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piiCk me up now , ii need you SOO bad .
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2004 5 February :: 7.10 pm
:: Mood: _I LovE mY fRIeNdS!_
i hav to say that i have the BEST friends in the world... their there for me, they care for me. they're just all round great!!
i love you guyz so much!!!
[[kayla's journal---shootinstarz]]
i dont think ive ever been truly worried about one of my friends except for kristi with all of the shit she had been going through. sure i've been worried about rachel with her boyfriends and stuff, because sometimes i worry she's rushing into things, but now that she's with cameron i am truly happy for her. but kayla... she's a diff'rent story. she met this kid named chris in august in school. he had broken up with his girlfriend CALLI a month later, and called kayla hott. right from the get go the two hit it off, but never actually hit it off. they started talking, than kayla's best friend bailey was talking to him, and everything was perrrrfect. but as soon as kayla tripped over the line that separates like from love, she fell in a huge lake of love for him. just like yelena, daisy, and calli did... not to mention all the other girls and well, ever since she's been drowning, when calli's like sitting up there walking on water if that makes any sense and i have to give kayla credit for swimming her hardest to get that guy, but she hasn't gotten him. for example, last weekend she was supposed to go on a damn date with him and he went to see bitch calli, cough cough, excuse me. therefore, kayla's self-esteem probably hit rock-bottom. i just want him to see her on an actual date, no kissing involved, no pressure, no nothing, just him to open the door for her, and give her a hug good-bye... like boyfriends are supposed to do. and all along she's felt pity for chris because of the way he felt for calli, just like i feel pity for KAYLA because of the way she feels for chris. so really it's a never-ending cycle, and even if calli killed a family member, or destroyed chris's life he's always going to fall for her, day after day. little things like the scent of her hair, the way she blinks, and how cute she looks when she laughs... thats what kayla notices in chris... and im stealing a line from WADWTH... well, kayla probably even knows how many smiles he has... and that is just love. calli doesnt know chris's favorite band, color, or fuck... she probably doesnt even know his bday..!! speaking of, calli just IMed me... ill probably post any good shit on this. if there's none, i wont. you know what really upsets me...
is that calli herself says that she could care less for chris, and she probably could. well i got her spitting out the juice so ill post that later..
if you want to read what i have to say about jamie vuitton go to her journal at www.woohu.com/~foxy and hit the people that have posted comments... and see what a bitch i can be. besides, that girl best be knowing not to talk to me
you know you love me
kayla
[[ i love you so much!!]]
bailey, rach, kris, heather, kayla, lacey, meghan, ashley, devin,hillary, brittany, kathryn, robert, craig, colleen, emily, matt, mark, MIA, mia c., chelsea, kayla v, j, and everyone else who's been there for me... i am SO thankful to have friends like you good friends come around like once in a lifetime... friendship is just a word, but you guyz give it a meaning...
LaLa
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2004 1 February :: 4.47 am
:: Mood: _HaPpY_
superbowl sunday
party at my house tongiht... BIG party... superbowl party=drunk people unable to drive home. lol
last nite i spent the nite at baileyz and woke up by bailey jumping on me at about 1o:3o
i had to leave at 11:15 for softball at 12:3o... fun. i played second base today and had a lot of fun doing it. i definetley put my sliders to good use!! lol. i got home and took a shower while my mom was going on a cleaning frenzy because of the party...
FREDDY=bad dreams. JASON=black or white? [[lol. bailey]]
last nite bailey and i watched freddy vs. jason... it was kinda corny on some parts, but otherwise it was scurry. she also rented darkness falls but we both already saw it so we didnt bother.
anywayz i gotta sell candy bars for softball so if ne one is in a chocolate' mood hollA at me. got plenty.
i'll swing by my ankles, she'll cling to your knees as you hang by your nose from a high-up trapeze. but just one thing please as we float through the breeze. DONT SNEEZE.
lol from where the sidewalk ends
i finaly got woohu to work!!! yay.. bailey has been wishing on the wrong star [[poor lil thing]] lol. right b?? u'll find somebody [[nahte]] lol... nah im not pressuring you. wink wink... hez kinda obsessed.
we had vball awards on friday.. ima miss my frend fransico. lol. and katelyn. i dont know what to say, besides "thanks for the number!!!" "smoooooooch" lol. although jenn didnt make it jess got a plaque [[as well as jenn]] for being such awesome coaches. in the beginning we were ok.... they made us great. thank you guyz so much!!!!
kristi u need to update chica!!!!! luv ya!
ima hollA
LaLa
kayla g.---- simplycomplexed
bailey------ bugga3
kristi-------- obsessed
heather---- heather90
muahz!!!!
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2004 31 April :: 7.45 am
:: Mood: _LoVeD_
:: Music: bailey's sexy jams
hey hey guyz,
sorry i havnt been updating my journal lately.... it doesnt work on my computer ne more. so ima update it everytime i come to baileys [[everyday]] lol. I am So lOveD... By mOna, cHrIs, aNd bAiley!!!! yAy.
anywayz. ima go. bailey and i r doing paint thingys and talkin on the phone and then we're watchin darkness falls & freddy vs. jason...[[bring it on jason]] [[lol]]
I loVe YOU!!
LaLa
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2004 25 January :: 10.58 am
:: Mood: _GrRrREd_
TRAFALGAR GIRLS VBALL TEAM
I HATE THEM!!! yea, they went on to play at dunbar and won. and their coach was just sitting on the bench with his "california look" and his elvis sunglasses acting as if it was no sweat. grrr.. n then when dunbar called timeout he would continue sitting on the bench. referee asked "dont they need your words of wisdom?" and coach replied "they're ok" and let them talk amongst themselves. AHHHH. n then "im looking forward to next year. we should be good" they r gonna hav 8 returning players next year. GULF-- WE GOTTA KICK THEY'RE A**' ! lol i thought i would let you all know that the trafalgar "tough's out title" on the front page of the youth sports section in the news press. pic and all. BIG ARTICLE. it pains me to know that that page shoulda coulda and woulda belonged to us. GET EM NEXT YEAR!
TRAFALGAR
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2004 24 January :: 8.19 am
:: Mood: _i dONT knOw aNd nEiTHeR SHoulD YOu_
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today was the best. i woke up at 8.59 and thought it was a school day so i started panicking. lol. then i relized after about 5 minutes, that, no, it wasnt after all. bailey and i went to my neighbors at 10 and ate breakfast. a man [[mark]] came [[he's english. he had an accent and everything!]] and highlited my hair as well as mom's, peg's, maria's, and pams. a cut, color, and style for all of us. i got a funky lookin style, but itz the style in england. [[ and mark would kno he did hair in england for nearly 20 years!!]] bailey liked it so i guess i have nothing to worry about! lol
ne way then my aunt and 2 cuzin's came down from sarasota. my aunt is a massage therapist so most of us got massages. [[well me and bailey didnt]] so now im at my house, baileys gone, and im sittin here on the computer talking to ethan. GrEaT. dave went to pick up mark and josh from busch gardens, and mia is over at her friend amy's house. so im all alone. bailey invited me to spend the night but my cousins r here so i couldnt [[sorry bailey]] [[i <3 you!! call me in the mornin]] okey dokey. wow i say that a lot. lmao
okey dokey,
LaLa
lol... kayla....
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2004 23 January :: 11.13 am
:: Mood: _oK_
:: Music: thru the wire kayne west
win a date wih tad hamilton
hey hey itz 11 13 pm. tonight i went to the movies. i saw chris there. of course he's to cool to hang out with "preps" so he goes off with his "freak" friends. ok whatever. so it was bailey me meghan marquez, lacey and emily. just the girls. yes kayla, the movie was great and i know u'll love it!! lol
i love this song
"thru the wire, to the limit, to the wall
for just the chance to be with you i'd gladly risk it all.
right down to the wire even thru the fire..."
AWESOME!!
well. at the movies rachel slapped. chris go mad and right before he left he was talkin to rachel about sumthin. i dont know what tho. and then rachel started to go off on sum1 else. itz like she wants to go to jail.
w/e.
i g2g
hollA
LaLa
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2004 23 January :: 6.02 am
:: Mood: ______
hey hey lala,
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ok today was ok... the usual... chris hanging around calli when calli says that she hates when he follows her. lol. kayla and me [[peeing]]{{lol kayla}} ne wayz i have 2 choices for tonight. babysitttin or movies. i cant decide which one. that like trying to decide money$$$ or fUn. hMmM...
so now im sittin at the computer bored to tears.
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okey dokey ima go!!!! muahz!!
hollA
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2004 20 January :: 5.44 am
:: Mood: _LoVeD_
:: Music: voilence blink 182
i wAkE UP ANd tEarDrOPs thEy FaLl doWn LIkE raIN...
rascal flats GOOD SONG!
today was ok... bailey got lunch detention, lol, notes! lmao! bad girl.
apparentley ppl think that bailey talks about kristi behind her back because she hugged calli... shes never sed ne thing while i'm around= she didnt say nething lol!!
i had a fun time at lunch except for when i was being called a LIAR!!! which im not b/c actually kayla, that happens in scary movie when they make fun of 8 mile so in ur face... and u told me that it doesn't so YOUR the liar... lol j/p
right now mia is watchin ghost ship on my i-control thingy. i've seen it to much. "im not like the others!!!" "AHHHHHHH" its actually not that scary but me n kristi prefer watching jackass, lol kris.
i burned clay aikens cd, THANKS BAY! muahz. i think later tonight my dad is takin me and mia to the library so we can get an EDUKASHUN. lmao
okey dokey!! ima go!!
hollA
LaLa
p.s. kayla tell me who s is and who c is!!! ur KILLING ME!!! lol
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2004 19 January :: 11.24 am
:: Mood: _tIrEd_
:: Music: miss you blink182
hey hey
i went to the s.a. fair last night... boring = we left early.
me and bay couldnt find a ride to take us home so we walked. we thought about hitchhiking= grounded so we didnt! lol we got home and watched a horror movie= swimfan SCARY!!! STALKER!!!
so the plan was that we were gonna go over to chris's house later= his dad was at his uncles= not tonight. so he told me we could probably hang out tomorrow= today!! lol so i gotta call em. YAY
ne wayz bailey is STILL in bed= we're not gonna be eatin breakfast... lmao
okey dokey well ima hollA
lots of love,
i LOvE you
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2004 18 January :: 2.55 am
:: Mood: _uNd3cIdEd_
:: Music: invisible clay aiken
if i was invisibe
then i could just watch u in ur room
if i was invincable
i'd make u mine tonight
if hearts were unbreakable
then i could just tell u where i stand
i would be the smartest man
if i was invisible,
wait i already am...
i just got back from shoppin with brooke and bailey, brooke got a bunch of clothes and i put stuff on hold! fun fun fun
well bailey wants to talk now!! so i g2g!!!
hollA
LaLa
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2004 17 January :: 4.35 am
:: Mood: ______
:: Music: everything Fefe dobson
hey hey
the carnival was a blast! we had so much fun... k bought me a shirt and she got a cd [which she left at my house!] they r called maelstrom.... local... but good!
ne wayz we went on sum rides, ate, talked to ppl, ate, and hung out. lol
then when we got home we played charades at mias house [b, kayla, mia, mom, christina, maria] and then they all spent the night at my house. bay n me pooped out at like 1 but the rest of em' stayed up til 4 playin dark tag. [??!]
we got up the next day, i took a shower while the other onez were zzzzz'in and mia wouldnt get up so we tryed screaming, playin LOUD music, ticklin her, and etc. when finally she got poed and went to her house where she slept till about 1 :oo [pm] lol... so we go back over to miaz at like 12 and maria [mia's mom] tells us that mia isnt going to go to the carnival until later and that matt's g/f is takin her to the mall. so we were stuck with no ride. but of course maria, with her kind heart [wink wink] lol j/p decided she could take us... so we ended up gettin there just me bay and kayla all by ourselves [sniffle] and we went on a few rides. then we got dehydrated and HAD to get a drink from circle k so we walked there [8minutes tops] i got pringles and a sprite, bay got 2 hotdogs and a slurpee, and kayla got 1 hotdog, reese's , and a coke. yummy!!!
ne wayz im goin back to the fair AGAIN! lmao
tonite laceys gonna be there and bay and mia!! and i know we're gonna meet sum ppl [BOYZ!!] lmao!! ight i gotta go!!
hollA
LaLa
p.s. k is still obsessed with c but she doesnt think that ne thing will ever happen!! talk to c for her???
mauhz!!!!
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2004 16 January :: 6.02 am
:: Mood: _____
:: Music: miss you~blink 182
hey hey lala herrr...
today was ok... morning badd... afternoon good... last nite i went to the carni with b and mia [ b left at 8 tho] mia and i were all alone so we decided to chill on the bumper boats {the onez for the lil kidz] we could barley fit into them and they had itty bitty motors on them. lol ne wayz i told the carni workers "carni" that i wanted to get off he sayz "u wanna get off???!" and then dunks me in the water. i told him that my mom wuold sue him and he let me off. lmao. law suits alwayz work! lol
ne wayz now itz friday nite and me bailey mia kayla g. kristi, lauren, adam, frankie, christina, mark, josh, and nick r commin. chris was supposed to come but he couldnt. allthough he does owe me for the golf ball [inside the circle O <- you'll never understand!! lol
kk so kayla's gonna be over ne minute so g2g!!! muahz!!!!
hollA
LaLa
aLl ThE Ppl wHO HaTe mE 1 wORd...
(((((( jEaloUSy ))))))
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2004 14 January :: 5.50 am
:: Mood: ________
:: Music: so good
hey hey lala herr
today was a _____ day [sorry i like doing that]
mia and christina r over and we r eating chipz n being men. bailey just left to get her braces changed [the colors]
ne wayz i feel like gettin my hair highlited lol not that ne of u care!
u know what... i looked in chris's wallet and all i saw was pics of calli grrr... she treatz her like crap n he still likes her... fag
but i still <3 him to daeth!! lmao! n hes gonna get me a stick for my b-day and im gonna get him one to n then when he givs me my stick i hav to write a thank you card made out of sticks. cool, huh??? lmao!!
ima go! hollA
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(_¸.·* .·* Love always, LaLa~
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2004 12 January :: 8.30 am
:: Mood: _happy_
escape
hey hey!! i hav great newz...
yepee!! which means now we go on to semi-final and hopefully we will go on to finals!!
i gotta go!!
luv
lala
ps we were kickin butt and takin numberz... YOU KNOW!
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2004 11 January :: 7.14 pm
herez mah sn again!!
hey hey
itz OoOunfOrgiv3nOoO
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2004 11 January :: 7.11 am
:: Mood: _ok_
:: Music: 3min3m
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i got a new sn!! im me some time...
OoOunfOrgiv3nOoO
i love you
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2004 11 January :: 5.39 am
:: Mood: _yOU tEll Me
:: Music: unforgiven, fefe dobson
the good, bad & ugly...
bay. kayla, lilia, rachel, kristi, mia, katheryn, lacey, mark, meagan, heather, and anybody who's close to me i just want you guyz to know
Muahz
LaLa
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2004 11 January :: 3.24 am
:: Music: miss you [blink 182]
hey hey
i just got back from kayla's house... SO much fun. we hav so many inside jokes now!!!
the green man, movies over here, kids fallin down, gummy bears, chasing liberty, mandy moore and the hospital, white boyz,serious talks, blink 182, chris chris, ice cream, the phone game folding chairs, short, cold walks, uptown girls, mad tv, dot!! just to name a few. [lol]
i love her like a sister. i hope we can do something next weekend!! luv ya babe.
mUaHz
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(_¸.·* ¸.·* Love always, LaLa~
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2004 10 January :: 3.00 am
:: Mood: __bouncy__
lacey n me'szz songy!!
u think im there
but im really not,
gone forever,
never together.
u want me there
it's pain i cannot bare
my love for u
i alwayz knew
it wasnt true....
You broke my heart
tore it in two
just like the picture i had of you.
so now itz over
i think this is the end
i hav come to a conclusion.
our love was a mere illusion.
[ me n lacey made that up!!]
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2004 10 January :: 2.57 am
:: Mood: ______ u tell me
kayla goldman
hey hey laLA herrr...
i had sooo mucho fun at the movies. though i didnt c chris :( j/p he told me on the phone that mona almost got into a fight with rachel. ne wyaz it was justme n kayla and we had such a good time we saw chasing liberty but we were laughing most of the time!!! i luv ya girlie. [so me n lilia r tied huh?] [that has to be changed!!! lol]
lacey spent the nigth last night n now we're gonna try to make a journal for her!!!
g2b
hollA
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`·.¸.·´ I LoVe YoU
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(_¸.·* ¸.·* Love always, LaLa~
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