Il giornale straodinario del'A. D. L.

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:: 2003 6 December :: 8.39pm
:: Mood: exhausted
:: Music: rhcp- give it away

I CANT TELL IF IM A KING PIN OR A PAUPER
you do a little dance and then ya drink a little wa-ta!

afer 4 hours of war with little boys, i have made $25. im talking a bout babysitting.

well congrats julia on el license!!!
happy day, happy day. soph sem aint half bad, i can bring food in so i will not starve on fridays. md is legally retarded but cute and i got to see him a lot today. i guess. and i have money in my pockets... ahh!

oh yeah progress reports, i did well in my really hard advanced classes. i guess i am more the math/science type. i got weird comments

MATH A-"always volunteering answers in class, using time well, also works well with classmates" reality: have not answered ONE question, spend entire period talking about shoes or horrible masturbation accidents.

SCIENCE A- very concerned sounding "if she doesnt understand the concepts she should talk to me or her classmates at least... has never talked in class... did very well on last test" reality: hey i have talked in class, i just dont get into long stupid questions about compltely random things or bring up baseball because i want the class to move forward, and if i did above average on my test and dont ask questions that means i dont understand the concepts? what? i do

ENGLISH B+"adds to the class discussion" reality: have not talked once. well honestly its just 2 girls talking the whole block, asking if we have seen certain movies, getting the class off track, wasting my time, etc while i SLEEP or DRAW

HISTORY "doesnt ever talk: i would challenge her to speak up at least once every class" reality: for allahs sake every time she asks a question about the reading i am the first person to speak up, i definitely do talk! sometimes i think about rasing my hand and then dont because i think i need to give someone else a chance because i answered the last 3 questions.

but yeah. time to take it on the other side.

:: 2003 3 December :: 8.40pm
:: Mood: lazy
:: Music: alicia keys- you dont know my name

so i know you're gonna be all "geez you spaz ya didn't have to put the whole song down" but...
Baby, baby, baby, from the day I saw you
I really, really wanted to catch your eye
There's somethin special bout you, I must really
like you
Cause not a lot of guys are really worth my type, oh,
no
Ooh, baby, baby, it's gettin kinda crazy
Cause you are takin over my mind

And it feels like ooh...
But you dont know my name

I swear it feels like ooh...
But you dont know my name
Round and round we go
Will you ever really know

Oh, baby, baby, baby, I see us on a first date
You're doin everything that makes me smile
And when we had our first kiss, it happened on a
Thursday
And ooh, it set my soul on fire
Ooh, baby, baby, baby, I can't wait for the first time
My imagination's runnin wild

It feels like ooh...
But you don't know my name
And I swear it, baby

It feels like I say ooh...
But you don't know my name
Round and round we go
Will you ever really know

I'm sayin
He don't even know what he's doin to me
Got me feelin all crazy inside
I'm feelin like, ooh, ooh...ooh...

Do nothin Ive ever done
For anyone's attention
Take notice of what's in front of you
Cause did I mention you're about to miss a good thing

And you'll never know how good it feels
To have all of my affection
And you'll never get a chance to experience
My lovin- cause my lovin

Feels like ooh...
But you don't know my name, mmm
Round and round we go
Will you ever really know

And I swear it feels like ooh...
But you don't know my name
Round and round we go (Oh)
Will you ever really know

Will you ever know it
No, no, no, no, no, no
No, no
Will you ever know it

Well, I might have to just go ahead and just call this
boy
Hello
Can I speak to, to Michael
Oh, hey, how you doin?
Uh, I feel kinda silly doin' this
But uh, this is the waitress from the coffee house on
39th and Innis
You know the one with the braids, yeah
Well, I see you on Wednesdays all the time
You come in every Wednesday on your lunch break, I
think
And you always order the special with the hot
chocolate
My manager be trippin' and stuff talkin bout we
gotta use the water
But I always use some milk and cream for you cause
I thought it'd be kinda sweet
Anyway you always got on some fly blue suit, mmm
Your cuff links are shinin all bright
So what you do
Oh, word
Yeah, that's interesting
Look, man, I mean I don't wanna waste your time but
I know girls don't usually do this
But I was wondering if maybe we could get together
outside the restaurant one day
You know cause I do look a lot different outside my
work clothes
I mean we could just go across the street to the park
right here
Wait, hold up, my-my cell phone breakin up, hold up
Can you hear me now, yeah
So what day did you say
Oh, Thursday's perfect

And it feels like ooh...
But you dont know my name
Round and round we go (Baby)
Will you ever really know (Baby, I swear)

It's like ooh...
But you don't know my name
Round and round we go (No, no, no)
Will you ever really know

And its feel like ooh...
But you don't know my name
Round and round we go (And I swear on my mother and
father)
Will you ever really know

It feels like ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh,
ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh
But you dont know my name
Round and round we go, will you ever really know

:: 2003 21 November :: 10.35pm
:: Mood: jubilant
:: Music: everything rhcp

an enlightening thought

britney may no longer be a virgin but she still doesnt know what a dick looks like

(ha ha)

:: 2003 8 November :: 1.59am
:: Mood: okay
:: Music: hey ya

BAD DAY TODAY...
alright firstly its NOT 1:59. actually, i am just too lazy to imput the time anymore cuz i have to enter it in 24 hour time and that involves math and brainpower... ergh...

well today was a bad day. ended up finishing my essay between classes, and could just barely get it past 3 pages. definitely not 4 pages, but theres only so much bullshit i could put in the paper without completely bullshitizing it and ruining it. so after g block i finish that, "run" off to the english offices to turn it in, then "run" up the hill to get my sport bag. and i say "run" because it was a limpy sort of speed walk, cuz my calf has been hurting like a bitch and throbbing and spazzing all day. i had dropped my backpack off at the bottom of the stairs next to the suburban. so when i look down the hill, holding my sport bag, it turns out the coach has already started driving the suburban away... so i figure my backpack'll be alright there and i dash over to the front of the school cuz honestly, i really did think she would leave me...

and i didnt run because of my calf. but it was fun watching and just being there.

so i get back to the school around 5ish. backpack aint there. so basically i look in every possible place and its nowhere. so its locked in some mysterious janitorial closet.

well on the bright side, the play was FUN and also my math class today was fun. im really starting to appreciate it. the math teacher doesnt really care too much if we just spend the whole time talking... so we discussed possibly some of the grossest stories in the world. so yeah, math can be fun- when ure not actually doing it.

so thats all. that im gonna talk about. oh and i learned that jason reads my journal... hi jason!

adios

:: 2003 27 October :: 9.21pm
:: Mood: bouncy
:: Music: HEY YA

lend me some sugar, I AM YOUR NEIGHBOR!!!
shake it- shake, shake, shake it- oh ohhh
shake it- shake, shake, shake it- uhh huh

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!

i am so in love

:: 2003 23 October :: 2.24am
:: Music: rhcp- aeroplane

i love red hot chili peppers
so its 11 now... should be going to bed... but im downloading all this music that is muy importante, and if i go then i have to turn the computer off so my parents dont kill me and the feds dont catch me overnight (which would cause my parents to kill me more severely).

i finally got the italian a capella song to download, and its been like 2 hours now, so i cant just turn my computer off now! ive gotten so far... lol its the one that goes HOO!

i also downloaded mambo italiano! yay! and im making a cd of all the really really really good red hot chili peppers songs. and theres a lot so im not done yet. and supposedly californication is gonna take another 9 hours to download, ppphh. im off as soon as the italian thing is done.

8 MORE MINUTES!!!!

i watched the south park i taped last night. the queer eye for the straight guy one, heeheehee. with the crab people.
"As soon as we have turned everyone metrosexual, the world will be ours!!!"

muahaha

im gonna go brush my teeth.

ps. with the help of lizzie, i decided the 3 things i would need to survive on a remote island far away: red hot chili peppers music, italians, and chocolate (well yeah and food and water duh)

BUON NOTTE!

:: 2003 16 October :: 2.16am
:: Mood: delirious
:: Music: bad boys for life

i have a mental condition
ok im a lazy ass so HERE: my problem

itALiaNkiwi 23: something weird has happened to me and my friend says not enough blood is getting to my brain
itALiaNkiwi 23: cuz i got it yesterday when i was running
blondiebaby730: hahahahahahaha
itALiaNkiwi 23: well ok its like everything i say and do is in a dream
itALiaNkiwi 23: and everything everyone else says and does is also in the dream
itALiaNkiwi 23: and i like slap myself and tell myself i am awake and this is reality but it doesnt sink in
blondiebaby730: ur living in a dream world laaaaaaalaaaaaaaaalaaaaaaaaaaaalaaaaaaaaaaa
itALiaNkiwi 23: but its sooo scary
itALiaNkiwi 23: never do drugs lizzie please
itALiaNkiwi 23: it must be like twice as bad as this
blondiebaby730: i wont
itALiaNkiwi 23: im a motivational speaker lol
itALiaNkiwi 23: stay in school!
itALiaNkiwi 23: dont get pregnant!
itALiaNkiwi 23: haha
blondiebaby730: hooooray for austin
itALiaNkiwi 23: but also my visions weird, its like everything is further away
blondiebaby730: inspiring little kids everywhere
itALiaNkiwi 23: yeah!
itALiaNkiwi 23: ok so these are the things that might have to do with it:
blondiebaby730: ok
itALiaNkiwi 23: i have had enough sleep i think, like more than usual, but 2 nights ago i woke up/was in a semi-awake state at like 3 in the morning and i cant remember if i was awake or not but i like couldnt sleep and i was really uncomfortable and didnt know what to do
itALiaNkiwi 23: and then finally i was fully awake and i got up and peed and felt much better
blondiebaby730: that happens to me a lot
itALiaNkiwi 23: lol
blondiebaby730: it might explain the craziness
blondiebaby730: and the stupidity
itALiaNkiwi 23: LOL
itALiaNkiwi 23: wait hold on im gonna try looking in a mirror
blondiebaby730: ok
itALiaNkiwi 23: weird
blondiebaby730: what?
itALiaNkiwi 23: its like im watching someone touch my nose but im not actually doing it
blondiebaby730: hahahahahaha
itALiaNkiwi 23: ok im naming this: passive psychosis
itALiaNkiwi 23: aka television syndrom
itALiaNkiwi 23: its like everything is being done for u and ure just watching it
blondiebaby730: perhaps i have permanent passive psychosis
itALiaNkiwi 23: lol
itALiaNkiwi 23: PPP
blondiebaby730: PPP
itALiaNkiwi 23: haha
blondiebaby730: ehehehehe
itALiaNkiwi 23: its like im on autopilot
blondiebaby730: we think alike, in our identical PPP states
blondiebaby730: hahahahahaa
itALiaNkiwi 23: well mines TPP
itALiaNkiwi 23: weeee autopilot
itALiaNkiwi 23: but its so weird
itALiaNkiwi 23: ok so yeah, about the not enough blood to head
itALiaNkiwi 23: yesterday i got this when i was running
blondiebaby730: uh huh
itALiaNkiwi 23: so if it was cause by yesterday, it oculd have been one of 3 things:
itALiaNkiwi 23: 2 ibuprofen in the morning and one motrin before the run (the ibuprofen would have worn off and the motrin was barely anything but hey maybe)

Auto response from blondiebaby730: austin, im reading everything ur saying but im too lazy to respond

itALiaNkiwi 23: alright
itALiaNkiwi 23: good to know
itALiaNkiwi 23: ok potential stimulus #2 for yesterday
*mushroomdiddy*
itALiaNkiwi 23: and number 3: not enough blood to head
itALiaNkiwi 23: or dehydration or lack of oxygen... some running related thing

:: 2003 11 October :: 6.38pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: a part of carmen (had orchestra this morning...)

ok the time isnt correct... just get in the habit of disregarding the time cuz im usually just too goddamn lazy to change it

right now im sooo bored. i normally have so much work to do that when i finally dont have very much, i just dont know what to do with myself.

omg i think i did well on a math test! regular precalc is so much easier... and the tests are so much easier...

my average amount of sleep for the past two nights is 6.5 hours. it hasnt hit me yet tho, i think.

watched ace ventura. i realized all the times when i saw it and loved it as a kid was when i watched it edited for tv... the one i rented was REALLY crude. surprisingly crude for a pg13 even. whatever. i also finished the godfather, not that i really understood it. ill have to watch it like 10 times to actually know whos who and why they want to kill each other.

mehhh... nothing else

:: 2003 4 October :: 5.50pm

Zipal23: i hate you
itALiaNkiwi 23: thats mean
Zipal23: bye
Zipal23: ill still be on but just don't talk to me anymore
itALiaNkiwi 23: watd i do?
itALiaNkiwi 23: im confused and sad
Zipal23: why is your icon notorious?
itALiaNkiwi 23: o cuz my friend mentioned him
Zipal23: i think that is stupid
itALiaNkiwi 23: im sorry
Zipal23: good
itALiaNkiwi 23: do u not like him?
Zipal23: no, i don't like you
Zipal23: hi its alex
Zipal23: that wasnt me
Zipal23: that would be chase being an ass
itALiaNkiwi 23: uh...
itALiaNkiwi 23: FUCK YOU CHASE
itALiaNkiwi 23: hi alex
Zipal23: hi
Zipal23: but we actually got to go, sorry bout that
Zipal23 signed off at 2:44:58 PM.

:: 2003 4 October :: 4.26pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: hey ya

ICE COLD!
coulda gone to my brothers soccer game. but wanted to come home and shower cuz i kinda stink. still havent gotten around to that tho...

oh but hearts is SO more important. new record!!! just TRY and beat this!!!
4-28-100-28

i just decided/realized i will not have a boyfriend to late junior year. if im lucky. my friend pointed out to me that all the hot guys are either a) assholes or b) taken or c) both.

im screwed.

:: 2003 4 October :: 1.49am

just hadda put this in..
Lookin' at you from a distance
Gettin' all of my attention
Could this be love at first sight, baby
You walked away and I missed you
Visions of wanting to kiss you
How could this be if I don't really know you?
Ohh baby, baby

Could it be love at first sight?
And I never knew that I, could fall in love on the very first night
Could this be love?

You had on the latest fashion
It was a bigger distraction
It drew me closer and closer to you, yeah, baby
I never saw anything like this
But you I just could not resist
I swallowed my pride and stepped through your side
Or could it be - be

:: 2003 3 October :: 11.47pm
:: Mood: blank

just remembered something someone said to me.

im brimming with pride, like a melting popsicle shoved in a cup because it was dripping and the person eating it had to set it down for a while... and then it melts and the cup fills with its meltyness and it is brimming...

:: 2003 3 October :: 11.27pm
:: Mood: cranky
:: Music: the dreidel song

MY SAD SONG:
fucking G block physics
you took away my free
fucking G block physics
i miss mushroomdiddy

ill write more verses later but my attentions spans like BLAH! and thats what controls me, generally... that and my stomach... and my hormones for stalking italians as ethan puts it

so what was i gonna say...

oh right. cross country pictures. this is the first time in my life i have had to SIT IN THE MUD AT THE FRONT OF THE PICTURE. i have always been in the back before. not fair. and its cuz the team is mostly guys... which should be taller than me by now i guess, but still, no fair. there are only 4 ppl shorter than me. (one guy)

so bllaaaghhh. blaggh to the world. i hate you.

oh but right, obsession level today: 9
eye contact: 2

jus in case ya wanted to know... right...

:: 2003 2 October :: 11.12pm
:: Mood: giddy
:: Music: bad boys for life

I WANT TO LEAVE MY ENGLISH CLASS AND NOT CHANGE MY FREE
so since i am being kicked out of precalc H regardless of how well i do on the test tomorrow morning...

i have decided to look at the bright side of the situation and my options. well i could take precalc A, C, or G. C would be perfect cuz no schedule change. but its so full ppl are sharing desks.

so then i thought about G. but i dont want to lose my free.

so then i thought about A block, and how i would have to leave the english teacher that gave me an A on the first essay. but then i thought about my english class.

the teacher is ok... alright i mean really boring. all the juniors i talk to dont like him. the class is composed of 14 ppl: 10 girls and 5 boys. with so many girls you know im probably gonna be stuck with some ppl i dont like. well yes i definitely am. today we spent 10 minutes talking about the difference between suicide and sacrificing for another's sake, and how God would draw the line for who got into heaven. the whole time i wanted to shoot myself.

ok gtg lata tho the point is i need A block

:: 2003 2 October :: 9.05pm
:: Mood: giggly

GO GERMANS GO!
Producer, songwriter en remixer, Sean "Puffy" Combs, Chief Executive Officer van Bad Boy Entertainment is een artiest 鮠zakenman in hart en nieren. Hij heeft ontelbare prijzen gewonnen zowel in de muziekindustrie als daarbuiten, inclusief de prestigeuze ASCAP prijs: "Songwriter of the Year". Hij is voor miljoenen mensen uitgegroeid tot een voorbeeld in de muziekindustrie.

yeah i got that when i typed in "bad boys for life"... see i was searchin for a better picture of the whole golfing-on-roof-getup.

i also got pictures of bunnies, japanese cartoons, and the american flag. but thats just life.

i have decided christianity is pretty fucked up if it bases everything on what the bible says- cuz the bible is fucked up.

ahh gtg parents home!!!

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