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:: 2004 20 February :: 2.29 am
:: Music: string cheese- untying the not

holy shit
this happens every year
winter, more specifically.
i cannot rest until the words are purged
all my friends and lovers are either asleep or drunk
while i am unable to consistently be either
and waking from one or the other shows me
that nothing lasts.
i wonder how jaded i will have to become
before i learn to let go lightly.
if anything other than the ground beneath my feet
is worth believing in whole heartedly
i would believe in you, if i could hang on
but you are so far and the reach
stretches my dry winter skin
until i have to make a choice about which kind of pain
i would rather endure.
the problem with numbing myself
is that i lose my decisiveness
it falls in and drowns
in whichever bottle i have emptied into me
and abandons my capacity
to ever be free.

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:: 2004 19 February :: 11.18 pm

answer questions using one band's lyrics

band: counting crows

1. Are you male or female?:
american girls are weather and noise

2. Describe yourself?:
something altogther different never just an ordinary girl

3. How do they feel about you?:
shes trying to be a good girl
and give them what they want

4. How do you feel about yourself?:
these days I feel like I'm fading away

5. Describe your girlfriend/boyfriend?:
"oh", She says, "you're changing."
But we're always changing
It does not bother me to say this isn't love

6. What would you rather be doing?:
Got no place to go
but there's a girl waiting for me down in Mexico
She's got a bottle of tequila, a bottle of gin
And if I bring a little music I can fit right in

7. Describe where you live?:
or we could just pack our bags and catch a plane to barcelona cause this citys a drag

8. Describe how you live?:
I’ve been up for 38 hours
And it don’t look like sleep’s coming soon

9. Describe how you love?:
every word is nonsense but i understand it all

10. Share a few words of wisdom?:
i cant remember all the times i tried to tell myself
to hold on to these moments as they pass

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:: 2004 17 February :: 10.21 am
:: Music: widespread panic- light fuse, get away

lesley
You should make out with Lesley! Lesley can drink
you under the table, and she once peed in a cop
car. She's also an EMT so if you get all fucked
up she can save your life! Reassuring, huh?


which stl girl should you make out with?
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:: 2004 15 February :: 8.52 pm
:: Music: karl densons tiny universe

      
Marriage is love.

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:: 2004 15 February :: 9.22 am
:: Music: doria roberts- portrait

Answer questions using lyrics from only one band.

Band: ben harper

1. Are you male or female?:
She had diamonds on the inside

2. Describe yourself?:
brown eyed blues

3. How do they feel about you?:
the woman in you, is the worry... the worry in me

4. How do you feel about yourself?:
I'm afraid for this I may be liable
So its best I be moving - moving along

5. Describe your girlfriend/boyfriend?:
I don't want that kind of forever
in my life anymore

6. What would you rather be doing?:
wish there was something
I could say or do
see cause I can resist anything
but the temptation from you
but I'd rather walk alone
than chase you around
I would rather fall myself
than let you drag me on down

7. Describe where you live?:
There is not a river wide
Not a mountain high
And neither sin nor evil
Could change how I feel inside

8. Describe how you live?:
I live a hundred lifetimes in a day.
But I die a little
In every breath - that - I take.

9. Describe how you love?:
Your eyes shine through me
You are so divine to me
Your heart has a home in mine
We won't have to say a word
With a touch all shall be heard

10. Share a few words of wisdom?:
When I was a baby I was not prejudiced
hey how about you?
this was something
that I learned in school
something they taught us to do

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:: 2004 14 February :: 8.36 pm

i am not frustrated by the sleeplessness
knowing that i am matching your breathing
watching you pull my arm over your body
and anchor it there with your hand
(it is so much smaller and so much softer than mine)
(so are you)
it is better that i am tired and awake
than any fitful sleep
im not an insomniac
im inspired for the first time in days
that make up months
that add up to years.
i like you
without alcohol in me
i am taken aback
taken offguard
trying to remember my life
with something worth working for.
i hate the way you lay there
and wait for me to move
.kiss me.
even for a minute
those minutes last hours
(although they go by too quickly)
and make up the lost time in my life.

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:: 2004 13 February :: 6.58 am
:: Music: yer mom

my knife isnt sharp enough to cut my skin or my ties to you.

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:: 2004 10 February :: 7.36 pm

thoughts of no relevance
lately ive been wearing my hair curly
ive been growing it out too
as i outgrow you
and in the event of your return
there will be nothing to run your hands through

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:: 2004 10 February :: 7.17 pm
:: Music: howie day

the return
"It's not how you fall, it's how you land"
-translated from La Haine

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:: 2003 21 June :: 11.04 pm
:: Music: bright eyes

"Nature is indifferent to our love, but never unfaithful."
-Edward Abbey

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:: 2003 21 March :: 8.54 pm

"candy is dandy but liquor is quicker" -willy wonka

martini



Aggressive, in control and focused.

You don’t take shit from no man and no man would dare give it.

No matter how much money he has, no matter how big his arms are...

he don’t get no poon-tang until you say so.



Not only are you driving the bus, you fucking own it. You built it.

And no one gets on unless you choose to accept his ticket.

Or her ticket, whatever. As previously noted, you are driving.



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:: 2003 17 March :: 2.25 pm

Come you masters of war
You that build all the guns
You that build the death planes
You that build the big bombs
You that hide behind walls
You that hide behind desks
I just want you to know
I can see through your masks

You that never done nothin'
But build to destroy
You play with my world
Like it's your little toy
You put a gun in my hand
And you hide from my eyes
And you turn and run farther
When the fast bullets fly
Let me ask you one question
Is your money that good
Will it buy you forgiveness
Do you think that it could
I think you will find
When your death takes its toll
All the money you made
Will never buy back your soul
-dylan

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:: 2003 20 February :: 8.36 pm

i am such a badass
You Are Eddie And The Cruisers
You Are Eddie And The Cruisers


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emily-- want to go to dar with me in april? pretty please?

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:: 2003 17 February :: 1.43 am

god damn
The average woman uses nearly 600 pounds of paper and cotton throughout her lifetime menstrual cycle. In North America alone, an estimated 20 billion bleached pads and tampons end up in our sewage systems each year.

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:: 2003 2 February :: 9.31 am

You are The Cheshire Cat
You are The Cheshire Cat


A huge grin constantly plastered upon your face,
you never cease to amuse. You are completely
confusing and contradictory to most everyone.


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