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teenybeany

:: 2005 1 May :: 4.10pm
:: Mood: wet

Dedicated to: the wonderful vacation that t'was
"You sound like a baby." -LAB

As I sit here in my towel, with a towel on my head, and very very hungry, I update and recap my vacation.

Why, i'm doing this now, and not putting on clothes or eating, i do not know.

but atleast you can laugh at how much of a f'd up wierdo i am.

Friday 22: ...... ok this is a lot harder than i thought it would be ..... what did i do.... i can't remember what i did after school. but at night, i went to tricia's birthday party. which was fun, and a little old school which is always good... and i can't remember any more.

Sat 23: my last day of work!! woop woop. i woke up pretty early for a saturday and went to open. my manager was talking to herself again. i opened, worked, and left (for.ev.er!!) at 2 30 !! for those who are wondering, and or keep asking, i'm going to clear this up. i quit because i did not like my job. i know that you should stick it out even if you don't like a job, but thats for when you need the money, or when you're in the real world and trying to develop a career. neither of my situations. i was also eating way too much and gaining way too much, a simple "after school job" was turning out to be "work all day, close, clean up, GO HOME SWEATING BECAUSE YOU JUST SWEPT AND SWIFFERED THE WHOLE STORE" job, i could not stand my manager, and i realized that these few months are the last few months i have to just fuck around. in september, we start college. we start our real lives. summer's after that, you can't just fuck around. you have to get internships, or work, or keep your life going somehow. therefore, i see these months as the last months of me being a careless reckless teenager ;) . so that's why i quit. continuing sat 23... i came home, changed, picked up a gobbler from the deli for brian (bc it was saturday and every saturday when i had class i would bring him lunch from the deli), and went to see brian for the first time in about, three months, which is an absolutely long time for not seeing someone you used to see almost everyday for two years. so i saw him, and we talked for, two hours, when i thought we would just talk for thirty minutes. i guess i had forgotten how well we click and how we can talk about anything forever. and rip on people really well too. college, memories, the future, life, we talked about it all. i loved being in that room again. i couldn't believe i hadn't been there in so long. but it didn't feel like a strange place to me, nor did brian feel like a stranger. i hope it'll go the same for my friends after we go to college. and then when i reazlied it was one and a half hours past the time i told my friend hannah i would pick her up, i (unwillingly) left. i picked up hannah, another love i hadn't seen in three months, and we left for the garden state mall. except we sort of, didn't get there right away, i wouldn't say we got lost, but, we just got a little detoured. we sort of went to lodi... but that's only bc we missed the right turn we were supposed to make. so we were turning around, and going back, and we saw the right turn i was supposed to make, although now it was a left turn, but then we ended up missing the turn again because i don't know why, so i had to turn around and make the right turn that i almost made two times before. we got to the gsp, and ate at cpk. it was delish, but not as delish as it could have been. i drove her home. and i came home. being in that area and seeing those people reenergized me. oh yea! after i came home i watched o.c.

Sun 24: never thought Sat 23 would end, huh. i don't remember what i did again... oh i think i watched o.c... and then, at night, i went to LHB's with MLN. to watch the o.c. .. again. at then late at night i came home. and watched o.c. .. again. just kidding.

Mon 25: this day i.... oh. i went to the mall! yes. i did errands then went to the mall. i shopped around. met RAB and ALB and ate at joe's then accompanied them in looking for prom dresses. and then i went home. and then i'm pretty sure i went to samurai with MLN. for the first time. i love it now. and you'll def see that name again later on in this entry. after samurai, we went to MLN's, then DMP picked us up, we went to ALC's, then the porn room at west coast, which was quite possibly one of the most exciting highlights of my week .. or life .. you choose. then i went home.

Tues 26: shopping in nyc! i went to nyc with MLN to shop for prom dresses. we walked a lot. a lot a lot. we ate at some random place with eight dollar water, while wishing we chose Figgaro to eat at instead. then soho soho. we went into quite possibly every store that looked like it had potential dresses. i scoped out a maybe prom dress. we walked more. and more. decided to take a reenergizing break at Bari Cafe. we orderd smoothies and MLN ordered fries. fries were great. smoothies. i think those were sent straight up from hell. they were both absolutely disgusting. satan definitely shat in them before sending them up. or something. because they were just gross. MLN's "peach smoothie" was a disgusting shade of raspberry red.
MLN: can i have the peach smoothie?
bitchy waitress: ok, but there are a few berries in it.
MLN: ok, that's fine.
after what seemed like a decade, the smoothies came, and MLN's smoothie was not a peach smoothie. i don't know what it was. i don't think anyone can even guess what it was. it was gross. that's what is was. we looked around more in soho. then... came home! at night i... i went out. i'm not sure where. i think i went to see a lot like love with RAB. crap i can't remember. whatever. oh wait. after coming home on the train, RAB picked us up from the south orange train station, why we didn't get off at millburn i do not know, and then we dropped MLN home and i went to RAB's. then we came to my house. and then. later. she went home.

Wed 27: i dreaded this day. i had an appointment at pratt. boo. i went in early with dad. met with my counselor and asked questions. did not like him. nor pratt. still. waited around in the cafeteria while eating a starbucks drink and banana muffin with dad, waiting for the tour to start at 11. at 11 05, decide we didn't want to take the tour. peace out of that bitch. on the way back to jers, pushed my dad toward risd. he was 60% in the car. then we got to my parents' work and pushed him to 90% risd. and then i came home. shopped around in town, picked up RAB, shopped around in town, came home, changed, then left for the gsp. while going there! my dad called and said he had good news and that he and my mom were discussing, and they decided to send me to risd. i freaked out, and definitely pulled something in my back because freaking out while driving and trying to pay attention to the highway can do that to you. got there. shopped around, ate at cpk, it was really really declicious this time. came home.

Thurs 28: did i see a lot like love today? maybe on sunday i saw a lot like love. i can't remember damnit. what did i do on thursday? oooo i think i cleaned my room! finally. yes i think thursday was the day. it took me hours to clean my room. i cleaned my room. then went to dinner at samurai with RAB. then to MLN's for the o.c. with DMP, BUT. the o.c wasn't on and instead the president was, so that sucked. so we picked up JJS and went to LHB's, chilled, then went to TMB's, and watched varsity blues, great movie, i'm suddenly craving nuts now, and then came home.

Friday 29: city! again. went to the city with RAB, and bought my prom dress ! shopped around. oh yea, when we got there, we ate at the Mercer Kitchen and it was grrrrrrrrrrrrreat. so so good. i loved our waitress. and the hostess. and the place. and the food. and oh that's right. mindy shiereman sat down next to us as we finished our meal. interesting. what a small world! ok. so. shopped around, oh, stopped in the subway station to watch people breakdance and shit and then came home. was very very very tired when i got home. i remember being very very tired. yet i didn't go to sleep. i watched t.v. then tried to fall asleep and then i couldn't. so. that sucked.

Sat 30: i should remember. this was yesterday. did errands. went to RAB's with a gothic from suzette's. ate it while watching sixteen candles. bummed around. went to rt 10 for boba. yum. then came back and bummed around. did arts and crafts! and made pretty signs for eachother for our rooms next year! then left to see the interperter but decided not to see it and went to eat at samurai instead. i love samurai. and then, came home.

Sun 1: now today. here i am. still in my towel. no more towel on my head though. still hungry. hungrier. i bummed around. watched some t.v. stuff like. that. and now i'm still here. i am so hungry. i need to eat. you see what i do for you people to enjoy a simple update? i have to eat now. really. or i might pass out.

x o !

banana


teenybeany

:: 2005 29 April :: 5.15pm
:: Mood: content

Dedicated to: luck

This was a grand vacation.

christmas break, i was drawing and binging, drawing and binging. february break i had just finished my portfolio and was spending every moment catching up on sleep. and now, this break, is just relaxing, shopping, and enjoying life.

it felt like a really long vacation, which is always good. i think because my days were full of events, this vacation felt longer than usual. i think it's about time we go back to school or else it'll feel like june will never come and we will never graduate.

i think i got a prom dress today. well. i did get a prom dress. i just don't know if it's definite. but i think it is. so. yes. i guess it is definite. so nevermind. i did get a prom dress today.

i like it. it's nice. not very me. not what i expected i would buy. but i am proud to say i got one before many other people!! it's so unlikely of me to do that. but i did. yayyyy liiiiife.

i've been in the city a lot these days. which is always great. i just like being there. i feel like i'm living when i'm in the city.

rachel and i watched these group of dancers in the subway station today. they were good. very very energetic. a little freaky at times like when one of them asked rachel if he could give her his number.

but that's new york! gotta love it.

i cannot wait for risd. i cannot wait for my life to take off. and to make the world a cool looking place.

the sooner i go. the sooner i graduate. the sooner i get a job. the sooner i buy my chanel bag. the sooner i get married. the sooner i have kids. the sooner i take vacations with my family. the sooner i have grandkids. and the sooner i feel like i've made my life worthwhile.

boo yah.

bye ho's.

banana


teenybeany

:: 2005 28 April :: 2.55pm
:: Mood: hungry

Dedicated to: livin it up

HELLO.

it looks like RISD it is.

it looks like providence, ri it is.

i wish someone would be going to brown so i could have a close ally nearby.

it would be perfect! just like bridget and lena!! which is also very perfect because lena is my fav, and i looooooooove bridget!! and lena goes to risd. yea bitches!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

june third is so so so so gonna be the best day because the sisterhood of the traveling pants is coming out!! i've watch the trailer. i think maybe. 9 times. i just watch it to make me happy. it makes me happy. its going to be great.

school is over in 56 days. if you ask me. i'd say. that's less than two months. we go back to school monday. brave out a week. two weeks later i go to risd for the fashion show. wooooooop! the next weekend it's a five day weekend. the next week its the first week of june. meaning june third is in that week. meaning tsottp comes out!!!! a week later mimi leaves for camp. then the week after that is the last week of high school. and it shouldn't even be considered a week, seeing that there's prom, graduation, and thirty two graduation rehearsals in between.

good god we're almost high school graduates. finally, we can finally say we've accomplished something big. nobody ever cares about your middle school diploma... if we even have one. but they do care about high school diplomas. our first step to job resumes.

i'm going to take bets. the next 56 days will feel like...
a) 56 days
b) 4 weeks
c) a month
d) a week
e) three days
f) too fast

i want to eat sushi. sushi sush.

my room is a mess. i promised my mom i would clean it today. she thinks i'm finally obeying her, when really, i'm just cleaning it because i'm pretty sure mold is hatching somewhere near.

banana


teenybeany

:: 2005 26 April :: 11.41pm
:: Mood: wiped out

Dedicated to: break !!!!!!!!!
Yes. yes. it is i.

i support DMP and do think ciara's arms are longer than the nile itself.

i decided that. the city is an amazing place. it's a whole other world. and people from the city are so different. they're so much more learned than people from else where. else where ... short hills ... get my drift ... ? ...

whenever i see people in the city, hurrying down the streets, biking between buses and taxes, strolling hand in hand with some hot lover, or just looking so ci.ty., i always wonder: where are they going? what are their plans for today? what kind of home do they go home to?

and then i think about what their home looks like. and for the people who look really cool, i think their apartments are just fab and they have really comfy couches and windows that over look the heart of new york.

and i envy them with more envy than mrs nav has for a person with normal sized eyes.

great. mentioning mrs satanic eyes totally ruined the beautiful thoughts i was just having.

how come chinese food never comes in the classic chinese food cartons? it's so unfair to see people on tv eating out of them. and then you have to sit at home and try and look cool, eating out of a black rectangular plastic container. what the hell. how come t.v. is always better than real life!

in that case. i should try out for the real world. :D . the only hesitation i have with that is that my family would see me dancing on tables and sleeping in beds with six strangers that were chosen to live in a house, to work together and to find out what happens when people stop being polite and start being real.

it is 12 o clock. i am so tired. so so so tired. i feel like my brain was caught in a whirlwind this whole day, and its just now, rolling out of it. so. im going to lay it down on a pillow. and maybe tomorrow morning i can think about what happened today. and put my thoughts back together. and start living life the way i'm used to.

have a nice night ;)

banana


teenybeany

:: 2005 21 April :: 9.00pm
:: Mood: jolly

Dedicated to: summer breeze
woohu woohu woohu woohu woohu woohu woohu.

i basically have fallen deep into an o.c. funk. let's just say............. i started watching at, 3 45, and stopped at 8 because i realized the latest episode was on. so i watched that for a little and then ate some california rolls. AHAHAHA. bitches.

i don't even think its that great of a show. actually. i think it's an awesome show, but i don't really think the "quality" of it is that great. it jumps around. A LOT. i can barely keep up while watching episode after episode after episode. and, the acting, sucks. and the plot is just like, here there up left down sideways. like. oh theres teresa. now she's gone. oh wait. maybe. no. oh yea. there she is. oh. she's gone again. like. choose one o.c. producers!!

and choose "gone" because i hate teresa!!!!! her voice, her hair, how her hair looks on her head, her head, her clothes, her attitude, her teeth!!!!!!!!!, her ruining the perfect sunny o.c. life!! get out teresa!! get out of the pool house!!! and our lives!!!

i have to go get ice cream now. i'll be back. so. don't go anywhere.
which you wont. since. like. obviously. you can just keep reading. i don't make sense. i need dairy for my lactose intolerant stomach. i'm messed up.

.....................

i almost forgot! about the continuation of this entry!

so i got the ice cream. and now im insanely full. and. basically. insanely full.

i can't even remember what i wanted this entry to be about anymore. the dairy has just. taken over my brain.

hm. i used to fill up my entries with odd but funny stories. i don't think i have any of those anymore. because i can't even remember the last time i full on cracked up.

i don't really want to write about stories involving other people because i feel like, when or if people find out that they were on my woohu, they'd get pretty freaked out and be like, why the hell am i on her woohu?

and i'd say. shove it.

i'm so delirious from the ice cream right now. i really can't think. nor... breath.

oh i know.

i really do not like mrs nav. she's such an idiotic psycho with bulging eyes that can kill a person. i thought that she was ..okay... that she was getting better and i could stand her a bit more. but not anymore.

today i went to the board of ed to get a drawing that was there, and had been there for months, because mrs nav likes to politely ask me for drawings and then keep them FOREVER. so i went to get it bc i need it to get slides taken of it before the ap test and she said i could go get it, but of course. "I HAD TO RETURN IT BACK TO HER." so as i'm looking at the other pieces, i'm stumble across mine, and theres a little peice of paper attached like there is on everyone elses. and mrs nav had filled it out. and she had named my drawing and was stupid enough to think and write that it was done in colored charcoal when it was really done in pastel!!!!!

there's a difference!!!!!!

she might have been trying to sound cool by saying colored charcoal. but there is nothing cool about colored charcoal. and especially, when you're lying about my drawing. i was like. what the hell. you're an idiot. get eye reduction surgery.

and let me tell you just how much more psychotic she is...

as im looking at my drawing. hating her will the passion of a thousand swords. i do a little 45 degree turn and there she is! she just, popped out of no where.

i got so scared. i spazzed out.

so i was like oh i'm getting my drawing la da dah oh your eyes are big blah blah and she was like yea there it is and she was doing the usual complimenting and ass kissing and i was like ok your eyes are still big i'm just going to take my drawing and go before your eyes kill me because they clearly have a life of their own... and so i took my drawing and left.

and of course before i left she was like, and you can bring it back so we can make it a permanent collection here at the board of ed !!!

woman. you've told me this quintuple hundred thousand times.

so i took it home. and i look at it and stuff. and i really like how it looks in its frame. its so cute. i love it. i don't usually get my work framed. but it looks nice. and i don't want to give it back.

which of course i have the right not to. because it's mine.

so my parents saw it and love it in its frame too. and la dee dah. and they definitely don't want me to give it back because they want to make it permanent here at 111.

we will see. i kind of feel bad though. sometimes. for mrs nav. because she's so pathetic sometimes and she'll just seem so much more pathetic if i don't give it back.

i know that a 60 lb weight probably dropped into her stomach when i walked out of the board of ed with that drawing.

julie cooper reminds me of mrs nav SO MUCH. it's scary to watch the o.c. sometimes. and you know how julie cooper likes to pretend to be nice and likes to pretend she always has good intentions and likes thingsto go her way and manipulates people ...

... yea. ... >> mrs. nav.

ok hopefully the ice cream is digested by now.

good bye and good luck on all your endeavors in the near future.

banana

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