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THE+ONE+I+LOVE

:: 2004 15 March :: 8.12pm
:: Mood: calm

well, as you all know, i recently got a gf, and i like her alot, and she likes me alot, and everyone can be amazed that a fat ass found a girlfriend that likes him for him, i don't care if you aren't amazed, and think i'm just a fat piece of shit!, well i'm a fat piece of shit with a girlfriend that i love, and that loves me and that i want to fucking spend a lot of time with!

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cowsgomoo!!!

:: 2004 14 March :: 2.41am

okay, so yeah. i havent been online for awhile, and its because of............well i dunno. well, part of it is because my connection sucks, another part is because we just got this anti-virus thing that screwed up our computer, and another part is that its just not that important to me.

but yeah, um....... i dunno what to say. ummm.... yeah, i talked to jessie, that was....a learning experience to say the least. so, jessie, if for some odd reason your reading this........thanks.

yeah.....um, i really dont know now.... well, i suppose i'll talk to you all later.

-me

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cowsgomoo!!!

:: 2004 14 March :: 2.41am

okay, so yeah. i havent been online for awhile, and its because of............well i dunno. well, part of it is because my connection sucks, another part is because we just got this anti-virus thing that screwed up our computer, and another part is that its just not that important to me.

but yeah, um....... i dunno what to say. ummm.... yeah, i talked to jessie, that was....a learning experience to say the least. so, jessie, if for some odd reason your reading this........thanks.

yeah.....um, i really dont know now.... well, i suppose i'll talk to you all later.

-me

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cowsgomoo!!!

:: 2004 7 March :: 12.56pm
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: none at the moment

yeah, i havent actually updated in a while, and i feel like taking a break from homework, so i will.

lets see.........where to start

um.......i dunno. i really dont have much to say, and what i do, i wanna keep to myself. so, um....... yeah

most of you know this already, but because i feel the need to post i'll put it :

festival is over, which means a few important things :

1. i can challenge
2. we never see the music again
3. reuben and addison can't fuck up tocatta anymore!!!

but yeah, we got straight ones for our preformance, and a 2 in sight reading, which is retarded, cause we did pretty good.

roman is a fucking hypocrite, and i hate it. in sight reading we were talking about a rhythm that was semi complicated, nothing major, but not a quarter note... and he tells me not to fuck it up, yet, i was the one who explained the rhythm to him.......but i said i didnt plan to. he said something like, yeah whatever. by then i was getting pissed, but i kept my cool, i didnt wanna blow up in the middle of sight reading. then, when it came up, he was the one fucking it up, and not just once......but every time we played it!!! but oh well, its done and over with.

grrr...... um.......i have nothing to write about.

um, yeah, im sick of being single, but i dont know if i want a relationship. its really confusing. but, life is, so oh well

im gone,
-me

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THE+ONE+I+LOVE

:: 2004 3 March :: 6.46pm
:: Mood: content

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THE+ONE+I+LOVE

:: 2004 1 March :: 6.49pm
:: Mood: happy

well i'm shocked, i finally got a gf that really likes me for me, thats awesome isn't it! well anyway i'm kinda happy about it! so whats up with everyone!?

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THE+ONE+I+LOVE

:: 2004 1 March :: 2.58pm
:: Mood: blank

i broke, four days! thats all!

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THE+ONE+I+LOVE

:: 2004 29 February :: 6.17pm
:: Mood: crappy

DarkAngel
You're as dark as can get. You like to laugh at
people, make fun of them, hurt their feelings.
You're in so deep, you'll never get out, and
you probably don't want to get out too. You
make the world a darker place. Better get my
flashlight...


Please rate ^^


What kind of dark person are you?
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cowsgomoo!!!

:: 2004 28 February :: 10.17pm

apathy
Apathy, well I can say your lucky, in some ways.
You see Apathy is no emotion, basically you
don't care. But that does not make you a bad
person. Some of my friends are apathetic and I
love them, but it wouldn't hurt to care a
little more. Trust me life hurts, most people
who are apathetic do it cause they were hurt.
But don't worry, life is pain, its also
pleasure. Good luck. (please vote)


What Emotion Dominates you?
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cowsgomoo!!!

:: 2004 28 February :: 10.07pm

HASH(0x8887f90)
Ghost or spirit: You are a lost soul. Very calm and
sweet, you are often the one who asks: What if?
With a clever mind, you want to explore the
world on a different level. Without the
answers, you aren't ready to move on. You are
most likely very creative and find yourself
thinking things through on a different level.
(please rate my quiz)


**Where will you go when you die?**(now with pics)
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cowsgomoo!!!

:: 2004 28 February :: 10.03pm

Artistic
You are naturally born with a gift, whether it be
poetry, writing or song. You love beauty and
creativity, and usually are highly intelligent.
Others view you as mysterious and dreamy, yet
also bold since you hold firm in your beliefs.


What Type of Soul Do You Have ?
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cowsgomoo!!!

:: 2004 28 February :: 9.52pm

DarkMagic
Dark magician. You love the dark because of it's
beauty and just the life that no-one else sees.
Mysterious, calm, quiet... But that doesn't
mean you're not friendly!


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What kind of dark person are you?
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THE+ONE+I+LOVE

:: 2004 28 February :: 12.18am
:: Mood: blah

Well... how's everyone life goin? mines goin pretty well, i'm goin back to the old me, so if you knew me in eigth grade, than thats the me i'm goin back to, i'm gonna try to make the best of eveything, well how's everyone else doin? anyone goin for lent? i am.

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cowsgomoo!!!

:: 2004 27 February :: 11.43pm
:: Mood: confused!!!

im so confused. there's so much crap to think about. ERRRR........ it just pisses me off, and theres no one on that i can talk to about it. but, i suppose in a way thats good, i can go back to being the way i used to be (keep it all bottled up untill i crack)

but in other news........the dance wasnt too bad. the dance contest was the best. poor liz, i think she should have won!! lol

well, im gone
-me

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cowsgomoo!!!

:: 2004 26 February :: 9.42pm
:: Mood: pissed
:: Music: beatles - mrs. robison

concert today. people sucked it up. im pissed

but, i saw nicole, derek, and charlie. which was great. i feel better when im around any one of them, but i feel GREAT when im around all of them.

but yeah, thats about it. um.....i think

im gone,
-me

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THE+ONE+I+LOVE

:: 2004 25 February :: 8.29pm
:: Mood: blah

I can't take it, i don't care if anyone comments to this one or not, but i can't take it i don't care who reads this or not! i can't take this anymore, my heart says i love her, but my brain is sayin no u get along with this other chick maybe she likes ya! i don't know what to do i'm not gonna do either, i'm gonna do what i used to be able to do, flirt and have it not mean a god damn thing!

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cowsgomoo!!!

:: 2004 25 February :: 8.26pm

okay, so um.....yeah, i really dont know why i write in these things. i mean all you people do is make fun of me or put me down. yet, like a fool i do anyways. why? there's no reason for me to put up with this. but, i do. why?! i dont need to write in here, yet i do because all you almighty bastards want me to. and then, when i do (for you) all you do is put me down. why the hell do i do it?!
oh well, i guess i deserve it.......for some reason or another.

im gone,
-me

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THE+ONE+I+LOVE

:: 2004 25 February :: 6.56pm
:: Mood: blank
:: Music: Buring Bridges: by Garth Brooks!

BLAH!
well i was sitting in second hour, halfway through class, and noone other than kevin cuppet, (whats up kevin), walks up to me and is like wow jared i guess you really have feelings huh! i was like uh oh, but he just read my woohu, and kevins cool so i'm hoping with his expertise on chicks he can help me! so help away anyone and everyone, should i keep following my heart, even though i feel i'll never win?, or shall i say screw it and go for someone else that i'll find in a few days, if i haven't already found her?

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THE+ONE+I+LOVE

:: 2004 24 February :: 9.07pm
:: Mood: confused big time!

Why does it seem so wierd,? it shouldn't feel like this, i'm losing my mind, i need to do something i wish i had my brothers quad here, i'd be offline and halfway outta town! i need some help! am i in love or what? i feel like i am but i don't know what to feel!

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THE+ONE+I+LOVE

:: 2004 24 February :: 4.28pm
:: Mood: confused

1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it
2. Am i loveable?
3. How long have you known me?
4. When and how did we first meet?
5. What was your first impression of me?
6. Do you still think that way about me now?
7. Do you think i'll get married?
8. What makes me happy?
9. What makes me sad?
10. What reminds you of me?
11. If you could give me anything, what would it be?
12. How well do you think you know me?
13. When is the last time you saw me?
14. When is the last time you talked to me?
15. Have you ever wanted/needed to tell me something, but could'nt?
16. Do you think i would ever kill someone?
17. Describe me in one word
18. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/ weaker/ staying the same?
19. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything, and i would listen?
20. Are you going to put this in your site and see what i say about you



do this please

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