teenybeany

Dedicated to: so much grass in this world
Ok. So it is official. School yearbook and art has all collided tody and it has hit me hard that i have officially entered h e l l part II. (Part I was last year.) As Brian would say, "World's are colliding." World's have collided Brian. For sure, they have.

I'm so glad that i have 6 bullshit periods this year. It makes my life a lot easier than it really could be. However, ironically, the 2 periods that aren't bullshit periods are so hard and important that little pieces break off of them and fill in the 6 bullshit periods to make it seem like my day really isn't a bullshit day... and those periods arent bullshit periods... they're periods that i don't do anything in except guilt myself with questions of why i'm just sitting there doing nothing and not preparing or studying or doing work for the 2 really really important periods. so it's pretty great having 6 bullshit periods... if you're really good at blocking out the real world that is.

I need to get a root canal. I've been waiting for this day all my life. I knew, that one day, little innocent me would have to experience the horrors of a root canal, and that day, is tuesday the 28th. there's something on the 28th............ i think it's a tv show......... shit what is it..... oh maybe that's when laguna beach premieres. anywho, back to real life. i'm going to get a root canal. i asked my dentist if its going to hurt and he laughed and said no. secretly, i cursed him off because, i know that it's going to hurt. you can numb me, laughing gas me, knock me out, but no matter what... it's going. to. hurt. i. know it. i have had a lot of unwanted experience in that chair created by satan... and i know that once i sit in it, i am asking for pain and discomfort. ASKING.

so maybe after my roots have been canaled i will update and tell you about it. because i know you want to know. it'll be exciting, i promise.

oh, and in other news. my upper wisdom tooth is growing in. what the hell, i thought i was done with all that wisdom teeth bullshit when i got my bottom two pulled last year. i thought wrong. now one my of tops is growing in, and i know that i'll have to get that motherfucker removed too. i know it. my dentist says usually you don't have to remove the top wisdom teeth, but hey, he also said usually people don't have to get root canals, and what do you know. i'm scheduled for one next tuesday. i always fit into the god damn unfortunate minority when it comes to teeth. but you know, it's all in good fun. until i bite my dentist's latex covered fingers. i hate it when he puts hits rubber gloved fingers into my mouth. get the hell out of there.

doing physics homework sucks because i usually don't understand it and can't solve the problems. and then i think i suck at life. and i feel incomplete... like there's something hanging over my head. and then i realize that i'm going to fail the test. and that i'm going to fail the class. and that i suck at life. and should just die during my root canal.

so anyway. i have to go "do" my physics homework. and then draw like there's no tomorrow. save the artsy fartsy comment for later, for when i'm not in the mood to bite your head (and my dentist's fingers) off.

oh and one last thing to keep the woohu update tradition going -- i fell again today. at the girl's soccer game. i was walking down a hill, thinking i was cool, and then i just slipped and slid down the hill. and then i just pretended cool and took the picture i was going to take. and then laughed a lot with abby. and then realized my ass hurt. and then stopped laughing.

ew. physics homework.

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