doesn't work..
..I can hear tomorrow..
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2004 7 August :: 7.55pm
You know what...
Forget I ever said a god damned thing.
Fucking period.
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2004 2 August :: 6.00pm
I was in a good mood.. should've known it wouldn't last. There's nothing to hold it.
..im not crazy im just a little unwell..
..i know, right now you cant tell..
..but stay a while and maybe then you'll see..
..a different side of me..
..im not crazy im just a little impaired..
..i know right now you dont care..
..but soon enough you're gonna think of me..
..and how I used to be..
...and there went that.
Trying gains me nothing more than problems.
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2004 30 July :: 10.00pm
[:.Abandoned Pools :: Start Over.:]
What a mess our lives turned out to be
It was at its best when you and I were only three
We can start with .all the things. that turn us out
And we can go right down the list and throw them out
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Can we start over?
It's over.
..
Here you are and there's where you wanna be
But don't think you don't have company
Think of all the lonely people in the world
And if it's God who made us why are we so damn cruel
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Can we start over?
It's all over.
..
We can never lie
And you can never steal the time
And we can only watch them die
And we can never find out why
..
We can start with .all the things. that turn us out
And we can go right down the list and throw them out
..
Can we start over?
It's over.
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2004 16 July :: 12.00am
:: Music: Cold - Sick of Man
I can not win.
No matter what direction I turn, no matter how hard I try.. I always fucking fail. Atleast in some people's eyes. I've tried for too long.. only dug myself deeper into fucking nothing.
Maybe I should just go back to how I used to be.. not even knowing anything is fucking going on. Yes? I don't know.
I'm left searching for anything stable enough for me to hold onto... just long enough to gain back any feeling.. any at all.
..i said dont go away..
..turned off the lights and then you..
..said please dont follow me..
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2004 15 July :: 12.00am
[:.Finch :: Once Upon My Nightstand.:]
I'm sleeping to give my head a rest
I am so sick of these arguments
Alone, once again I'm on my own
Just need some time to myself or I'll explode
I know that this is all my fault
And one day I will get it right
But for now I sit here and remind myself
That everything will be okay
Your letter written on a napkin
It sits on my nightstand
And it reads:
This is...
This is the last time
That I will write to you
This is goodbye
I know that this is all my fault
And one day I will get it right
But for now I sit here and remind myself
That everything will be okay
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2004 9 July :: 10.30pm
:: Music: Seether - Out of my way
I wish I never would have started caring again.
Because you know what, fuck everything I cared about.
Fuck trying to fix things, fuck you.
No, maybe my life isn't as bad as yours but, you know what.. I don't fucking care. Maybe I'm not as strong as you.. or maybe you don't know all you believe you fucking do.
..give it up, im doing this my way..
If some of you care.. im sorry if i let you down.. im sure i will.. alot.
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2004 5 July :: 4.45pm
..'It's not so much who's the dog..
..and who's the fire hydrant..
..it's much deeper than that'..
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2004 4 July :: 3.45pm
:: Music: Puddle of Mudd - Away from me
I got my proof's today.
Anyone who wishes to see.. just ask.
Hope you all have a good 4th of July. Don't do anything I wouldn't do.
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2004 30 June :: 10.00am
Well...
I don't have alot to tell you about.
I work pretty much everyday.
I had off Monday but I took my senior pictures that day.
..and I'd tell you this..
..but I don't know how..
Things are basically just a little crazy right now.
That is all.
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2004 26 June :: 12.45pm
Saliva .:. Storm
Life is like a melody
Sang deep within my soul
Sang deep within to me
And all these chains that shackle me
They won't .let me take control.
They wanna take.control.of.me
I've [got to] rise above my life
To find the reason I'm alive
I'll save myself, I'm all alone
I've ope.ned my heart .to see. there's nobody home
It's .up to me., I'm .on my own.
The message of life is turning
Facing the storm
Life is filled with your memory.
You were deep within my heart
You were deep inside of me
With all this pain that I'm wrapped around
If there's a heaven up above,
I see the angels falling down
I've [got to] rise above my life
To find the reason I'm alive
I'll save myself, I'm all alone
I've ope.ned my heart .to see. there's nobody home
It's .up to me., I'm .on my own.
The message of life is turning
Facing the storm
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2004 26 June :: 12.00am
:: Mood: mellow
Saliva :: Rest In Pieces
Look at me, my depth perception must be off again
Cause this hurts deeper than I thought it did
It has not healed with time
It just shot down my spine
You look so beautiful tonight
Reminds me how you laid us down
And gently smiled before you destroyed my life
Would you find it in your heart
To make this go away
And let me rest in pieces
Would you find it in your heart
To make this go away
And let me rest in pieces
Would you find it in your heart
To make this go away
And let me rest in pieces
Look at me, my depth perception must be off again
You got much closer than I thought you did
I am in your reach
You held me .in your hands.
But could you find it in your heart
To make this go away
And let me rest in pieces
Would you find it in your heart
To make this go away
And let me rest in...
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2004 24 June :: 10.40pm
:: Music: Soudgarden - Black Hole Sun
Fuck this.
Why am I trying.
Fuck trying.
I am gaining nothing. Im only fighting against myself.
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