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:: 2003 27 April :: 12.56am
:: Mood: pissed

hey all,
i just read my "friends" journals today, its been a few days since i read them so i figured what the hell... i'd see what they had to say. so, now im gonna start my bitchin!

ok, bill, this is to your journal from friday. im not the one making a big fucking deal about me screwing up. i could fucking care less about me fucking up, im just a person too, just like you, so its human fucking nature to screw things up everyonce in a while. and if i "bitch and bitch" at you when you screw up i dont mean to. im just pissed off at all this shit i put up with in band. people hold me to a higher expectation than you, so give me a fucking break, alright. i have to put up with so much shit you dont have a mother fucking clue. i have to put up this act of being someone completly different in some classes. i get to be myself in band, the one fucking class im good in and i get YOU bitching at ME. im fucking sick of it!!!!!!!!!!! i hate all this pressure i put on myself, and what others put on me. its not only in band either, in track too. but thats a completly different story, so i'll bitch about that later. im gone,
rob

qoute- "you know that meesta meesta lady?? i think i just killed her!" happy gilmore

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:: 2003 23 April :: 9.10pm
:: Mood: sore

i went to ferris state university today! at first i thought," oh, my dad went here. maybe i'll find something here worth looking into". well, i was wrong!!! there's nothing there!!!! they have NO band program, NO soccer, and their pre-law was a joke!!!! this is only MY opinion, NOT anyone important. they did have quite a few good programs, just nothing that intrested me. so dont take my opinion, go find out for yourself (how sucky they are).
today at track all i did was ride that stupid bike because of my shin splints. i made them worse by running on them for alot longer than i should have. but we have a BIG meet tomarrow, not like they care how I do! im just a stupid freshman that noone cares about. :( oh well.
im gone,
rob

quote- "you can trouble me for a glass of shut-the-hell-up!" happy gilmore

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:: 2003 21 April :: 8.36pm
:: Mood: alright

hey everyone,
i actualy had a decent day at track today. nothing outstanding, but alright. i didnt take last, and i beat chet and another kid both times. so im pretty happy. my times werent the greatest,but i did ok.
but enough about me. how have yall been? i havent had that many comments lately. so start talking to me! well im gone,
rob

quote-there is no more quotes! EVER!!!! unless i hear a decent argument from someone.

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:: 2003 19 April :: 10.18pm
:: Mood: crappy

hey all.

i havent written anything in a while(because nothing big has happened) but today i realized just how bad i really am at track. let me explain...
today we went to coopersville. the bronco classic where jv runs seperate from varsity. so i was thinking that i had a pretty damned good chance of taking it. WOW was i wrong. i took 8th or 9th all together. i was PISSED. and its all "coach" covey's fault. she tried to teach my HER way of going over a hurdle. i tried to tell her that I was used to going over one MY way(the right way, from what i hear). but oh well i guess.
im gone,
rob

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:: 2003 15 April :: 7.26pm
:: Mood: awsome!!!

i took 3rd place in the meet today in the 110 meter high hurdles!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im really happy!!!! well im gone, i got nothing else to say.
rob

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:: 2003 14 April :: 5.05pm
:: Mood: alright

im really bored. i have nothing to say really. all i can say is that we went camping on friday, saturday, and sunday. it was really boring. no chicks!!! : ( oh well. i guess.

just wish me luck in my meet tomarrow. other than that, i have nothing to say!

im gone,
rob

quote: "See the nametag grandma? your in my world now" happy gilmore

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:: 2003 9 April :: 10.15pm
:: Mood: alright, i guess

hey everyone.
thanks for writing to me while i was gone. it was great coming home to 27 emails and 16 posts.
im kinda pissed though. i really didnt want to come back. i liked it down there!!! i seriously thought about getting lost in one of those caves, but i didnt want to worry my mom. but i really wanted to. yeah, so i'll tell yall about my vacation.

the way down sucked ass. 8 fucking hours in a goddamned mini van with my little brother is HELL on wheels!!!!!!!!!!!! we stayed at a days inn the first few nights. on saturday all we did was drive. when we got down in kentucky we stayed in a days inn not to far from mammoth cave national park. when we got there all we did was swim for a little and sleep.
on sunday we woke up early and headed to the caves right away. we went on a really easy short one for jonathan, which was extrememly boring. then after that we went on the "Historic tour", which was pretty cool. it didnt have all the stalagtites and stalagmites that the other one did, but it was really cool anyways. then we went on this boat ride down the green river. it was really boring! i fell asleep twice, and my mom kept hitting me to keep me awake! so, if your ever in kentucky and need to fall asleep, just go on the green river ferry tour.!!
on monday we went to crystal onyx caves, which were awsome. it was really colorful and had alot of formations. after that we started to come back up north. : ( we drove up to indianapolis. in kentucky some asshole hit us on the highway!!!! bastard woke me up, so i was pissed. my dad was cussin like crazy, my little brother was crying (like always) and my mom was freakin out. the guy kept swerving in and out of traffic. yeah, great fun.
on tuesday we went to indianappolis motor speedway for my little bro. we went to the zoo. it was cold though. then we went to another hotel and swam a little more.
then we came home!!!!!!!!!!!

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:: 2003 4 April :: 1.25pm
:: Mood: awsome!!!

im getting my ass out of this hell hole we call cedar springs!!!!!!!!!!! bye bye to all ya mother fuckers who hate me. bye to all yall who dont hate me. i dont care, im just gettin out of here!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! no more stupid preps, no more people bitching at me, no more stupid people buggin me!!!!!!!!!!! this will give me a break from track!!!!!!!!!!!! no more stupid chicks who, before they know me, think im a loser!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! bye to all of ya!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im leaving saturday morning, so only 1 more day of this shit and im gone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
well, i guess im gone,
rob

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:: 2003 1 April :: 4.59pm
:: Mood: peaceful

i wrote this 4 times and my comp froze all 4, so if you wanna know anything, just ask and i'll tell ya whats up!!!!!!!!!!! so now im rather pissed and gonna go now. im gone,
rob

quote- NOT IN THE MOOD, because i had a really long page today, and it froze up here every time!!!!!!!!!!

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:: 2003 28 March :: 9.02pm
:: Mood: aggravated

nope
hey everyone,
sorry i havent been on in awhile, havent had time, and woohu.com didnt work!!! woohu.net does though! isnt that weird??? oh well. i think most of my friends (or what used to be friends) hate me now. noone talks to me anymore, so i figured i did something. so, if you are/were my friend and your not talking to me (JENNE!!!!!!!!) could you please tell me what i did! i dont mind people being pissed at me, it happens all the time, but i'd like to know what i did to piss that person off.

but anyways, who really cares. noone! exactly my point. no one really gives a flying fuck about me. hell, i dont even care about me. all i care about is making other people happy, which USUALLY makes me happy and we all get along. but lately people have just ignored me and pretty much said fuck off you dirty mother fuckin dumbass.

but yeah, track is really starting to piss me off. our coach(mrs. covey) expects us to get better, yet we dont go over any hurdles!!! can someone explain to me how that works!!! and im supposed to high jump too. i have a welt the size of my fist from the fucking bar across my back. it hurts like a mother fucker! but i dont really care anymore. i want to do good, but without going over any hurdles or high jumping at all i think im doing ok!

now that i've put you all to sleep with my boring life im going to run away.... far far away! i wish!!!!

im gone,
rob

quote- "now thats what i call high quality H2O" water boy

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:: 2003 23 March :: 12.58am
:: Mood: bored as hell

fuck no
hey people,
whats happenen??? im bored as hell. sorry i havent written in a while, that is if anyone actually reads this piece of shit. im really bored. nothing's happened to me to write about. so i guess i'll just babble on about nothing.

so, this monkey said to the cow...

ok, enough of that. i have nothing to say, so see ya all later.
im gone,
rob

quote- "i thank you for beating the shit out of me" billy madison

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:: 2003 15 March :: 4.10pm
:: Mood: pissed

the stupid basketball game
hey everyone. how are ya? im rather pissed!!! i skipped hunters training, dont ask, to go to the basketball game and watch muskegon heights murder our players. and i swear muskegon payed the refs to call shit calls. i mean, we couldnt even touch them without being called. it sucked big time!!!!! but its ok, i guess. we made it this far, thats all that matters. and if anyone on either team is reading this, for some odd reason, good job. both teams put up a really good fight, but this is one of those rare occasions where the better team doesnt come out on top. well im gone for now,
rob

quote- "The price is wrong BITCH" happy gilmore

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:: 2003 10 March :: 6.20pm
:: Mood: dumb

oh yeah
hey, i forgot about a quote today. now that im in the mood for one. um.. let me think a minute............. (1 minute passes) um...
"He called the shit poop!" billy madison

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:: 2003 10 March :: 6.10pm
:: Mood: bouncy
:: Music: rock

guess!!!
hey everyone! how was your weekend? mine was alright, didnt do much friday, went to the game though. on saturday i went to greenville for track stuff. i got new shoes, and those weird little tight-thingys to keep me warm. my shoes are awsome. there black, and bright green. there pretty cool. but on sunday my dad and i and my little brother went to the gun show. i dont really know why i went, im not really that into guns. but like the only time my dad and i get along is at things like this, so i figured i should go. it was pretty cool.

track started today! im really happy, because i kicked ass in track last year. but this year im gonna suck. just because im a freshman doesnt nessicarily mean im gonna, but i think i will compared to people who have been for a while. but, im gonna work my ass off, so i hope it will pay off. i really want to do good, and i think i will for a freshman, but not that good compared to everyone else. well, i got to go do homework.
any words of encouragement will be greatly appriciated!
im gone,
rob

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:: 2003 8 March :: 8.40pm
:: Mood: confused

???
damn it!!!!!!!!! im not sure if im gonna break up with her or not! i hate this. im almost to the point of caving in and saying we're together. but, i dont really want to be. its not her, i really really really really like her. its just that i dont really wanna girl friend right now. all my friends would kill for one, but not me! i dont know why, but i just dont feel the need for one. am i wrong??
oh, and im not in the mood for a quote today, sorry.

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:: 2003 8 March :: 8.40pm
:: Mood: confused

???
damn it!!!!!!!!! im not sure if im gonna break up with her or not! i hate this. im almost to the point of caving in and saying we're together. but, i dont really want to be. its not her, i really really really really like her. its just that i dont really wanna girl friend right now. all my friends would kill for one, but not me! i dont know why, but i just dont feel the need for one. am i wrong??
oh, and im not in the mood for a quote today, sorry.

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:: 2003 8 March :: 8.40pm
:: Mood: confused

???
damn it!!!!!!!!! im not sure if im gonna break up with her or not! i hate this. im almost to the point of caving in and saying we're together. but, i dont really want to be. its not her, i really really really really like her. its just that i dont really wanna girl friend right now. all my friends would kill for one, but not me! i dont know why, but i just dont feel the need for one. am i wrong??
oh, and im not in the mood for a quote today, sorry.

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:: 2003 7 March :: 10.35pm
:: Mood: nope, sorry, none

none, as always
hey everyone. how was your day?? mine went alright, i guess. i found out i broke up with my girlfriend today, and i didnt even talk to her, which made the break up alot easier!!!! i mean i still wanna be friends and all, but i dont want to hurt her. well enough about this stuff. im going to start adding a quote from an adam sandler movie everytime i post on here, from now on! so, now you at least have something worth reading!! now's when you say YAY!! ok, the quote for today is > "Its to damned hot for a penguin to be just walking around!" billy madison (best movie ever) ok, well i'm done, for now. bye,
rob

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:: 2003 6 March :: 3.13pm
:: Mood: just me

none, like always
hey, i've heard complants about me not writing from my adoring fans! yeah, i wish, but anyways it has been awhile. so i figured what the heck, might as well. im really kind of pissed right now because we only got a 2 in band!! stupid ass siefkin doesnt know how to play at all. in case anyone didnt know siefkin is a sophmore, joel siefkin, and he sucks really really really really bad! i mean, kids in eighth grade can play better than him. but i did okay, so that makes me happy. oh and this girl i like is acting like a real bitch lately, and i asked her what was wrong, and she like completly blew me off! we're goin out, but i think i'm gonna change that, and just be friends! being singles more fun anyways! i dont like being chained down to anyone. i mean its not like girls are lined up for me, but when the occasional girl comes by that thinks im worth talking to, i like to do that without thinking what my girlfriend would say!!! i mean, am i wrong in thinking so?! well thats all for now. any opinion on anything i wrote today would help, i guess, i mean if your bored enough to read my journal, you might as well tell me what you think about it, even if all you have to say is "Rob, you suck!" just as an example! ok, well im gone,
rob

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:: 2003 28 February :: 11.06pm
:: Mood: pissed

theres noone on this late at night!!!!!!! im so pissed, im really bored and need to talk to someone!!!! damn you people, get on at night!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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