yuppp
wow ok i havent updated for like the longest time ever....so how is everyone? that was stupid i got all addicted to myspace and its eatingmy brain

iim tired...i just thought id come to say that lifes is movin on..

talkin to jimmy a lot recently...its fucking amazing..

hes awesome pretty much

and i realized i wanna get my tongue pierced kinda...but i dunno..complicated..but i just wanna put a funny quote from the mall llast night with julz and zoe and bridget...

haha the drool and the sprite was sooo fucking gross..

"it looks like MAYOnnaise"

lmao i swear to god fruity pebbles pretty much rock my life.

lotsa love huns

-em

fuckin...


ok to sum up the past few days...

fucking crazy.


to sum up the past few hours...


fucking intense...



i've got no one to talk to...but a bunch of crap to say
words are burnin a hole in my brain

scott caldwell's house



woohoo i am currently at scottty's house and i just played this really really stupid game....it was actually pretty funny....but i kinda sucked at it...

lol

-what was that sound?
-i died.
-oh...thats the sound it makes when you die?
-...no...i made that sound..

but i will go now..


rotm: i dont like buttons that aren't pretty on both sides....



yay

ok cath you guys llater

wam bam fuck a ham *wow* tgif mate!
mueh. ha interesting day definitley...

had lots of fun...some interesting quotes from today...


"it's like...preppy meets vintage..."


-what's a pirate's favorite planet?
-jupitaarrrrrr

ha that was amazing...


anyways..

i really need to fucking do something..no one wnated to gointo town and grr i dunno if anyone can do anything tonight..

im so fuckin bored.

but im listeningto mcs so its all good...

AND i have amelia's zippo. which is like

awesome to the maxxx..

mm john deere.


this is the first fucking time i havent been tired all week..and i really need to do something..badlly....cept everyone is busy...and it sucks fuckin ass.

dude
ha i soo know what im going to do...

ok ill keep ya posted but its not like many people even read this..so yeah...


umm oh and i definitley almostburned down my house the other day...cause i was lighting things on fire...and one fire got particularily bad...and it burned a little hole in my floor..and i had to put it out with my pillow. then the smoke detector went off. then my dad came in and was all "wtf" and i was like..."candle......heh"....yes that was awesome but certain obects in my room are all burn-ed.

ok

rotm: i umm....umm...im not in a particularily pised off mood actually...so umm........i don't like...being bored....sure ok lets go with that..



catch you guys later...

-em

weekend

this was certainly an interesting weekend....

friday night was lots of fun...julia and i went to town and then the mall and then slept over here...we were complete losers the entire day

but it was cool...lol

streaking at 1 in the morning in fucking leverett....up and down my road bitches..


awesome.


after that today......went to see the corpse bride with henri and scotty caldwell....and that was lot of fun but it was wicked crowded..

yeah we sat on the steps...and i almost fell asleep.

then we went to target and bought like wicked candy and then walked around the outside of the mall a bunch...and we left like broken glass and junior mints everywhere....lol good times. sketchy places......that really creepy ass asian guy who was gonna rape me i swear.

ha.

"look it's a plane.......it's a bird...."

-what did you think it was?
-....a tomb?

"i want a candy...*2 minutes later*....bar."

-is that one smushed or did someone chew it and spit it out?
-it's smushed
-how do you know?
-cause i just spit one out over there and it doesn't look like that...

mm cotton eyed joe dance...


good times but im like fucking tired now....

oh yeah i just remembered another thing


you know that foofer....foofey...
foof?

mmm

ok im gonna go colllapse on my fucking bed now..

bleh..



dude today was totally versatile...

it started out normally...like i was really really tired....and then i went into town with henri and ella (again) and that was kinda fun......we had some cool times..like our techno song...
move your
move your
move your body
.....which was entirely amusing...but then my dad was alll

GRR

like the first time i saw him he started yelling at me...for actually no apparent reason...

and then i get home and i put something in my garbage....and i look down and the fucking ornament that adam made me was lying there in pieces...which if you didn't alreadyh get.....really reeally really sucks.....like....i swear to god...

and my dad was all "oh.....oops."


that was just...ergh.

and im wicked tired and i have a lot of homework..


and today just sucked......pretty much

despite the good things that happened like i have lip gloss that reminds me of strawberry splash bubblicious...

yeah so i'll catch you guys later i guess......i have to go be pissed at my dad right now...

ermmmmmmm dude


ha ha im hyper...and i woulda put "hyper" as my mood....but that happens too much so i decided to be sneaky and use "energetic" wooohoo.......la


ok yes....sooooo focusing...

woooowwww im havaing fun with my keyboard...

ok then...anyways....

friday was fun stuff....but not really cause i almost died of hypothermia...yeah...

well see we went to henris house....and it was me bigelow and ella and henri obviously....haha if we were at her house without her.....haha....


anywaysssss....we got dressed up all weirdly or at least bigelow abd henri did iwith the wings and such and then we had a SHWAH photo shoot in town....and then we walked to el soccer game...and cheered on noah and gene. and it was funnn stuff
except i was freezing my ass off....and no one seems to bring sweatshirts to their soccer games....and then it started raining pretty hard....thankfully we had an umbrella.....but its hard to fit 3 people under that...especially of very different heights...

and lemme tell you

IT WAS FUCKING COLD

so yes....and then i slept over at henris...and it was pretty fun...although we're kinda losers.. cause we went to bed all earlier than your supposed to.......but at least it was after midnight......

but.....after that nothing much happened i think..............muaha.

mm yeah...ok i will go now

wait rotm!

umm


lets see....

people should always bring sweatshirts to soccer games! because people could severely need them!

ha

ok then


byeeasssssssss

sfmd; vqgw,awb


lol pretty awesome day. it was fucking hot in english and french though.....it was alll...humid and shit..


but anyways...

i went into town avec henri today and it was so cool....there are so many fun times ive had there...

lol montana "this is the most random order you guys..."

and the spiders in cvs.....that was hilarious...
i was leaniing in this corner between the 2 sets of doors....and henri started making these strange frightened noises and i just screamed....really really loud and it turned out there was a big spiders web bout an inch from my head....and then it was all "RUN AWAY!!!!" and we hid behind the wall.

and then

"look a tornados forming! TWISTER!!! whoooooo *hand movements*"

mmhmm

and i also got really awesome eyeliner today. i got this blue color and this redish pinkish color....along with clear mascara which i havent any fucking idea as to what that does....but i got it anyways....cause make up just makes me happy.

and it was a pretty cool day...
and guess what?
i really like apple pie.


rotm: lemon meringue pie....they just put too much of that lemony stuff in there....if there was maybe only and inch of that lemony stuff that would be ok...but nooo...they have to put about 3 times more in than they should....it's just gross....so kids....dont support lemon meringue pies.....be loyal to apple..........you'll stick with apple pie if you know waht's good for you...

err.


ha. so today was a lot of fun in town. ella with the pencil grips on her nose... "just flick it...it's so cool!"

and and...

OH MY JESUS FUCKING!!!

lol.

and the funniest thing..

-hey is emily hot?
-*gags, chokes*

you're really awesome btw.

ha.

mmhmm good times.

ok then ill see you guy later.

ROTM: i fucking hate hot things...that you know...burn you....cause....i touched a pan....and it was hot....and it burned me....and im mad....i think hot things should just not exist........making an exception for people.....down with things that burn you.

and
i seem
to break up
my lines.
like
what im doing
right now.
right?

mmhmm

byeas

...


...yeah.

so not the best weekend ever definitley.

eli and i broke up.

had lots of homework.

didn''t even have an oc marathon.

i've come to a conclusion....the high school just sucks.

the only thing that was good was henri was there for a while.
i love you kid.
no matter how much of losers we are.

uhh yeah

mmmmk so i had an interesting weekend.

schools pretty alright so far. i've got hwang-carlos and shes a pretty good teacher. none of my really good friends are in any of my classes and i cant tell you how much that sucks....but ok.

anyways.....yesterday i heard from eddie, and that was awesome, cause i kinda miss him a bit.

so.

yes.

oh...lol.

i just remembered that sleepover at ella's....that was fucking funny....with that my space photo shoot.

"BATTERIES I NEED BATTERIES"

"let's get her drunk off mac and cheese and get her to take her top off"

lol
sorry nia

but i don't do that.


anyways........guess what?


i love paper globes! they aare freaking amazing.....


and i think i'm going to start a rant of the moment section.... so here i go...


rotm: i think that its really stupid when people say ehffing. they should just say "fucking" or if they don't want to swear....say "freaking"....."ehffing" just sounds fucking stupid. like....seriosuly....


alright then
that wasnt a very good rant

im too tired to rant well right now

ok i gotta go to dinner.

byeas

mmmmm michigan
lol ok
i'll tell you about michigan in a sec...but something funny just happened....see i was telling henri bout the books about gay people which are wicked awesome...

and yeah i was talking about kyle....and it was like..

LeVeL27FREAK55: i wanna jump his bones
deadloser540: yay for you


and yes i thought it was kinda amusing so i decided to put it there.....and yes but dont think im weird....cause thinking guys are hot in books is completely normal....you can ask nia (stanton) or ella (um whats his name from the LBD).....and i mean.....kyles better than danny phantom right? (even though danny phantom is fucking sexy)

ok i will stop there.
and if you are eli....just pretend you didn't read that right there.



mmmhmm

so michigan was fun.

it was a fucking long road trip though.

and im gonna miss eddie like crazy....but yeah thats ok...cause hes probably having wicked awesome fun at michigan...and yes so we saw some cheesy tourist stuff like niagra falls which was fun....and we went to toronto....and made fun of canadian people (sorry scotty) and yeah......that was cool. but yeah.....soo i'm kinda bored of updating....

talk to you later.

yeah


damn. this sucks my computer is being stupid and isn't playing my damn music. But that's ok. anyways...

so yeah orientation was interesting.
it got funny during the last part though.

you know...Emily, join SADD with me? please? i'll make it fun!
...what is SADD
i dunno.
its probably for disabled people.
please join it? please?

lol yeah that was funny...
but watch i show up and you're not even there and i'm just standng there like a loser....yep good times.


anyways.

i predict a mental break down my mid november.


so...yeah i have actually nothing interesting to say.
but yeah im leaving for michigan tomorrow until school starts. so in case any of you were wondering THAT IS WHERE I WILL BE ,SO WHEN I COME BACK DON'T SPAZZ AND TELL ME I DIDN'T TELL YOU.

ok then
remember......

MICHIGAN


UNTIL SCHOOL STARTS.

surveys YAY
lol ok i'm not so pissed anymore, i went and punched the wall a bunch so i'm good now, but i just read emma's my space and i realized i like surveys quite a lot so i'm going to put some in here, sorry for you cause that's probably boring, but whatever.


TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Emily
Birthday: 2-16-91
Birthplace: Korea, bitches
Current Location: my house
Eye Color: Brown
Hair Color: Dark Brown
Height: .....short
Right Handed or Left Handed: right
Your Heritage: um..ASIAN
The Shoes You Wore Today: converse
Your Weakness: i like being right, and hot people.
Your Fears: Spiders, and going deaf or something
Your Perfect Pizza: ummm i don't care, it's all good
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Good grades, and make new friends *turns head to side, opens mouth* teehee
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: "lol" or "umm" or "yeah"
Thoughts First Waking Up: Damn it.
Your Best Physical Feature: My eyes i guess
Your Bedtime: Whenever
Your Most Missed Memory: Back when i didn't care
Pepsi or Coke: Coke
MacDonalds or Burger King: neither
Single or Group Dates: depends..probably single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: which ever
Chocolate or Vanilla: vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee: both...
Do you Smoke: nope
Do you Swear: yeah
Do you Sing: not well...
Do you Shower Daily: mmhmm
Have you Been in Love: maybe.
Do you want to go to College: yeah
Do you want to get Married: yup
Do you belive in yourself: sometimes
Do you get Motion Sickness: no
Do you think you are Attractive: on certain occasions
Are you a Health Freak: lol are you kidding me?
Do you get along with your Parents: sometimes
Do you like Thunderstorms: mostly
Do you play an Instrument: if you can call it that.
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: sort of
In the past month have you Smoked: nope
In the past month have you been on Drugs: nope
In the past month have you gone on a Date: yeah
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yep
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: no
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: yeah i think so
In the past month have you been on Stage: i don't think so...
In the past month have you been Dumped: nope
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: i dunno
Ever been Drunk: not really.
Ever been called a Tease: not that i know of.
Ever been Beaten up: nope
Ever Shoplifted: yeah
How do you want to Die: drowning...
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: no fucking idea
What country would you most like to Visit: not sure
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: doesn't matter but pretty
Favourite Hair Color: don't care
Short or Long Hair: ummm
Height: lol not even gonna bother to say "taller than me" cause you know...
Weight: don't really care.
Best Clothing Style: what ever suits him.
Number of Drugs I have taken: none
Number of CDs I own: a fair amount
Number of Piercings: 2
Number of Tattoos: none
Number of things in my Past I Regret: ...a fair amount



What's your favorite....
Beverage (non-alc) ? water
Beverage (alc) ? margherita
Color ? red i guess, but it changes.
Food ? hmm, mashed potatoes, anything mexican...oh and pancakes of course.
Item of clothing ? whatever
Meal of the day ? umm lunch.
Feature on yourself ? eyes i guess
Quality in a guy/girl ? ...
Phrase ? lol what was it? ummm. oh yeah "shiggity shiggity shwah"
Song ? it changes but right now "sophmore slump or comeback of the year", "be yourself", or....."technologic"/anything by daft punk
Musical Artist/Band ? too many to put
Sport ? umm i play softball, i wish i could play soccer...
Movie ? lol lots, donnie darko, moulin rouge, grind, perfect score, ginger snaps movies, versus, go, etc.
TV Show ? Gilmore Girls, the OC.
Radio Station ? i don't listen to the radio..
Type of Chocolate ? Hersey's....
Eye Color ? Anything Pretty
Do you/Have you ever....
Have any pets ? yep...
Smoke ? yeah
Drink ? yeah
Have any piercings ? yes
Have any tatoos ? nope
Cheat on a boyfriend/girlfriend ? ....yeah
Had sex ? nope
Gone streaking ? sort of
Gone skinny dipping ? sort of
Been to Europe ? yeah
Been to an island ? yep
Had stitches ? yep
Broken any bones ? nope
Been stabbed/shot ? with a safety pin...
Slept until after 12:00 ? yeah
Stayed up all night ? yeah
Danced like a whore ? lol no
Hooked up with 2 people in one weekend ? i don't think so
Turned down a dare ? not sure
Which friend....
Is the funniest ? hmm...ella or nia
Is the prettiest ? bigelow
Is the most handsom ? lol....umm i dunno.
Is the loudest ? nia
Is the craziest ? they're all insane.
Is the most shy ? hmmm tough one.
Is the most loving ? henri
Is the most understanding ? nia or henri
Is the most boring ? lol i won't say.
Is the richest ? i have no idea...bigelow i guess?
Is the most athletic ? eli..
Is the most cocky ? lol *red* if you could call him a friend..
Is the biggest sex icon ? hmm. god damn. i miss bri...
Is the most wordly/cultured ? ummm, you're gonna laugh but ella?
Do you look up to the most ? depends.
Do you tell everything to ? henri
Has the best clothes ? nia or ella
Has the best house ? bigelow or henri.
Would you ever....
Eat pizza with chocolate chips ? yeah
Kiss someone of the same sex ? yeah
Cheat on someone you love ? probably not...but it depends.
Run away from home ? maybe....i dunno.
Lie to your parents ? yes
Lie to your boyfriend/girlfriend ? depends
Lie to your best friend ? depends
Give a homeless person money ? maybe
Run from the police ? ....if they were chasing me....
Bungee jump ? probably not.
Sky dive ? maybe
Cross dress ? lol. of course.
Be an exotic dancer ? ha.
Walk out of a restaurant without paying ? probably not, but you never know...
Scuba dive ? yes
Go rock climbing ? yeah
Go spulunking (caving) ? lol maybe
What do you think of when you hear....
Eminem ? henri's mac.
Bologna ? bag lunches
Hott ? johnny depp...
Orange ? juice.
Real world ? fish.
Fuck ? shit
Jack ? guitar
Cucumber ? salad
Hip-Hop ? music
Uniform ? japanese school girls..
UniCORN ! ? ella
Rainbow ? shoes
Clown ? scary things..

[last song you listened to] Artist in the Ambulance - Thrice
[Shoe size] 6 i think
[Parents still together] yeah
[Siblings] EDDIE
[Pets] none.
FAVORITES
[Color] ...red
[Number] 27?
[Animal] lol i dunno.
[Drinks] water
[Soda] root beer
[Book] not sure
[Flower] meh.
DO YOU
[Color your hair?] I have.
[Twirl your hair?] lol
[Have tattoos?] nope
[Have Piercings?] yeah
[Cheat on tests/homework?] sort of.
[Drink/Smoke?] i have...
[Like roller coasters?] FUCK YES.
[Wish you could live somewhere else?] lol. fucking leverett.
[Want more piercings?] yeah i guess
[Like cleaning?] when it's not my room.
[Write in cursive or print?] print
[Own a web cam?] nope
[Know how to drive?] working on it.
[Own a cell phone?] yeah. btw i need that back henri
[Ever get off the damn computer?] lol yeah.
HAVE U EVER
[Been in a fist fight?] nope.
[Considered a life of crime?] ummm dont think so.
[Considered being a hooker?] LOL....no.
[Lied to someone?] yeah
[Been in love?] i dunno.
[Made out with JUST a friend?] yeah
[Been in lust?] i dunno.....that means you get horny for someone right?
[Used someone] don't think so
[Been used?] not that i know of
[Been cheated on?] dunno. maybe.
[Kicked someone in the nuts?] lol no.
[Stolen anything?] yeah
[Held a gun] yes
CURRENTS
[Current clothing] jeans, tank top
[Current mood] BORED
[Current taste] umm....???
[What you currently smell like] vanilla...
[Current hair] ummm brown and shoulder length?
[Current thing I ought to be doing] not being online.
[Current cd in stereo] Artist in the Ambulance - Thrice
[Last book you read] umm that book with the girls that i can't remember the name of...
[Last movie you saw] lol Harry Potter with Lisa and Henri....
[Last thing you ate] Potatoes..
[Last person you talked to on the phone] Henri
[Do drugs?] no.
[Believe there is life on other planets?] i dunno.
Remember your first love?] lol yes, I LOVE YOU DANIEL J!!!!!! mmm good fucking times.
[Still love him/her?] mmm i don't know him anymore.
[Read the newspaper?] sometimes.
[Have any gay or lesbian friends?] yeah
[Believe in miracles?] what kind of miracles?
[Do well in school?] yeah i guess...i have no idea how though.
[Wear hats] sometimes.
[Hate yourself?] occasionally.
[Have an obsession?] lol. too many.
[Collect anything?] BOUNCY BALLS
[Have a best friend?] yep
[Close friends?] yeah
[Like your handwriting?] nah
[Care about looks] sometimes
LOVE LIFE
[First crush] .....Daniel
[First kiss] i don't know his name....that kid who was my cousins friend.
[Do you believe in love at first sight?] not sure.
[Do you believe in "the one?"] i dunno
[Are you a tease?] lol i don't think so.
[Too shy to make the first move?] depends.
ARE U A
[Daydreamer] yeah
[Bitch/Asshole] sometimes.
[sarcastic] yes
[Angel] nope
[Devil] nope
[Shy] lol yeah.
[Talkative] to some people





yay now that's over...


talk to you later,

.::mystery::.

FUCKING HELL


grrr ok, i haven't posted in probably years, but right now i dunno, i just need to FUCKING VENT.

my day was going ok and all but then it was just GRRRRR. i hate life and it's stupid confusing problems.....and the fucking lies and HOLY FUCK.....i'm so pissed right now......

you know that feeling when you think you're ok with something, and then all of a sudden you realize that you aren't and you shouldn't be and FUCK, i'm so fucking PISSED.

I dunno what i want to do.....i need to fucking punch something...or umm *someone* heh heh. *envisions fist connecting with a face* ok i feel like this much |_| better. i'm gonna go spazz at something...