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2006 21 August :: 10.04pm
:: Mood: falabhaoegea
Dedicated to: 48 hours
I realized that a lot of the people I know aren't happy. Maybe 90%, 97%, 13%. I don't know, but a good amount of them. And then I realized that's what makes life, life. And then I wondered why life is called life, instead of like, potatoes, or yourface.
My room is pretty gross right now. Like mad yucks. That's because I haven't been making an effort to keep it clean because I knew that I'd have to pack it up one day. And that one day has approached.
I decided that I'm not going to try and be sentimental when I leave here. Nor when I leave anywhere, from now on. I decided it's pointless, but I also decided it will be hard to do.
Last night I was thinking about what I was going to do when I got home. I realized, Man! I have a lot of shit to do!! And then that's when I realized and was afraid of the fact that after I leave here, I will be living a busy busy life for the rest of my life till maybe I'm like 64 or something. And then I got scared and just tried to fall asleep even faster.
Alrighty then.
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2006 20 August :: 5.19am
:: Mood: meh
Dedicated to: stripes (stars and -)
this is what i think. if, you have heard someone's sneeze, that is a very special thing. because everybody's sneeze is one of a kind.
i thought i was going to finish my shopping today, but no. that didn't really happen. i still have 3 days to complete it. ha! just 3 days. i love saying that.
my cousins are eating apples. does that mean it's autumn?
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2006 19 August :: 1.39am
:: Mood: rest-y
Dedicated to: cauliflower (is not a pretty flower)
I just taught my girls for the last time. We had pizza, chips, cookies, ice cream, and drinks. I feel a little sick. Physically, emotionally, wha tevs.
My trip is really coming to a close. It's getting a little sad now, believe it or not. Today I talked to my mom on the phone and we got bitchy with each other, which reminded me how home won't be as perfect as I imagined while I was here. I guess when you're away from places and away from people, you remember the good things about them and then when you go back to them, you get hit with reality. It's hard to always be prepared, you know?
On a good side note, the weather is still beautiful. No rain, to date, yet.
4 1/2 days.
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i was going to edit about something but i forget.
it doesn't matter.
i bought catcher in the rye yesterday to read on the plane ride home:
1) because i have never read it and it seems like everyone else in the whole world has
2) because i didn't want to make the trip to the big book store that has lots of the latest books from america so i just settled for the book store near me that only had a selection of about 15 american books
3) because i need a book to read on the puhrane (plane).
4) because i want to be cool and in the catcher in the rye fan club like everyone else in the whole world ...maybe, if i like it.
man! what was i going to edit about??
Sunday: Finish shopping.. HOPEFULLYYYYYYYYYYYY
Monday: pack
Tuesday: pack
Wednesday: pack
Thursday: you know what Thursday is
also: the reason i am packing for three days is not because i am a psycho but because i need to be extra careful with packing and recheck everything going into my suitcase. but also, it might be because i am psycho, too.
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i didn't remember what i was going to edit about originally, but i have one more thing to say,
LHB, you can comment on here just like you commented on my livejournal once upon a time. just to let you know.. because i think you had trouble in the past.
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one more thing, the reason why i thought of you (LHB) is because whenever i hear/see/think of catcher in the rye, i always think of you (LHB), but i'm not really sure why.
i like gold.
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2006 18 August :: 7.05am
:: Mood: nice
Dedicated to: oh so windy~!
Today I went shopping and it was nice because it was not SWELTERING HOT. I found a lot of secret treasures that I had no time for before because I was too busy sweating my ass and face off. But shopping wasn't that refreshing because I still haven't bought everything I need to buy. I need to go out again tomorrow, after I teach my girls for the last time. We're having a "snack party", as a celebration of the last day and i'm-going-home-soon. This is also a good thing for you, that I'm going home soon, because that means my posts won't be about shopping every time. Except I've been thinking about shutting this thing down, so my posts won't be about anything because there will be no posts.
It's still windy now, which is fabulous. Everyone is expecting a terrential downpour but... the weather is being sneaky.
I CAN'T WAIT TO GO HOME TO MY FRESH MAC BOOK PRO THAT WILL TAKE OVER MY LIFE FOR THE NEXT THREE YEARS AND MAKE ME WANT TO DROP DEAD AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HUZZAAAAAAAAAAA !
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2006 17 August :: 4.25am
:: Mood: hm
Dedicated to: letters~
Today is windy. It is AMAZING. But the weather is a trickster, because I went out to the markets and I was sweating up a storm again so.. it's nice and breezy sort of~ but sometimes not. I dunno.
I have a really bad problem where I shop, and then I regret buying anything.
I have exactly one week left. We did it folks, we got to one week. Tomorrow to Sunday, my cousins are going to the beach, so I will be home aloneeeeeeeee. Booyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
Then after Sunday, it is Monday Tuesday Wednesday Home. Those days will be filled with shopping, regretting spending $, and packing. Booyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
Booyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
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also, i forgot to mention, that i am really dreading flying. because of the recent news, and 17 hours, and airplane food, and airplane smell, and well basically because of the recent news.
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