:: 2003 14 December :: 3.26 am

Mental Note: Add shoutbox to Uber-tool's page.

:: 2003 13 November :: 11.00 pm

Ok, I seem to be pissing a lot of people off lately... I'm sorry for this. I don't even realize what it is I'm doing wrong most of the time when it's happening. I hope those mad at me can forgive me, and if not.... You know where I live. Just bring something that is either sharp, heavy, or has projectile ability.

I love you all.

:: 2003 8 November :: 5.59 pm
:: Mood: Shaky

I don't know how many more entries I shall be making. I just don't seem to get online enough to make them, not to mention I have nothing in my life worth reporting... other than my friends. Without them, I would never have lasted this long. I owe my life to you all. I will be leaving for the army soon, and though I won't be able to see you much anymore... I shall never forget you. I love you all and can't wait to see you again. I don't care about what troubles we've had in the past, I still wish to be near you guys. I ask that you not forget me, despite that it may be tempting. I will try to do what I can to have a party before I leave for basic training. All will be invited.

Take care and I love you all.

:: 2003 23 October :: 12.06 am
:: Mood: Determined

Just incase anyone actually decides they care, I'm joining the army. I've thought about it, and decided that this is my path, my road to be what I want in life. I am already being bitched at about it, so if that's what you intend to do, then kiss my ass and go to hell. I don't want to hear it. I've made up my mind, and nobody will change it. I hope you guys choose to support me in my desicion, but I don't know who I can count on anymore, so oh well. I've got me, and that's about the only one who will always be there... Wether I want to be or not. I guess I should stop depending on anyone else from now on, since I'll be leaving you all soon anyways. Should anyone choose to respond to this, a phone call would be much preferred to posting on this, since I can hardly ever get online.
Take care
Enjoy life
Be happy
I Miss You All

:: 2003 13 October :: 3.13 pm

It has become my opinion that it is no longer wise for anyone in our group to date each other. Too many bad feelings keep coming out of it, and I don't think it's wise. I know like in KT and Tom's case, it's different... Tom came into the group more really because of KT. He's a member now, but is under that clause of joining by relationship. I feel our group will die if we don't stop dating within it. What needs to happen is we need to find people outside the group, like Jackie did, and then Mat is slowly joining into our circle... when he doesn't have to work that is (which is rare.) This is just my opinion, and since nobody ever listens to me anyways... have fun.

:: 2003 12 October :: 12.41 am
:: Mood: Calm and neutral

I finished my promise to Mr. Wilt tonight. I ran a mile a day for a week. I'm feeling much better about everything, but will not go all scientist and explain why. If you want to know, ask. Take care all.
Luv yous all.
Miss ya more.

:: 2003 24 September :: 11.53 pm

I'm aware everyone is extrememly busy with their own lives, but once in a while, could you guys give me a call? I hate always having to call out to talk to people, because I always seem to hit people when they are busy or not at home. A visit or two would be nice as well...

Kyle, if you are having trouble at home, I could try to work it that you could stay here a couple days to let you get a break from your family. Shouldn't be too hard to do.
Take care everyone.
Please enjoy your lives.
I love you all.

:: 2003 17 September :: 10.45 pm

I give up.

:: 2003 15 September :: 12.29 am

Moonlight Shadow
The last that ever she saw him
carried away by a moonlight shadow
he passed on worried and warning
carried away by a moonlight shadow

Lost in a riddle that Saturday Night
far away on the other side
he was caught in the middle of a desperate fight
and she couldn't find how to push through

The trees that whisper in the evening
carried away by a moonlight shadow
sing a song of sorrow and grieving
Carried away by a moonlight shadow.

All she saw was a silhouette of a gun,
Far away on the other side.
He was shot six times by a man on the run
And she couldn't find how to push through.

I stay, I pray
See you in heaven one day.

Four A.M. in the morning
carried away by a moonlight shadow
I watched your vision forming
carried away by a moonlight shadow

:: 2003 15 September :: 12.01 am

I miss you.

:: 2003 6 September :: 11.02 pm
:: Mood: Longing

How come the people who help me the most are so far away? Why is it that those who I would like to see the most are the farthest away... Then again for me 7 miles is a long ways without the suburban...

Someone please... come see me. I don't want to be alone.

:: 2003 30 August :: 11.03 pm

I made a promise to you... that if you broke that promise you made to me... I'd have to act. You broke it... now I must do something about it. Everyone else is forbidden to act, or I'll tell their parents. You know who I'm talking about, and probably what I'm talking about.

:: 2003 29 August :: 9.28 pm

:: 2003 29 August :: 4.11 pm

...I'm so sorry. Don't blame her, it was my fault.

:: 2003 28 August :: 1.18 am

I've gotten a little upgrade for a while in my account. I can now make these things. here's my first one!