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leonardiddy

:: 2005 6 September :: 10.13pm
:: Mood: procrastinatey
:: Music: purple stain ahhhhewww

i almost died of awesome
just read that phrase online and its my favorite (no reason i used it)

last night i was in front of a mirror somewhere and several chunks of hair came out of my scalp. pretty big ones. and i started getting worried and then i saw a japanese label on them and reazlied they were hair extensions (that you stick to your scalp?) that i bought in japantown. ohhh yeah i just realized i forgot to write "in my dream" at the beginning of this. hahahaha sorry.

also i found out today that you can get pe credit for going to a gym and having the person at the desk sign something that they "supervised you" and that is awesome. and then i saw that email about the dance stuff during g block which is my free after this trimester. AWESOMER. i just have to get some other person to do that with me who is not a pro dancer.

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leonardiddy

:: 2005 3 September :: 10.54pm
:: Mood: sleepy
:: Music: none which is really weird

story time
*well as you know cristina is wearing a little tennis skirt, and its like 12:20
*tyler and i go into the gas station and he essentially buys 5000 calories
*when we come back cristina says to me something about some guys creeping her out and whistling and im like shit i need to stay with her
*then tyler and i sit in the car while shes washing the windows and stuff
*these 2 guys come back and one of them is talking to cristina outside of the car
*short oldish teenage guy with a red sox hat btw
*and hes trying to convince her to go to a party in kentfield
*he WONT go away so finally i step out
*and it was literally the funniest conversation ever
*when i asked him what school do you go to, he said "uhhh oh i graduated from redwood last year" aka hes currently living off his parents money doing jack shit
*i had said we needed to get home before curfew soon which was a lie, and then he said what school do you go to and we said branson and he said "oh yeah so you have a curfew and all that stuff, hows that?"
*we discussed where we lived and i said is that your house in kentfield and he said no, i said whos house is it and he said "uhh its my homie's house" and i said "ahh, yes. your homie's house." and i dont know how i kept a straight face when i said that
*so we also said stuff like "we need to meet some friends..." and he said stuff like "come on its me and my friends, we got some girls, uhhh..."
*and at the end of it all he said "ok then well you have a good night" and i said "you too. enjoy yourselves."
*it was overall hilarious. also because cristina and i were both taller than him and he was on drugs.

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leonardiddy

:: 2005 26 August :: 10.11pm
:: Mood: complacent
:: Music: give it away

theres really no picture at the top of my journal, just because i dont know what to put there
well i used my running shoes today for the first time. no foot problems, (i was afraid cuz i shipped my orthotics to indiana and dont want to pay for new ones), but then again i wasnt doing exactly the hardest running either. also, while running, i received a parking ticket for the first time. this was at pheonix lake where you have to buy a pass or a temporary ticket to park, and the first time i left my house i realized the pass wasnt in my car and went back to get it. so i went back and got it, put it on the right side of the dashboard, and finally got to the lake and parked. little did i know when i parked that the parking pass had flown (yes, flown) off of the dashboard on to the passenger seat. and a cop that found an empty dashboard wouldnt dream of looking down into the car... yeah ok thats not their job but the pass WAS visible, just slightly misplaced. oh yeah and i forgot the reason i went for a run in the first place cuz my mom was going psycho and telling me about how hard it would be for me to get into any colleges i liked (which is always a great motivator) and yelling louder than usual AND mumbling angrily too. so i sorta needed to ask her what to do but definitely didnt want to have to talk to her.

well i went to the police station and told an officer what happened, but in the middle of talking, the fact that i am a pussy + my mom's yelling + sad chili peppers that i was listening to because my mom yelled at me, all combined to make me start crying. which would have been excellent if i was in a situation where a cop was being mean to me but this guy was nice and sad "im sorry" and stuff so it was completely unnecessary and lame. anyways he told me they couldnt do anything about at this point, i had to send a letter to the big evil parking headquarters office in san rafael.

and i did that but it seems like they could easily disregard everything i said as bullshit. sounds like my word against theirs. ick.

also today i switched from bssm/mother's milk to by the way after i got mopey. yes, i really get around within the only-red-hot-chili-peppers genre.

uh what else? my day wasnt very fulfilling aka i woke up after 11, watched at least an hour of tv i had taped while eating breakfast and then lunch, and then because i hadnt gotten anything done by 1 (she didnt seem to understand that it wasnt that far into my day) my mom yelled at me until i left the house and ran, then dinner and some of my italian reading which i have JUSSST started. woohoo.

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leonardiddy

:: 2005 21 August :: 11.44pm
:: Music: listenin to loveline

I NEED TO REMEMBER TO WRITE ABOUT...
* worst movie ever made
** farmers market
* worst driver ever
*muni research

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leonardiddy

:: 2005 17 August :: 9.22pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: the last minute of sir psycho sexy, AFTER THE LYRICS STOP! i think thats violin :)

summer summary
just cuz i havent written anything in here recently. my status. briefly, in random order.

1. got back from hawaii last tuesday, was crying 2 nights before and 2 nights after cuz i knew how much i was gonna miss everyone and everything we did. but it was super (ive used that word too much lately) and it gave me something really good to write for an essay for college. no writers block! one less essay to worry about!

2. ive been so happy lately i feel like ive left my body or something... that makes no sense. but thats exactly how i feel.

3. i DO need to go shopping for clothes, UGHHH it makes me so angry and everything is too expensive or unflattering and i get all lowselfesteemey from it.

4. i love thai tea and i found a good way to make it really dark. and that is to make-like-a-coffee-machine and drip the water through this spoon we have with holes in it with the tea bag on top. unfortunately i used this technique once and 2 days later i couldnt find the spoon. and i keep looking all over the kitchen for it, i have no clue where it could have gone.

5. i drove to downtown sausalito to see hustle and flow with someone who hates rap and wanted to see the movie but knew i was the only one of their friends who would go with them. but my point... i hadnt seen downtown sausalito in at least 10 years, if ever, and i was very confused and unsure of where to go, and then i had to find parking, and it was terrifying. so i basically think i suck at driving anywhere i havent seen. except i was fine in palo alto! ok, so i just hate sausalito.

6. i need to go for a run someday because i got new running shoes with light green on them and i love them and hell i could use exercise too

7. i cant remember the last time i listened to any music that wasnt red hot chili peppers... ok i turned on the radio a few times in my car before i got my mp3 player to play through it. now its all rhcp, all the time. i mean i really liked them before, but i bought their older cds used (really cheap) so now i have everything going back to the year i was born. i sorta started working backwards from right before californication, and now im obsessed with all the old stuff and get all sad thinking i can never hear it live probably. anyways, now i only listen to my 75 song playlist of their stuff. i dont even know what rap songs are out right now, oh speaking of...

8. yes i saw the vma commercial with p diddy in it. i still refuse to watch the vmas because i know it will be lame but i wouldnt mind seeing the commercial for it a couple more times.

9. summer reading. halfway through english, havent done italian, HAVE done kite runner. all i will say is the part with the eye was incredible that made me so happy and did this really REALLY happen? omg and it reminded me of kill bill 2 which i need to see again that was awesome too

10. i only like eyes being taken out when someone really deserves it, i promise.

I THINK IM DONE!

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leonardiddy

:: 2005 1 July :: 5.25pm
:: Mood: pissed off
:: Music: rhcp- cabron- (that means bastards)

10 stupidest things my mom has yelled at me about
this is a list, and im gonna add to it throughout the summer, then maybe a new one during the school year- oh yeah they arent in order of stupidness (yet)

1. i should join certain clubs that have nothing to do with my interests this began with discussing how well i knew the teachers i wanted recommendations from outside of class, worked its way to asking me to join philosophy or stargazing club, and ended in my mom telling me my interests arent GOOD enough because i dont do them at school with other people in a club.

2. i need an SAT tutor to read to me my mom talked to ms hoeveler and got the name of an expensive SAT tutor, and ive had these before. i know what they do for their money, and that is tell people exactly what is in a book, because they are too lazy to read it for themselves. i think thats a waste of money and i can prep on my own with a book. my mom responded to this idea with "dont waste your time reading all that!", and i said "well its exactly what a tutor would have done for me and you wanted me to get a tutor." i dont think she understood me very well because later when i insisted on working through the book she said "fine then, ill go call the tutor".

3. i need to be more agressive about fixing a typo in my transcript basically she just wanted me to send lots of emails to a teacher who wrote i got a B+ on the final when i got an A-, and then fax him my final, all before he even responded to my first question.

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leonardiddy

:: 2005 25 June :: 12.20am
:: Mood: groggy
:: Music: the pixies- this monkeys gone to heaven

my not so healthy day
im just gonna paste in the story i told to people before on IM, so it may sound choppy...


itALiankiwi 23: im taking ap economics, and yesterday i was seeing my relatives so i didnt get the homework until really late and i didnt get enough sleep and i was exhausted
itALiankiwi 23: all week actually ive been staying up too late and coughing constantly
itALiankiwi 23: the teachers really nice but it was so painful and confusing today
itALiankiwi 23: so then in class i started getting an opthalmic migraine which is where my vision gets funky and its really hard to read and then i get a splitting headache
itALiankiwi 23: well so this stuff is confusing enough and then i have a hard time reading the exercises and i get way behind
itALiankiwi 23: and the class seems way longer than it actually is
itALiankiwi 23: so im confused and exhausted and in pain
itALiankiwi 23: once class ended i went out and lay down on some grass and i was trying not to be a wimp when i was in so much pain and i took 2 ibuprofen and it didnt go away so finally all i could do was cry
itALiankiwi 23: and then my dad finally picked up his phone and said he was already there to pick me up so then we started going home and the nausea started
itALiankiwi 23: i was in so much pain but i managed to fall asleep
itALiankiwi 23: woke up on laurel grove and felt like i was gonna throw up
itALiankiwi 23: and then i started freaking out cuz i thought i was gonna throw up and had my dad stop at the bottom of our street and stay there while i puked out of his window which was actually pretty cool
itALiankiwi 23: a little got on the car door and i dumped my water bottle on it but i probably should wash it off again just in case so it doesnt corrode the paint
itALiankiwi 23: and then i slept for who knows how many hours, and woke up and watched the nba final game from last night and my nose started bleeding. and it was pretty weird earlier i think like during the car ride i felt something weird going down my throat and i thought it might have been blood but maybe just the gross stuff ive been coughing up
itALiankiwi 23: and then i slept from 6 until 8:40

woke up and felt disorientated, didnt feel like eating dinner obviously but then i went downstairs and saw chocolate and realized i would have to eat some dinner before just eating chocolate. then i dont remember what i did next... i guess it led to staying up too late on the computer. well good night and good health!

ps more on the class when i have more energy

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leonardiddy

:: 2005 20 June :: 8.25pm
:: Mood: contemplative
:: Music: barber concerto in (D minor? i dont know) for violin

my brother can make a mean banana split, i think that makes up for
the fact that hes a pansy

how to summarize my week? well it was pretty strange, so i wanted to write about it, and then i got bogged down because of a violin concert and my econ class started today. i also wanted to write angrily about my brother because of an incident during a card game.

now almost all of my steam's blow off so im not gonna go into too much detail. 2 problems. when i play a card game with him i cant win, because i either lose, or start getting ahead of him and then he gets pissy and leaves. the second problem is that my dad, who is usually a part of the card game, inevitably sides with him and tries to make me feel like a really evil person who should go to hell. by being an older sibling, most people at least get the benefit of being able to kick ass during card games, but not me. to make a long story shorter, i teach b and d how to play, b doesnt like to listen and does some stupid shit that obviously puts him at a disadvantage, the first round he starts falling behind he decides he doesnt want to play, d realizes the importance of not raising a pissy brat with no character and tells him to stay, we start game over and b again puts himself at a disadvantage, b decides because he is not winning he cant play and starts to storm off, i tell him he is a sore loser, d forgets the importance of not raising a pissy brat with no character and completely coddles him, b leaves, d gives me "well now look what youve done, i hope your happy that youre such a bad person".

4 days later b makes me an ice cream sundae. hmm... that might get him a temporary pardon.

ok now to briefly mention some of the strangeness of last week, one morning i wake up at 5:50 with the noise of a very loud helicopter passing by, i then procede to stare out at the slightly pink sky, think of tuscany and get italysick, then after watching several airplanes going by wonder "is the air always this busy before sunrise?". 2 hours later my mom wakes me up, tells me people are searching for a would-be-convict who escaped and she is going to lock me in the house with bronte while shes out, i sleep for a few hours and start thinking if the convict broke into the house anywhere but the kitchen, bronte wouldnt be able to protect me from him very well. so i let her outside.

another day im eating at the town center with tara and i notice some very upright (i mean, she walked like a cypress, if you can visualize that) lady in high heels with predictable louis bag walked by a few times staring at me all the while. 50s i think, wearing nice makeup, etc. creepy, because of the staring. then tara informed me discreetly that she had sat down at a table behind my back, facing us, and was continuing to stare. then tara whispered that the lady was muttering under her breath, without breaking her stare at me/us. odd, because most crazy ladies dont walk around with stillettos and thousand-dollar bags. minutes later i laugh and feel something come out of my nose. im glad tara is turned away because i know shes not a fan of my insanitary antics and gross stories, and probably wouldnt enjoy having to see something shoot out of my nose. then i realize, oh shit, my nose is bleeding. i walk by some teenagers who stare at me like "woah..." and terrify the man in the "wraps" place enough for him to give me a stack of napkins. well after several minutes of trying to avoid the inevitable, i DO lie down on the public bathroom floor because the flow is just not slowing down and since when have i been a sanitary person? i sorta got a kick out of the women bringing their kids to the bathroom with them and stepping over the sprawled-out-on-the-floor-covered-in-blood-character (plus i was wearing sunglasses so she probably couldnt tell if my eyes were open) while her kids lagged behind to stare at me. she probably thought i was some weird homeless lady who'd lost most of the cartilage in her nose through years of snorting crack. with a nice jacket, from a 30% off storewide sale at guess. then i took my jacket off, prefering to get the bathroom dirt on the cheap shirt that didnt fit me very well that i had already dropped blood on. i pulled away my first batch of napkins with a thick gooey clot of blood on it and set it down on the floor to entertain the spectators. i should add, too, that at this moment tara was doing exactly what i would have wanted her to do- guarding my quesadilla (and purse).

when the excitement of looking like a victim from an intense battle began to fade away, and i remembered again how unpleasant blood pouring down your throat for more than 5 minutes feels, i realized i might not be able to win this battle alone, as brave as i (thought i) looked. i took off my sunglasses to seem less like a homeless crackhead and someone brought me some water. that did make my throat feel bettER, but there was a lot more blood left to be swallowed. it is also difficult to get the water to go in your mouth 100% of the time when you are lying on the ground, so i gradually created a puddle of public-bathroom-sludge around me and on the back of my shirt. when tara came in and saw my condition (not the blood, but where i was lying) i saw by the look on her face she was thinking about how much bacteria i was acquiring and she asked if i could get up. "no, that is definitely the worst thing i could do right now... do you think im gonna start worrying about germs NOW?"

after more than 10 minutes of this shit, my throat hurt like hell, i felt like i was suffocating, and the swamp i was lying in was making me cold. no longer interested in being a hero, my inner pansy kicked in and i cried a little. but once the whole disgusting ordeal was over, and i stood up and tossed my blood-clotted napkins into the trash that were bothering tara, she remarked on how the blood all over me reminded her of kill bill. and then i was again interested in looking like a hero and considered leaving at least the streak of blood down my arm... it was pretty cool, after all

well i returned to my quesadilla which had probably already been spat on by kids and shat on by bugs but (i spared you this part of the story earlier) was REALLY expensive, and only threw out the guacamole because it had blood in it. i also left my mark on the pavement next to the table, which was awesome. but back to the creepy staring lady. there are only 2 possible explanations to my spontaneous major nosebleed. a. she was a witch, and b. she was a voodoo lady. take your pick.

now i still need to say just a leetle about my econ class, but im afraid if i write anymore, my computer is going to explode. so ill save that for later.

p.s. although there are 3 people in the world who care and none of them will ever see this journal, my violin concert went pretty damn well, thank you

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leonardiddy

:: 2005 14 June :: 11.26pm
:: Mood: angry
:: Music: none OH MAH GAWD! cuz im listenin to loveline

a clump of stuff i wanted to say before
"wash out malibu, i move in, buy some cheap property, yaknowmsayin?" -a.c.

i know how much adam corolla loves public safety announcements that go out on the radio and tv, so ever since my mtv crap/stuff at the end of the nba finals game i was watching were interrupted by a tsunami warning i couldnt wait to hear him talk about it on loveline. and he just did- for about 20 seconds. well anyway, the whole ordeal made my day more interesting so i liked it, and until i looked crescent city up on mapquest and realized it was 340 miles away from us i was actually a bit worried (about people on the coast. hehe).

oh yeah and i enjoyed the "disaster" the day before even more. the night before i really needed to take a shower (i had worked out long before) but was still so lazy i put it off to the next day, and its just my luck that i wake up at 10:30 desperate to clean myself and our house had no water. but i was all alone so it was sort of a survival test, which was awesome. so i called the mmwd and said "im wondering why my house doesnt have water" and the guy instantly asked "you live on skyland?". "yes". "we're looking at that right now."

i figured out which resources i could use. we're part of a nearby "club" that is a compromise for our house not having a pool, but i really dont appreciate a bunch of noisy little kids splashing around and staring at me in my bathing suit, so i dont use it often. next to the pool there is a single bathroom, complete with shower. i also had a license, several cars to choose from, and soon packed up a bag with my bathing suit and all my daily grooming stuff. so i planned to leave, and then remembered my boycott of the exploder. this started the SECOND time a spider came down slowly from the ceiling next to me while i was driving (but the first time it was much smaller and didnt bother me). i had to use the 7 series, which i hadnt used before, and because its actually worth something to my dad i would for the first time be nervous about crashing. well then my mom drove home and she said i could take her car (NICE SOUND SYSTEM even though i feel disgusting). i went by the PO and picked up my packages- watches and an italian flag from overstock- and then found no lifeguard or people at all in the pool area at the club so i jumped into the pool, took a long shower, and went home where we then had SOME water. hung the italian flag on the side of the house and tried on the watches. basically i got to do everything i wanted/needed to do because i was able to drive. now i just need to get the exploder cleaned out... possibly fumagated...

P.S. the arrested development party was awesome thanks to everyone who came ESPECIALLY if you brought food, everything worked out way better than i expected and now 3 more people might be watching the new season? it was super fun and needs to be done again, maybe winter break?

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leonardiddy

:: 2005 9 June :: 11.21pm
:: Mood: happier than ive been in... 4 years?
:: Music: omarion and PHARRELL-touch

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
ahHAH!
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
+ i love my ford exploder

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leonardiddy

:: 2005 31 May :: 4.42pm
:: Mood: sleepy
:: Music: candy shop is stuck in my head INVOLUNTARILY

local crime
ok lemme tell ya bout friday.

aids meals: driving to our clients house, waiting at a red light, im turned around talking to the back seat and hear screeEEEChh*thud* and look and theres 2 pickups stopped, a mercedes trunk area and maybe back seat is smashed up! not sure what happened... no one was hurt tho so dont think im morbid when i say it was the most hilarious noise ive ever heard.
then on the way back from the clients house, i see an idiot driving towards us- slack-jawed, zitfaced, blank-stare, overconfident, ugly, young, loser- and just looking at him i get this feeling of "oh god he shouldnt be driving" and hes driving a little jeep thats been all specialed up with a sport package or something it just looked slightly different. he just looked like he thought he was doing something really cool, and he also probably thought we were amazed by his hotness. again, i just got a bad vibe like he was on drugs or didnt have a license or was a 14 year old taking his brothers car for a spin... and im not sure i am remembering correctly but it seems like he ran through a stop sign without slowing at ALL and that could have been the thing that gave me a vibe. i guess it seemed like he just didnt react to things, like a dog with something over its head running into a wall (yes hahahaha exactly). so as he goes by our car he smacks right into the school-zone-crosswalk sign which is in between his lane and ours, probably way faster than he should have been going, and the fact that he knocked down this sign is proof of how bad a turn it was and how close he came to us (its the last one by ross school before sir francis drake). and i just got so angry... i wanted to go after him and slap him upside the head and yell in his face and maybe kick him too. the logical thing of course, would have been to write down his license plate... call the police and told them to get that muthafucka off the road (something like that).

anyway, what is way more important is that my cell phone was stolen. fortunately i never left the house during the 3 day weekend (finals :) ) so i knew exactly where i left it. in st. johns church, where aids meals cooks the meals, cept we werent cooking this week and we were sorta lazing around then left in a hurry... well anyway my cell phone was not in my backpack when i left. so today once i get home i think "ok its somewhere around this house and i think its on" so i call it. im a little bit surprised when a lady who barely speaks english picks up... she says its marta's (some name like that) phone and martas away right now. so i apologize and think ok some weird thing with the phone line happened this isnt actually my number that i just called. i call back and ask her a little more and get a little more bs and then tell my mom whats going on and try to think. so the third time i call im like "uh this is definitely ####### and thats my number" and she says "uhwhat numba is your lookeen fo?" and while i repeat it she hangs up. great.

my dad was in a horrible mood when i told him what happened, muttering "$1000 worth of phone calls..." as he went upstairs. he then called verizon and had them cancel the phone "subscription" or whatever. unfortunately they, unlike ATT did last time i couldnt find my phone, do not tell you where the last phone call from it was made. so this bitch is just gonna delete all the numbers and pictures from my phone and sell it, ok, but i at least could have gotten a little revenge. i could have sent them pictures of my dogs shit with my brothers camera phone, something like that, and sent messages like "GOOD JOB YOU STOLE A PHONE FROM A CHURCH! SEE YOU IN HELL!" and now i dont have the chance. or since they are probably stupid, i could have called back more and messed with their mind, maybe figured out this "friend" of theirs last name or something like that.

well anyways, just another instance in which sweet revenge will not be had. like the valet parker in LA who takes peoples credit cards out of their car, takes their girlfriend to dinner at a nice taqueria and quickly tosses the card (happened to my mom). this is the only reason id ever want to get involved in law enforcement. stupid fuckers getting away with shit...


oh right my point was if u think you are important enough (lol) that i would want your cell phone number, holla back with it. and i apologize that i just used the word holla.

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leonardiddy

:: 2005 26 May :: 8.36pm
:: Mood: crushed
:: Music: rhcp- pretty little ditty (well i listened to it once and its like 2 minutes of instrumentals)

POATEW = my new favorite uhhhthingy that stands for things
im not gonna deny it. im a horrible sport. and if i set myself up to wanting to be social rep, and start thinking about how awesome it would be the next year to make sure all the stuff i want to happen happens, im gonna become obsessed with that idea. and if i have to wait 2 and a half weeks, im just about gonna die of nervousness. and then when i find out its a close loss, i just really suck at handling that. so right now i dont see anything good in sight for me. what do i have to look forward to, i cant even take the classes i want next year.

well it was exciting finding out that the hook in butterfly (remember that song in middleschool) was from the red hot chili peppers... that is after all the origin of all things good. not really. well that gave me a rush for like 3 minutes but im all out of good things to think about.

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leonardiddy

:: 2005 25 May :: 6.02pm
:: Mood: sleepy
:: Music: my brothers lousy piano... he practices 5 minutes once every week about

randomness
today, first time EVER, i left school DEFINITELY early. cristina and i had c free and it was so hot outside that we went to jamba juice halfway thru c block. and i was like "ok i better not see any branson personnel..." and we didnt but we did see scott murphy who said he would snitch on us but was obviously joking. and i forgot for the 1000th time to ask the jj people if i could NOT have my smoothie in a styrofoam cup... i cant stand how theyre all "yay nature, natural food is good for you" and then oh yeah we put everything in styrofoam, we really dont care about the environment although its slightly useful for growing fruit.

im really worried im actually gonna have an in-class final for english, and even more worried that it involves a movie i dont know anything about. gosford park. i watched it when it first came out but it didnt rub off on me at all, plus it was a while ago. so then the first day of watching it in class i was trying to understand what was going on and read the subtitles (since its hard to hear what everyones saying) and my eyes were busted. yes, it was an opalthalmic migraine. so i was going blind and getting a horrible headache and being in incredible pain and couldnt really see/understand what was going on. well the second day my eyes were working so it was ok... but then the 3rd day i went home early and missed it because of another migraine! yeah and i feel like a pussy going home because of migraines but theres really no point at being at school when i cant read and im in pain just trying to look at people.

ok i just checked my email and road runner sports for some reason is constantly sending me offers and news and stuff, after i ordered 2 sports bras from them like more than a year ago? but the last junk they sent me was titled "for serious runners only!" so i deleted it instantly lol.

ohmygawsh its the very beginning of the beginning of nectarine season. my mom got me some crappy ones from united :\ but soon ill have the real deal! from the farmers market! yippee yippe yum yum.

end

wait im not done with my random thoughts... I REALLY WANT TO FIND OUT IF IM SOCIAL REP SO THE PEOPLE WHO ARE IN CHARGE OF FIGURING THAT OUT NEED TO HURRY THEIR ASSES UP.

end.

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leonardiddy

:: 2005 22 May :: 11.42am
:: Mood: groggy
:: Music: audioslave- be yourself

prom
so prom was pretty fun... yea at first when we got on i was like what this is the only room for dancing and the the ceiling is sooo low and i got claustrophobic but then i realized there was another floor, and then i realized there was another floor, and then i think one after that. i never really succeeded in making a mental map of it or remembering how to get to places. but it was very fun. im also very glad i brought lizzie. she and tara and i werent invited to anyone elses shiznit so i decided "whateva, we can eat at a REAL italian restaurant in a REAL italian district with REAL ITALIAN WAITERS... biatch". unfortunately the restaurant i reserved (on grant ave!) was pretty secluded it seemed like it was in an alley honestly even tho other parts of grant are a big deal. the food was good tho, and the waiters were so nice (of course) and they got us a cab. my tragedy of the night was realizing like 10 min after we left taras house that one of my earrings had fallen out somewhere around her house so i had no earrings for prom :( i lived tho and had a lot of fun. theres probably a lot more i could say... yeah later tho

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leonardiddy

:: 2005 18 May :: 11.29am
:: Mood: crushed
:: Music: none

i officially hate my mom
i should be going to my 3-person math class right now, but i needed to come home. this has happened to me 3 times before where my eyes wont focus and they really really hurt and i cant read at all. so in english we had a movie with subtitles on because it was hard to hear it and it was dark and i just couldnt read the subtitles at all and unfortunately my eyes kept trying to focus on them and it hurt sooo much. so then i go up to the library after class and call my mom and ask her to pick me up (and i was using my cell phone and chris didnt yell at me but then jani ross did which made me more upset).

so i got some food from the cafeteria and my mom picked me up. we had driven about 20 yards before she started picking on me about how i was missing school (1 class) and how i told her last night i would write the thesis to my essay and i didnt because i was wasting so much time trying to plan prom stuff and that i shouldnt get my hair done or a manicure or anything and that she didnt even want me to go. btw i should mention that last night on the 30th hour of yelling at me about my essay i explained the problem to my dad and he "negotiated" with my mom and i ended up playing russian roulette since i have nothing to lose. the deal WAS she will back off and let me do my work and if i dont get an A on the english essay she will cancel my drivers test and "ground me for the rest of the year". well if i didnt have someone screaming at me constantly i might be able to write the essay well, so i accepted this.

but the fact is she cant keep her teeth out of me for a single day, so here we go again. she woke me up at 7 this morning to remind me for the 278th time that my gpa isnt high enough and i need to write my essay etc etc etc. the more she yaps at me the less i want to do work though, it gets me in a horrible mood and then i waste time fucking around on the computer trying to find something to cheer me up.

so as i said she continues to yell at me... and now complains "so youre wasting our money by not going to school and were gonna take you to a $150 eye appointment *GRRRRR*". how fair is that, i come home crying with a splitting headache and am now just barely able to read and she instantly starts attacking me. its hard to imagine how this could get worse, but if i had gone to dare night it somehow would have.

id probably be chopped up into little pieces in a garbage bag... well except violence isnt really her thing

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