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teenybeany

:: 2005 6 August :: 6.10pm
:: Mood: eeeeeeeeeeeeee

Dedicated to: crushed pear juice

I cannot wait to go home and wear my new clothes !!

I cannot wait to go to RISD and wear my new clothes !!!

I cannot wait to go to RISD !!!!

Everytime i'm out shopping, i think of RISD and if what i'm contemplating buying will look good on me while i'm there.

"Hm, I wonder if this bag will look good with my art supplies in it when i take it to class and when i'm out on the town"

"Hm, I wonder if kids will think i'm cool if i wear this shirt with this jacket"

"Hm, I wonder if this shirt is too formal to wear in class"

Hm Hm Hm.

How many days til RISD? 34 :D

banana


teenybeany

:: 2005 3 August :: 12.29am
:: Mood: heeeeeeeeeee

Dedicated to: co op
Things to update about when i get back:

1. the bathrooms

2. the people

3. shopping...

4. continue my beijing entry

5. laguna beach .......... or lackthereof rather :(:(!!

6. ka hee and ol in korea

7. that little thing i like to call college

8. ice cream

9. the night life

10. chinese people who are staying at the same place as i am and have zero manners or humanity within them

11. subway!

12. my roomie . . .

13. soju vs vodka

14. residing in korea forever

15. temperature. also known as. holy fucken christ it is hot.

16. the natives

17. the foreigners

18. the plane ride

19. whores. also known as. you

20. inexplicable excitement for the big C-O-llege.

21. reading risd kids' walls on facebook and thinking there are going to be a lot of losers at RI

22. i already knew there would be a lot of losers

23. i probably think you're a loser

24. the word "awkward"

25. carrie bradshaw

26. i have to go to the bathroom

27. korean girls

28. souuuuuuuulllllljjjaasss

29. korean couples

30. random chinese people eating ramen in the lobby

31. farewells.

see ya soon.

EDIT!
32. one of the chinese girls eating ramen and her chinese friend sporting a mullet just broke out into song singing Happy Birthday to a chinese girl sporting a shorter mullet wearing her wannabe-plaid pajamas

banana


teenybeany

:: 2005 27 July :: 11.12am
:: Mood: not nostalgic enough

Dedicated to: Beijing
My trip to Beijing, China was nothing but an eye opening experience. I hate that word, really, i think it's so juvenile, but i don't think i can describe beijing any other way.

Right when we got to the airport, there were SO MANY people at the arrival gates waiting to pick up their own guests. We had never seen so many people waiting at an arrival gate! You would think this is really nothing big, but if you were there and saw the people crammed infront of there, you would be amazed too. Not only were there so many people, but they were all yelling chinese, and waving signs. Oh boy.

We saw a lot. The wall of china was amazing. Humongous. Really. So so big. If you try and walk the whole thing, it takes a few hours, not to mention your life. So we took a cable car up and then my sister and i walked a portion of it up to the highest point of the wall. It was so dope. We also went to Tiananmen Square, which in truth, I was so dead scared to go to. But it was cool. More than that, it was really really so god damn hot and humid. We couldn't really take in much of what was there because our brains were melting.

But it was there where I saw the saddest and most horrible thing. You see, all over Tianenmen Sqaure, there are homeless people. Most homeless people walk around picking up and searching for empty bottles in garbage cans. I saw this one teeny little girl digging through a garbage can and a sight like that truly breaks your heart. Later on, I stood and watched a fight between two homeless men. Me, and about 600 other people that were around. Two men were fighting over a bottle, or over that garbage can spot, I didn't really know, but it was the worst thing I had ever seen in a human. The fight wasn't a stupid brawl over nothing; it was a fight over, life. They were kicking and hitting eachother with their bags of empty bottles. And then one of the guy's bags opened and he dropped all his empty bottles. It was so sad. I can still vividly see one of the men in the fight. He was wearing a dark emerald green long sleeve shirt, black pants, had dark long shaggy hair, and he kept smiling a devious smile to his opponent. The wierd thing was, his teeth were perfect and white. I'll never forget that smile. When I finally came back to life after being so immersed in watching the fight, I looked around and everyone had stopped walking too and were watching the fight. Everyone, including little kids holding on to their parents hands. I imagined what it felt like to be them at that moment, because I was scared being 18 (19 in Asia) years old.

Later that night, I watched my sister throw nine empty bottles into the trash. I thought of how much those homeless people at Tiananmen Square would literally, kill, to have those.

I saw so much more than just that fight. I walked on streets lined with handicapped people begging for money. One little girl was standing there with a plastic bowl begging for money, holding onto her grandfather's hand. Her grandfather, who was blind, was playing an instrument. I saw one man begging for money, and his body form was one you only saw in pictures or nightmares. One girl was lying on a board, begging for money. She was lying there bceause she couldn't move because her bone structure was all messed up. I'm usually "scared" or too shocked to look straight at disabled people, but when it's right there in front of you, in real life, you just can't look away. And it's not so scary anymore. Because it's reality.

So after we took that dreadful walk (although, for some reason it seemed only dreadful for me because everyone else seemed to ignore them reasonably well) we rode on carriages attached to the back of bikes and were "driven" through a village. The village was full of shacks, flies, and residents with not much hope. I thought this village was the poorest of the poor, but apparently, it was a rich village. I could not believe it.

I'm running out of time. I'll keep updating later.

banana


teenybeany

:: 2005 26 July :: 9.51pm
:: Mood: shalom!

Dedicated to: this wonderful place that offers a computer and internet access

i'm still in korea

but i only have 3 minutes left

so i'll update more later

:* <- kiss

banana


teenybeany

:: 2005 18 July :: 5.10pm
:: Mood: peppy

Dedicated to: the country side
Hello.

I'm still in korea.

Life is good.

I think.

I gotta run.

Love your teeny friend.

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