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2005 13 February :: 9.58pm
:: Mood: ECSTATIC
Dedicated to: um, FREEDOM!?
ohhh hoooooo
bitchessssssssssssssssssssssssssss
guess who's dooooooooooooooooooooooone.
meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
bitch master flex!!
i don't know why i just said that!!
but fo real. i am done. :) !! it's such an incredible feeling, it's unreal. it's surreal. it's unforgettable. one long fun crazy unexpected tiring and important chapter in my life is closed. and because that chapter is closed, its sequel is slowly opening. but until it completely opens up.....
F R E E D O M !
what should i do? there's just so much to do. and i had it alllll in my head but then, now that the day is finally here.... i forgot it all. and i feel too wierd to actually take on the freedom. i feel like if i go for it, then the freedom will slip away and i'll wake up and it'll all be a dream or something.
which would suck.
but anyway. i totallly forgot i was updating and then i just realized so there was my update! you're welcome.
k see ya in my new found freedom.
;)
give me a call. because hey! i'm not busy!
kisskisskisskisskiss
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2005 4 February :: 11.48pm
:: Mood: meh
Dedicated to: nylon
Meh.
Heyyyy loverrr.
I'm so f'n beat. I didn't go to school today. It was exhilarating.
I don't think i'll ever drive so much in my life after march. it's pretty ridiculous how much i'm on the road. and i hate millburn drivers. they're the worst. just, so bad. bad. bad. you should tell them, that there are other people alive too and they're not the only ones in this world because they sure drive like it. i understand if you're looking for a parking spot, but other people have places to go too. so hurry up and find a damn parking spot and move out of the lane beacuse the speed limit is wayyyyy past .5 mph.
The highway is now my new best friend and i'm really uncomfortable trying to sit in this chair with half my closet thrown onto it as well.
OHH. yesterday, at 3am, i heard D R I L L I N G outside. it was insane. loud LOUD drilling. i was going to kill someone. it went on until about 4 (?). it was crazy. who the hell drills at 3 in the mo'ning?!!?
PSE&G does.
Ok! i must go.
-Peace-
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2005 28 January :: 10.10pm
:: Mood: happy
Dedicated to: Duggal
I got my slides today!!
yay!!
:) !!
you can see them in.... march.... ? ....
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2005 24 January :: 12.20am
:: Mood: wacked out
Dedicated to: my man, Webster
today i wondered whether "drone" was a word. turns out it is.
apparently, it's a male honeybee, which does no work.
sucks to be a drone. only because why would you want to be called a drone...
now you're probably second guessing the fact that all i do is draw huh... because i obviously take time out to look up pointless things in the dictionary.
what's wrong with me. (and, imagine the look i have on in my ninth grade school id ..."where am i?"...)
how hard are you laughing now?
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2005 22 January :: 11.19pm
:: Mood: over.whelmed.
Dedicated to: snow
Holy macerol it's been so long that woohu has changed it's format. Or maybe i just have a really bad memory and it didn't change at all and i just basically lied to you. well, whatever.
i dedicate this entry to snow because if it weren't for the snow i wouldn't be as content as i am now. because, snow makes me happy, because, snow is so pretty! and, yeah. snow. so because of the snow i am content and because i am content i am taking a nice break and u p d a t i n g for the first time since dinosaurs roamed the lands of the earth.
anywho. where have i been. DRAWING! DUH! duhhhhh.
i need to get into college so that's why i'm so hardcore. a lot of people say they envy my dedication but they really shouldn't because it's not like i'm that dedicated. i just would like to get into college. that's all. dedication smedication. my goals are just. like. yours. well maybe not just like yours..
so beause of my hardcore-drawing-frenzy, i've lost a lot of sweet sweet sleep. Sleep, I Miss You! I use to be Queen Sleep but now i'm just, tired and boring. poop! I can't remember the last time I got more than 6 hours of sleep. Fo Real. I've been getting mostly 3 or 4 hours of sleep and yea, it pretty much does suck. That is why when this all comes to an end on march 1st, i plan on going to bed for atleast a week. so don't bother me until march 8th. thanks. (oh, except i promised buck i'd wake up for her birthday, so i guess i'll be awake on the 4th. march 4th. it's a verb.)
WHAT ELSE! oh, t.v. is also pretty non existant in my life. i can't watch my super sweet sixteen except if i luck out during lunch. i don't know who's kicking ass and getting voted off on the challenge. 24. pshh. my 24 days are long gone. no pun intended. eeheehee. everwood? is that show still even on? and how about jack and bobby? is that show still on? and 7th heaven? i never really watched 7th heaven but is that show still on? and O.C. OH O.C. I MISS O.C. SO MUCH. OCOCOCOCOCOCOCOCOCOC. and the ashlee simpson show and newlyweds is coming back on and i can't watch those shows either. i'm such a junkie for television. or atleast i used to be. :( !
Ok, Well, before i go, i'm going to type this. and then i'm going to go. see ya captain crunch.
My legal name is Eileen but my real name is Bean. Sometimes i get thrown off when random people call me bean but then in the end it's ok. I have on and off juice box obsessions. i usually drink juice boxes straight for 2 weeks and then have juice box withdrawal for a few months. (just to let you know, im in the middle of a juice box craze right now) apparently i'm lactose intolerant but i eat dairy anyway. how could i ever give up chocolate, ice cream, and chicken parm? i'm a really big neat freak, but i'm really messy. it's wierd, and if you don't believe me you can stop by and see my room. otherwise commonly referred to as the jungle, by me. oh, but if you do stop by i probably won't let you in because i don't really let many people into my house. so i guess that would be a lost cause. sorry. i love people who can make me laugh. if you can make me genuinely laugh, you'll forever be on my happy list. i don't know what my happy list is because i just made it up but, still, you'll forever be on it. i love long car rides with people i like. i love to eat in the car. i love love love it. i would much rather get take out and eat it in my car than sit down at a pretty restaurant and eat my dinner there. i alway second guess people with really short hair. they're mysterious to me. i hate change. change sucks. it takes me a long time to adapt and to accept change. i get angry at the drop of a hat. i get happy at the drop of a hat too. i notice the small things, and usually don't notice the big things. i like balance and equality. i try to treat people how they treat me. you know, so there's balance and equality. a lot of the times i don't know what im talking about but if you've ever been around me when i didn't know what i was talking about that means that i'm comftorable around you. or just that i'm insane. maybe both. i just went 10 minutes over the break time i gave myself, so now i have to end this.
i'll see you next snowfall. if not, i'll see you atleast in march.
<3. love it.
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