Leeder

:: 2004 8 February :: 11.50pm

The farther I get, the more removed from you all I feel.

:: 2004 7 February :: 8.54pm
:: Mood: pumped up
:: Music: Eels - Dirty Girl

I like a girl with a dirty mouth
Someone that I can believe
We had a window, not open too long
But that time is good and gone

And if I ever see her again
Just walking by with some new guy
I know that we will need to pretend
And hope our eyes keep telling lies

Sit on the back porch and wonder �bout her
What is she doing right now?
Making somebody a happier man
Dying her hair back to brown

Once in a while your life gets so good
Worth all the trouble of the past
That was the case but I think I always knew
Good things don�t ever last

And if I ever see her again
Just walking by with some new guy
I know that we will need to pretend
And hope our eyes keep telling lies

I like a girl with a dirty mouth
Know that I can trust her
We had our time but it didn�t last too long
And that time is good and gone
That time is good and gone

:: 2004 6 February :: 3.40pm
:: Mood: confused

So, I'm got a new #1 pet peeve: Wendy's when they forget to give you a damn spoon with your frosty. I hate that! I've got a good suggestion, though, if you ever find yourself in that unfortunate position... use the straw they gave you (assuming you were lucky enough to get one of those), bend it in half, and use it to scoop that delicious treat out, a la a pair of chopsticks.

Jason's Interesting Fact of the Day:
(This one comes courtesty of my Human Sexuality class again)
Ejaculate travels at a rate of 30mph. Now what I'd like to know is who the funded the study to figure that one out...

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:: 2004 5 February :: 9.55pm

ahh! i cut all of my hair off!

I decided...since i dont have anything/one keeping me from it, that i would. and i did.

i like it. not the cut, particularly, but the assertation of my independence.

:: 2004 5 February :: 3.05pm
:: Music: Moby - In My Heart

Warning: Big Fish analogies ahead
I've seen and heard everyone's perspectives, and now it's time I take my own.

Here I was thinking that I understood... I really had no clue, I still don't, and I doubt I ever will. I was in way over my head. A fish out of water. Or maybe the water was in the wrong place, I don't know. (And yes, I realize that makes no sense.) It's ok, I'll find a fishbowl I belong in, and in the meantime I'll just chill out here in the sea... there's a lot more freedom out here anyway.

I can't help but feel this is another one of our pissing contests... well, I'm out. ::walks away::

:: 2004 5 February :: 11.33am

man...i kicked all your asses...i'm not sure thats a good thing...

Your Ultimate Purity Score Is...
Category Your Score Average
Self-Lovin' 38.3%
When I think about you - or anyone - I touch myself 65%
Shamelessness 33.3%
Puts 'em on the glass 79.3%
Sex Drive 36.8%
I got needs, baby, you gotta unnastan'! 77.7%
Straightness 3.6%
Knows the other body type like a map 44.8%

Gayness 66.1%
Had that experience at camp 83.5%

Fucking Sick 63.7%
Dipped into depravity 89.9%

You are 41.69% pure
Average Score: 72.6%

Take The Ultimate Purity Test
and see how you match up!

:: 2004 5 February :: 11.16am
:: Music: the sound of trains outside and my prof rambling on about having babies...

woohu DOES NOT WORK at my house, at all. I am very upset by this.

i was noticing today that a lot of my neighbors and people who ride my bus are particularly unattractive. I wonder if it's the area, or if i can just blame it on the weather.

I have 18 more days of this class. a very exciting thought. and two weeks until spring break (leaving on friday 27!). Three more semesters before I graduate. A week and one day until my study abroad deadline.

I am still debating about going, I have to finish up my application ASAP. I should just do it and not think. It ought to be worth it in the long run. but if i hold off for a semester, i dont really have a place to live for the first semester. but its only 4 months, i can handle it.

on an unrelated note, i got flowers yesterday :) i haven't gotten flowers in a long time, it was very nice and thoughtful...and unexpected.

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:: 2004 4 February :: 8.39pm
:: Music: Dido - This Land Is Mine

finally, things are changing/this land is mine/but i'll let you in...
"You're here because I put you here. I could take any of you out if I so desired."

Something's different, something shifted in my head. I want to start anew, the chain of events have already started. Twelve months or twelve years is a long time to let go of. I know it's the latter.

I need to be released.

:: 2004 4 February :: 8.03pm

i do miss my izza-beth though...

and eric and estey dont talk to me much anymore...

so i guess i have a lack of friends, but i have one thats been taking up most of my spare time.

yeah, life is f-in weird.

:: 2004 4 February :: 7.43pm

wow.

for some reason, woohu wont work when I am at home, so i am in class right now... its really been driving me nuts because I feel so out of touch with everyone and everything thats been going on.

I've been doing a lot of that "reminiscing" shit and its really been blowing my mind. so much has happened to me already this year, my life and my plans have changed so much in just a month.

school's been a bitch, and work too...I'll be pushing 40 hours again this week, especially if I stick around on saturday.... however, I'll probably stay around 35 because I'll need time to get ready for the party that I'm going to that evening...with people that I had never even met two months ago...

I really feel like i'm happy, successful, appreciated, and loved.

:: 2004 4 February :: 6.09pm
:: Mood: edgy
:: Music: David Gray - My Oh My

you know, it just don't stop...
If I were a month I would be: June
If I were a day of the week I would be: Saturday
If I were a time of day I would be: 11:21pm
If I were a planet I would be: Saturn
If I were a sea animal I would be: a sea monkey
If I were a direction I would be: south
If I were a piece of furniture I would be: a Herman Miller Eimes (sp?) chair
If I were a sin I would be: pride
If I were a historical figure I would be: FDR
If I were a liquid I would be: water
If I were a stone, I would be: a rock :-P
If I were a tree, I would be: california redwood
If I were a bird, I would be: a hummingbird
If I were a tool, I would be: hammer
If I were a flower/plant: a rose
If I were a kind of weather, I would be: sunny
If I were a mythical creature, I would be: a unicorn
If I were a musical instrument, I would be: a piano
If I were an animal, I would be: a dog
If I were a color, I would be: cerulean blue
If I were an emotion, I would be: happiness
If I were a vegetable, I would be: a carrot
If I were a sound, I would be: silence
If I were an element, I would be: oxygen
If I were a song, I would be: Verve Pipe - Colorful
If I were a food, I would be: a pizza
If I were a place, I would be: Greece
If I were a material, I would be: paper
If I were a taste, I would be: bittersweet
If I were a word, I would be: epiphany
If I were an object, I would be: a mirror
If I were a subject in school I would be: psychology
If I were a cartoon character I would be: Homer Simpson
If I were a shape I would be a: circle
If I were a number I would be: 3

Congratulations, Jason!
Your IQ score is 133

This number is based on a scientific formula that compares how many questions you answered correctly on the Classic IQ Test relative to others.

Your Intellectual Type is Insightful Linguist. This means you are highly intelligent and have the natural fluency of a writer and the visual and spatial strengths of an artist. Those skills contribute to your creative and expressive mind. And that's just some of what we know about you from your test results.

Which Family Guy character are you?

:: 2004 4 February :: 12.32pm
:: Mood: full
:: Music: Incubus - Talk Show on Mute

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