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2002 16 July :: 12.42 pm
:: Music: howie day
emily i had the most insane dream and you were the star. you were like, laughing hysterically while microwaving oreo cookies. and the frosting was green. it was nuts... fear and loathing style...
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2002 15 July :: 8.02 pm
:: Music: bright eyes- the calendar hung itself
on saturday i am going out to colorado to visit the brother, some colleges (boulder, denver, and colorado college), and most importantly, the new belgium brewery- they brew my favorite- sunshine wheat beer. on top of that, my job sucks a big one, my loverboy is sick, all of my friends are at work camp, and both my dog and i are too out of shape to go running. or walking. ha life is so hard.
that and if i observe anymore romantic misadventures/mistakes by one of my friends, i may puke. repeatedly.
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2002 15 July :: 6.28 am
so the actual concert was fantastic, but I dont think (aside from the tom petty show) that I will ever go back to 'UMB bank pavillion'. i refuse to support those bastards. we got to the show at like, 4:30 to eat drink and be merry, but there were all these fuckers that were 'security' walking around making everyone pour out their beer and shit. even if youre over 21. i ended up having to drink out of a camelbak. it was sad. then at 5:30 they tried to actually make everyone go inside. we were like, "the show doesnt start until 6:00"... and the guy was like, "yeah well there isnt any tailgating this year" as if we werent allowed to stand in the parking lot and talk. thats the tip of the iceberg. i have to go to hell work right now... grrrrrr...
oh yeah, robbie dixon has the absolute cutest black lab puppy that he brought to the show last night... i wanted to steal her...
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2002 14 July :: 3.24 pm
i have 11th row center to widespread panic/gallactic tonight. ohhhh i'm a voodoo chile...
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2002 10 July :: 6.23 pm
The most painful thing to experience is not defeat but regret.
-Leo Buscaglia
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2002 10 July :: 5.39 pm
counting crows new disc came out yesterday. i dont care if everyone else in the world hates them... they are fantastic...
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2002 9 July :: 4.40 pm
not only did i have to work at the butt crack of dawn this morning, but i then had to go to a lifeguard recertification class. so it turns out the one matty v. sent me to was the FULL class for people that have never been guards which lasts like, 3 days. they had me help 'teach' instead which was such a good deal because i didnt have to do jack shit except be the drowning victim like, 1000 times... i actually got put in charge of directing the lap swim and timing their water treading test. ha. yay for senority.
yesterday i sent kristin some candy corn and water balloons, staples for camp.
all my friends are leaving soon for college. sadness.
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2002 4 July :: 7.40 am
going down to the lake to celebrate 226 years of american ignorance... i dont even know if i want to go at all... eh...
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2002 24 June :: 8.52 pm
:: Music: aesop rock
A good friend will come bail you out of jail, but a true friend will be sitting next to you saying, "That was fucking awesome..."
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2002 13 June :: 9.23 pm
owwwoooooo
You are Allen Ginsberg
The "Which Beatnik Are You?" test was created by . Take the test here!
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2002 13 June :: 8.52 pm
toga... toga... toga...
my intelligence is fleeting
i feel like a lazy ass
i am behind on the issues
or missing... altogether... so ill informed that i can barely hold an opinion, because i dont have a damn thing to sustain it with- and to uphold it with ignorance would be no different than the war I am fighting already...
briefcase full of blues- john belushi is my hero...
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2002 11 June :: 7.24 pm
people that irritate me...
because this is my journal, i can lament and not feel (entirely) horrible...
people/ things that bother me:
-people who find oatmeal rasin cookies thoroughly satisfying
-people that dont finish their beer (there are sober children in ethopia)
-elective requirements to graduate high school. home and auto maintence here i come.
-people that sell insence and say that it is opium
-people that buy it
- people that dont write their own music
-people that remix someone elses' music and try to play it off as their own
-afro.americans bitching about opression of the black man then going out and recording 15 track cds full of opressive lyrics, usually involving bitches taking off their clothes while they smack their ass and endlessly improper english, then complaining that the world does not take them seriously simply because they "are black"
-government: drinking age, abuse of power, driving test for 16- but not 60 year olds that cant see over the steering wheel
- people who's ulterior motives are entirely obvious and suck at hiding them
- right wing republican middle age, upper/middle class males...
- the companies that manufacture the tattoo bandaids but dont make a butterfly pack. they make an insect pack and an animal pack, but no butterflies. bastards.
- people that run pools and dont have wateproof bandaids
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2002 11 June :: 3.29 pm
shallow thoughts...
to emily- beer is fantastic and drinking it in germany should be an amazing experience. i feel that it would be in your best intrest to get fucked up more than once so you come back to hell with some stories to tell that happened to you , not stories you saw happen. also, as long as you're over there, you might as well build up a tolerance for dark, 'manly' beer... guiness style... who else went on GAPP? do you ever get to see anyone you know? i think that you should leave all of us your address so we can send you polaroids and other documentaries to prove how much more fun you should be having, and if youre not, to get your ass out in the street... i want to go to italy...
kristin- it just finally occured to me taht you graduated high school at age SIXTEEN. amazing. i want to see you some more before you go. perhaps hit the... natural remedies... maybe go kayaking w/ wolfee or something? also, lets write a mission statement... need desperate help... how does thursday sound? you are my sunshine.
sarah- 'there aren't a lot of roadmaps in life, but there aren't a lot of wrong turns either' -s.w., tcs, 1999. unfortunately this is only the beginning of a long painful trip called life. especially being seperated from your best friends. i miss sophie... i remember taking her to the airport... hell... my 4th day at kirkwood i about cried the whole time... keep looking... dont settle...
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2002 7 June :: 6.52 pm
the only purpose of the teenage 'relationship' is action. good conversation is what good friends are for... i dont think one's success can be compartive to someonelses' insta-action... you have much better stories to tell anyway. hell, there's matt to start... did danas guy have chinese pseudo-depth burned into his wrists? yeah. exactly.
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