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:: 2005 8 February :: 3.19pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: thin lizzy "jailbreak"

okay, well this weekend at spring hill has been one of the most amazing experiences ever. the band was amazing....not at all like i thought. i thought they would be some "churchy" band, but they werent. they sang about God, but they were rockin. it was awesome. and the speaker was amazing.

i got to hang out with people i usually dont, which was the BEST part.

well other than that everything's been the same. still working on my gay english, but oh well.

chao,
-me

:: 2005 7 February :: 11.30am

Im so not going to work on my second essay. I deserve the time to play games. I will work on it at home. I have nothing better to do anyways. Well see ya later!!!...alligator!!!
~Ariana

:: 2005 4 February :: 11.53am
:: Mood: bored

Done
I am in English class right now. I already finished my Capital Punishment essay so I dont have to do anything else. I really should get started on my second essay but...I would rather not. On Wednesday I was really depressed for some odd reason. I dont think I have ever been so tired in my life. I went home and slept until 7:30p.m. Then I woke up, ate, watched my little sister for an hour, and then went back to sleep. At school on Thursday three people said that I looked tired. I felt a little tired but not bad. I might go to the basketball game tonight but that is up to my mother. I asked her yesterday if I could go and she told me to come home after school and we'll see. That means I'm not allowed to go to Jacqui's house. I didn't even ask! My mom knows me all too well. Anyways...Im not going to the dance because I dont have any money. At least the game is free. Im saving for Mexico and every penny counts. Well I'll talk to ya later!
~Ariana

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:: 2005 3 February :: 10.52pm

okay, well not much going on. huge ass term paper in brit. lit. and reading and analyzing a novel in lit.

have a pretty easy project in history too

going to spring hill this weekend, wish me luck, im gonna try snowboarding. i actually plan on breaking something, but if i dont by some chance that would be great, so yeah, like i said, wish me luck.

well, thats about it

chao,
-me

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:: 2005 30 January :: 9.06pm

:: 2005 30 January :: 11.46am
:: Music: Saints and Sailors

this weekend was fun. now i have three fucking papers to write that i havent even started, and i have to work tonight. i fucking hate my life.

:: 2005 29 January :: 11.31am
:: Mood: excited

OMG! I had the weirdest dream ever last night. I was at my rich Uncle Toms house except it belonged to my Uncle Jerry in my dream. His daughter, who is only 6 commited suicide. It was so scary. I went into her room in my dream(which was bright pink) and she was in a tree...dead. Now dont ask me why she was in a tree but she was. Anyways, my Uncle Jerry said we couldnt stay there so we went to a field and camped out. Then all of a sudden I was on a water slide. And I was clamed champion because I was the only one who didnt get wet. I know it sounds pretty stupid but really happened...in my dream of course. The water slide was black and had a tunnel. I would say that is about the weirdest dream ever but it isnt. Well ive g2g and get packed for cast away bay. Bye!!!
~Ariana

:: 2005 28 January :: 3.48pm
:: Mood: excited

Excited
OMG!!! I am so proud and excited for my older sister! She got a full scholorship to MSU! How am I ever gonna live up to that? I guess Harvard Law School is my only chance. Just joking. I know I shouldnt base what I want to do with my life, on my sisters. Radiology Technicion? I definantly dont want to do science like her. I was supposed to go to my dads today but were gonna go next weekend. It is her birthday. Thats why i'm not going to be at school on Monday. Indoor water park. I am so excited. Larissa, my sister, is jumping around the house. She is difinantly not in a bad mood anymore. Things are going great. Well see ya later!
~Ariana

:: 2005 26 January :: 8.57pm

okay, so i now have crutches........for a little

i sprained or strained a tendon in my knee, so the doctor gave me crutches and prescription MOTRIN and told me to use as needed. my knee is already moving a bit more, almost enough to walk on, but i cant stand the pressure yet. so, i dont think its too bad. at least i hope its not to bad. it still hurts, but even thats gone down. so yeah, it sucks.

so, the music for the musical is really freakin high. not all that hard, but way freakin high. i really dont want to drop it down an octave, but i think im gonna have to. which really pisses me off more than anything else, because if im gonna do something, i want it done right.

but yeah, whatever.

saturday is solo ensemble at mona shores.im scared in a way, but not like freaking out scared. i just dont want anyone in the trio to embarrass themselves. i dont mean that to sound really mean, but i know it happens, and i really dont want it to. oh well, shit happens

so other than that, i dont think i have anything else to say.

im gone,
-me

:: 2005 26 January :: 6.15pm

time just loves to pass in the most aweful ways with me.

:: 2005 25 January :: 8.05pm
:: Music: The Used- Yesterday's Feelings

i have a problem making decisions. i never realized this before. i can't even decide if i regret what i did. it's quite an odd feeling. i had previously made one decision: that the future was not something for me. i don't want one. now, im being told that im being given one anyways and asked what i plan to do with it. such a tedious task, but then all of life is tedious. i hate my life. im sorry if you hate yours.

damn you.

:: 2005 25 January :: 6.13pm
:: Mood: sore
:: Music: Dirty Dancing Soundtrack

Tennis
Today was majorly painful. I am so so sore. And to add to that I have a tennis ball shaped bruse from tennis practice today. It was really hard to run around with sore legs. Me and Jacqui had to play Julie and Jakely and we lost to say the least. I think we scored one point. Then we played Addison and David and won. It really doesnt make me feel better because they learned to play tennis two weeks ago. Well g2g, bye!
~Ariana

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:: 2005 24 January :: 9.02pm
:: Mood: tired

Natta
today i had the pleasure of running and doing stairs and sprints. Oh how i love conditioning. Then i did my homework and watched gilmore girls. Oh and smallville. Then while my family and i were watching fear factor my step-dad mad a comment that was a little racist. He said,"Black people dont like water" and my mom said,"Black people arnt very good swimmers". There is no point in argueing because i will just end up getting in trouble. The yelling will start then my mom will tell me to stop yelling and that lately ive had an attitude problem. Thats pretty much how it always goes. So anyways im supposed to be doing my homework... but we all know thats not going to happen. Well ttyl!
~Ariana

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:: 2005 23 January :: 6.54pm
:: Mood: shaken

Sledding
My sisters and my mother and I were just out sledding. My step-dad, Tim, was driving the kabota out on the ice and the ice started craking. I wouldnt have freaked out but my mom did so i did. My mom started yelling and screaming at him. He was pulling my little brother and his friend behind the kabota on sleds. He jumped off the kabota and looked at my mom like she was crazy. He then said, "Theres nothing to worry about. The ice is just expanding, you wouldnt make a very good ice fisherman." It was so scary. Not to mention earlier in the day Tim was on the ice with his truck snow plowing and the ice started to fill with water. To make it an even more lovely night our pscotic nieghbor was trying to run my little brother over with his truck. He was drunk as usual. You would have to know the whole story about why he doesnt like us. It goes like this... their dog killed our dog, we are trying to sue, they are supposed to have their dog on a chain at all times but let it run loose, before our dog died their dog attacked our other dog and paralyzed it, they call the cops on us about every other week, and we call animal control and video tape their kids out on the ice without their parents and in the summer without life jackets or swimming by themselves. I wish they would move. We just moved here not even two years ago. They cant afford their house anyways and are in total debt. They... oh I sound like my mother going on and on about. So im gonna stop and do my homework
~Ariana

:: 2005 23 January :: 3.11pm
:: Mood: bored

Mothers
Of couse today has to be the one day when Jacquis mother doesnt want to go anywhere. What is the world coming to? Now I definantly have enough time to do my homework.
~Ariana

:: 2005 23 January :: 3.01pm
:: Mood: tired

Sledding
Yesterday we had card night at my house and it was pretty boring. We played games as usual but there were only four of us. It would have been a lot less boring if Jacquis father would have let her come. I was so bored I broke out the homework. I only got one problem done because I started at 12 but at least thats one less problem I will have to do today. Jacqui might come over to go sledding but it is pretty iffy. My mom wont pick her up or drop her off because football is on. Woopy! Her father probly wont let her too. Shes supposed to call me back. Well while im waiting I might as well start my english homework. We are doing a report on capital punishment. Im pro. Im doing two papers though for extra credit. My brother is freaking out over his stupid video game now. Id better go stop him from breaking it. See ya later alligator. ~Ariana

:: 2005 23 January :: 1.41pm
:: Music: the killers

your head is full of crap

you are all making somthing out of something so completely redundant, it's really nothing. dumbasses. what difference does it make?

:: 2005 23 January :: 12.48am

Shadow
Your element is Shadow: Indifferent, unusual,
gentle and a complete mystery. No one tends to
know quite what to think of you because you
camouflage your emotions so incredibly well,
almost as well as your thoughts. You are
unpredictable in that no one knows exactly what
your going to do or what your capable of and
you've made sure they never will. You are quite
the wallflower but deep down inside is a kind
and very intelligent person. You are capable of
love but unless you let some light into your
shadowed life you'll have a hard time with your
relationships. People are a mystery only
because they all seem too superficial, you
would rather be somewhere else, away from all
the noise perhaps putting your feelings into a
form of art, maybe writing your feelings into a
poem or journal, or perhaps painting a picture.
The shadows make you feel comfortable and you
don't like to step outside your comfort zone or
let anyone else in, the spotlight terrifies
you. You are truly a mystery.

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