aghhh goddamnit
the problem with my neighbor's kids is there isnt a legal way to shut them up. if a radio station started playing hillary duff (and i dont know why i would be listening to that station) i could turn the radio off or go to a different station. when they play the enzyte commercial on comedy central i go to a different channel. but i really have no choice when the kids go outside and start screaming.

and yeah, i was reading chapter 10 for psychology because the last chapter we did was 9, and more than halfway through i looked in my binder to get something and saw on the syllabus that i was supposed to read chapter 4. how convenient is that. but what i figure is, i already did do READING, so thats enough. and anyway we havent even started the lecture on chapter 9 in class.

is twista asian?

why does my day have to have a subject?
today was my day off from running. im pissed at kazaa (which is funny cuz it's not like i paid anything for it and besides its illegal) because even though the music-finding part of it doesnt work, the popups are working just dandy... dandily...

the conductor of my orchestra expects us first violin folk to be able to tap our fingers down about ten times per second. which is physically impossible for un-professional people. and i practiced the piece today so my fingers hurt. :( poor austin, i know, life is hard.

now the suns setting, awww. the sky is a beautiful dull purple grey. im being sarcastic, you can't see sunsets from my house cuz it faces east, and you know what they say about where the sun rises and sets. but we also cant really see it rise either cuz the other side of the valley blocks it. bastard valley.

there seriously needs to be more good tv in the summer. oy vey. all i have is reno 911 on wednesdays and listening to love line at night which keeps me alive.

"How bout mace? *sprays in nerd's eyes* Are you immune to THAT?"
-Deputy Raeneesha Williams, reno 911

hahahaha bye

mmm i dunno
my mom is the most bitter, bitchy person i have ever known. gaaaad, i cant stand it. but she bought me a purse at marshalls so i have to stand it. (its by guess and it was half the original price and its kiwi colored.)

need to eat dinner and get back to mad tv.

stewart quotes:
"stewart, why are your pants off?"
"if you've got it, flaunt it"

"my mom said I'm not supposed to jump on the bed; she said only Italians do that"

dont try to understand what i just said cuz you wont

> WARNING

My ass is radioactive. Wear protective clothing at all times.

im special, take that!
here are 12 last names of the 19 people in my psych class: Chen, Deng, Fong, Jang, Lee, Lee, Lee, Lee, Lee, Tang, Wee, Wong

whos the minority now, eh? aaaahahaha

the teachers funny, too, she tells us about crack receptors and heroin receptors and the sounds they make- "yeeaaaah" and "woohoo!" and "gimme some more!"

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look, a fetus!

im whitening my teeth and cant close my mouth
last couple nights i slept in WAY late (so i guess i mean mornings), so ive actually been able to remember my dreams. theyve all been about people that ive somehow been separated from and may never see or talk to for a long time. and the annoying this is that in my dreams things were looking pretty good and i WAS hanging out with them and i was going to CONTINUE spending time with them, but then i woke up and wow reality is shit.

running sucks, is getting better.

parents suck, are getting better. wait no they're getting worse... and then better... and really worse... i dunno its crazy. yesterday it was my mom's word against mine in an argument and my dad backed her up and basically called me a liar. and my mom is really horrible when she gets defensive, but cant back up anything she is saying. man would i love to be in court against someone like that, and just tear them down. she is what makes a me want to be a criminal prosecutor. and all those sickos out there who deserve to die.

ok, good night everybody.

mmm i dunno

LOOK OUT! ïòð

ADL is a radioactive squirrel!!

FUCK THE SATs i aint studying... until later
how to be a rapper

this is hysterical, seriously! and reeally true.

im happy, people said much nicer stuff in my yearbook than last year. even if its all bullshit. its what the bullshit sounds like that counts... thats completely and untrue and doesnt apply to anything in life. whatever. AH! NO SCHOOL WOOHOO! i just gotta deal with them sat2s. ahhhhhhhhhh.

janet's comment: may your summer be hot... and your italians hotter"

ah yes! now THAT is witty!

would get a scar
the moon is outside my window. it is bright. i can see the little craters on it. i look right at its face.



math and english finals tomorrow. yippee! i should be sleeping now!
well i was until recently studying for english (stuff i should have started way long ago).
i really like walt whitmans poems, well some of them, because... i dunno they seem really meaningful. wow now i sound blonde.

i dont want school to be over, i dont want to have finals, i dont want chloe to leave
ok check this out and lemme know if it makes you cry. yeah... it wont, im just crazy.

larry!

and its not just a weird temporary hormonal thing. because i saw it like 5 weeks ago and i had the same feeling. i really am just weird. but i do think its something about birds in this case, because in the eternal sunshine of the spotless mind during the flashback with the dead dove in the red wagon and the evil little boys i started sobbing.

thinking about finals just freaks me out.

theres something in my room...
i was *doing my physics homework* (gasp) and i started hearing rustlings in my room.
but not just rustlings, kinda like chirping too. maybe cicada noises?

so i thought it would stop but it didnt so i called my mom in and she listened and heard it and we determined what part of the room it was coming from and then i ran like hell and she got my brother and cat in the room to defend her and then took this plastic bag out of the room (she said nothing was in it) and put it outside. im still very frightened.

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MY KBOAD ISNT WORKING AND I DON AN O P LL CAP BUT IT STILL DOES AND I HAVEO HIT T KEYS REALLY HARD

i dont want to work
homework sucks. but i am happy because i have a job!!! yay!!!

poor terrence. lets all support terrence, the school is being way too hard on him.

i am on an espresso/sugar/endorfin high! YIPPEE!
right now i feel like the guy in office space when he comes into work late after fishing and then he guts a fish on his desk and demolishes his cubicle so he has a better view.

except no fish, and not as laid back because im really jittery.

and happy! yay i feel like terrance!!!!!

so my mom was mad at me for wanting to go spend some time w/ my friend (who is going away forever to colorado soon) and she said i couldnt see her on saturday then as punishment. so finally i just left, and i was supposed to be back @ 7:30. but then i was like wait, if im basically grounded anyway, why get back at 7:30? so i relaxed and had a good time and asked the ice cream store dude to put an espresso shot in my condensed turd (double chocolate) ice cream. and when i came home i took a refreshing shower and exercised more. YIPPEEEE!