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2006 7 January :: 11.30am
:: Mood: giggly
:: Music: well final countdown was in my head for a while although i dont exactly consider it a song...
why arrested development was amazing on monday
*george michael learns to express himself at the hippie school
"You don’t respect me. How can I respect you, man?" (to his dad)
*lindsay learns to cook
"It's hot ham water."
*GOB learns how to get big tips after he accidentally becomes a waiter
"If you didn’t have adult onset diabetes, I wouldn’t mind giving you a little sugar."
*tobias doesnt learn to stop filling envelopes with glitter
"The glitter queen struck again. Never hire Tobias Funke" -casting director
*maeby learns more reasons why her dad cant get an acting job
"Now what we do is we paint our lips Joan Crawford red, pop on a little blue eyeliner and then plant a lipstick kiss on every one of them."
*GOBs parents learn where he has been making money
"Is he following people to their cars again?" -george senior
*michael learns that his dad was "the muffin man" in the 70's
"And whatever happened to the Muffin Man? Remember him? I always pictured a giant six-foot muffin trying to eat me while I was eating him. It’s kind of a fantasy I go to a lot now."
*buster learns that lindsay would have been a better mother for him than lucille
"You gave us cereal in an ashtray." (describing the only time lucille cooked for her children)
*the show's writers learn how to improve the ratings
"Tonight: An Arrested Development you can’t miss. A cavalcade of stars. The shocking final moments will be presented live! And one of these people... will die." -announcement at the beginning
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2005 29 December :: 7.54pm
another brief moment away from my applications
bag bag bag.
i have a new bag.
ITS AWESOME!
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2005 22 December :: 12.07pm
UNIVERSITY OF CHICAGO!!! *raises arms steve-holt-style*
SORRY JAN I ALREADY HAVE A SAFETY, I GUESS I DONT NEED TO LOOK ANYMORE FOR COLLEGES TO APPLY TO THAT I DONT REALLY LIKE
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2005 21 December :: 8.40pm
:: Mood: groggy
:: Music: smashing pumpkins
ive had a migraine all day
still no chicago letter
but theres always arrested development quotes
Michael: Gob, Steve Holt is your son. He probably just feels a connection.
GOB: He doesn't know what he feels. I'm tired of being told - my God. What is this feeling?
Michael: You know, the feeling that you're feeling is just what many of us call... a "feeling".
GOB: It's not like envy, or even hungry.
Michael: Could it be love?
GOB: I know what an erection feels like, Michael. No, it's the opposite - it's like my heart is getting hard.
Michael: Maybe you're ready to be a father.
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2005 20 December :: 9.28am
:: Mood: ecstatic
:: Music: more godfather music
i got tired of waiting and finally called the admissions office...
MIT DEFERRED ME!!!
honestly, when i see the stats of other deferred people its just an honor. my essay must be good!
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2005 19 December :: 11.07pm
:: Mood: every emotion bundled together doused in gasoline
:: Music: radiohead- creep (acoustic, to be precise)
college! woo!
ive literally snapped and gone crazy from being in a weird hyper state, expecting my important letters from colleges for a week now. i know i didn't get into MIT, but i'd be proud of myself if it was a deferral, and i really just want the frickin letter already. that was sent 2 fridays ago but supposedly they had mailing issues (and snow), but by now everyone has it anyways. then theres chicago, which im hoping is an acceptance letter, that everyone has already too. no mail for me. stupid fuckin PO box why cant i have a mailbox the post office workers are lazy whores. ffffpppggmotherfucker.
but speaking of rejection letters, i read that on the princeton app in the "a few details" section they just want you to be honest. who votes i do this:
*book- i may have to say kite runner just because of the part where the kid took out the evil guys eye, it reminded me of my favorite part of kill bill. sweetness.
*website- milkman dan comics... here
*recording (ivy-league for "cd")- blood sugar sex magik by red hot chili peppers. by far the best cd ever. don't even bother disagreeing with me.
*keepsake- a square of 4 little mosaic pieces i stole from pompeii... the last one left in this pretty broken up rubbley room and no one was around so i pulled it out of the dirt. it reminds me of pompeii :).
*movie- kill bill. see "kite runner".
*source of inspiration- talking to friends online late at night when i havent finished my homework
*news source- i dont religiously read one newspaper... i glance at the pictures in whatevers in front of me or sometimes read an article if the headline mentions murder
*2 adjectives your friends would use to describe you- weird, crazy
anyways now ive moved on to the godfather soundtrack... and its making me cry. not in a depressed way, just crying. im so glad i dont do drugs.
ps katherine and i had a very intellectually stimulating conversation that i wish i wrote about on the stanford app...
k: my mom makes ASIAN spaghetti
k: you can't beat that in terms of weirdness
a: hahahaha
a: welll you know what they say about marco polo stealing china's ideas
a: also i read (for italian homework) that italians didnt HAVE tomatoes until explorers got some from america
a: so like, 1500s
a: and if they got the idea of pasta from marco polo's trip to china that was probably 1500s right
a: what the fuck did italians eat before then?!!!
k: hahaha
k: those cheaters
k: i DON'T KNOW
a: i guess olives
k: olive sauce...
k: yummy
well now i have a research project for my "italian cultural studies" focus at columbia... or "italian studies" at berkeley... or archaeology/anthropology/ancient studies anywhere
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2005 17 December :: 10.50pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: bullet w/ butterfly wings
wow
i am literally bored! amazing! of course i will start some new applications soon, and that homework i never got to, and that will all be super fun.
for now ill just read this book that seems awesome- The Dante Club, a murder mystery, it has a FUZZY COVER (aka what philip calls "matte") and whatsmore, theres blood spatters on it (printed on the cover, silly). so you know its good. so far it has been the most gory thing ive ever read. ill leave it at that.
... maggots!
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2005 7 December :: 5.17pm
:: Mood: hopeful
:: Music: badd (why?)
dreams
last night- i was driving up a steep hill and my car could barely make it (it was like a 80 degree angle) so i was pushing down really hard on the accelerator and then i was peddling and i was on a bike and once i got to the top i let myself go backwards- it was hella scary but i was doing it for some reason. so i did that a couple times. then i saw my mom and she nonchalantly said something about my dog being dead and i was really sad.
the night before- i came into my kitchen and there was a table in front of the door and on the table this SUPERCUTE indigo and black parrot (aka not a real species) was sitting there. and my mom kept telling my brother and i either not to play with it or that we couldnt keep it... i think both. so then she left and it was looking kinda sad cuz it wanted attention but i was afraid of touching it because my mom might come in and tell me to stay away from it. so my brother and i were both sitting there for a while and then decided to go talk to it and pick it up anyways because it was so cute.
the night before- tara and i were in assembly and there was a guy sitting in the front about to make a presentation or speech or something and the person he LOOKED like was this gorgeous italian soccer player so tara and i were basically just discussing his appearance. but i was like oh yeah its that economist from colubia whos the head of FIFA (instead of who i know he really is) and i thought id have to tell my friends at columbia that he talked to our school.
now i really wish our guest speaker tomorrow would be an italian soccer player...
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2005 3 December :: 4.54pm
:: Mood: POATEW
:: Music: i dont fucking know
grrrrrrrrr
so first on this glorious day i took the math and italian SAT2s. italian was aight, math would have been great but then my calculator came down with "dim mismatch" and decided it couldnt graph things anymore. thats okay, just another lost opportunity to make me look better to colleges, and yes i DO care.
then i got my grades and... lowest grade ever. in biotech. lower, mind you, than the trimester of AP Physics where we had to derive formulas for the magnetic field produced around a hollow conducting cylinder (etc, etc). in this class we have a lecture on average once a a week, and a quiz... once a month? i will stop at that because i cant do the shittiness of this class justice.
so im pretty much murderous right now. goodbye idea of bringing my grades up this year. remind me to stay away from guns and knives.
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2005 2 November :: 9.23pm
:: Mood: lazy
:: Music: uhhhh something by bach i was just playing really cool huh
dreams
some recent dreams or parts of dreams of mine:
*my cat killing a mouse, and i was like oh god that poor mouse because cats take forever to do that stuff but then whiskers (that is his name) killed it quickly with a knife and i was semi-relieved
*my mom said one of my birds was dead and i was semi-bummed and then i went down to see them and they were both alive yay!
*my grandpa (the one that just died) and i were like in go-carts but they were really sort of just boxes with wheels and then the evil bad guys killed him by dropping stuff from up high and then i was creeped out and was at some point wandering around a hotel trying to get the bad guys
and umm... im sure theres some other parts that werent about death that i just forgot
also, in life:
"dad, did you kidnap the guittard chocolate chips that were in the pantry yesterday?"
"they're in the tv room. do you want them?"
"yes"
"what do you want them for?"
"to... put up my nose"
"no, really, what do you want them for?"
"well, i was thinking of ingesting them..."
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2005 28 October :: 11.04pm
:: Mood: meh
:: Music: actually... listening to loveline i downloaded
ive got a bad disease/out from my brain is where i bleed
im ready to get disappointed with my halloween. and if its ended up bad all the previous years of my life i cant see it getting better this time. what with early applications taking time away from planning and finding TACKY 80S CLOTHES.
and i didnt go to the dance and my poor white linen pinstripe pants arent gonna get worn until uh the spring? :'(
today after school i had an hour until aids meals and looked around wondering what to do and came to the realization that i dont have friends. so i went home and did something... it was probably mostly driving that took up that hour.
i am however proud to say that i emptied my wallet and bought 11 dollars worth of gas today. at the bon air chevron on the way to novato, because the -ometer (what else would i call it) was too close to empty and then i brought it up to right around 1/4. and then on the way home i swear it jumped up and was above 1/4 and i really just cant trust my car. also it skids in the rain, eek.
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2005 19 October :: 4.37pm
:: Mood: avoidant
:: Music: soul to squeeze
avoiding everything...
the only good thing is after school when i got in my car and turned on live 105 it was the VERY beginning of "soul to squeeze" and it was such a good time to listen to it because i just listen to the rhcp cds ive bought (and i think my mp3 player was stolen around april) and this is on the coneheads soundtrack which i btw dont own.
umm ehh peace
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2005 17 October :: 9.21pm
:: Mood: icky
:: Music: not rhcp and not good
just a note
today i saw at least 4 ass cracks. for the love of something, people, pull up your pants once in a while.
also i keep coming across death today. ive read about it way too much. its foreshadowing.
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2005 13 October :: 6.35pm
:: Mood: ick
:: Music: theres some random melody in my head, dont know if its real
last night
tara and i saw one bad movie that put us into a bad movie frenzy. it was a history of war and it looked mildly interesting, not exactly what we were looking for but definitely better than all other options. also it got an okay review online i thought but i need to check that out again. yeah about 2/3 of the reviews are good, 1/3 say its horrible. anyways it was ORRIBILE. wont go into it because i could rant till the cows came home and i think that would take a while. but at the end of the movie we burst into laughter and clapped, and then decided we needed to see more bad movies. (we also decided we needed to write a screenplay about gay mobsters).
blockbuster sucks. they had barely any movies from the 80s so it took quite a while to find anything worthwhile, but then we picked Senorita Justice and Hard Cash because it had people floating in lava on the back cover, but it turned out to just be the reflection of fire on water. so, lame. waste of time. but senorita justice...wow. you must all see that.
now how could i have forgotten about gigli? i still need to see that...
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2005 1 October :: 12.13pm
:: Mood: indifferent
:: Music: (woke up with this in my head) the pixies- here comes your man
meh
just to quickly add to the list of ridiculous things my mom has yelled at me for-
i couldnt go to the columbia meeting at school on friday, it turned out it was exactly the time when i had to give a presentation to my english class, all class long. and i picked that presentation date a month ago. and i swear they didnt have times up for the meetings then. so yeah, as if i wasnt pissed enough, then my mom yelled at me for it. and after aids meals i was worried about coming home but then she apologized, and i should forgive her cuz her dad is gonna die any day and she worries about that too now.
the godfather keeps being on tv and i really need to have my godfather party. cept that on monday my mom and i are driving down to stanford and im hopefully gonna stay with margaux and follow her around to some classes. yay, one college down, a lot to go. (also this shouldnt even count since i wont get in... i need to see the UCs and stuff).
last night my dream was sort of narsty (not nasty, just narsty). there were 2 cats at my house (maybe my cat... times 2) and there was a dead cat in my backyard and they started eating it. and i was like ehhh, they probably shouldnt do that, but then again i didnt think there was any way for me to stop them. it was creepy so i went back inside, and then my dream probably just switched to something else.
gotta prep for that sat.
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