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cowsgomoo!!!

:: 2003 10 November :: 3.59pm

okay, so i havent updated here in a long time, so i just thought that i'd let all of my friends know that im still alive and doing fine, i guess. so yeah

um.. soccers over with, and im really happy.
that, and marching band is over too!!! YES!!!!

um..... yeah, we've done all our crap for auditions in band and im kinda nervous. i dont really know why, cause usually im not nervous at all, but i am this year.

but yeah, if you read this write me something. just because i wanna know who all reads this.

im gone,
-me

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phil-himself

:: 2003 9 November :: 12.22pm
:: Mood: content

stuff and things of that matter
I am at my grandpa's house on his huge dsl line downloading the giant counter strike 1.6 update. It is incredibly large ,379 megs!

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phil-himself

:: 2003 8 November :: 11.22am
:: Music: led zepplin-immigrant song

jam session today
So today i am at kevin's and we are going to go to robbys and have a jam session with roman.It is going to be fun.

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THE+ONE+I+LOVE

:: 2003 2 November :: 8.43pm
:: Mood: disappointed

Well holloween kinda sucked for me... i fell asleep at my grandma's at 6:30 pm.. and she said she tried to wake me up so i could go to mike and kevin and karri's party....she said i wouldn't get up.. finally i woke up at 1:30 to the phone ringing it was my mom on my dads cell phone... so i didn't get to go to the party and have fun or get to hand out with them! i'm sorry GUYS!!!!!!

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PHIL-HIMSELF

:: 2003 1 November :: 11.23am
:: Mood: Musical
:: Music: Led Zepplin-Kashmir

SHITS OF THAT MATTER
I hven't been updating my journal cause my internet sucks and it is broken. I spent the night at RObby's House and now I am at kevins, we were playing music tgether. We saw the Clearly Blind show, it was great. We also went to a costume party dressed as sbobby rich british kids.

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THE+ONE+I+LOVE

:: 2003 30 October :: 9.55pm

well i really like this one girl!!!!.... but then i got a lil bit of feelings in my heart for someone else.. not as much as i used to but i do still.... i've liked these two for a long time... i just never really came out and said it... i'm talkin about jessica.. i like her a lot.... and i have always liked eddy a little bit... ne way i'm sorry eddy for haveing a bad time and stuff.. and jecika... IF YOU DIE BEFORE ME...ASK IF YOU CAN TAKE A FRIEND... ME!

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cowsgomoo!!!

:: 2003 30 October :: 6.51pm

i feel, just completly empty. am i incapible of any feelings what-so-ever? why me? why cant i show my emotions like everyone else does? why??? just why???

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PHIL-HIMSELF

:: 2003 26 October :: 7.35pm
:: Mood: amused
:: Music: none

That dumb survey thing
Basics
Name::Phil Maas
Birthplace::Lansing, Michigan
Birthdate::6/16/1988
Current City of Residence::cedar springs
Family Members::my mom dad and my brother alex
Favorites
Color::Blue or Black depends on the day
Beverage::coffee and things of that matter
Movie::Terminator 2,CKY 1-4,jackass
Musical::tool, metallica, system of a down, queens of the stone age
Board Game::monopoly
Computer Game::COUNTER STRIKE, Battle field 1942, starcraft
Game to Roleplay::What is that suppose to mean?
Animal::Bears are cool
Sport::Skateboarding
Book::not sure, The Manhatten Project was good
A Day In The Life..
School::Cedar Springs High School
Typical Mood::Ranting about random shit
Usually Found?::in front of my computer
Collects::computer games?
Have You Ever
Been kissed::nope
Done drugs::nope
Eaten an entire box of Oreos:yes
Eaten sushi::nope
Been on stage::yes
Been in a car accident::yes
This or That
Cold or Hot::cold
Blue or Red::blue
Rain or Snow::snow
Wool or Cotton::cotton
Private or Public School::public I guess
Chocolate or Plain Milk::chocolate milk is kick ass
Celsius or Farenheit::farenheit
Spring or Fall::spring
Science or History::history kicks ass
Math or English::math , cause egnlish sucks
"Love Life"
Do you like somebody?::I like everyone just some people piss me off
Do they know?::probably
Do you want them?::why noy
Are they hot?::sure
Random
Who do you e-mail the most?:I don't email that much
Who do you IM the most?:my friends, probably kevin or marla
Who are you talking to now?::this sruvey
Are you currently in love?::nope
Is this survey lame?::yes
Isn't bzoink! nifty? =) ::no
In 24 hours have you...
...Showered?::yes
...Had a serious talk?::do I look like a serious person to you?
...Hugged someone?::nope
...Gotten along with your parents?::nope
...Fought with a friend?::nope
...Done something kind for someone?:maybe
Do You Like To...
Give hugs?::yeah
Give back rubs?::no not really
Take walks in the rain?::no rain sucks
Cook?::I make a mean grilled cheese
Eat?::yes who doesn't
Sleep?::hellz yeah
Who..?
..Knows you the best?::not sure
..Have you known the longest?::not sure
..Do you know the most about?::not sure
..Do you consider your friend?::robby kevin tom jessica hilary mitch etc...
..Is most likely to end up in jail?::kevin
..Can you go to with your problems?::anyone
..Do you want to get to know better?::everyone
..Do you spend the most time with?::not sure
Have You...
..Been to a concert?::yes
..Loved someone so much it made you cry?::no
..Cheated on a test?::yes
..Ever stalked someone?::no
..Done something you regret?::yes
..Been in an online relationship?::define realtionship
Random Questions
Single or Hooked?::single
What is your worst habit?::ranting
Scariest moment?::not sure, not scared easy
Do you swear too much?::define too much
How do you feel about homosexuality?::whatever floats your boat
Where are you right now?::at my computer
Are you sitting by anyone?::no
What song are you listening to?::none
What is the last thing you said?::not sure
What's on your mousepad?::compaq
What are the last four digits of your phone number?::3782
What was the last thing you ate?::steak
If you were a crayon, what color would you be?::black
How many buddies do you have on your list?::aim:13 msn:18
What's the weather like right now?::dark and cold
What do you feel like doing?::playing games on my computer
What is your favorite quote?::"If I'm The MAN, Then He's The MAN and Your The MAN as well", TOOL

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PHIL-HIMSELF

:: 2003 25 October :: 10.16pm
:: Mood: accomplished
:: Music: none

Beware Archnemesis
Check this out
What is Your Destiny? by Valcion
Name
Color
Birthday
DestinyDefeat of your archnemesis
Date when you fufill your destinySeptember 10, 2024
Created with quill18's MemeGen!

so whoever my archnemesis is beware!

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PHIL-HIMSELF

:: 2003 25 October :: 9.21pm
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: more TOOL

If you are going to use the intenet learn how to spell!
This just in!, people are stupid!
Yes you heard that right.

Ok i am tired of people in forums and in chat rooms typing stupid abreviations and acronyms for words. TYPE ENGLISH!. If you have any questions about those type of things visit http://maddox.xmission.com and read his hate mail. And don't bitch to me if i spelled something wrong because i am actually using REAL WORDS!

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PHIL-HIMSELF

:: 2003 25 October :: 9.04pm
:: Mood: apathetic
:: Music: TOOL

This is my first post
I started this cause... well i don' know why.
I'm not really a "blog type of person" but I decided to do this to see if I enjoyed it.

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cowsgomoo!!!

:: 2003 12 October :: 12.24am

Name:rob
Nicknames:obray
Age:15
Birthday:may 5, everyone remember, and get me somthing! ;)
Nationality:american
Current Height:i have no clue!
Hair Color:um....dirty blonde
Eye Color:hazel i think
Family:mom, dad, jon
Location:at home
College:none yet
Piercings:none yet
Red or Blue:blue
Spring or Fall:both (soccer seasons!!)
Santa or Rudolph:santa, he can find some other reindeer
Math or English:english, cause i HATE math
What are you going to do after you finish this survey:sleep
What was the last food you ate:pizza
High School or College:right now high school
Last movie you saw:anger managment
Last noise you heard:???
Last time you went out of state:last spring vacation, to mammoth cave
Things you like in a girl/guy:sense of humor, fun to be around
What book are you reading now:none right now
Favorite board game:monopoly
Favorite magazine:?????
Worst feeling in the world:dissapointing someone
First thing you think of in the morning:i need sleep
Future daughter's name:jessica leocadia shively
Future son's name:robert ... shively
Chocolate or Vanilla:swirl ;)
Do you sleep with a stuffed animal:nope
Dream job: band directer/ tromboner, or a soccer coach/player
Whats under your bed:poo

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cowsgomoo!!!

:: 2003 12 October :: 12.09am

Who's yo daddy?:me
If you were a body of water, what kind would you be?:fresh, so everyone could use me
Tell me you love me, baby:i love you man
Does anybody like me yet?:nope
Comment
Save me Jeebus!:NO
Do you like...
cheese?:mmmmmmm.....the power of cheese
montreal steak spice?:never tried it
me?:NO
Star Trek?:NO
people who like Star Trek?:GEEKS
this survey?:nope
Ok, I'm done making your life miserable... are you happy yet?:yay!!!!!!

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What's a weird fear you have that no one else probably does?:i dont really know
Is not Jon Stewart great?:eh, not to bad
What song are you listening to?:the music box- trans-siberian orchestra
Best face wash/acne fighting product?:none work!
How loud do you sneeze?:very!
Do you like your handwriting?:i do, but no one else does
Ugliest color you've ever seen?:shit green
Does having matching socks matter to you?:most of the time, but not in soccer practice
If you were in band, what would you call it?:POO
Last time you were on a plane?:never
Have a digital camera?:yep
How big is your TV?:mine? um.... like 16"
Have you ever heard of Mystery Science Theater 3000?:nope
How many pillows do you sleep with?:3
sXe.. good or bad?:huh?
Most annoying commercail ever?:theres a few
Lamest pick-up line ever?:you know what would look good on you? me!
Dumbest song ever?:any rap song
Worst way to die?:sufficating because of being buried alive in poo
Who's the funniest comedian?:adam sandler
Ever been in a car accident?:yep
Ever had braces?:nope
Do you know HTML?:huh?
What's the most useless class in school?:math!!!!!
Best Jones Soda flavor?:im not sure
Something you collect?:nothing!!!
Something you're allergic to?:nodda
Something you wish would die?:lisa!!!!!

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THE+ONE+I+LOVE

:: 2003 9 October :: 7.29pm
:: Mood: curious

Huge!!u wanna c?!*zipps open his pants axiously.*


Are you worth it?! (Guyz only!!)
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THE+ONE+I+LOVE

:: 2003 9 October :: 7.14pm
:: Mood: crushed

When Doves Cry
"When Doves Cry" (by Prince)
How could you just leave me standing,
Alone in a world so cold?
Maybe you're just too demanding.
Maybe I'm just like my father--too bold.
Maybe you're just like my mother.
She's never satisfied.
Why do we scream at each other?
This is what it sounds like,
When doves cry.


Which 80's Song Fits You?
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THE+ONE+I+LOVE

:: 2003 9 October :: 3.00pm
:: Mood: mellow

What will your Funeral be like? by rashock
Username
You will die by:Mysterious unsolved murder. The killer was never found and neither was your body. Your casket is empty and you family mourns till this day in hopes that you are still alive or died a swift death.
Death Date:November 23, 2015
Number attending your funeral?187
How much will you leave to friends and family?$4,121,725
Created with quill18's MemeGen!

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THE+ONE+I+LOVE

:: 2003 8 October :: 9.25pm
:: Mood: FUCKED

Why the hell? everytime i find someone i like and i tell them and get to know them i get fucked? their friends decide they don't like me and like i said i'm fucked. why does everyone care about looks and money and what friends say and shit. damnit i'm fucking sick of it. i wanna die. something. someone if anyone who cares about me please tell me.

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THE+ONE+I+LOVE

:: 2003 7 October :: 4.17pm
:: Mood: content

beatin old women for pills
YOU BEAT OLD LADIES FOR PILLS!!!


what's YOUR deepest secret?
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THE+ONE+I+LOVE

:: 2003 7 October :: 4.07pm
:: Mood: content

Sad
You're the sad smile,the one that regrets nearly
everything and is constantly wondering about
what could have been.You're not happy with your
situation and usually blame yourself because of
the bad things that have happened.Cheer up.


What Kind of Smile are You?
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THE+ONE+I+LOVE

:: 2003 6 October :: 10.38pm
:: Mood: curious

Cool Quotes!!!
Love quotes:

*It's hard to tell your mind to stop loving someone when your heart still does...

* You might regret what you do- but you'll regret what you don't do SO much more

* No guy is worth your tears & when you find one that is, he won't make you cry

* You never know what you have until you lose it, and once you lose it, you can never get it

* Lust Is When You Love What You See. Love Is When You Lust For What's Inside

* You know your in love when the hardest thing to say is goodbye.

*iF u GeT cAuGhT LoOkIn At hIm...
aT LeAsT u KnOw hE wAs LoOkIn bAcK

* Everyone says you only fall in love once but thats not true, everytime I hear your voice I fall in love all over again

* dOn't settLe 4 the oNe yOu Can LiVe wiTh...wAit 4 tHe onE yOu Can't Live WithOut

* I look at him as a friend, then i realized i loved him

*Today I Love U More Than Yesterday,
but Not as much as Tomorrow*

*just b-cuz our lips havent met yet, doesnt mean that our hearts havent joined

*never say you hate him, if you cant let him go

FUnny Quotes:

* Everyone's entitled to be stupid but you are abusing the priviledge.

* Did u fall down the ugly tree and hit every branch on your way down!?

* There's a light at the end of every tunnel, just pray it's not a train.

* the closest thing u will ever come to a brain storm is a light drizzle

* ~what a shame...looks like the ugly fairy kissed you on both cheeks!~

*It's not "When Wild Animals Attack!" It's more like "When Stupid People Get Bit!"

*a small mind and a big mouth are usually found in the same place

*REMINDER: hating me wont make you prettier



I know i said i was gonna sit back and let one girl come to me but i am starting to like someone. and i don't know what to do. it is jessica shmidt. i don't think i spelled that last name right.... ne way i feel this way.....

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