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2004 17 July :: 1.18pm
:: Music: third eye blind
mother is dumb.
her- Things aren't like that in the real world.
me- So this isn't the real world? is it fake?
her- No. You don't have responsibilities so you're not really living in the real world.
me- So basically, when someone was paying the bills for you, you weren't in the real world?
her- No. I wasn't in the real world, but i knew what it was like.
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2004 16 July :: 10.37pm
she keeps to herself. she listens to the rain drop quietly in the darkness.
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2004 16 July :: 3.35pm
:: Music: third eye blind
it doesn't have to be special or even different to be seen. it just has to be there. just like the rest of them. each individual can be seen.
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2004 16 July :: 2.01pm
:: Music: Bright Eyes
an attempt to tip the scales
"the scale is essentially, our attempt to solve our problems quantitatively through logic or rationalization"-Conor Oberst
are my eyes bright as well?
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2004 15 July :: 1.10pm
she likes feedback.. input. anything. they're all just sarcastic. they all just laugh. she smiles and looks away, indignantly.
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2004 14 July :: 12.10pm
Happy birthday, Joe!
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2004 13 July :: 3.13pm
The Rolling Stones
1. Are you male or female?: some girls
2. Describe yourself: beast of burden
3. How do some people feel about you?: sympathy for the devil
4. How do you feel about yourself?: shattered
5. Describe your girlfriend/boyfriend/interest: just my imagination
6. Where would you rather be?: far away eyes
7. Describe what you want to be: satisfaction
8. Describe how you want to live: before they make me run
9. Describe how you love: time is on my side
10. Share a few words of wisdom: you cant always get what you want
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2004 13 July :: 1.25pm
:: Music: pedro the lion
she tried not to think about the fact that she's stuck at home. she keeps herself busy with little things, but never stops thinking of how things could have been different. if it werent for one little thing, she would not be here right now.
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2004 12 July :: 7.52pm
:: Music: Benton Falls
"its true. they did not move me. my heart was hard and tired. the perfect fire annoyed me. i could not find it anywhere. "
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2004 12 July :: 10.37am
:: Music: AFI
not knowing what to think, she sighs and stares blankly at the screen.
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2004 9 July :: 12.34pm
everything. everything. i just want to delete everything. it all seems so insignificant. i dont want to remember any of it.
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2004 6 July :: 2.43pm
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: klq
my car has been fixed! yay! im excited, though i have nowhere to go. contact me.
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2004 5 July :: 12.53pm
:: Mood: refreshed
:: Music: Bright eyes
i refuse to move on. i just dont want to. i know what i want and it does not involve mving on so forget it. :)
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2004 4 July :: 11.26am
:: Music: third eye blind
flickering. faultering. failing. i am no star.
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2004 3 July :: 2.12pm
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: benton falls
cars are evil to me.
1. flat tire on my way to school
2. fender bender in the van
3. matt's accident
4. speeding ticket
5. my battery died last night
and thats just in the last 6 weeks. im just not lucky. now im stuck at home on a saturday once again.
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2004 29 June :: 8.31pm
:: Mood: frustrated
:: Music: oasis-wonderwall
im wandering around aimlessly. not really lost, just having nowhere to go. everywhere i go it seems to make me sad or remind me of bad things. mrrrg.
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2004 29 June :: 12.33pm
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: pedro the lion
i feel like everyone elses lives are just constant and steady while my life is made up of many individual, unexpected, and unrelated events. it frustrates me to no end.
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2004 27 June :: 4.24pm
:: Mood: bored
a lot happened to me yesterday. i wanted to talk about it. nobody wanted to listen. maybe next time.
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2004 26 June :: 4.42pm
haha my journal looks like war. blood and smoke.
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2004 26 June :: 4.39pm
:: Mood: content
like living in a shiny ballroom.
:)
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